Star
Trek New Frontiers
Gateways
Book Six of Seven
Cold
Wars
1
AERON
the zarn finally decided that
if he did not get the matter settled, he was never going to be able to get any
sleep.
It was not a decision that came lightly to him. The Zarn was a proud
individual, and disliked intensely having to admit to any shortcomings or
weaknesses. Certainly not being able to slumber was one such. Furthermore, he
was going to have to seek aid from the Zarna, who had the temerity to lie
peacefully next to him, snoring away contentedly. She had denied any number of
times that she snored, and he had insisted with equal vigor that he, and not
she, would be in a superior position to make such a determination. Such was
the female's intransigence, however, that she refused to accept his word—his word—of this particular shortcoming
of hers. Yet there she stubbornly lay, snoring blithely away. He wished, not
for the first time, that there was a way to put an end to her snoring, and he
further wished that he was not so besotted with her, even after all
this time, that he could not bring himself to deal in any harsh manner
with her.
The Zarn rolled over, studying the shape of her pale back, the jutting
spine ridge exposed and alluring as ever. He ran his elegant fingers along it,
not with a steady, brushing touch, but instead a series of light taps along the
edges that he knew would rouse her, even in her sleep. Her hips twisted
slightly with subconscious pleasure, and she made a little humming sound.
"What are you doing?" she yawned thickly, but with the slightest
sound of amusement in her voice.
"Nothing," replied the Zarn, sounding utterly innocent. He
made no pretense of his own wakefulness, but instead simply lay there with his
head propped on one hand. "I am doing nothing except regarding the
magnificence that is your body."
"Mm-hmm," she said, in a tone that both managed to convey
that she Was Not Amused, and yet simultaneously made him aware that she did,
indeed, find it just ever so slightly funny. She wasn't looking at him, instead
keeping the spine presented. It was a provocative decision, and she knew it to
be so, but acted as if it wasn't. She managed to push the last vestiges of
sleep from her voice. Her dark green eyes, solid and pupil-less, glowed in the
darkness with that eerie luminescence so characteristic of the Aeron race.
"All right, my husband ... you have awakened me. Satisfied?"
"I? I intended no such thing," he assured her, sounding suitably
stricken. He wasn't fooling her for a moment, of course, but after so many
years together, they had developed little verbal rhythms that were as much a
part of their union as sex or trust or anything else. "What sort of
husband would I be if I thought I could disturb your much-needed rest whenever
it suited my fancy?"
"You would be a ruling husband," she pointed out, "a
Zarn, to be specific. And I would be your endlessly patient Zarna, wondering
why she had been awakened while miraculously keeping a level tone."
He touched the fluttering membrane at the base of her throat in a
vaguely suggestive manner, but she gently pushed his hand away. "Enough of
that," she said firmly. "You did not rouse me from a perfectly sound
slumber simply to feign interest in play."
"It's hardly feigned."
"Perhaps," she allowed, "but neither is it your concern.
I know you too well." She now sat up, curling her knees to just under her
chin. "Speak to me of what is truly on
your mind."
"If you know me as well as you claim, then you should know without
my having to tell you."
"Very well," said the Zarna evenly. "You're worried
about our eldest son."
The Zarn looked at her with open admiration. "I am well and truly
impressed," he admitted.
"It was not that impressive a feat, much as I would like to
pretend otherwise." All of the banter, the teasing amusement in her voice
had given way to seriousness. She was nude in bed next to her husband, and yet
one would have thought from her deportment that she was fully robed and gowned,
and seated in her Place of Discernment in the main courtroom. "The
relationship between you and the Zarnon has become more strained with each
passing day. The Zarnon is no fool. He knows that you are disappointed in
him."
"My disappointment arises from his own conduct and my judgment
thereof." The Zarn swung his legs out of the gentle liquid bubble that
served as their bed and stepped onto the floor. Even in the warmth of the
Palace, the coldness of the night could be felt in the air. He slid his feet
into slippers that sat near the edge of the bed, and pulled on his dressing
gown, which hung nearby. His wife, the Zarna, clearly preferred the warmth of
the liquid bed, and made no move to exit it. "He knows his duties, and
appears unable to live up to them. In theory, he is to become Zarn after
me...."
"In theory," the Zarna pointed out. "But to the Zarnon,
it is not quite as easy as all that."
"Why not?" demanded the Zarn with irritation. "He is
given the best of everything. The best teachers, the best training. All his
young life, he has been provided every opportunity to live up to that which is
his birthright. He should be proud. Instead he... seems to resent me. I do not
understand."
'Tell me, my husband," the Zarna said slowly, apparently aware
that she was treading on delicate ground. "How did you feel... about your
own father?"
The Zarn shrugged indifferently. "I felt nothing for him one way
or the other. He was my father and taught me my duty. I lived up to it. I ask
nothing more of my own son." His pale face flushed with slight annoyance.
"Are you now claiming that I have been an inadequate father? For if you
are, I cannot help but take offense. I have labored mightily to be a far better
father to the Zarnon than ever my father was to me."
"And you have succeeded," she assured him soothingly.
"There is a very close bond between you and your son ... deeper, perhaps,
than even you know or understand. And in that bond may lie the problem."
He stared at her blankly. "I do not follow."
"All of the duties for which he is trained," she explained,
"are predicated upon one thing: his assuming your duties after you are no
longer capable of doing so, either because of incapacitation or death.
Apparently our gentle son does not desire to dwell on such things."
The Zarn was not a stupid person, and even though it took him a few
moments to process what the Zarna was saying to him, in time he finally
understood. "He does not wish to dwell on my passing."
She nodded. "That is exactly right."
He stood in the middle of the dimly lit room. It was ornately
furnished with many ceremonial trappings from the long line of Zarns who had
preceded him in office: robes
and headdresses and similar adornments, all carefully mounted and
labeled with gleaming plaques beneath them. It had never occurred to the Zarn
that being part of that line was not the greatest honor that any creature could
hope for. He had often said that death held no terror for him, for in many ways
he was already immortal. No matter what happened, he would join the line of
illustrious Zarns who had overseen the fortunes of the planet Aeron, a
marvelous little globe of blue and green hanging in the depths of what had once
been called Thallonian space. It now appeared, though, that his successor, the
Zarnon, felt differently.
The reality of it was a good deal for the Zarn to take in all at once.
He eased himself down onto the edge of the bed, shaking his head. "I find
that... difficult to believe...."
"Why so difficult? You have worked hard to be a caring and
supportive father. The Zarnon wants only to please you, to gain your approval.
And yet his greatest opportunity to do so can only occur after you are in no
position to grant that approval. He is conflicted and frustrated. To his mind,
he is being groomed for a position, for a duty, that will commence with
failure. You will not be able to tell him that he is a good Zarn, nor will he
be able to show you what he is capable of."
"He has overanalyzed the situation," the Zarn said, but he
sounded a bit uncertain, and that was most unusual for him. He loathed any hint
of uncertainty; he would rather make a wrong decision quickly than a considered
decision slowly. "He has created in his mind a no-win scenario. That is
hardly worthy of a ruler."
"He is not the
ruler. Titles such as 'Zarnon' aside, he is simply a frustrated young man who
wants to make his father proud, and has no true idea how to go about doing
so."
"Well, what would you suggest... ?"
"I am but the humble Zarna. You are our esteemed ruler. It is for
you to decide."
He had no ready answer. He simply lay back on the bed,
still in his dressing gown, his hands behind his head. He considered
the matter for a considerable length of time, during which his wife's steady
breathing did little to convince him that she had gone to sleep. When he
finally spoke again, it was half an hour later. "I know what you are
suggesting."
"Do you?" she said with amusement in her voice, making no
pretense of having been slumbering.
"You do not fool me in the least."
"I don't?" Her tone had not changed.
"You are suggesting that I retire as Zarn. That I step aside and
hand the office over to the Zamon." His eyes narrowed as he spoke, and he
did not sound any too pleased at the notion.
"I have suggested no such thing," replied his wife.
"Zarns retire when they are incapacitated. When they are unfit and
unable to serve in the office."
"That is true," she allowed, but then added after a moment's
thought, "However, that is not any sort of a rule. Merely a custom ... and
an unfortunate one at that."
"Unfortunate?" He was thunderstruck. The Zarna had always
been second-to-none when it came to respect for traditions on Aeron. "Why
unfortunate?"
"It is not my place to—"
"Bellanaria," he said abruptly.
It brought her up short. The Zarna could not remember the last time he
had addressed her by her true name. It made her realize just how much they had
lost sight of that which they once were, and instead become simple extensions
of their offices. Perhaps, she mused, that was part of the problem. As parents
they knew what was right and true, almost instinctively. As Zarn and Zarna,
every decision they made had to factor in what was best for the world of Aeron.
He had spoken sharply, and when he repeated the shortened version of
her name, a more gentle "Bell," it was with as much compassion as he
was capable of mustering. "Bell... why do you say it's unfortunate?"
Normally the Zarn did not like to hear anything against the traditions
of their world, but it was quite clear to the Zarna that he was making an
exception this time. She knew she had to speak as carefully as possible; who
knew how long his mood would last? "Well," she said after several moments'
consideration, "you really need look no further than the history of our
world, do you? The beginning of a young Zarn's reign is always fraught with
difficulties. Skirmishes, wars always seem to break out, until such time as the
new Zarn gets a more secure grip on his people."
"Isn't that unavoidable, though? No matter how carefully a
successor may be trained, there still has to be a time for him to learn,
correct?"
"Yes, but look who he learns from: those who were advisors to the
Zarn before him. Advisors who always seemed to act in the best interests of the
Zarn and Aeron while the Zarn was alive... but once the Zarn they initially
served passes, they always strive to grab whatever personal power they can. It
happens time after time, and each Zarn, later in his career, appoints people who
he thinks won't fall prey to such self-serving motivations. Yet it recurs. Such
is Aeron nature, I suppose."
"And what would you suggest," he asked, "to break this
cycle?" But he said it with the air of someone who knew the answer before
he asked the question.
She took a deep breath, feeling as if she were launching herself off a
precipice. "Step aside for your son. Instead of ruling as Zarn, be content
to serve in an advisory capacity." She saw the expression on his face
then, which spoke volumes in its silence. It seemed to say, You think I'm not doing the job. You've lost faith in
me. It almost broke her heart to see that in him, and she made
certain to keep a tone of love, affection, and respect uppermost in her voice.
"You would not be driven by desire for power, because you would already
have walked away from power, set it aside willingly.
Other advisors and chancellors will not attempt to foist their own
agendas upon the Zarnon ... I'm sorry, the new Zarn. You will be able to guide
the young Zarn in the ways of his office. Help give him the sort of on-the-job
training that is the only way a new Zarn can truly come to understand his
duties. As opposed to previous Zarns, who have always had to weigh the
self-interest of their advisors into decisions, the new Zarn will be able to
trust you—his father—implicitly. And in turn, it will give him the opportunity
to show you what he can do. To earn your respect, your approval, while you are
still here to give it."
"And when he has no need of me?" asked the Zarn. "Sooner
or later, my presence will cease to be a comfort, and instead be a shadow that
he cannot escape. That is certainly not desirable."
"When that time comes," she replied readily, "why . ..
then you will just have to focus your attention on the rest of your family. We
do have other sons, as well as two daughters. And a wife ... a wife who enjoyed
hearing you speak her true name just now." She stroked his arm, gently,
adoringly. "A wife who would very much appreciate the opportunity to have
you all to herself. Sometimes when I climb into bed with you, I feel as if I'm
here with the entire population of Aeron, for your attention is split in so
many directions at once. If, on the other hand, it were just us, oh, the
pleasure that would bring me. And for that matter, the pleasure I could bring
you .. ." She let her voice trail off, but there was a teasing look on her
face.
"You present a very ... compelling argument," he said after a
time. He had been propping himself up on one elbow, watching her as she had
spoken, and she'd felt as if that gaze were boring deep into her soul,
dissecting her molecule by molecule. Then, to her utter astonishment, he said,
"I will do it."
"What?" she managed to get out. "You ... you don't wish
to discuss something of such importance with ..."
"With others? Those who might feel disenfranchised, or believe
that I am making decisions based on lack of trust in their abilities? No, I see
no need to discuss it with them." He was nodding, although it seemed more
to himself than to anyone else. "I am the Zarn. I am the leader of the
Aeron. I am the one who makes the decisions, and once a decision is made, I see
no reason at all to consult others. The things you've said to me make infinite
sense; why should I waste time discussing the matter with those who will make
less sense? Or who will strive to explain to me why you are wrong? I do not
think you are wrong, and furthermore, if you are ... I do not wish to know
about it."
"You will really do it?" she asked wonderingly. "Our son
means that much to you?"
"Do you really have to ask that? Or are you simply looking to me
to affirm that which you already know?"
She laughed at that. "The latter, I imagine. I suppose I'm just
that transparent. If I were any more so, you'd be able to see right through
me."
"That would be most unfortunate, considering that I am quite
pleased with what I am seeing now."
"Oh, are you?" said the Zarna teasingly, even as she arched
her back and pressed her nude body against his, bringing the sensitive spine
ridges within easy reach of his hand. She brought her lips down on his exposed
belly, which she knew he liked.
He smiled and moaned softly even as he said, "Tomorrow is going to
begin a new and extraordinary day in the history of Aeron."
"I have a suggestion," she said, lifting her lips momentarily.
"How would it be if we made a little history of our own tonight?"
"Such as ... endurance records?"
"I was thinking that very thing."
He moved against her, wanting her, needing her, hiding well his
nervousness over the prospect of turning over the ultimate authority on Aeron
but—at the same time—not regretting it for so much as an instant.
So involved with one another were they that, at first, they didn't
notice the crackling in the air. But then it caught their attention, and the
Zarn sat up, drawing his dressing gown tightly around him even as he tried to
locate the source of the sound. "I have never heard anything like that
before...." he said, looking to the Zarna for confirmation. She shook her
head, similarly befuddled.
Then the noise, which had seemed to be coming from everywhere, abruptly
coalesced into one section of the room, approximately ten feet away. The air
rippled and the Zarn and Zarna gaped as, incredibly, a hole appeared to open up
right there in front of them. It seemed about seven feet across, rippling, and
although it was still possible to see the opposite side of the chamber through
the hole, the distortion of the air itself gave it an opaque look.
All of it happened within seconds, and even as the Zarn shouted for his
guards, even as he heard the comforting pounding of feet toward the doors of
the bedchamber, the center of the hole darkened, and armed and armored men
charged through. There were ten, no, fifteen of them, maybe more, and the sigil
painted on the armor could not have been more familiar to the Zarn.
Serpent-like creatures intertwined with one another, heads back and ready to
spear each other with jagged fangs.
"Markanians!" he
shouted, clearly still not believing what he was seeing. The Zarna looked back
and forth frantically between the intruders and her husband, even as she
gathered the sheet around herself.
The soldiers, adjusting to the dimness of the room, turned and trained
their sights on the Zarn. Their helmets were all-
encompassing, obscuring their features and making them seem that much
more formidable. The Zarn, for his part, was startled but unafraid. "How
did you get here?" he demanded. "What is this ... this bizarre
gateway that brought you here? You will depart immediately; I will not tolerate
this—"
He got no further. The foremost Markanians extended their armored
fists, and there was just enough time to see the glinting barrels mounted on
them. Then they roared to life even as they spit out death. The pulse blasts
hammered into the Zarn, sending him flying off his feet, the screeching
weapons-fire drowning out the screeching of the Zarna. The Zarn slammed against
the far wall and was grotesquely supported there a moment, several feet off the
ground, by nothing except the sustained impact of the shots that were pounding
his helpless body. It had taken mere seconds for his white dressing gown to
become thick with blackness. They continued to fire, following his body down
as it slid to the ground, turning it into a mass of flesh and bone and sinew
that was barely recognizable as anything sentient, much less something that
had until moments before been the supreme ruler of the world.
The main chamber door was locked and was bending inward under the
pummeling of the guards outside. The Zarna leaped off the bed, blanket still
around her, lunging for the door to open it. It was happening so quickly, so
quickly, that the Zama thought for a moment that it was all a dream. That she
had unknowingly slid back into slumber, and a nightmare was playing itself out
for her. This belief sustained itself for exactly as long as it took the
Markanians to train their weaponry upon her and rip her to pieces. The sheet
slipped away, but it didn't matter as the blasts shredded her lovely body,
which seemed to explode upon the blasts' impact. She wanted to scream Not my children, leave my children alone! And
perhaps somewhere in her head she did so with such force and gusto that she
actually thought she'd said it. But she hadn't. Instead, all that emerged from
her
throat was a muted, vague mewling sound. She tried to crawl over to her
husband, everything else forgotten—her own life, her children, all of it. The
only thing she was thinking at that point was how much she wanted to touch his
hand one final time. Then she heard one final shriek of blaster fire that
seemed concentrated on her head, and oblivion claimed her.
At that precise moment, the doors to the imperial bedchamber were
smashed open, splintering upon the impact of the guards' bodies. There were
three of them, and they had pump-action pulsers under their arms. But they were
clad in light armor, largely ceremonial in nature, and they stood no chance
against Markanian shock troops outfitted in heavy-duty battlewear. Plus they
were frozen in shock for crucial seconds as they beheld the horrific scene
awaiting them: the shattered bodies of the Zarn and Zarna upon the ground,
blood everywhere, and the assassins who somehow had managed to slip past the
mansion's security systems as if they simply weren't there.
