Q:  I'm experiencing confusion in just about all areas of my life right
now.

B:  Good!

Q:  Yah, I thought you'd say that. Some of your remarks earlier on the
backdrop of one's reality - my backdrop actually has changed, and I think
that's part of my confusion - I don't quite know what to do in it now.

B:  Ah, very good! This is, once again, still to some extent, the limbo
state in which you have unplugged from your previously conceived of
structures and you have as yet to plug into the idea of the new structures.
So you are still examining all the probable ways that you can create that
structure to be. It may seem to be a foundering state, but that is simply
because you are not used to the idea that change is truly the only
constant.

When you recognize that all the changes that are going on that may make you
feel as if you are in limbo is truly a solid foundation - because you are
now in touch with far more probabilities that you were before - then you
will be able to find solidity within it, and give yourself a sense of
direction.

Now, within that limbo state, once again, the idea of orienting yourself is
always very simple - very simply! - to do what excites you the most at any
given moment that you are able to act upon.

Q:  Well, that worries me a little bit because...

B:  Why?

Q:  Well, because I've always thought that I had to have a job - okay, my
belief system says I have to have a job...

B:  Yes.

Q:  ... and yet I either leave the job or I get fired. And recently I've
been fixed, in the last 3 months, from 3 jobs...

B:  All right. Did you enjoy those jobs?

Q:  Well, actually I got a lot done, but...

B:  All right.

Q:  ... but I also didn't enjoy being in the office space that I was in, in
all the three jobs.

B:  Well then? Got what you wanted, didn't you?

Q:  Yah, I did. I wasn't enjoying it.

B:  All right.

Q:  And it wasn't...

B:  That right there is what we are talking about. By taking that as a sign
that everything is working perfectly, you got what you wanted. Your life
always works - always works! When you place invalidations upon yourself,
you do not see that it is working. That is the only difference.

Q:  I do see that, that I did get what I wanted.

B:  All right.

Q:  And now I'm really concerned...

B:  Oh, concerned!

Q:  Yah, I'm concerned. I don't...

B:  Then you are still not willing to trust that your life is working
perfectly.

Q:  Well, it is working perfectly.

B:  Then why are you concerned?

Q:  Because I haven't paid my rent.

B:  So? Maybe you don't need to.

Q:  No...?

B:  Oh, she was about to consider it just for a second. You are not as
closed as you thought.

Q:  That's true.

B:  If you truly trust, and are willing to do what excites you the most,
you will have what you need. If you need the money to pay the rent - if
that paying of the rent is what will allow you to continue to be that thing
that excites you the most, then being the thing that excites you the most
will allow you to pay the rent.

IF you can be the thing that excites you the most without paying the rent,
you won't get the money.

Q:  Oh God!

B:  But that means you don't need it. Because if you can be the thing that
excites you the most without having to pay the rent, then you can take it
for granted that that's not something you have to worry about. You will
have what you need; you will be comfortingly.

Because if you are not comfortable, you can't be the thing that excites you
the most. One way or another you will be made to be comfortable. It doesn't
have to be /having/ to