They brought their pulsers to bear, even managed to get off a couple of
shots, although all they did was glance harmlessly off the Markanian armor.
The Markanians, for their part, only required seconds more to dispatch the
Aeron guards than they had needed to murder the Zarn and his wife.
The lead Markanian wasted no time. "There will be more, and they
won't be as easy as these were," he said. "Don't get cocky. Let's
finish this and leave."
The Zarnon was up and out of bed, hearing the shots, looking around in
confusion. He was a young man, slim, with coiled muscles, and normally a look
of quiet intelligence, which had—in this case—been replaced by a look of
barely controlled panic.
Then the door to his chambers was blasted open and he
lost control of the panic, along with several bodily functions. He did
not, however, have to live long in that disgrace, as the Markanians cut him
down where he stood.
Kreb and Toran, the twin boys just in their teens, huddled on a bed,
clutching each other. There was a scrabbling under their bed, and Kreb hissed
at the source of the noise. "Stay under there!"
"Come here, too!" came back the female voice from beneath.
"There's ... there's shooting and killing all over—! Can't you
hear—?"
"We don't run, Tsana," said Toran firmly. "You stay
there. No matter what happens, don't make a—"
The door burst open. The boys looked startled, then relaxed for an
instant... and then two precisely placed blasts hammered through their faces.
They pitched backward off the bed and lay silent.
Moments later, quick footsteps moved away from the room ... and from
under the bed scrambled a young and terrified girl. She knew she should have
stayed under the bed ... but thick liquid was dripping down and coalescing
under it, and she knew what that liquid was, and she'd rather die than huddle
in a pool of her brothers' blood.
Her mind already shutting down at all she had seen, Tsana staggered
away.
The Markanians burst apart several more doors, killed several retainers
and a clothier who had the misfortune to be a guest for the night, and then
blasted open yet another room to see a teenaged girl clambering out the window.
She was halfway out, and froze, the wind whipping her long hair, and there was
quiet pleading in her eyes, but it was clear from the set of her mouth that not
a word of begging for her life was going to emerge from between her lips. She
wore a thigh-cut nightgown that revealed muscular legs. The lead
Markanian took a step forward, tilting his head slightly, assessing
her.
"You look like your mother," he said at last.
"Did you kill her, too?" The question was asked flatly,
without emotion.
He saw no reason to sugarcoat it at this point. "Yes. And now
we're going to kill you."
Her face hardened and the pleading vanished from her eyes, to be
replaced by utter contempt. "No, you won't," she informed them. She
turned quickly, thrust outward with those muscular legs, and vanished from the
window. The Markanians dashed across the room, their heavy boots cracking the
delicate tiling, and they looked out and down. The young woman was lying in the
courtyard eighty feet below, dark liquid pooling beneath her, her body twisted
in such a way that it was clear, even from up there, that she had not survived
the fall. Nor, obviously, had she expected to.
"She wished to die on her own terms," muttered the lead
Markanian. "Something to be said for that."
"And for that as well!" said the trooper right behind him,
pointing. Then they all saw it: a squad of Aerons, charging across the
courtyard, and, unlike the palace guards, these were clearly from some sort of
standing army. They were heavily armed and outnumbered the Markanians by at
least three to one.
"Time to leave," said the leader.
But the trooper behind him was hesitant. "I think there was one
more," he said. "We might not have gotten the entire family."
"I said it was time to leave, Pmarr," the leader repeated,
more forcefully this time.
"But we might not have gotten all of them! I think there are
others—"
"Our intelligence on the matter is uncertain at best. We were
fortunate that the plans of the mansion were as accu-
rate as they were, or we wouldn't have gotten this far." His voice
rising in anger, he said, "We need to keep our priorities in order. Now
come along!"
He did not stand there and debate it further with Pmarr, for the
soldiers below had entered the building and even now their footsteps could be
heard echoing up the steps. The Markanians bolted back down the corridor, not
even glancing at the destruction they had left in their wake. The floor was
littered with shards of doors smashed open, and pieces of the wall carved out
by blasts littered the floor. They all crunched underfoot as the Markanians passed.
But as they approached the former chambers of the Zarn and Zarna, Pmarr
slowed. "What do you think you're doing!" shouted the leader.
"I thought I saw someone behind us...."
"Yes! The damned soldiers! Now get to the Gateway! I told you, we
need to keep our priorities in order!"
"I think it was something else," Pmarr insisted.
"Smaller... a child..."
"Leave him!"
"I think it was a girl...."
"Leave her, then! Our job here is done—!"
"Not while even one of the imperials lives!" Pmarr shot back
hotly. He yanked off his helmet and faced the leader. His skin was mottled
blue, as was typical for his race, and his crescent-shaped eyes blinked
furiously sideways. His hair was thin, gold strands that almost looked like a
skeletal hand spread across the top of his head. "That was the plan!
Perhaps you have lost sight of mat fact, but I have not! It will not take long
to—"
"It will take just long enough to get someone killed. One of the
goals of this endeavor was to subject our people to minimum risk... even fools
such as you, Pmarr! And I have spent more than enough time here talking about
it! Now come!"
He did not hesitate, but instead crowded in with the others
to the bedchamber. "Pmarr!" he shouted over his shoulder.
"We are not going to wait for you! We are not going to hold the Gateway
open! You come now, or you do not come at all!"
Pmarr started to turn toward the bedchamber, toward the glowing
escape-way through which the other Markanians were dashing. Each time one would
pass through, the Gateway would glow slightly and emit a little hum of energy,
as if it was cheerfully consuming those passing through instead of simply
transporting them back to their point of origin. And then he saw it again—the
small form at the end of the corridor. A girl, yes, definitely a girl, and he
took a few steps toward her. She was staring at him in wonder, as if she
couldn't quite believe that she was seeing what she was seeing. The fact that
he was about to kill her didn't even seem to register. The child appeared to be
in shock. Well, that was hardly surprising, what with her entire family dying
around her. The fortunate thing was that she wasn't going to have to be in
shock for very long.
He started to raise his gauntlet blaster, and suddenly, from down the
corridor, there was the high-pitched whine of an Aeron weapon. A split-second
later, a glowing ball of light came from behind the girl, miraculously
bypassing her and homing straight in on Pmarr like a lethal sprite. He tried to
run, his bravado suddenly disappearing as his jeopardy became far more real to
him, but it was too late. The energy ball grazed the corridor slightly,
ricocheting off it to gain speed and power, and then smashed into his upper thigh.
He felt the impact even through his battle armor. He staggered, dragging the
numbed leg, and then a second blast whipped around the corridor and slammed
into him in nearly the exact same place as the first one. The thigh armor
cracked, and so did Pmarr's upper thigh bone, and he went down with an outraged
screech.
It was his last, desperate determination to try and annihilate the
child at the far end of the corridor, but then soldiers
pounding down the hall toward him blocked her from view. He started to
bring his weaponry up, but the lead soldier shouted, "Don't move!"
and Pmarr, much to his own annoyance, complied with the harsh order. He lay
there, immobile, already planning what he was going to say when grilled for
information. There was no doubt in his mind that he was going to tell them
absolutely nothing. The secrets of the Markanians were going to remain secrets
with him. Let them do to him what they will; he would not bow nor crumble in
the face of adversity.
The lead soldiers charged into the bedchamber of the Zarn and Zarna,
vaulting over the fallen bodies of the palace guards, and Pmarr grinned
ruthlessly as he heard the wails and lamentations that issued from within. The Aerons make mewling sounds like so many women, he
thought grimly. How they ever stood up to us
for any length of time, I haven't the faintest idea.
"How did they get in here? How was it possible?!" The
soldiers were shouting at one another in utter frustration, and Pmarr
understood instantly. The Gateway had closed, leaving no trace of their
entrance or exit. He had been left behind. He felt a flash of anger toward his
leader, but quickly had to admit that he had brought it upon himself. The
simple truth was that he was just going to have to make the best of it.
The soldiers reemerged, and one of them, who bore markings on his
armor that appeared to indicate some sort of higher rank, shouted briskly,
"Search the building! See where they've gone!"
"You won't find them," Pmarr informed him. He felt proud
saying that. He was giving nothing away on that score. He wasn't going to tell
them how he knew that they had disappeared. He wanted to taunt them with the
knowledge. Make them aware that no matter how they begged him, or threatened
him, or tortured him—yes, even tortured him—no matter what they did, he was
going to give them no
details into the masterful plan that had allowed the Markani-ans to lay
low their ancient enemy.
The ranking soldier looked down at him. His helmet encompassed his
face completely, as did the Markanian helmet, though the frontpiece was clear.
Yet, despite the transparency, most of the commander's face was cloaked in
shadow. Only his eyes were clearly visible, burning with an ominous inner
light... which would, of course, have frightened Pmarr if he'd been of a mind
to be frightened. Which he
wasn't.
"No, you won't find them," Pmarr went on, "no matter
where you look, no matter how hard you search. And I will not tell you a thing
of how—"
The commander took two quick steps forward and kicked Pmarr twice in
the face, savagely. The first blow smashed in his nose and cheeks; the second
broke his entire lower jaw and knocked out five teeth.
At that moment, Pmarr suddenly wanted nothing more than to tell the
Aerons anything they wanted to know. Unfortunately, the Aerons displayed no
interest in anything that Pmarr had to say, nor would he have been capable of
communicating, beyond incomprehensible grunts.
Desperately, Pmarr started to raise his arms, to try and aim the
weapons that were atop the gauntlets. He never even saw the slash of the bladed
weapon, which had been pulled from its scabbard by the second-in-command (not
that Pmarr recognized him as such from his markings). The bladed weapon was
customarily utilized only for ceremony, but the second-in-command kept the
blade so sharp that any hair that chanced to float across the blade would be
neatly bisected.
It was that sharpness that made the difference as the blade sliced
through the air and through Pmarr's gloved wrists. There was the acrid smell of
something burning—circuitry in the gloves—and then Pmarr's hands fell off. The
cut had been so smooth that it was slow to register on him. Once the
reality sank in, a good few seconds later, that was when his screaming
began.
The Aerons were not a reticent race, and did not hesitate to express
whatever was on their minds. As a result, they went to work on Pmarr with
uninhibited gusto. It would have been impossible to say how long he'd actually
been dead before they stopped pounding on him, at what point in the battering
his soul had actually fled the body. They might have gone on for quite some
time longer if a horrified scream hadn't soared above their shouts of fury and
interrupted them at their gory pastime.
The scream came from within the bedchamber, and several of the
soldiers dashed in, realizing even before they got there that they had
completely forgotten about the young girl. Instead, they had allowed themselves
to be completely caught up in their bloodthirst. The girl, for her part, was
standing in the middle of the room, her arms rigidly at her| sides, her fists
curled into balls, her face ashen. The scream didn't sound like anything an
Aeron female would produce. Instead, it sounded much more like the wounded and
horri-| fied howling of a stricken beast.
She was not looking at the tattered remains of her parents.| Instead
she was staring straight ahead, her eyes not focused on anything. It was as if
she were looking deep into herself and saw within images that she knew she
would never be able to erase from her mind.
The soldiers looked at each other uncomfortably. They knew who and what
she was, but had no idea how to proceed. They were men of war and destruction,
not prepared— by temperament or training—for dealing gently with a traumatized
child. The commander took a tentative step toward her, stretched out a hand.
'Tsana," he said.
She kept screaming even as she twisted and spun from him, moving so
quickly she might as well have been composed of light. She dashed past them
and sprinted down the
Corridor, still screaming. The soldiers simply stood there until the
irritated commander said impatiently, "Go after her!" and then,
dissatisfied with the way they were standing there, took off after her himself.
Several of his men trailed him.
The girl he'd called Tsana ran into another room, a room that the
commander recognized instantly as the bedchamber of the Zarnon. The screaming
didn't halt, but instead escalated, and she dashed right back out before the
commander could draw near her. He barely gave a glance into the room, knowing
that he was going to see the blood-spattered corpse of the Zarnon. It had,
after all, been there moments before and wasn't likely to have gone anywhere.
'Tsana!" he called again, even as she ran into another bedchamber.
The screaming stopped.
Immediately concerned, the commander and his men ran into the room.
There was nobody there. The window was wide open, a steady breeze wafting
through and causing the drapes to flap. Three quick, long strides carried the
commander across the room and, with trepidation, he looked out and down. He
saw the crumbled body of the Zarn's eldest girl, and was relieved to see that
Tsana's was not next to it. The commander withdrew into the room and glanced
around, trying to determine where the girl might have gone. His attention was
immediately drawn to the bed. It was large and ornate, with carefully made
yellow sheets, as if the bed was expecting its owner to be down in it sometime
soon.
Two of the soldiers went to either side of the bed, nodded to each
other hi coordinating the effort, and lifted the bed clear of the floor. And
there, on the floor, was the girl. She was curled up, trembling slightly,
staring off to that same place that could have been either inside or outside of
her head.
It was in the commander's nature to be brusque, but the child's clearly
damaged state cut through that demeanor. He gestured for the soldiers to move
the bed away completely,
which they did, and then crouched near her. 'Tsana," he said
softly. "It's safe. It's perfectly safe now."
Except he knew it was a lie. Somehow Markanian soldiers had gained
entrance into the mansion. It had been cursedly stupid for them to beat the one
captured Markanian into a bloody, useless mass; they had given in to the blood-fever
of the moment, and now they were going to pay for it, because they were going
to remain in ignorance of how the Markani-ans had achieved the massacre. More
than that, though... this little girl, like any other, drew security from her
family. But her family lay in bloodstained shreds, and she—not quite a woman,
hovering just on the cusp of it—would never know anything resembling security
again.
Tsana whimpered to herself slightly, giving voice in a light, singsong
tone that might have been echoes of a lullaby her mother had sung her, and then
lapsed into silence. And nothing that any of the soldiers did could stir her
from it. The commander picked her up; her body was stiff, as if death had
already claimed it and the muscles had seized up.
"It will be all right," he lied once more, and wondered how
anything would be all right for the child, ever again.
2
DEPARTMENT
OF TEMPORAL INVESTIGATIONS
THE OFFICE WAS relatively spare in its adornments. A few chairs that
were reasonably comfortable, carpeting that could stand to be replaced, and a
desk at which the receptionist— a junior lieutenant—was seated. His face was
somewhat pinched-looking, as if he were sitting on a tack. He seemed to be
rather determined to focus on the files on his computer screen, but he kept
glancing in the direction of the individual who was occupying one of the
chairs. He was trying to be subtle about it, and failing rather miserably.
She knew he was interested in her, intrigued by her. She could always
tell. She could smell it. The increased hormone levels, the pheromones—whatever
it was that someone was giving off, the scent was as strong as burning meat to
her.
"Excuse me," she said after what had seemed an interminable
amount of time. Probably welcoming the opportunity to have an excuse to do so,
the lieutenant j.g. looked her full in the face. Her voice was low, almost
purring. "I'm still
feeling a bit... disoriented. I was under the impression that I was to
have a meeting with Admiral Gulliver at seventeen hundred hours. I... could be
wrong about that, I admit. I'm still a little fuzzy on the way things are being
done hereabouts, Lieutenant..."
"Vickers. Robert Vickers. Bob. You can call me Bob," he said
quickly.
"Bob. If you could just check and—"
"I've already checked," he assured her. "You did have an
appointment, yes, and the admiral is running a little late ... plus, he's
waiting for someone...."
"Waiting?" Her brow furrowed. "Who is he waiting
for?"
"He didn't say. I'm afraid he doesn't tell me all that much,"
Vickers said apologetically.
Mentally, she shrugged, deciding that Vickers wasn't going to be of
much help. She further decided that if something about the circumstance didn't
change within the next few seconds, she was going to get up and leave and ...
And go where?
For about half a second there she had felt a degree of hope. It would
have been wonderful if she were actually able to accomplish something, go somewhere,
do something. But that hope had quickly faded as the crushing reality of her
difficulties closed in on her once more.
Dead. Dead, they're all dead, and you should be, too.
What are you doing here ? Why can't you be dead, too ? What possible purpose
can there be to continuing in this... ?
Then the door to the waiting room slid open, and a scent immediately
caught her attention. It was incredibly familiar, one that she knew almost as
well as her own. She rose from her chair, determined to stand, even though she
felt so weak-kneed from astonishment that she thought she would fall.
The owner of the scent scuttled in with that bizarre, familiar,
semi-pirouette walk that his tripodal form required. Indeed, among various
quarters it had caused him to acquire
nicknames ranging from "Top" to "Merry-Go-Round"
(and even "Dreidel" on one occasion). His thin neck extended a bit
further than its normal length as his craggy, crab-like head turned in her
direction. Something vaguely resembling a smile played across his lips.
"Fancy meeting you here," he said in that slightly vibrating voice of
his which, once upon a time, she had found rather grating. Now it was the most
wonderful sound in the world to her.
"Arex!" she fairly shrieked,
and leaped the distance of the room toward him. He enfolded her in his three
arms and she felt, rather than heard, amused laughter in his chest.
"Greetings, M'Ress," he said.
"It's you! It's really you!" She shook her head in disbelief,
her great mane of orange hair swaying from one side to the other. Her furred
muzzle was crinkled up in that way she had when she was grinning, and her fangs
were bared—not in threat, but in surprise. Her pointed ears atop her head were
flattened down, as if she were expecting to be petted, and her limpid green
cats' eyes were wide with joy. "I never thought I'd be so happy to see
anyone in my life, much less you!"
Arex digested the sentiment and finally said, "I believe I shall
choose to take that as a compliment, as oddly phrased as it might be."
"But what are you doing here! Have you ..." She gasped, not
daring to believe it, gripping his bony shoulders with such force that she
quickly eased up, lest she break them. "You've come to take me back.
That's it, isn't it? I'm not trapped in this time. There's a way to return to
our century."
Arex was about to reply, but then the door to the inner office slid
open. An avuncular-looking gentleman with a salt-and-pepper beard and a
gleaming forehead smiled at the two of them. "Greetings," he said.
"I'm Admiral Gulliver. Welcome to the Starfleet Department for Temporally
Displaced Officers. Come in, come hi, both of you."
Understanding dawned upon the feline officer as she turned her gaze
toward Arex. He nodded in silent confirmation of that which she was already
figuring out. "You're ... trapped here, too?" she asked, but there
wasn't very much question in her voice.
He sighed. "Shuttle expedition that fell through a worm-hole.
You?"
"Landing party expedition that stumbled across a time gateway of
some sort."
"Yes, yes, most unfortunate," Gulliver said in a neutral tone
... so carefully neutral, in fact, that it caught M'Ress's attention. It made
her feel as if there was something that he wasn't saying. But before she could
pursue it, Gulliver said, "If you'll... ?" as he gestured once again
for them to enter, not bothering to repeat the invitation out loud.
M'Ress preceded Arex into the office, but she was already feeling
despondent over the situation. For one joyous moment she had thought she had a
way out of her predicament, only to discover that Arex was in the same fix that
she was. Humans liked to say mat misery loves company, but having experienced
it, she could now say with complete authority that all misery loved was a way
to stop being miserable. Having someone to share your grief didn't accomplish
a damned thing.
As opposed to Arex's scuttling walk, M'Ress moved with delicate, feline
grace, one foot carefully placed directly in front of the other. Early in her
career she'd worn boots, but had never been able to find a pair that was truly
comfortable, and eventually she'd shed them in favor of going barefoot. Her
own natural pads provided more than enough protection, and it added a nice
element of stealth to her approach that she found preferable to clonking about
in Starfleet-issue footwear. In this case, however, her movements reflected
her despondency; she actually made noise padding across the carpet, which was
most unusual for her. She didn't care.
Gulliver circled behind his desk, rolling out his chair so he could sit
while continuing to speak in a very pleasant tone. "I've always imagined
it Starfleet's bit of whimsy, assigning someone named Gulliver to oversee a
department in charge of unusual travels. Don't you think so?"
"I suppose," said M'Ress, looking as blank as she felt.
"It seems most... amusing to me," Arex affirmed.
Gulliver looked from one to the other. "You've never read Gulliver's Travels, have you."
"Should we have?" inquired M'Ress. "Is it autobiographical?"
"Wha—? Oh ... no," and he laughed. "I didn't write it. A
man named Jonathan Swift did. It's a novel about a fellow who finds himself in
some very strange places, and he's endeavoring to get home."
"In that respect, I can definitely empathize," said M'Ress.
As was her habit, she stretched out the m just
a hair, making it sound as if she truly enjoyed saying the word. She leaned
forward, her long, leonine tail whipping around behind her, showing her
momentary excitement. "And... is there a way? For us, I mean? To return
to—"
But her feelings sank once more when Gulliver began shaking his head.
"I'm sorry. It's quite against Starfleet Temporal policy."
"Against policy!" Her
ears twitched. "But... there are ways to time travel in a controlled
fashion. James Kirk did it, several times...."
"Including one time when he obtained whales and saved the earth;
yes, we're all quite aware of the legends of the good captain," Gulliver
said patiently.
"He wasn't a legend to me. I knew him. I served under him. And if
he could do it—"
"Then you should be able to do it?" He shook his head again
even as she nodded hers. "Again, I'm afraid not."
"But what difference will it make if I return home?"
don't know. And that is the problem. You see, M'Ress, Starfleet
Temporal policy is as follows," and he leaned forward, fingers interlaced
on the desk. "When it comes to temporal displacement, all things happen
for a purpose."
"That's predestination." She blew air impatiently between her
teeth. "You're telling me that there's some greater being manipulating our
lives and making a shambles of them in as creative a manner as possible?"
He chuckled and said, "We tend to leave that decision to the
individual. The point is, you're here, now. According to our records, you
vanished over eighty years ago. That's the reality of our universe. The same
with Arex, some,"—he double-checked the files—"seventy-one years
ago."
"And if we unvanish, what difference will it make?" demanded
M'Ress.
"We don't know." It was Arex who had spoken. When she looked
at him in obvious surprise that he seemed to be taking the admiral's side, he
simply shrugged. 'This is my second time having this discussion. I volunteered
to be here when I heard you were coming through, for old time's sake."
" 'Old time' is all I have left to me," said M'Ress bleakly.
"I still can't believe that my returning would pose any sort of
risk...."
"You said it yourself, Lieutenant," Gulliver reminded her.
"You served with Captain Kirk. He learned firsthand the difference that
even one person could make. Starfleet... indeed, the Federation ... is bound
by the Prime Directive to do everything within its power to maintain the status
quo, if you will, of all worlds. The reality of the worlds of the here and now
includes one Caitian, Lieutenant Shiboline M'Ress, and one Triexian, Lieutenant
Arex Na Eth, having disappeared without a trace. That must remain the case. I'm
sorry."
"Are you?" M'Ress said, making no endeavor to keep the
bitterness from her voice. She felt as if she wanted to scream, as if
she wanted to explode in all directions at once. But all of her training, her
very nature, prompted her to keep her own counsel. She did not want this ...
this stranger to see how upset she truly was, so instead she reined herself in
and tried to keep her voice as neutral as possible. "When someone is truly
sorry, they endeavor to make things better. Are you going to try and make
things better for me, Admiral? Better for Arex?"
"We already have been doing so, Lieutenant," Gulliver said
patiently. "You certainly have firsthand knowledge of that. The
education—"
"Yes, yes, I know," sighed M'Ress. "I wasn't trying to
be dismissive of the reeducation program you've been utilizing. Sleep-teaching,
psi-teaching, all manner of specialized learning tools you've been using to
make me aware of how much I've missed. But..."
"But what?"
"Well, it's... it's made me aware of how much I've missed."
Gulliver didn't comprehend, but Arex clearly did. "Admiral,"
he said softly, "much of the joy of what we do is derived from the
discovering of it. It's as if..." He paused, trying to come up with a
workable comparison, and then he smiled. "Let us say that you have a
child. A son. So one day you're at home, holding the newborn infant in your
arms. Then you put it down, walk out the door, thinking you'll be back in
fifteen minutes. Well, one thing leads to another, and the next thing you know,
you return and it's fifteen years later.
So there's your son, all grown, smiling, welcoming you back to the bosom of
your home. And he sits you down and tells you everything that he's been up to
in the intervening decade and a half. So there you are, appreciating all
that... and glad to see how tall and strong he's grown ... but at the same time
..."
"At the same time," Gulliver interrupted, smiling sadly,
"you're overwhelmed with regret for not having been there to see
it all happen."
"Yes," M'Ress said. "Exactly." She shifted in her
seat and looked at Arex. "Thank you. Thank you for expressing it so
well."
"I am pleased I could be of service," said Arex.
"Well," said Gulliver, sounding quite regretful,
"there's nothing we can do about the time lost. Still, if you'll allow me
a bit of humor: I have every confidence that you'll land on your feet."
M'Ress winced visibly. "That would be a cat joke, would it not?
How nice to know some things remain consistent."
"M'Ress has heard them all," Arex told Gulliver by way of
explanation. "There are very few Caitians in Starfleet... or at least
there were few when we were there.
And when she would encounter new individuals, they would invariably make a
reference to, or joke about, earth felines, always thinking they were the first
to come up with it. It's always meant in gentle jest, with no nastiness
attached to it... but it becomes repetitive and even tiresome."
"So let us be clear with one another, Admiral," M'Ress said,
leaning forward, furred fingers interlaced. "I have one life, not nine. I
have never been killed by curiosity, my parents do not live in a cat house, my
mother did not rock me as an infant in a cat's cradle, the preferred Caitian
method of self-defense is not cat-boxing, I do not deposit my earnings into a
kitty, if I am trying to be delicate about a subject I do not pussyfoot around
... shall I go on?"
"I would really prefer if you did not," Gulliver assured her.
"My apologies. I didn't realize I was walking on such thoroughly trod
ground. Let's... try things from another approach. Would you like me to arrange
for you to visit your native Caitia? Granted, they're not members of the Federation
..."
M'Ress tilted her head in surprise, her ears visibly rising as if
something most unexpected had been said. "Caitia ... isn't? But... but we were when I... at the
time I left."
"That's true. However, Caitia has undergone a number of changes in
leadership. Matters continue to remain fickle on your homeworld, I fear."
"Well, that would certainly be typical. So they simply left the
UFP ... ?"
"Not quite that simply,
actually," said Gulliver. He called up a file on his computer, and M'Ress
looked longingly at her homeworld, floating on the monitor screen. His finger
ran down a series of dates. "Two years after your accident, they left the
Federation ... but eventually there was a shift in Caitian leadership and
politics, and so they requested, and received, permission to rejoin... except,
as soon as they were in, they ..."
He started to laugh.
M'Ress looked at him in confusion. "What is it?"
"Well, obviously, when they were in, they wanted out... and when
they were out, they wanted back in, and out again, and in once more, because
that's what happens with..." His voice trailed off as he saw the utterly
bemused stare M'Ress was giving him. He cleared his throat, composing himself.
"What happens with a... volatile world... such as, uhm... yours."
"Oh," said M'Ress, aware that there was something she was
missing, but not wanting to pursue it lest there be jokes about curiosity
again.
"In any event, it's quite likely they'll be rejoining at some
point in the near future. In the meantime, your status as a Starfleet officer
remains 'grandfatherered,' as they used to say. And a visit to Caitia can be
arranged...."
But M'Ress shook her head, a sad smile playing across her lips. "I
don't see the point, really. My family, my friends, are all quite, quite dead.
My people are not the longest-lived,
you see. Unlike, as I recall, the natives of Triex," and she inclined
her head toward Arex.
"That is true," Arex said, trying to sound modest. "I
have, in fact, been in touch with my parents, eleven brothers, and thirteen
sisters."
"And—?"
"They were unaware I was gone."
M'Ress and Gulliver gaped at him. "I'm sorry, did you say ...
unaware?" asked a stunned Gulliver. "How could your parents be
unaware that you were gone?"
"Because I have eleven brothers and thirteen sisters," said
Arex reasonably, his head craning forward on his thin neck. "Who between
them have, I might add, given my parents eighty-three grandchildren. I suspect
they were grateful for one less name to remember. Besides, my people are not
quite as conscious of time as yours are. Then again, our lifespan averages
several hundred years, so that's going to happen. We're not as driven by—"
"We get the idea, Arex," M'Ress said irritably. Then she took
a deep breath. "I'm sorry."
"No apologies necessary," he assured her.
She nodded once and then returned her attention to Gulliver. "I
cannot speak for Arex, but as for me ... to be honest, I'd rather be returned
to active duty as soon as possible, if that's
possible. For if I have to spend excess time dwelling on all that's happened,
and the unfairness of my predicament..."
"You do, in fact, speak for me," said Arex. "I've been
undergoing the same retraining program that you're presently involved with,
M'Ress. And I'm assured by Admiral Gulliver here that the program can
continue, under medical supervision, while aboard a starship. I would just as
soon do that, if that is permissible."
"It is the job of this department, Lieutenants, to accommodate
time-displaced personnel whenever it's possible. I think this is certainly one
of those instances where we can
make it very possible. And, by great good fortune, there's a starship
captain already asking after you."
"Is there?" M'Ress glanced at Arex to see his reaction, but
he looked just as surprised as she was.
"Yes. As a matter of fact, she should be in my outer office,
presuming she's punctual... and from all that I hear, she is very much that.
Vickers," he called, raising his voice slightly.
Vickers's voice promptly came back over the interoffice comm unit.
"Sir?"
"Is our esteemed captain here?"
"Yes, sir."
"Send her in, please."
M'Ress and Arex reflexively rose, as courtesy and protocol required.
The door to the office hissed open and a smiling woman with curly, strawberry
blonde hair and a look of quiet authority entered the room. Promptly Admiral
Gulliver rose and said, "Captain Elizabeth Shelby, may I introduce
Lieutenants Shiboline M'Ress and Arex Na Eth."
The woman introduced as Shelby smiled at each of them. It struck M'Ress
as not quite a sincere smile. It wasn't insincere. It was just... all
business, that was it. It was as if this Captain Shelby had allotted a precise
number of seconds to the smile and, once those seconds had passed, the smile
could be dispensed with. She wasn't, M'Ress decided, unkind. She was just very
focused.
She nodded at each of them in turn and then said, "Please,
sit." They did so. She remained standing, draping her hands casually
behind her back.
"Captain Shelby has just been put in command of the Trident," Gulliver said.
Without blinking an eye, Arex said, "The Trident. Registry NCC-31347. Newly
commissioned Galaxy-class vessel."
"That's correct," Shelby said, looking surprised, but not too
surprised. "It would appear Starfleet speed-teaching
techniques are all mat I've heard. A pity they're not used at the
Academy. We could all graduate within six months."
"There's something to be said for savoring the learning
process," said Gulliver.
Shelby nodded absently as she returned her focus to the time-displaced
officers. "I've looked over both your files. Impressive. Very
impressive."
"I'm afraid they're a bit truncated," M'Ress said. Without
thinking she curled her legs up underneath herself in a somewhat protective
manner. "Suggestions of careers that might have been, rather than what
were."
"Perhaps. But they showed a great deal of promise. And you come
highly recommended."
"Really. By whom?"
"By Captain James T. Kirk."
Arex and M'Ress exchanged looks. "He's ... alive... ?"
"Apparently not. But he had a good deal of foresight, Captain Kirk
did. Remember, both of you disappeared under rather curious circumstances.
Eventually Captain Kirk learned of your misfortunes, and the esteemed captain
thought highly enough of you to prepare extensive and copious recommendations
for you in the event that either or both of you should be found. I don't think
he was anticipating the rather unlikely happenstance that you would both turn
up here and now, within weeks of each other. Then again," she shrugged,
"perhaps he did. My understanding of him was that he was a rather
remarkable man."
"He was most definitely that," M'Ress sighed, with the air of
one who held close to her heart an emotion so unrequited that she had never
even given full attention to it. Then she blinked thoughtfully. "It... is
a rather odd circumstance at that, isn't it? That we should both return around
now."
"Perhaps. Or perhaps... not so coincidental," said Gulliver.
"Meaning?" asked Arex.
Gulliver leaned forward once more, looking even more serious than
before, and with all the gravity he could muster he said, "I have no
idea."
"Oh. Well... that's helpful," said M'Ress.
"The universe, Lieutenant, is like an intricate painting.
Sometimes, if you step back far enough, it makes sense."
"And how far back would we have to step in order to make sense of
our current situation?" she asked.
"Well, for starters," Shelby told them, "you can step
aboard the Trident."
Arex leaned back and drummed his fingers on one of his legs. It was a
nervous habit that M'Ress had always found irritating. Now she found it oddly
comforting. It was amazing what a difference a few decades could make.
"You'd want us on your ship, even though we were recommended by Captain
Kirk?" asked Arex.
Shelby looked puzzled at that. "Why wouldn't I?"
"Let us not mince words, Captain," Arex said politely.
"I have read essays, opinions by Starfleet officers of more recent
vintage. A number of them have been highly critical of James Kirk. I've seen
him referred to as a cowboy, a maverick, a madman, a fabricator of mythic
proportions. Why would you be interested in people who served under a man such
as that?"
"Because," she replied evenly, "I served under a man such as that. It was the best
experience of my life, even if I didn't realize it at the time. His name's
Mackenzie Calhoun; he's the captain of the Excalibur."
"Really?" M'Ress laughed. She found herself liking the
woman's candor. She even liked her scent Relaxing slightly, she said, "He
sounds interesting. I'd like to meet him. Is he single?"
"Married."
"Ah. Well, men like that never stay married. I feel sorry for his
wife."
I'll tell him you said that," said Shelby, "the next time I'm
having conjugal relations with him."
M'Ress opened her mouth, then closed it. Arex was clearly trying not to
laugh. She wondered if he'd known that this Calhoun was Shelby's husband.
Probably. And the bastard had let her walk right into it.
"Did I just talk myself out of a posting to your ship?"
M'Ress finally managed to say.
"Not at all. Frankly," Shelby told her, "I have the
oddest feeling you're going to fit right in."
3 AERON
warmaster burkttt stood over the unmoving form
of Tsana, slowly shaking his head. He had been doing nothing but that for quite
some time, and Gragg was waiting for Burkitt to say something—anything—but
nothing seemed forthcoming. Burkitt simply stayed right where he was, head
going back and forth.
As far as Gragg was concerned, Burkitt was the kind of man who could
only be a warmaster, who could only become some sort of leader. Every aspect
of his personality radiated confidence and an unvoiced—but nevertheless palpable—demand
that others follow him. Although he was no giant, he nevertheless seemed to
tower above others in his deportment and confidence. Indeed, Gragg was
physically taller and more imposing than Burkitt, with wide shoulders and a
blocky head that seemed to fit seamlessly onto his shoulders without benefit of
neck. Nevertheless, if one were
looking at Gragg and Burkitt standing together, there would never be
any doubt as to who was in charge.
Gragg, who had been the commander of the soldier forces that had
interceded, belatedly, in the slaughter of the imperials, was still having
trouble believing in the reality of his world. Only two nights ago, the floors
of the mansion had been awash with blood. As if observing the proceedings from
a far-off distance, he had mentally "watched himself" as he had
picked up the trembling body of the young girl and hurried off with her to a
proper medical facility. Such had been Commander Gragg's confidence in Aeron
medicine that he had been certain—naively certain, to be sure—that she would
recover in no time. She just needed rest, isolation, and support.
Well, she had received all three of those things. And the Aeron days,
normally cold this time of year, had warmed up appreciably, as if to provide
that much more comfort for the people of Aeron in general and Tsana in
particular. Tsana, the sole survivor of her imperial family.
Burkitt and Gragg went quite a ways back. Gragg remembered Burkitt
when he, Gragg, had been simply a raw recruit, and Burkitt was the most
intimidating, ruthless, and also efficient commander the armed forces of Aeron
had ever known. For reasons that eluded Gragg to this day, Burkitt had seen potential
in Gragg and chosen to mentor him to a large degree. As a consequence, Gragg
had risen through the ranks until he was now holding a rank equivalent to what
Burkitt had possessed when they first met As for Burkitt himself, he was still
as intimidating as ever. They had fought together, gotten drunk together...
Burkitt had even introduced Gragg to the first female he'd ever coupled with.
But still, those black, fiery eyes set against the pale skin were enough to
make Gragg feel once again like the rawest of recruits whenever they focused on
him and there was cold fury burning within them. Fury such as he was displaying
now, for instance.
"Still no change in her condition?" asked Burkitt.
"None." Gragg shook his head. "God only knows what
horrors have invaded that child's mind."
"Running from horrors doesn't help. The only way to deal with them
is to meet them head-on."
There was not the slightest trace of sympathy in his voice. Gragg
looked at Burkitt and said, carefully, "Warmaster ... she is but a
child."
"And childhood is when the preponderance of learning is
achieved," Burkitt replied, his voice a low rumble that seemed to originate
from somewhere around his knees. "If one does not learn emotional
toughness when one is of a young age, it is most unlikely one will develop it
in old age. And it is a trait Tsana can and must develop. You seem to have
forgotten, Commander: She is our only surviving imperial. By tradition and by
law, she is to be the next Zarn." He snorted. "Look at her. Look at
the face of leadership for Aeron."
A small trickle of spittle was hanging from the edge of her mouth. Her
eyes were wide open, but still staring inward.
"Doesn't give you much hope for our future, does it?" asked
Burkitt.
Gragg looked forlornly at the helpless child. "And what is the law
for a situation such as this?"
"If an imperial is incapacitated ... which is certainly the case
here ... then the nine Counselars are to choose a regent from among themselves
to rule in the Zarn's place."
"And how is this choosing to be done?"
"That," sighed Burkitt, "is the regrettable aspect.
There is no single proscribed procedure. The usual result is that the Counselars
employ methods that begin with politicking and, more often than not, result in
a full-blown, unholy war. Such is the way of things when a Zarn is alive, but
incapacitated. Now, if the Zarn is killed ..."
There was a significant pause, and Gragg looked at Burkitt curiously.
"If the Zarn is killed ... ?"
"In that case ... the Warmaster is given charge."
Gragg could not quite believe it. "Why—?"
"Because," said Burkitt with grim amusement, "the lawmakers
reasoned that an assassinated Zarn meant that we were either at war, or caught
up in events that would send us spiraling toward war. The selections by the
Counselars are perfectly adequate if old age or illness fells a Zarn ... but if
a Zarn is cut down, it was supposed that war was inevitable. At such a time,
the oldest and most experienced military hand on Aeron would naturally step in
to guide our people through such ... unfortunate times."
"Meaning you."
"Meaning me."
His gaze shifted uncomfortably from Burkitt to Tsana and back again.
"But the Zarn... at least, the new Zarn ... yet lives. So you are saying
by the letter of our laws ..."
Slowly the warmaster turned to look at his longtime follower, his eyes
glowing but unreadable. "I am merely one of the Counselars, with no more
or less influence and power than any other. If, however, Tsana were to die...
and it would be supposed that the poor distraught child simply gave up her hold
on life rather than live with the shocking events she had witnessed ..."
"Then you would be the unquestioned power on Aeron."
Burkitt nodded.
For what seemed an eternity, the two old soldiers stood there, staring
at the girl who might well have been thought to be dead, were it not for the
slight rising and falling of her chest. Then, without saying a word, Burkitt
picked up a pillow. He scrunched it lightly between his large fists, as if
testing its heft, and then he started to lean forward to press it down over
the girl's face.
The soft hum of a weapon stopped him. Silently, Burkitt turned to see
Gragg standing there, his weapon leveled at him. There was the slightest
flutter of what appeared to be fear visible in Gragg's eyes, but if he was
indeed daunted, it
did not translate to the mildest hesitation in his aim. The gun was
unwavering.
"Put it down, Warmaster," he said. And Burkitt smiled
approvingly. "Good. Very good." He tossed the pillow aside.
Gragg looked at him askance. He didn't lower the weapon so much as a
micron. "Very good?"
Burkitt approached him as if coming to a child to congratulate him on
achieving a high mark, and rested his hands on Gragg's shoulders as he would a
trusted confidant, rather than someone who had just been aiming a weapon at
him. "There will be dark times ahead for Aeron," Burkitt informed
him. "There will be those who will desire to throw the rule of law aside.
In that way lies pure chaos, and we will eat ourselves alive and destroy
ourselves long before we've had the slightest opportunity to see retribution
upon our foes. I desired to see whether you had respect for that law."
"So ... this was intended to be some sort of... of test..."
"Yes. Just so. What... ?" Burkitt actually appeared to have a
surprised look. "After all the years we have worked with one another ...
after all that we have achieved ... do you know me so little, Gragg, that you
think me capable of smothering a helpless child in her sickbed?"
"As you said yourself, Warmaster... there are dark times
ahead." He bowed politely. "It is not for me to say whether they have
not, in fact, already arrived."
Then they heard noises, chanting, in the distance. Gragg went to one of
the windows and looked out. What he saw was not entirely unexpected, but,
nevertheless, it was somewhat amazing. There were people, as far as the eye
could see. They were marching in slow but orderly fashion, waving to one side
and then the other, their arms stretched toward heaven in supplication.
"A Mourning March," he said, by way of informing Burkitt.
"I have never seen one so massive, though."
"Nor will you again, let us hope," said Burkitt. "You attended
the funeral?"
Gragg shook his head. "I felt it better if I remained on post
here, along with the rest of the protective force. There is nothing to say
that the Markanians would not return in an endeavor to complete their grisly
work. Tsana needed to be protected."
"Indeed, she did. But you loved the imperials as much as any other
good Aeron."
"I... did, Warmaster."
Burkitt looked at him askance, a sympathetic expression working its way
across his face. "Including, particularly, the eldest daughter. What was
her name—?"
"Jylla," Gragg said tonelessly.
"I thought it was my ... imagination that you seemed to be
spending a preponderance of time with—"
"The imagination was indeed the province of our relationship,
Warmaster, I assure you. There was nothing further than that, there could never
... be ..." His voice trailed off.
He patted Gragg affectionately on the back. "Yet while she
lived... there was hope, however forlorn it might be." He said nothing for
a moment, allowing Gragg his quiet but noble pain. Finally he observed,
"Funerals and mourning are not for the dead, you know. The dead cannot
hear us, no matter what all the theologians might say. They are for the living.
I suggest you join the march, Gragg. It will help alleviate some of the pain
you are feeling just now. Eliminate, no ... but alleviate. It will set you on
the path toward healing."
Gragg was listening to this, nodding in acknowledgment ... and then he
stopped and looked at Burkitt with a suspicion that he couldn't quite disguise.
"And ... if I were to do that... you would... ?"
"Remain here. The funeral was most impressive, as I said. The
ceremonial torches, the lamentations, the musical crescendos ... an impressive
send-off to a family that was much beloved. There is only so much mourning,
though,
that even the sturdiest of warriors can endure." He looked at him
curiously, something in Gragg's tone clearly alerting him to concern on the
commander's part. "Why, Gragg? Is there some difficulty if I—?" Then
he stopped talking, and Gragg couldn't help but wonder if he was simply
feigning surprise or was genuinely startled to perceive what was running
through Gragg's mind. "Ah. You fear to leave Tsana with me. You believe I
will kill her in your absence."
"I thought you were trying to kill her in my presence, Warmaster.
Why should my absence be any more daunting
to you?"
"But as I assured you, Gragg ... that was merely a test of your
own loyalty." He took a step forward, arms folded, and said, "I now
trust your loyalty, Gragg. Your loyalty to the laws of our people, and your
loyalty to me. If we are to continue serving as warmaster and commander to one
another... you are going to have to make it clear that you trust me as well.
Otherwise, how will either of us know whom to count on in the dark times? Would
you have me swear an oath?"
Gragg's impulse was to look down and shake his head. Instead, he
fought that compulsion toward subservience and, meeting Burkitt's look, he
said, "Aye. I would."
"Very well," said Burkitt, apparently not the least bit perturbed.
"I swear an oath, upon my honor and upon the lives and honor of all those
I hold dear, that no harm shall come to Tsana if it is within my capability to
prevent it. Satisfied,
Gragg?"
In truth, he wasn't. But he could not think of any way to further
challenge the matter without straying well into the realm of insult. So he gave
a terse nod, turned, and headed out to join the Mourning March.
There were soldiers at the door and he could easily have told them to
go in and keep an eye on Burkitt, but that would not have accompli shed
anything in terms of displaying trust. He did say to them, though, "Keep a
listen for any Markan-
ian intrusion. Remember that they penetrated the mansion's inner security
once already. A second time is eminently possible." It was only after he
had departed to join the march that he began to kick himself mentally. All
unintentionally, he had just given Burkitt the excuse for a cover-up that he
might have needed. If Burkitt disposed of Tsana while Gragg was gone, he might
turn around and try to find a way to blame it on the Markanians.
He thought of poor, helpless Tsana lying there. And he thought of
Jylla's broken and bloody body where he'd discovered it in the courtyard. At
first he had thought that the Markanians had flung her to her death, but then
he'd come to the decision that she had probably chosen to end her life on her
own terms, rather than let the invading bastards do whatever they wished with
her. After that he thought about the Markanians, and how much he hated them.
The night had turned, the air stinging in his lungs as he walked. He
didn't acknowledge it; he simply ignored the cold. As he blended in with the
marchers, his thoughts continued to tumble against one another. Despite what
Burkitt had said, he did not feel the grieving for his departed Jylla diminishing,
nor did he experience any less sorrow for the comatose Tsana, not to mention
the other slaughtered members of the family. His hatred for the Markanians, on
the other hand, swelled. He felt as if blood was rushing to every part of his
body, exciting him, galvanizing him, making him see the reality of the world
with greater clarity than ever before.
They must die. The
words went through his head, straight and clear and with utter certainty. They must die so that we can live in safety and
peace. They must die because of their crimes against us. They must die...
because the bodies of the Zarn and his family cry out for it. They must die...
because they are Markanians, and our ancient enemy, and we thought we could
coexist in the galaxy with them... but obviously we were wrong. And because we
were wrong, the
Zarn and his family paid for it with their lives, and
they must
be avenged.
So angry and black were his thoughts that, by the time he returned to
the imperial mansion, he had almost forgotten that he had not expected to see
Tsana still alive. Yet when he walked into her chamber, there she was, safe and
sound. It took him a moment to realize that her continued existence was a
matter of some surprise to him. Burkitt, for his part, was seated several feet
away, studying what appeared to be some sort of report, his legs crossed in a
casual fashion. He glanced up at Gragg with only the mildest of interest.
"Surprised to see her alive, Commander?" he asked.
"No, Warmaster." "Don't lie to me." "Yes,
Warmaster."
He sighed heavily. "And yet you trusted me sufficiently to hope
that I would heed my word. I suppose I shall have to take my triumphs where I
can. Have you been dwelling on the Markanians, Commander?"
"I have, yes," said Gragg, with an air of someone who was
relieved not to have to prevaricate or overanalyze every word he spoke before
actually speaking it. "And your conclusion?" "They must
die."
"Yessss," said the thoughtful warmaster. "I have come to
much the same conclusion. The question, though, is: How? They are, after all,
upon another world. Deposited there during the great exodus thrust upon us by
the Thallonians, all those many, many years back. We do not have a space fleet
at our disposal."
"Neither do they," Gragg pointed out. "Which prompts one
to wonder, not for the first time: How did they get here?"
"I do not know," Gragg said. Then he considered and con-
tinued, in a slightly scholarly and singsong voice, "However ...
whatever method they chose to arrive here ..."
"We can somehow utilize in order to go back after them," said
Burkitt, and Gragg smiled eagerly at the prospect. "That is precisely
right, Gragg. We will learn how the Markanians accomplished their assault upon
us, and we will turn it back upon them. Then, and only then, will the memories
of the Zarn and his family be avenged. Only then will we be able to stand
proudly and call ourselves Aeron."
Tsana, for her part, continued to lay there in silence, with a little
more spittle running down her face.
4
EXCALIBUR
mackenzie calhoun had been determined to
wait until everything was "just so" before taking this final step.
Now, however, as he looked around the ready room with satisfaction, he decided
that the time had come.
He scratched absently at his chin, the bristles of his beard wiry
beneath his fingers. Such was the nature of his crew that they felt no
trepidation about weighing in with opinions on his facial hair, whether
solicited or not (and, in this instance, most definitely not). And they were
saying uniformly the same thing: lose it.
Granted, it was not the most elegant growth ever sported in the history
of Starfleet. It was patchy in places, and there were also a few bits of gray
coming in. The major problem was that there was dead skin in the area of the
vicious scar that ran down the right side of his face, and no facial hair was
growing in there. So no matter what, the full beard was going to have an uneven
look to it. That was one of the
things he liked about it Not only that, but it was somewhat
nonregulation just because of its unevenness. He liked that aspect of it even
more.
"After all," he said out loud to no one, "if Eppy isn't
going to be around to remind me that I'm out-of-bounds, then I'm just going to
have to remind myself."
This, of course, was enough to depress him a bit. But he pushed his way
past it, deciding that dwelling upon it was certainly going to accomplish
nothing. Instead he decided to focus on that which pleased him: namely, the
final touch.
He reached into a cabinet and withdrew a package that was carefully
wrapped in oilskin. It was an old-fashioned means of protecting the contents,
but then again, in many respects, Mackenzie Calhoun—former warlord of the
planet Xenex, who, as a teen, had spearheaded a revolution that had overthrown
his world's enslavers—was something of an old-fashioned man. He unwrapped the
package until finally it lay, gleaming and perfect, on his desktop.
There was a chime at his door. "Come," he called.
Burgoyne 172, the Hermat chief engineer of the Excalibur, entered. S/he moved and spoke
with hir customary relaxed style, one that always seemed to be laughing ever so
slightly at those who were disconcerted over the presence of Her-mats. S/he
looked with interest at the subject of Calhoun's present attention. "Nice
sword, Captain," s/he observed.
"Thank you. We go way back."
"Planning to use it to shave yourself?"
Calhoun laughed. "Et tu, Burgoyne?"
"It was just a question," Burgoyne protested, the picture of
wide-eyed innocence. "I wouldn't want you to shave."
"Oh, really? Why not? Have you got a betting pool going as to how
long before I get rid of it?"
"Well... yes," s/he admitted. Defensively, s/he added,
"I have to find some way to make the money back I lost on the pool over
when you'd come back from the dead."
"Really? Who won that?"
"Lieutenant Beth, down in engineering. The rest of us, we figured
if you'd survived, you'd turn up quickly, discovered in a floating pod. She was
the only one willing to bet on you long-term."
"How nice. I'll be sure to send her a fruit basket in appreciation
for her loyalty."
Calhoun was pleased that it was something they were actually able to
joke about. In point of fact, when the previous vessel called Excalibur had been blown to bits, Calhoun
himself would have been the last person to put any money down on his own
survival. That he had managed to get out of the ship at all was a miracle, the
nature of which he had not been fully able to comprehend even after all this
time. He had then spent months marooned on a far-off world before managing to
obtain a vessel and return to Federation space... with a young orphan boy named
Moke in tow, having promised the boy's dying mother that he would take care of
him.
But really ... how do you fit all those circumstances into a betting
pool?
"Did you come here for the sole purpose of inquiring after my
face, Burgy?"
"Ah. No," Burgoyne said, as if having momentarily forgotten
the reason for hir presence. "I actually came to tell you that Holodeck B
is set up for the holomeeting. It's scheduled to start in just under five minutes."
"Good, good. Burgoyne, you have the honor of being present at a
singular and usually private ceremony."
"Private? Why private, Captain? Does it have a deep personal and
spiritual meaning?"
"No, it's just that nobody except me is remotely interested."
He took the sword by the hilt and sliced it through the air. From the corner of
his eye he saw Burgoyne take a cautious step back. "Problem,
Burgoyne?"
"I would just rather not be bisected, Captain, if it's all the
same to you."
Calhoun turned and mounted the sword onto a bracket he'd already
attached to the wall just behind his desk. "I've had this sword for a
great many years, Burgy. Took it off the man who gave me this scar, as a matter
of fact." He studied his image in the gleaming blade.
"So the reflection in the sword has doubtlessly aged a bit since
you first looked in there."
"Actually," said Calhoun with a bit of satisfaction,
"whenever I look in it... I see myself exactly as I was. It's practically
the only place I can do that. So..." He turned to Burgoyne, gesturing to
the chief engineer to sit. Burgoyne looked slightly puzzled, obviously
believing that s/he had no further business there. That pleased Calhoun; he
liked to keep people off balance. Burgoyne sat, and Calhoun did likewise. "I'm
somewhat curious, since you seem to be knowledgeable in all things having to do
with pools. What's the current betting on who my first officer will be?"
"Smart money's on Soleta," Burgoyne said promptly.
"She's the science officer, she's sharp, she's logical, she keeps her head
in difficult situations. Granted, she's a lieutenant, but you could bump her
up in rank."
"Mmm. And the outside money?"
"Well, the outside money has Comman—uhm, Captain Shelby
reconsidering her post as captain of the Trident
and instead returning to be your number one. I mean, the two of you
are married, after all."
"So some people on this crew actually think Shelby would accept a
demotion and go back to being my first officer." He laughed softly at the
notion. "They don't know her very well, I think."
"Captain, pardon my asking, but... don't you miss her?"
Calhoun felt slightly taken aback by the question. "Miss her? Of
course I miss her. That's why it took me so long to
put my sword up. Because I don't do that until I feel that everything
is right, and without her here, it didn't...." He sighed.
Leaning forward, as if wanting to take advantage of this unusual
private moment between hirself and Calhoun, Bur-goyne asked, "Tell me,
Captain ... did you marry her just so you could be certain you'd still have an
attachment to her? Because you were afraid that, with her off on another ship,
she'd forget about you?"
Calhoun looked up at Burgoyne, and his purple eyes were unreadable, as
if he'd just pulled a cloth over them. "You know, Lieutenant Commander...
I think we'd have to know each other a bit longer, and a bit better, than we
do, for me to answer that question ... or for you to ask it."
That was more than enough for Burgoyne to realize that s/he had
overstepped hirself. S/he cleared hir throat a bit too loudly and said,
"Sorry, Captain. So, umm... Holodeck B, any tune you're ready. I'll
just..." Without finishing the sentence, s/he rose to leave.
But Calhoun didn't match the action. Instead, still seated, he said,
"Just out of curiosity: Where did the number-one favorite put her money?"
"You mean Soleta? About first officer? She didn't. She said
betting is illogical. For what it's worth, though, Lieutenant Beth told me
that Soleta agreed with her."
"On what?"
"Well..." Burgoyne's mouth drew back in a smirk, exposing
the tips of hir fangs. "You're going to laugh."
'Try me. I could use a laugh."
"Well... Soleta said you'd offer it to me."
Calhoun promptly laughed, and Burgoyne, visibly relaxing at the
amusement from hir captain, joined in. "That's very funny!" said
Calhoun, once he'd recovered himself.
"I know, I know."
Eyes glittering in amused awareness of the impact his next words would
have, Calhoun said, "She's right."
The laughter died in Burgoyne's throat, and s/he gaped at him.
"Wh-what?"
"In a command situation, no one knows mis ship and what it's
capable of better than you. And considering this vessel is a Galaxy-class 'hot rod,' you're certainly
the right one to press it when matters become dire."
"But... but..." Burgoyne was stammering.
Calhoun proceeded to tick off reasons on his fingers. "You're
intelligent, you're capable, and you're not afraid to ask me crass questions
which, on occasion, you will have
to ask. Furthermore, you're intensely loyal. Don't say that you're not; I saw
how you were with our Doctor Selar, and I've heard about how you fought to
retain custody of your son, Xyon. You've forged a relationship with Selar,
practically through sheer willpower alone. That's what I want to see in my
first officer."
"But, Captain... I doubt very many people on this ship see me as
command material."
"Perhaps, Burgy. But your rank should attend to the 'command'
aspect I will be issuing a field promotion to 'Commander.' As for the
'material' part, I leave mat entirely in your capable, and occasionally clawed,
hands. Now then, I have a holoconference to attend to." At that point,
Calhoun rose from behind his desk. Burgoyne was still standing, looking
stunned.
Calhoun stuck out his hand and Burgoyne, reflexively, shook it. But
there was no muscle in Burgoyne's arm, as if the strength had been drained out
of it. "When you ap-| pointed Commander Shelby as your second-in-command,
did you just 'inform' her that that was the way it was going to be, whether she
wanted it or not?"
"No, of course not. She had an option. So do you."
Burgoyne looked visibly relieved. "So... I have the option of
turning it down?"
"No, she did. You
have the option of taking on the post now or later."
"Oh. Well... in that case ... I guess I'll take it now,"
Burgoyne said weakly.
He patted hir on the shoulder. "Good thinking."
Burgoyne was shaking hir head in disbelief as Calhoun headed out.
"And here I had money down on Soleta."
"That was a shame," said Calhoun, pausing to turn and address
Burgoyne. "The reason she wasn't betting was because I asked her for what
she thought would be the most logical choice, and she said you. We'll make a
formal announcement later. By the way—you have the conn." And with that,
Calhoun swept out of his office.
Burgoyne stood there a moment longer, trying to take in what had just
happened. Then, slowly, as if walking on razor blades, s/he stepped out onto
the bridge and looked around. It was just the same as always. There was the crew:
Mark McHenry at conn, Robin Lefler at ops, the massive Brikar, Zak Kebron, at
tactical. Soleta was at her science station, and she was glancing over at
Burgoyne with a raised eyebrow. She probably already knew. Damn her.
Taking a deep breath, Burgoyne walked over into the lower well of the
bridge, stopped at the command chair, and rested hir hand on it. Then s/he
swung one leg over and sank into it. Even though the chair was not remotely
elevated, s/he felt as if s/he were looking down from on high.
S/he looked around. Everyone was staring at hir.
McHenry leaned back and whispered, "Does the captain know you're
sitting in his chair?"
S/he closed her eyes and tried to figure out who she wanted to throttle
more at that moment: McHenry or Calhoun.
The holodeck looked no different than it usually did. The glowing grids
were visible, and mere was a fault humming of controlled power. Calhoun stood
in the middle of the
room, looking at the relative emptiness and wondering whether there
hadn't been some sort of screwup.
He tapped his combadge. "Calhoun to Burgoyne."
"Burgoyne here. Come to your senses already, Captain?"
Calhoun smiled and shook his head. This was going to be a most
interesting partnership. "If you mean in regards to you, no. I'm just
wondering: Did you say the holodeck is set?"
"Yes, sir."
"Is there anything I have to do to activate it? What program do I
tell it to run ... ?"
"None, sir. Not this time. The computer is rigged directly into
the signal that's being transmitted from Starfleet headquarters on earth. As
soon as the connection is made, the holodeck will automatically activate and
you'll be in the middle of the holoconference."
"Which is originating from San Francisco."
"Yes, sir. The 'hosts' are Admiral Ross and Captain Heard."
"And we in turn are going to be interfacing with other captains
from all points throughout Federation space."
"Yes, sir, that's correct. Several dozen."
"Then would you mind explaining to me," Calhoun asked slowly,
"how in the hell—given the unavoidable lag-time involved in a
transmission of any distance—this is going to be conducted in anything
approaching 'real time'?"
There was a pause. "It's somewhat complicated, sir."
"Give it to me in ten words or less."
This time Burgoyne didn't hesitate. "Magic."
"Magic?"
"Yes, sir. Magic."
"And that's supposed to suffice, is it?"
"I'm certainly hoping it does, sir. You'd need five years at i
Starfleet Engineering school to understand the technical issues. Plus, you
said ten words: This leaves nine left over."
Calhoun was suddenly glad that no one else was standing there who might
be able to see the look of annoyance on his
face. "I can think of two more I'd use if we weren't on an open
frequency. Burgoyne ..."
"Yes, sir?"
"Forget I asked."
"It's forgotten, sir."
Calhoun shook his head as the communication went out. This entire holoconference
thing had come up most unexpectedly. Details had been sketchy at best. He'd
heard rumors that the agenda of the meeting had to do with some sort of
"gateways," but beyond that he knew very little. This alone was
extremely bothersome to him. Then again, if Shelby were around, she'd probably
be asking him if the thing that was bothering him most was that he, the great
Mackenzie Calhoun, was going to have to find out what was going on at the same
time as a bunch of "lesser" captains. Shelby had this annoying habit
of making everything relate to Calhoun's ego and allegedly overinflated opinion
of himself. She had an even more annoying habit of pretty much being right.
But Calhoun had the equally annoying habit of never admitting when she was
right, so it all evened out.
Suddenly there was a shimmering of the air around him, and the power
hum sounded as if it was being channeled in some direction.
And then, just like that, he was not alone.
He was slightly startled by the suddenness of it, but he hid his
discomfort with his customary sangfroid. He suddenly found himself surrounded
by—just as advertised—several dozen fellow captains, as well as a few
commanders and an admiral.
"Hello, Mac," said a soft voice next to him.
He turned and smiled. "Hello, Eppy. This is interesting."
He reached toward Shelby, and she instinctively took his hand. Their
fingers interlaced ...
... and passed through. There was no "ghosting" image, no
transparency. But the hands moved through each other
just as the same, like wind and air. It was as if she were there, but
not there, all at the same time.
"Holos don't have substance outside their respective decks,"
she said with a soft sigh. "The technology's not quite that sophisticated
... yet."
'Too bad," he replied. "If it were, we could—"
"I know where your mind is. We still haven't had a proper
honeymoon—"
"Ohhh, now, Eppy ... we had fun on Xenex."
"I almost died, Mac. So did you."
"But we didn't. That was the fun part."
She rolled her eyes even as she chuckled. "See, that's the nice
thing about being married to you, Mac. The things about you that once
infuriated me, I now find amusing."
"Particularly when they're at a distance?" he suggested.
She grinned at that. "Well, 7 certainly didn't say that, but I
wouldn't entirely rule it out...."
His gaze sought out and found Jean-Luc Picard across the room. Picard
was talking to an admiral whom Calhoun didn't know, but took to be this
"Ross" Burgoyne had mentioned. Ross was slightly older than Picard,
with dark hair flecked with gray and eyes that seemed to have lost then-vigor.
His uniform was not entirely flattering to his waistline, but it didn't seem
to concern him.
As for Picard himself, well, aside from a very slight whitening of his
hair (what there was of it), the damned man never seemed to age. Picard
inclined his head slightly in greeting, and Calhoun returned the silent
gesture. It appeared to Calhoun that Picard had either been present at, or
even directly responsible for, every major turning point in Calhoun's life. It
had been Picard who had first talked a young M'k'n'zy of Calhoun into joining
the Academy; Pi-card who had convinced the older, cynical Mackenzie Calhoun
that he should return to Starfleet and take on the Excalibur; hell, it had been Picard who had performed the
wedding ceremony when he'd married Shelby. It made Calhoun wonder if
what they were going to conference on now was going to have the same sort of
impact.
Shelby had turned and was now talking softly to a woman whom she'd addressed
as "Garbeck," and he recognized the name instantly. Garbeck was the
first officer who had stepped in as captain of Exeter
when Shelby had taken command of the Trident (well, actually, of the Excalibur, but that was something else entirely).
Beyond Garbeck, Calhoun saw what appeared to be a female Bajoran. What
struck him as odd was that she was not wearing a Starfleet uniform, but rather
that of what he took to be the Bajoran military. That came as a bit of a
surprise. An older man whom Calhoun did not recognize was next to her, and
judging from the way they were interacting with one another—their body language
and such—Calhoun suspected they had arrived "together." The older
man was Starfleet, but held the rank of commander.
"Good afternoon," Ross began in a deep voice. Many returned
the greeting, some nodded; one, a Vulcan, offered his people's customary
salute. "It's nice to know our relay systems are fine-tuned enough to
allow holoconferences like this to occur. It certainly beats trying to find
parking orbits for all of you." He smiled, but the smile faded quickly
when the mild joke failed to generate so much as the slightest reaction.
Calhoun glanced at Shelby and mouthed, Tough
room.
Apparently realizing that, Ross obviously dismissed any further notions
of levity. "I'm placing you all on yellow alert until further
notice." He let that sink in before continuing. When he did, his voice
seemed to get even more serious. "As for why we're doing this, we have a
new problem. A few days ago, the Federation Council was approached by a group
of beings who identified themselves as the Iconians."
The name meant absolutely nothing to Calhoun. He glanced once more at
Shelby. She wasn't looking at him, but
instead at Ross, and he could tell instantly from her expression that
she knew precisely who these "Iconians" were. At that moment she
glanced at him, clearly to see how he was taking the news. Calhoun managed to
muster a grave look in his eyes, one that he hoped conveyed sufficient
appreciation for the gravity of the situation. Apparently it was enough to
convince Shelby that he fully grasped the seriousness of this bit of news, as
they exchanged "knowing" nods.
"Captain Picard," continued Ross, "would you please detail
what we know of the Iconians?"
Thank you, Calhoun thought
"Of course, Admiral." Picard's head had been slightly cocked,
like an attentive canine, but now he straightened his uniform and looked out
amongst the sea of holoimages. "The Iconians were known to exist in this
quadrant of space some two hundred millennia ago. Their culture and technology
were unparalleled in that time period, but records about them are scant. About
a decade ago, Captain Donald Varley of the U.S.S.
Yamato determined the location of their homeworld in the Romulan
Neutral Zone, but was lost along with his ship when a destructive Iconian
computer program inserted itself into the Yamato's
mainframe. Even after all this time, the technology on the Iconian
homeworld remained functional—including the Gateways.
"These Gateways provide instantaneous transport between two
points that could be meters or light-years apart. Two functional Gateways have
been found over the last few years: one on the homeworld, which I myself
destroyed rather than allow Gateway technology to fall into Romulan hands; and
one discovered by the Dominion in the Gamma Quadrant, which was destroyed by a
joint Starfleet/ Jem'Hadar team from the U.S.S.
Defiant."
"Thank you, Captain," Ross interjected. Picard appeared
slightly annoyed that Ross had interrupted, but said nothing. Ross went on.
"The Iconians who have now come forward
have offered us the Gateway technology for a price. The Council is
considering the offer, but it's a bit more complicated than that. First, they
are offering the technology to the highest bidder; similar offers have been
made to governments throughout the quadrant. Clearly, this could have a
devastating impact should any antagonistic or ambitious government obtain the
technology exclusively.
"Second, and most immediate: The Iconians have chosen to
demonstrate how useful the Gateways can be by activating the entire network.
Gateways have opened up all over the quadrant and beyond. The Iconians have
seen fit to withhold how to control them, and they have chosen not to provide
us with any form of useful map."
As Ross paused, several of the officers began speaking up, tossing out
questions, and offering comments of then-own. Shelby, it appeared to Calhoun,
was lost in thought.
Ross continued, and the group grew silent. "As the Gateways came
on-line, we immediately began studying then-output, trying to get a handle on
how they work. We became rather alarmed at some of the readings, so turned the
study over to the Starfleet Corps of Engineers. We now have a preliminary
report."
Calhoun saw a newcomer "arrive" on the scene, stepping
through unseen doors. He was an older man, with thick gray-white hair and a
bristling mustache, and a walk that seemed as if it would have been at home on
the swaying deck of a schooner.
"Captain Scott, thank you for joining us," said Ross.
The name immediately clicked for Calhoun. This had to be the legendary
Montgomery Scott, whom Burgoyne had spoken of on occasion. Shelby, from her
reaction, seemed to know of him as well. A pity the other people who had served
under Kirk weren't there; it would have been old home week for them.
"It nae a problem," Scott said. Calhoun had to listen care-
fully; the man's accent was going to take some getting used to. "Those
Gateways, to be blunt, are behavin' in ways we never imagined. It seems that
when they exhaust then-power, they tap into any other power supply that's
available. Like pussywillows here on Earth, that seek water and break into
pipes to find it. These Gateways are so beyond our ken tha' figuring out how
they tick and stoppin' them will be almost impossible."
Ross looked even more concerned. "Do you mean, they could tap an
entire planet's resources and drain them dry?"
Scott took a deep breath. "Aye. Worse, for those worlds using
predominately geothermal or hydraulic power, their ecosystem could be
compromised. We don' have all the figures in yet, but one o' my ships is
measuring solar consumption. My fear is some stars might be destabilized by
additional power demands. It's a very nasty bit o' business," he
concluded.
"All the more reason for us to mobilize the fleet. Duty packets
are going out now with specific sector assignments. We'll need to maintain the
peace. Some of our scientific vessels will be working with the S.C.E. to
determine just how severe the problems might become. Captain Solok..."
The Vulcan captain seemed to step forward.
"I will want you and your crew to begin monitoring all incident
reports from Gateway activity. If the Iconians won't give us a map, I want to
make one."
"Understood. I should point out that it will not be complete, and
therefore not entirely accurate."
"Noted," Ross said. "I'll take whatever we can get,
since it's better than the nothing we have right now." He turned to the
Bajoran and the commander standing next to her. "Colonel, Commander, our
scientists have done some preliminary mapping based on the Gateway power
signatures, and we've discovered something very interesting out your
way. We're estimating no Gateway activity within ten light-years in any
direction of Bajor."
"The wormhole," the commander said, his eyes narrowing.
"We think so, yes."
"It could be the Prophets protecting this region," the female
Bajoran spoke up.
"That's certainly a possibility," Ross admitted.
"Vaughn, given your experience with the Gateways, I want you out mere,
finding out why there aren't any Gateways near Bajor. Is it something natural?
Is it the doing of the aliens—that is to say, the Prophets?" he amended
with a contrite glance at the Bajoran. "What properties are being
displayed, and can they be harnessed beyond your sector?"
"You're hoping we can turn it into a practical
countermea-sure."
"Exactly."
"I was unaware, Admiral, of any encounters with Gateways beyond
those by the Enterprise and the Defiant," said Picard.
With a look at her first officer, the Bajoran said, "Neither was
I."
"It was a few years ago," Vaughn said neutrally.
Ross gave Picard a reassuring look, although Calhoun— in watching
it—felt a little less than reassured. "The relevant portions of Commander
Vaughn's mission will be declassified, in light of the present
emergency."
Picard nodded. "Good."
Ross and the Bajoran colonel started discussing another assignment of
DS9's relating to the evacuation of a world called Europa Nova, but Calhoun was
watching Picard. Pi-card, in turn, was staring at Vaughn. He had the feeling
Pi-card was suspicious of Vaughn for some reason, but, naturally, he had no
idea why.
Then his attention snapped back to Ross when he heard his own name
mentioned. "Captain," Ross was saying, "you and the Excalibur will go deep in Thallonian
space. There's
a concentration of Gateway signatures that bears investigation."
"We don't habitually go shallow in Thallonian space, Admiral.
'Deep' is our status quo. Can you give us a bit more of a hint than that?"
"We'll forward the coordinates to your science officer."
"Thank you. What do the Gateway signatures say, by the way? 'With
all our love, the Iconians'?"
This drew a few scattered guffaws. "Captain," said Ross,
"I'm obviously referring to energy signatures, not autographs, and this
is no laughing matter."
Adopting a demeanor almost as serious as Ross's, Calhoun archly
informed him, "You're only saying that, Admiral, because your joke didn't
get a laugh."
"Admiral," Shelby cut in quickly, firing a glance at Calhoun,
"if I may ..."
"Please do, Captain," Ross said pointedly.
"I have a new crewman on my ship. She came to me through the
Temporal Displacement Office, and she described the means through which she got
here as a sort of 'gateway.' I don't think she used the term in the 'official'
capacity you're using here, but it may well be the same technology."
Ross amazingly looked even more grim. 'Transporting through time and space? These things may be even more
powerful than we had previously imagined. Was she on the Iconian homeworld or
in the Gamma Quadrant?"
"I don't believe it was either, sir. She'd filed a report with the
TDO; obviously it wasn't passed along to you."
"Damned paperwork trail," commented Picard. "Thanks to
modern technology, the left hand can be oblivious of the right hand's
activities with greater efficiency than ever."
This drew more chuckles, and Calhoun commented, "Careful, Picard.
He hates it when other people get more laughs than he does."
"Captain!" Ross snapped.
"Yes, sir?" said several people at once.
Ross sighed and spoke to Shelby even as he directed an impressively
withering look at Calhoun. "In light of the current situation, Captain
Shelby, speak with this crewman and see what further details you can learn.
Send a report directly to me, if you'd be so kind."
Ross then turned and started giving assignments out to others,
particularly near the Klingon and Romulan borders, as Shelby said in a low
voice to Calhoun, "You just love making new friends, don't you?"
"Why do people take an instant dislike to me?" asked Calhoun,
all innocence.
"It saves time," replied Shelby.
He laughed softly at that, and then, more seriously, whispered,
"The crewman you're referring to ... is it M'Ress? The Caitian?"
Shelby nodded. Calhoun had known about her; he was the one who had
suggested M'Ress as a possible crew member for Shelby.
Then Calhoun's attention was caught by the silence in the room. Ross
had stopped speaking, and instead was taking all of them in with a single
glance. "These will be trying days ahead of us all. I want to keep in
constant contact, and I'll be reachable any time you need me. Good luck."
Realizing the conference was almost over, Calhoun suddenly wanted to
turn to Shelby, to say things to her. He realized he'd been standing there the
entire time and not once told her he loved her. But when he looked her way, she
was already gone. They all were. The connection had been severed just that
quickly.
"Grozit," he
muttered in annoyance. Seeing Shelby had simply served to remind Calhoun of
just how much he missed her. He wondered if she felt the same way, and then he
forced himself to bring himself up short. He had
promised himself that he was not going to miss her. He had his life,
she had hers. The marriage was an acknowledgment that they were forever
intertwined, but it was most certainly not an excuse for moping around.
"I love you." It was Shelby's voice. He looked for her, but
she wasn't there, except in his imagination ... or perhaps it was some sort of
residual signal held over from the meeting.
Just to play it safe, he said, "I love you, too," and hoped
that—if it was, in fact, a stray signal of some sort—he hadn't just said
something untoward to Admiral Ross ... or Picard... or especially that female
Bajoran, who looked like a very tough customer indeed.
5
TRIDENT
M'RESS couldn't take her
eyes off him. It was only the abrupt snapping of fingers, practically in her
ear, that drew her attention back to the matter at hand. The snapping fingers
belonged to First Officer Katerina Mueller. Tall, imposing, vaguely Teutonic,
and rather chilly, she had dark blonde hair tied back in as severe a style as
M'Ress had ever seen. She also had a nasty scar on her left cheek that she
seemed to bear with a good deal of pride. M'Ress had found herself taking an
instant dislike to Mueller for reasons she couldn't even begin to comprehend.
That was how M'Ress tended to work: on instinct. However, M'Ress still felt
very much the displaced traveller through reality, and couldn't help but feel
that it was not her place to judge Mueller, the first officer. Curiously,
Mueller preferred to be addressed by the rank of XO, an abbreviation for
executive officer. In Starfleet, it was the term customarily assigned to the
night-side officer who was the functional equivalent of
the first officer. No one was quite sure why Mueller preferred it that
way—probably because she had spent so much time with the rank herself—but the
night-side first officer, Lieutenant Commander Tang, didn't seem to care one
way or the other, so XO it was.
In any event, it was M'Ress's job to try and get along with Mueller
(and, for that matter, with everyone else), rather than decide arbitrarily who
she was and was not going to find palatable. So she swallowed her distaste for
the unlikable woman and determined that she was going to try and put behind her
all her sad memories of those she had lost and focus on ... on ...
... on the bleak, hopeless existence
of being a stranger in a strange land...
Well, that way certainly
lay madness.
All of these thoughts and more had been moving through M'Ress's brain
as they had been awaiting the arrival of the ship's science officer. Seated in
the conference room (Lounge! They called it
conference lounge now. She had to keep reminding herself of that) besides
M'Ress and Mueller was Captain Shelby herself. They had been making idle small
talk while waiting for the science officer, most of which centered around how
M'Ress was adjusting to her new home.
Terribly. I feel eyes on me wherever I go, and people
whisper to each other as I go past, "Is that her? That's her, isn't it?
The Caitian relic from a century ago. What's it like for her? How's she
managing?" I feel like an oddity, a freak, which is what I am, and this
will never be my home because I have no home, I'm just this piece of
spacefaring flotsam that happened to wash up on your shore.
All of that went through her head, even as she smiled and said,
"Everything is going just fine, Captain. The crew's been receptive,
patient, and helpful. Things couldn't be better." She was impressed with
herself because she really
hadn't ever been much of a liar before, but she was apparently getting
quite adept at it. She was aware that her ears were flattened against the top
of her head, a sure sign—for anyone who knew her—that she was uncomfortable or
nervous. But these people didn't know her, didn't know a damned thing about
her. Unconsciously she licked the backs of her hands and smoothed her hair
down.
Even as Shelby nodded, apparently pleased and satisfied with the
response, M'Ress felt as if Mueller's gaze was boring into her, capable of
seeing right through her dissembling and calling her on it at any moment. But
Mueller remained as silent and distant as the icebergs of which she reminded
M'Ress.
M'Ress shifted slightly in her chair, trying to get accustomed to the
fit of the new uniform. It felt far stretchier than any she'd known before, and
she didn't like the feel of the fabric against her fur. Her own people had very
little patience for clothing; their fur provided them all the protection they
required. But she was in Starfleet, and as such she felt constrained to wear
the appropriate accoutrements. There was nothing in regulations, though, that
said she had to like it.
Then the door hissed open and a gentle, almost amused-sounding voice
said, "Sorry I'm late."
"Why should now be different from any time in the past?"
Mueller said tartly.
M'Ress looked up at the individual who had just entered, and it was as
if her mind had suddenly gone blank.
Since M'Ress was Caitian, it would have been only natural that her
standard of beauty would be formed by those of her own race. All of that went
out the window, though, when she saw the man standing in the doorway. He was
tall and muscular—she could tell even though he was in uniform, because the
cloth almost seemed to adhere to him, tracing the lines of his abs. His face
was nearly triangular,
his chin strong, his eyes slightly slanted and drawn back his nose
aquiline. His skin tone looked like pale gold, he sported a mane of red hair
that swept back and down, although it was neatly cropped just above his
collar. But the skin itself seemed almost to glow with ... what? Health? Power?
It was impossible for her to say. And the eyes, upon closer inspection,
actually seemed to sparkle. It was as if he did not have retinas, corneas, or
other normal ocular parts. Instead, it seemed—upon close inspection, crazy as
it sounded—as if his eyes were comprised of tiny sequins, an inner circle of
silver surrounded by an outer circle of blue.
It was at that point that M'Ress heard the impatient finger-snapping
from Mueller in her ear that forced her attention back to the moment at hand.
"I'm sorry ... what?" M'Ress said desperately, feeling
mortified that she had so utterly zoned out of the moment.
"Lieutenant Commander Gleau was just apologizing for not having
met with you earlier," Shelby said. She seemed more amused than anything
by M'Ress's temporary "departure" from the meeting. "You have,
after all, been assigned to the science department."
"I've been remiss," said Gleau. M'Ress might have been
imagining it, but it seemed as if there were bells tinkling when he spoke.
"As the captain said, my heartfelt apologies. Organizing a science
division is a rather daunting task, wouldn't you say?"
He was asking M'Ress. She said the first thing that came to her mind:
"If you want me to say that, then, yes." Then she heard the words
that had come out of her mouth, and wanted to crawl under the table.
"That's nice to see: cooperation," said Shelby. "Lieutenant
Commander, it's my suspicion that Lieutenant M'Ress here has never met a
Selelvian."
M'Ress shook her head mutely. "I... read about them... you ...
them..." M'Ress managed to say. "Along with about fifty other new
member races that joined the Federation in my ... my absence ..."
"I'm one of the first in Starfleet. There are some"—and he
seemed to cast a glance in Mueller's direction—"who feel uncomfortable
with us around, because we exude a high degree of... what's the word ...
?"
"Bull?" Mueller suggested.
"Charm," said Gleau. "Some simply call us the Elves,
after a mythical race of beings who had the power to charm the pants—and just
about anything else, it seemed—off humans of old Earth. An amusing nickname,
don't you think?"
"Hilarious," said M'Ress, still captivated by his eyes. Her
ears were perked straight up, and her tail was extended. She became aware of
the outward signs of excitement, and her cheeks flushed furiously. This time
she was incredibly grateful that the significance of her outward reactions
were lost on those looking at her.
Mueller harrumphed rather
loudly, bringing matters quickly back on track.
"Circumstances have arisen, Lieutenant," Shelby said,
"that might directly pertain to you. You described the device that
catapulted—no pun intended ..."
M'Ress winced inwardly but kept her face neutral. "Understood."
"... catapulted you to our time as a sort of 'gateway.' If that is
truly the case, yours may well be the first encounter on record with such a
device. We need to find out as much as possible about it."
"If that's the case, why don't we simply go to the planet where it
was located? I mean, my understanding is that we're one of two vessels here in
Sector 221-G, the other being the
Excalibur. Certainly our presence
won't be missed here for a little while...."
"Just tell us, if you would, what happened," said Gleau. Even
though he was all business at this point, she still felt as if she could drown
in his very presence.
"Well," she said slowly, shifting in her seat,
"truthfully, there's not much to tell. It was shortly after I'd been reassigned
off the Enterprise. I was serving
on a science vessel called the Einstein, and
we had found some unusual energy signatures off a world called Ceti Alpha VI.
When we arrived, a landing party—I'm sorry, away team—"
"Use whatever terminology you're comfortable with," Shelby
said.
"An away team," continued M'Ress, "consisting of myself,
Lieutenant Wexler, and Ensign Levine, went down to the surface to investigate
it. We found what can only be described as a sort of... of pulsation in the
air." She paused in wonderment, recalling the sight as clearly as if it
happened yesterday, which she realized, subjectively, it practically had.
"It was just there, right there, in an open area near some rocks and
outcroppings, and there were what appeared to be controls set within its
proximity. The only thing I can think of is that it was running through a sort
of self-test—"
"Self-test?" said Mueller.
"Some types of equipment, when not in use, go into a kind of
standby mode," Gleau told her. "Every so often, however, they will
activate themselves and run themselves through a series of self-diagnostics,
just to make certain everything is in working order should the equipment need
to come on-line. It sounds to me as if that was what the lieutenant and her
team stumbled over."
Shelby nodded, taking this in, and then asked, "What happened
next?"
"Well... I approached the device, using my tricorder. I was trying
to get readings off it, see if I could determine the power source." She
was holding her hands up as if the de-
vice were in them still. "And then the tricorder..." She
paused.
"The tricorder what?" asked Gleau.
"It was as if... as if it interfaced with it somehow. Activated
it, perhaps. Either kicked it into active mode or— worse—self-defense mode. The
next thing I knew there was some sort of massive energy discharge, and a burst
of colors like a rainbow exploding in my head. It..." She stopped for a
moment, composing herself, all too aware that she was describing the last
moments of what had been her "real" life. Feeling their eyes upon
her, she steadied herself and continued. "Then the world roared around
me, and I was hauled off my feet and through the... gateway, as I called it.
Everything seemed to twist and expand and contract, all at the same time, and
the next thing I knew—"
She paused again, this time with dramatic impact. "And
then—?" prompted Gleau.
She laughed curtly. "And then I was in Dublin."
"Dublin?" said a perplexed Mueller. "Dublin... Ireland?"
"Yes."
"On Earth?"
"Unless they relocated Ireland to Vulcan recently, yes."
"So... you suddenly found yourself in Dublin, Ireland ... on
Earth ... a century into what you would consider the future," said Gleau
wondrously.
"You don't have to sound quite so thrilled about it," M'Ress
told him. For a moment she felt slightly annoyed with him ... and then
instantly felt guilty because she'd dared to feel that way. What was it with this guy?
"You'll have to excuse Mr. Gleau," Shelby told her, leaning
back in her chair. "He tends to be rather enthusiastic about scientific
discoveries, anomalies, and the like. As you might suspect, we prefer to
consider it merely part of his charm."
"As opposed to behavior bordering on the childlike," noted
Mueller.
Gleau did not appear the least bit chastened by Mueller's faintly
scolding tone as he said, "It's just that Ireland is an interesting site.
I've made a hobby of ancient Earth myths and peoples, for obvious reasons. I
wonder if beings used that gateway to come through to ancient Ireland ...
beings who might have been the basis of those referred to as 'leprechauns.'
"
"Very amusing," said Mueller, who didn't sound amused. She
turned to M'Ress. "What then?"
"Then ... not much. I contacted Starfleet. Was brought to the
Temporal Investigation Department. One thing led to another and... here I
am."
"Yes. Here you are," said Shelby, scratching her chin
thoughtfully.
M'Ress felt as if she was letting them down somehow. As if she should
have more information that she could provide them. She leaned forward, her tail
twitching, and she said, "As I was saying ... if we could return to Ceti
Alpha VI..."
"That might prove problematic," Gleau informed her.
"Why?"
"Because there is no Ceti Alpha VI."
She blinked, confused. "What? But—"
"Your 'interface,' as you call it, with the Gateway apparently
set off some sort of alarm, which in turn set off a chain reaction," Gleau
explained, looking rather apologetic to have to tell her. "At least that's
what the records of the Einstein indicate.
It's our suspicion that you stumbled onto more than just a Gateway world. There
may have been other technology there, hidden, waiting to be restarted by the
race that had planted it there. But when you came upon it..."
"It blew it up... rather than let it all be discovered, probed ...
the whole planet, gone," Mueller finished. 4At that moment, M'Ress felt
something inside her die,
just a little bit. "Oh," was all she managed to get out as
her throat constricted.
Gleau leaned forward and rested a hand atop hers. In another
circumstance, she would have been all too aware of the warmth his touch
generated. As it was, though, she could not remove the black shroud from her
mind. "You were hoping," he said softly, "that we could return
there ... that you could find that Gateway, reprogram it... and get back to
your own time."
"That would, of course, be a violation of regulations,"
Mueller reminded her.
And something in her tone, something in the flat and unsympathetic way
she said that, caused M'Ress—just for a moment—to lose control. Slamming the
table with her open hand, she snapped at Mueller, "To hell with regulations and to hell with you!"
Mueller's face might have been carved from granite for all that she
reacted to the outburst. Shelby said sharply, "Lieutenant—!"
At that moment M'Ress absolutely didn't care what Shelby did to her.
"Am I done here, Captain?" Her lips were drawn back, her fangs bared.
She hadn't intended to appear threatening, but that was how she looked, nonetheless.
If Shelby was at all intimidated, she didn't let it show. She looked as
if she was about to say something else, but instead her face softened slightly,
and Shelby told her, "Yes. You're done."
"Thank you. A pleasure meeting you, Lieutenant Commander Gleau.
We must dash my faintest hopes of normality again sometime." And with
that, she padded quickly and ever so quietly out of the conference lounge.
Idiot! Idiot idiot idiot! She excoriated herself
mercilessly as she barreled down the corridor. Even though she
was moving in a manner that felt akin to a freight train, she
nevertheless made almost no noise. So stealthy was she, even in her ire, that
people jumped in surprise as she seemed to materialize right behind them. They
hastened to get out of her way, and she ignored them. What the hell kind of impression was that to make? It
wasn't enough that she was someone out of her proper time and place; now she
was going to poison the well of the era she'd been stuck in? What an absolutely
flaming stupid way to conduct herself!
But was she to be blamed for it? Really blamed? The circumstances she
had been thrust into were just insane! How was any reasonable being supposed to
survive? To keep one's head screwed on, one's perspective in the right place,
given what she had to deal with? There was no way, absolutely no way that
someone who had simply been yanked out of their proper time and place and
deposited elsewhere could just fit in. There was—
Laughter.
She heard laughter from up the corridor. Loud and boisterous, and
normal, oh so normal. She had almost forgotten what normal crew interaction,
people enjoying each other's company because they belonged together, could
sound like. She headed toward the noise and saw that it was coming from within
the armory. Somebody was leaning right in the doorway, and as a result the
doors were staying open. He was laughing along with the others within, and
M'Ress felt somewhat cheered by it....
And then she heard a familiar voice saying, "So there we were, all
the officers having been reduced to the ages of children, running around ...
it was insanity! You haven't lived until you've seen Starfleet veterans making
comments like, 'Are we there yet?' and 'He made a face at me!' "
Still more laughter as Arex held court, easily entertaining the roomful
of security officers. Arex, who was as time-dis-
placed as she was, and didn't seem to be aware of it. She had forgotten
about him, or perhaps simply blanked it out because it was so frustrating to
her. Arex, unlike M'Ress, had shown a stunning knack for adapting to the new
environment in which they'd found themselves. His psych profile had come back
clean, and his compatibility with the world around him had been so complete
that he'd been installed as security head of the Trident. It was a position that he had taken to with utter
facility.
Arex spotted her standing outside, peering into the private lounge used
by security... the lounge referred to informally as "the Pit."
"M'Ress!" he called. "I was just telling them about the time—"
"Yes, I heard what you were telling them." She folded her
arms and looked slightly disapproving. "The crew turned into children and
we all almost died. Very funny. I'm sure there are dozens of near-death
experiences you can turn into hilarious anecdotes."
Arex didn't miss a beat. "Oh, more than dozens, I'm sure. Want to
help?"
She wanted to wring his scrawny neck, was what she wanted to do.
Instead she said, "I have to get back to the science department,"
and she bolted from the Pit as quickly as she could.
She hated the words that had been coming out of her mouth. She hated
the type of person she was becoming in order to have said them. She hated the
way people were looking at her, and the way she was looking at herself.
And as new laughter reached her ears from behind... laughter that she
was convinced was at her expense, even though it very likely wasn't... most of
all, she hated her life.
"That could have gone better, XO," Shelby said scold-ingly.
They had remained in the conference lounge while Lieutenant Commander
Gleau went on about his duties. Shelby hadn't needed to tell Mueller that she
wanted her to remain; Mueller simply knew. That was the way she was.
"I'm shocked you would say that, Captain," Mueller returned
drily. "And here I thought Lieutenant M'Ress's outburst was the height of
professionalism."
"She's been through a good deal, XO, and a little understanding
could go a long way to—"
Mueller rose from her chair even as she thumped an open palm on the
table. "I knew it. I knew it would come to this."
"Come to 'this'? What 'this' are you talking about?" inquired
Shelby, genuinely puzzled.
"This business of having to watch ourselves with a crewman. Of
having to take some sort of extra care not to upset her or disturb her because
of her," and she made quotation marks with her fingers, " 'special
circumstances.' "
"You're overreacting, Kat," Shelby told her.
"No, I don't think I am, Elizabeth," Mueller replied. She was
circling the room, as was her wont when she was annoyed about something.
"The simple truth is that everyone on this ship—everyone in the galaxy—has
their own individual problems, their own set of circumstances. We cannot
afford to start treating one crewman differently, more tentatively, from
another. We have to expect the same level of competency, the same level of
professionalism from each of them. The moment we start bending on that, the
moment we give one crewman some sort of preferential treatment over another, we
risk undermining the entire chain of command."
"I think you're overdramatizing things a bit."
"Overreacting, overdramatizing. But perhaps I'm also
overright."
Shelby, watching the determined annoyance of her first
officer, still couldn't quite suppress a smile. "Is that a word?
Overright?"
Mueller paused a moment and then said, with utter certainty, "No.
But it could be if I wanted it to be. And I'm not overreacting or
overdramatizing."
"Yes, you are," Shelby said with calm insistence. "I
hardly think that displaying some simple understanding and compassion for a
woman who has lost everything she ever knew is going to send Starfleet tumbling
into chaos."
"It's easy to make light of it," said Mueller. "Don't
you think I'd rather display sympathy for her than be a hard-ass?"
That was a bit more than Shelby could take. "No," she
replied, "I think you rather like being a hard-ass."
Mueller paused, and a smile touched the edges of her mouth. "All
right, fair enough," she said. "But if I weren't, you wouldn't want
me for your second-in-command."
She had to admit to herself that there was some validity to that. 'True
enough," she allowed, but then said firmly, "but there has to be a
balance, Kat. A balance between hard-lining on the regs and going soft. I
wasn't able to achieve it with my previous second-in-command on the Exeter. One of the reasons I wanted
you—"
"Is because I'm just that damned fabulous," Mueller said,
deadpan.
"There's that, of course. I also believed that someone capable of
being in synch with Mackenzie Calhoun would also be in synch with me. I'd like
to think that was part of what influenced you to accept the position."
"There was that... and the fact that I thought Mac was dead when I
took the post," Mueller told her.
Shelby looked at her askance. Something in the way she had said that...
"Kat?" she said slowly, cautiously. "Are you saying
you'd rather have served as Mac's second-in-command? Stayed with Excalibur?"
"Actually, I would have preferred to stay on night side,"
Mueller replied. "I never had any particular ambition to graduate to the
post of second, much less command. But I was beginning to feel pressure to
advance—"
"From Starfleet?"
"Bugger Starfleet. From my mother."
"Ah," Shelby said, suppressing a smile.
"Understood."
"However, once you and Calhoun were married, I felt it would not
be wise for me to work directly with him. He is a good and faithful man, but
sooner or later... well... it would have been inevitable."
Shelby leaned back and stared at her. She wasn't quite sure she was
hearing what she was, in fact, hearing. "Are you saying that, had you
taken a position as second-in-command on Excalibur,
Mac would have wound up cheating on me with you?"
"Of course," Mueller said, with such confidence that Shelby
could scarcely believe it. "You know perfectly well that he and I had a
relationship before. Sex would have been a natural outlet for the pressure of
duty, and we would have been logical partners for one another. I doubt very
much Mac would become involved with any other in his crew; he would consider it
inappropriate, from a command point of view, if nothing else. But he and I,
well..." She shrugged. "And I admit, when it comes to him, I do not
always act in the wisest manner. Far better for all concerned this way."
Shelby was amazed at the woman's forthright way of addressing the
subject. "So you're saying that, even had he endeavored to be faithful,
you would have approached him and he would have been unable to resist."
"That's correct."
"Well, well," Shelby said, after a moment to take that in,
"it appears someone has a rather inflated opinion of themselves."
Without a word, Mueller reached back and undid her hair. She shook it
out, long and blonde, tumbling around her face and shoulders. As a few stray
strands danced around her face, she moistened her lips, giving mem a pouting,
provocative look. Her cobalt-blue eyes seemed to drill right through the back
of Shelby's head. Mueller leaned forward on her elbow, and Shelby detected a
faint aroma of jasmine coming off her that she hadn't noticed before.
Her voice was low and throaty and laden with the images of sweaty and
twisted bedsheets as she said, "Men want me ... and women want to be me.
Any questions?"
Inwardly, Shelby couldn't decide whether Mueller really was as utterly
irresistable as she was making herself out to be, or whether she was just the
most egotistical individual she'd ever met. Or both. But was it really ego if
one could genuinely deliver on the boasts? Opting not to consider it too
closely, lest she come up with an answer that she wasn't going to like, Shelby
said with admirable cool, "No ... an order. Ease up on M'Ress."
Mueller was visibly surprised. She let out an exasperated snort as she
leaned back and started to put her hair back in the bun. "I wasn't going
hard on her, Captain. And have I ever said that you occasionally suffer from
single-mindedness?"
"Yes, you were, and yes, you have."
Mueller sniffed with mild disdain, and then the intraship com system
hailed them. "Shelby here."
"This is Takahashi," came the familiar drawl from Romeo
Takahashi up at ops. "Got a message incoming from planet Thallon 18."
"Thallon 18." She looked to Mueller.
Immediately Mueller rattled off, "Thallon 18: one of a group of
worlds in Thallonian space with no star or planetary designation other than
the simple numbering system. Used primarily by the Thallonians—when they were
in power—for colonizing and, in some cases, as punishment
worlds. Residents of the varied worlds tend to rename the planets to
suit their own tastes, but the 'official' designation is how we list them. In
this particular case, Thallon 18 is a class-M world, populated for the most
part by a race calling themselves ..." She paused a moment, and Shelby
could almost see her thumbing through a mental file of index cards. "The
Markanians."
"Are we live with them, Hash?"
"No, Captain. Recorded transmission only."
"Pipe it down here, then," she said.
"Coming down."
The screen in the conference lounge immediately flared to life, and an
individual who seemed rather aged appeared on the screen. At least that was
what Shelby garnered from his general attitude and deportment, since it was
hard to tell simply from looking at him how old he might be in Markan-ian
years. His skin was mottled blue, his eyes sideways crescents that seemed to
have bits of dried crust in the edges. He had no hair, but instead what
appeared to be streaks of lighter color in the very skin of his head, which
might once have been occupied by hair. "Attention, Starfleet vessel. I am Furvus,"
he said, "of the ruling council of Markania."
"A.k.a. Thallon 18," put in Mueller.
"I know, Kat."
"We have a situation on our world that we believe will be of
interest to you," continued the one who had identified himself as Furvus.
"It is our understanding that the Federation is here in what was once
Thallonian space for the purpose of keeping the peace, and preventing outside
forces from exploiting various worlds. Matters have occurred on our world that,
I believe, fit that criteria."
"Let's hope so," murmured Mueller, and Shelby knew exactly
what she was referring to. They had received summonses from three different
planets in the past weeks, and in each case it had involved matters that were
either sub-
limely trivial or outside their purview as a starship. The worst had
been the high monarch of Bixilfiz, who—it turned out—had wanted Shelby to be
the mother of his child. Putting aside that Bixilfiz biology wasn't remotely
compatible with human (what with them being a race that looked somewhat like
overgrown earthworms), it had quickly become apparent that the whole thing was
a stunt designed to make his mate jealous. It had worked a bit too well; in
anger, she had retaliated by falling upon him and devouring him.
"Our situation," Furvus continued, "is related to what
can only be described as an advanced sort of transportational device, called a
..." He paused, wanting to get the word right. "A Gateway, I
believe," he said.
"Freeze," Shelby said instantly, and the image of Furvus
obediently froze in position. She looked at Mueller significantly, for she had
already brought Mueller up to speed on the nature of the holoconference from
the previous day.
Shelby was pleased to see that she was so in synch with Mueller, that
Mueller didn't even have to wait to be prompted. "Mueller to conn."
"Conn. Gold here," came the brisk reply.
"Mr. Gold, set course for Thallon 18."
As per his custom, Lieutenant Mick Gold didn't bother to wait for the
inevitable subsequent order to actually send the ship hurtling off in the
direction he'd set it for. Instead he simply said, "On our way."
"Let's listen to the rest of the message," Shelby said
briskly, "and then I want to get on the horn with Mac. I'll want Si Cwan's
input on this, too."
"Impressive," said Mueller thoughtfully. "No mention of
this 'Gateway' business for centuries, and then all of a sudden, we have
Gateway ramifications and scenarios coming out our ears."
"Maybe you could solve it," suggested Shelby, "by lean-
ing on the table, letting down your hair, and speaking in a husky voice
to the Iconians."
Mueller's expression didn't so much as twitch. "Perhaps I will at
that."
"And, Kat..."
"Yes, Captain?"
"You couldn't have seduced Mac, no matter how hard you
tried."
Mueller laughed softly. "You're probably right, Captain."
As for Shelby, she wasn't quite so sure, but was pleased she wasn't
going to have to find out.
6 AERON
burkitt was not amused, even
as he expertly guided his glider through the expanse of the Outer Swamp.
The Warmaster was partly annoyed with himself, having let himself be
pulled into a situation that he could have—indeed, probably should have—dismissed out of hand. But the
entire proposition had seemed just interesting enough to ensnare his attention,
and he had to admit that the conditions of it... a meeting out in the desolate
swamp, coming alone, all of that... was serving to pique his interest in this
business.
Truthfully, he had other concerns that should have taken precedence
over this meeting. There had still been no change in Tsana's condition. As he
had further surmised, the Counselars were already beginning to jockey for
influence and position, and it was anyone's guess how all of this was going to
ram out. So when this "opportunity" had presented itself, Burkitt
could just as easily have dismissed the entire
proposal out of hand. That, in fact, had been his first impulse.
"I don't have time to play games and agree to clandestine meetings in the
middle of swamps!" he'd said impatiently.
Yet
here he was. Which made him either the biggest fool or the canniest individual
on the planet. Well, maybe it was a
little bit of both, when you got right down to it. Whoever this mysterious "Smyt" was
that he was supposed to be meeting with, he certainly knew what he was doing.
He had given specific coordinates for Burkitt to arrive at, and sure enough,
as Burkitt approached them, there was a sizeable clearance up ahead. As opposed
to the marshland, which dominated the area, here was a nice little vacant
island that would easily accommodate Burkitt's personal vessel. He shut down
the antigrav, switching to glide-and-land mode, and expertly guided the small
ship into a landing. He'd always been rather proud of the vehicle; despite its
size, it was quite fast and very agile, capable of outrunning and outpowering
far larger vessels. The last thing Burkitt wanted to do was botch the landing
and sink the ship in the swamp.
He also saw that there was someone waiting on the island for him. He
didn't appear to have any sort of vessel with him, and Burkitt couldn't help
but wonder how in the world he had gotten there. The individual was at the far
end of the island, standing with his back to a grove of trees, giving Burkitt
ample room for setting his vehicle down, which he I did with practiced ease.
Once settled, he didn't get out im- mediately, but took the time to study the
person with whom he had this most unusual appointment. He was just standing
there, looking rather placid. At first Burkitt thought that it was a trick of
the light, but no ... the fellow's skin was genuinely pale yellow. He had no
chin to speak of. His hands were draped behind his back, his expression open,
even pleasant. He seemed as if he felt utterly in control of the sit-
uation. That, of course, was enough to make Burkitt suspicious.
After deciding that he'd made the man wait long enough, Burkitt emerged
from his vehicle and stepped out onto the island. His nose wrinkled as the
smell of the swamp hit him. The air was thick with noxious fumes and the smell
of dead and decaying matter. He swatted at the air, assorted insects
immediately coming from nowhere, converging on him as if sensing a potential
new source for nutrition. This Smyt, by contrast, didn't seem bothered by them
at all. Either he had remarkable self-control, or else the insects didn't want
to get near him. Burkitt wasn't pleased about either prospect. The sun was low
on the horizon, and the Warmaster suddenly had no desire to remain there any
longer than necessary.
"Smyt?" inquired Burkitt.
"I'm impressed that you came," admitted the other. "I
was worried that you might think this to be some sort of trap."
"I still do consider that a possibility," Burkitt said
evenly. That much was evinced by the fact that Burkitt was keeping his hand
resting comfortably and securely on the butt of his weapon, which was tucked in
his right holster. "And I can assure you that, if this is a trap, you will
not live to see it sprung."
"I appreciate the sentiment, however misplaced your caution
is."
"Caution is never misplaced; just occasionally unnecessary in
retrospect."
"Well, you will certainly discover that this is one of those
times." He bowed slightly. "I am, indeed, Smyt, and I do appreciate
your coming."
"And was this godforsaken meeting ground truly necessary?"
asked Burkitt testily.
"There might have been other possible meeting grounds,"
admitted Smyt "But this was what came to mind. Security was of
uppermost concern to me."
"My headquarters is secure."
"As was your imperial mansion, I daresay," he replied
pointedly.
Burkitt scowled at that. "How do you know of that?"
"Well," said Smyt, with a coarse laugh that grated on
Burkitt's ears, "how could I not? Your entire world is in mourning for the
loss of its imperials."
"But you are not of this world. That much is apparent simply by
looking at you."
"Yes, yes. Very observant. I am," and Smyt bowed slightly,
"an Iconian."
"Really."
"You do not appear impressed."
"Appearances can be deceiving."
"Ah."
"In this case, however, they are not."
"Ah," Smyt said again with a smile. "A dazzling riposte.
Most, most amusing."
"I do not consider any of this amusing," Burkitt made sure to
let him know. "And if you do not come to the point of this nonsense within
the next minute, I am going to take my leave of you. And whether I leave you in
one piece when I do so is something that I have not yet come close to
deciding."
"So testy," Smyt said scoldingly. He appeared to be entirely
too jovial, as if all of this was just some great game to him. "Very well.
I have something that I think you will consider to be of great interest."
"Really."
"Yes, really." He folded his arms, and when he spoke again,
he did so with the air of someone who knew the answer he was going to get
before he spoke. "How would you like to strike back at those who
assassinated your imperials?"
Burkitt's eyes narrowed, although he did all he could to keep his face
as neutral as possible. "You have my attention," he said
noncommitally. "Keep talking."
For the first time, Smyt moved. He stepped to one side, and Burkitt now
saw that there was something behind him. It had been hidden by the lengthening
shadows of the trees behind Smyt, and Burkitt mentally chided himself for such
an amateurish slip. If Smyt had been concealing a weapon there, Burkitt would
have been dead where he stood.
It did not appear to be a weapon, however. It seemed to be a...
... well, truthfully, he didn't know what the hell it was. It seemed to
be an array of metal tubes, inextricably intertwined, looking almost like a
free-form sculpture. But there were no welding marks on it that Burkitt could
discern, and since he'd done such sculpting in his youth as a hobby, he would
have been in a position to know. It was almost as if the thing, which came to
about waist-high, had... grown into its present shape.
He also noticed that there were some sort of controls upon it. At least
that's what he thought they were. There were several pads, slightly raised on
the surface, on one of the upper grips. Burkitt had no clue how they might have
controlled the object, or even what the thing's nature was.
"Intrigued, aren't you?" Smyt said, clearly pleased with
himself. He patted the oddly shaped thing, almost as if it were a child that he
was eminently proud of.
"You're in danger of losing my attention," Burkitt warned
him.
"Aren't you going to ask me what it is?"
"This is nonsense," said Burkitt angrily, his impatience
overwhelming him. "Speak plainly or we've nothing more to—"
"It's a portable Gateway. The only one like it in existence."
Burkitt stared at him blankly. "A what?"
"A Gateway. It enables the user to go to whatever preset
coordinates he desires. Basically, it takes one point in space-time," and
he touched his thumb to forefinger, "and another point in
space-time," he did the same with his other hand, "and pulls them
toward one another until they're like this." He interlinked the thumb and
forefinger from his two hands to form what amounted to a bridge between his
hands. "And when that union is made, the user can cross over."
"So you're saying ..."
"I'm saying," Smyt told him, "that you can use this
device to launch an attack on those who annihilated your beloved imperials. You
do not have space-flight capability; but this will solve that. In fact, you'll
be in a superior position to many who do have
space vessels. Here, the trip is instantaneous. You're here ... then you're
there. Then the controller just brings you back."
It was at that moment that everything snapped into focus for Burkitt.
"Of course," he whispered. "It was you."
"Me?" Smyt affected a puzzled and innocent look.
"This was how the Markanians got into the mansion. They used this
device. This 'one-of-a-kind' device of yours. Which means you sold it to
them."
"I am stunned, sir!" Smyt said, apparently doing his level
best to, indeed, look stunned. "I have come to you in the spirit of
sharing—"
"Of sharing. You mean that you're going to provide this device to
my people out of the goodness of your heart."
"Well, now... I didn't quite say that," he demurred.
"This is a unique item, after all. There is such a thing as supply and
demand. If there is a demand for this Gateway, should I not be the one who
benefits by providing the supply? Especially when that supply is limited to
one. But if you're willing to make it worth my while ..."
"You," Burkitt informed him, "are under arrest."
"What?" His eyes widened. "Simply for endeavoring to
transact a deal? That doesn't seem quite fair." He didn't sound the least
bit perturbed at Burkitt's announcement, and that alone was enough to infuriate
Burkitt all the more.
"You are under arrest for providing a lethal device to a known
enemy of Aeron...."
Smyt laughed disdainfully at that, leaning against the device and
looking very relaxed with the situation. "You have no proof that I
provided anything to anyone. And hi any event, the device itself is not lethal.
It simply transports. I have no control over what people do once they're transported."
More than anything at that moment, Burkitt wanted to see Smyt lose some
of that insufferable smugness. "And you will be charged as an accessory to
multiple murders. You are going to come with me—"
And suddenly, just like that, there was what appeared to be a weapon in
the Iconian's hand. He had produced it so quickly that Burkitt had absolutely
no idea where he'd even pulled it from. But it was trained upon him, the barrel
unwavering, and if Burkitt even tried to draw his own weapon, he'd have no
chance to get a shot off before Smyt blasted him.
'This is truly a shame, Burkitt," said Smyt, and he actually
sounded genuinely apologetic. "I was expecting more from a warmaster such
as yourself."
"Then far be it from me to disappoint you," replied Burkitt.
"Look above you."
Smyt laughed. "Oh, please. Do you seriously think that I
would—"
That was all he managed to say before Gragg and three other soldiers
dropped overhead from the trees behind him.
Smyt yelped, and then he was slammed to the ground, his
face shoved into the marshy dirt. He tried to get out a shout of
protest, but only succeeded in getting a mouthful of dirt. The soldiers then
hauled him to his feet, and he staggered, confused for a moment, trying to sort
out what had happened.
Burkitt strode toward him slowly, taking his time, savoring the moment
When he was quite close to Smyt, he said, "Was this more the kind of thing
you were expecting from a warmaster ... such as myself?"
"You... you had them planted here ... before I came ..." Smyt
managed to say. He spit out some dirt that had wedged in between his lips.
"As soon as I received your communication, yes. They hid there for
many hours. I would guess that they do not appreciate your having made that
assignment necessary. Do you appreciate it, Commander Gragg?"
"No, sir," he growled, and he shook Smyt ever so slightly for
good measure.
"See there, I thought not. Commander Gragg here will escort you
to a lovely holding facility back in the city. I, in the meantime, will
confiscate this ... device ... of yours. I'm sure our scientists will be most
delighted to have an opportunity to examine it."
"Your scientists," Smyt said, rallying his bravado for a
moment, "will kill themselves. You have no idea of how to operate it, and
you have no comprehension of the danger."
"We learn very quickly."
Gathering his scattered reserves of nerve, Smyt told him, "What
you will learn, Warmaster, is that you're not as clever as you think you
are."
Burkitt ran his fingers along the curves of the device. It seemed warm
to the touch. "We were clever enough to apprehend you," he pointed
out.
"That was not so much your ingenuity as my overconfi-
dence. I shall not make that mistake again. You, however, are making a
huge one now."
"I suppose we'll just have to live with it."
Smyt looked at him in a way that abruptly made Burkitt's spine feel
cold.
"No. You won't," he assured him.
7
EXCALIBUR
lieutenant craig mitchell, second-in-command of
en-j gineering, gaped in disbelief at Burgoyne. Mitchell was| heavyset,
bearded, and his brown hair was its customary unruly mop. "You're not
serious about this, Burgy," he said.
"I am perfectly serious about this, Mitchell," replied Burgoyne.
S/he looked around the table at Ensigns Torelli and Yates, and the recently
promoted Lieutenant j.g. Beth. Outside the engineering room conference lounge,
the rest of the crew was going about its business, briskly keeping the mighty
engines of the Excalibur in
working order and de-void of computer viruses and gigantic flaming birds.
"As second-in-command, I'll be spending the majority of my time on the
bridge. To all functional intents and purposes, Craig, you're going to be chief
engineer."
"Permission to speak freely, sir?"
Burgoyne looked at him with bemusement. "I'm sorry ... has there
ever been a time when someone considered—even
for a moment—not telling me precisely what was on his or her
mind?"
"Permission to—"
"Yes, yes, go ahead," Burgoyne said.
"I don't know that I'm ready for this."
"Trust him, Lieutenant Commander," Beth urged. "He's
really not ready for it."
Mitchell fired a glance at her. "Don't help me, okay, Beth? I'm
reasonably sure I can plead my own inadequacy."
"You're being astoundingly modest, Mitchell," said Burgoyne.
"It's rather unlike you."
"Well, I'm just contemplating what it will be like with you not
around here all the time, keeping everything in order. I just..." Mitchell
cleared his throat and did his best to look needy. "I don't think I'm up
to maintaining this place at the demanding standards you've set."
Burgoyne sat back in hir chair, eyes narrowing, as if s/he was visually
dissecting Mitchell. "Is that a fact?" s/he said slowly, obviously
unconvinced.
"A harsh fact to admit," Mitchell said sadly, "but one
I'm prepared to live with." There was a uniform nodding of heads from
around the table.
"I see." Burgoyne tapped hir sharp fingernails on the
tabletop for a long moment, and then said, "This would not, by any chance,
be some sort of... oh, I don't know ... resistance to my promotion, would
it?"
Protests immediately came from around the table. "No!"
"No, sir, not at all!" "Definitely not!" was chorused by
all of them.
"It couldn't be," continued Burgoyne, "that you think
I'm the wrong choice to be the second-in-command of this ship. That I lack
sufficient... what would be the best word ... ?"
"Maturity?" suggested Mitchell.
"Experience?" said Beth.
"Stability?" said Yates.
"Self-control?" said Torelli.
Burgoyne couldn't quite believe what s/he was hearing. "Is that what you think? After all this time
working under me? Do you think so little of me as chief engineer that—?"
"Burgy, we didn't say that we actually believed any of those things," Mitchell quickly said.
"We were just..." He looked to the others for help.
"Floating possibilities," suggested Beth.
Mitchell clapped his beefy hands together in triumph, as if Beth had
just explained the mysteries of the universe in under five words.
"Floating possibilities! That's it exactly."
Burgoyne leaned back in hir chair, and there was genuine sadness in hir
eyes. "I am disheartened. Extremely disheartened. That you'd think so
little of me—"
"We don't, Lieutenant Commander," Beth said earnestly.
"It's—"
"Commander," Burgy softly
corrected. "It's 'Commander' now. I would prefer not to have to remind
you."
There was considerable uncomfortable shifting of feet under the table.
"Commander," Beth corrected herself, "the truth is, we'd really
hate to lose you around here. You're the best engineer I've ever served under.
Ever. And it's just, well..."
"Well... what?"
"You don't seem the command type," Mitchell blurted out.
"And what 'type' would that be?"
"Someone who's less ... well..."
"You."
It had been a strange voice that had interrupted. They looked up to see
a Bolian standing in the doorway. His eyes were deep-set on either side of the
bifurcation that was unique to Bolians, and his blue face was a bit blubbery,
although, curiously, the rest of his body was rather trim.
"Less me?" said a puzzled Burgoyne. Glancing at the ranking
pips, s/he said, "Ensign, if someone is going to in-
suit me, I insist that they at least serve with me for six months,
minimum."
"No insult was intended, Commander," he said in a voice that
was slightly wispy. "I was simply saying, 'You,' which was going to be
followed in short order by, 'would be Commander Burgoyne?' But then I realized
you were in the middle of a discussion, and was loathe to interrupt."
"No, it's quite all right. Your timing is actually rather appreciated."
S/he gave a pointed look at hir subordinates, who abruptly seemed less than
anxious to meet hir gaze. "What can I do for you?"
"I am reporting to you, as instructed," he said with a slight
inclination of his head. "I'd been assigned to ship's general services,
but since you're relocating to the bridge, I was placed here. I assure you I am
quite conversant with all technical aspects of—"
"Yes, yes, I'm sure you are. Otherwise I doubt you'd have been
assigned here," said Burgoyne, sounding a bit more snappish than s/he
would have liked. There was no reason to be short-tempered with the newcomer,
after all. "You'll be reporting to Lieutenant Beth for duty
assignments," and s/he indicated Beth.
Beth rose from her chair, extended a hand, and said, "Welcome to
engineering, Ensign ... ?"
"Pheytus," said the Bolian.
There was a slight guffaw from Yates, quickly squelched. Beth, her eyes
even rounder than usual, said, "Pardon?"
"Ensign Pheytus."
"Pronounced..." She clearly couldn't quite believe it.
"Fetus? Ensign Fetus?"
"Yes, that's correct," said Pheytus. His hairless brows
puckered in confusion. "Does that present a problem?"
"No, no... not at all," Beth said quickly, but it was obvious
to Burgoyne that she was trying to stifle her amusement.
Mitchell said, "Welcome to engineering, Ensign Fetus."
"I'm sure we'll have plenty of womb for you here," said Beth.
That was it for Yates and Torelli; they burst out laughing. Mitchell
masterfully kept a straight face, as he always did. As for Beth, her lips were
tightly sealed, but her shoulders were shaking in silent mirth. Pheytus could
not have looked more bewildered. "Am I... missing something here? Am I
unwelcome for some reason?"
"Definitely not," deadpanned Torelli. "Having you here
will be a labor of love, and if you need anything, we'll be at your
cervix."
More laughter. Pheytus wasn't taking offense; he was too puzzled to do
so. Burgoyne, however, more sternly than s/he had ever spoken before, said,
"All right, that's more than enough."
"If I have given offense in some way—" began Pheytus.
This time it was Yates who piped in. "You'd be sick about it in
the morning?"
"I said that's enough!" The thunder, the anger
in Bur-goyne's voice was so uncharacteristic that it was enough to startle the
others into silence. "Ensign Pheytus, that will be all." Pheytus
bowed again ever so slightly, turned and left, shaking his head a bit as he did
so. Burgoyne glared at hir command staff. "And you say I'm immature?"
"I'm sorry. That could have been handled better," admitted
Mitchell.
"Oh, do you think so? Really?" Sarcasm was dripping from
every syllable. "You people cracking jokes, and you, Mitchell—they answer
to you now. By sitting there and smirking, even though you didn't join in, you
tacitly endorsed it." S/he shook hir head, making no secret of hir annoyance.
"I have to say, people, I'm less than impressed by what I've seen today.
I've worked too hard forging one of the best engineering staffs in the fleet.
And today I've seen you become disconcerted by everything from my promotion
to the unintentionally funny name of a new crewmember. That is
unacceptable, people. Unacceptable, as
in, I won't accept it." S/he glared around the table at them, one at a
time, and one at a time each of them lowered their gaze rather than return it.
Tapping the table with one of hir claws, s/he continued, "I demand, and
expect to receive, the very best out of my crew. I strongly suggest you don't
disappoint me a second time. Is that clear?"
There were scattered murmurs of "Yes, sir," from around the
table.
And something in Burgoyne bristled ever so slightly. "I believe I
asked, 'Is that clear?' "
This time the "Yes, sir," was in unison and quite vocal. S/he
nodded once, approvingly, but s/he was still annoyed with them and made no
effort to hide hir feelings.
Then the com beeped. "Engineering, Burgoyne here," s/he said.
"Commander, we're almost ready for our communication with the Trident. As second-in-command, you should
be there."
"On my way, Captain."
S/he rose, gave one final annoyed look at the rest of them, said
"Unacceptable," one more time to underscore hir annoyance, and then
headed for the conference room ...
... and managed to hold hir laughter over the tragically named
"Ensign Fetus" until s/he got into the privacy of the turbolift.
"Interesting choice," was Shelby's initial reaction.
She was smiling at him from the viewscreen of the conference lounge.
It was all Calhoun could do to resist placing his hand against the screen. It
would be unnecessarily over-sentimentalized, and it wasn't as if the curvature
and coldness of a screen would do anything to simulate the softness of her
skin.
pleased that my choice meets with your approval," Calhoun replied.
"I didn't say that," she
demurred. "I mean, honestly, Mac ... do you really think that Burgoyne is
even remotely Starfleet command material, let alone an appropriate first officer
of the Excalibur? "
"One never knows about these things unless one tries," he
said reasonably. "I'm sure that, as scruffy and savage as I was, I hardly
looked like Starfleet material twenty-some years ago. And as for the
'appropriateness'—"
"I know where you're going with this," Shelby interrupted
with a small smile. "How appropriate was it for you to put your former
fiancee in place as second-in-command? That's what you were going to say,
wasn't it?"
"More or less. That's why I had to marry you, Eppy. It got to the
point where there was no use in my even opening my mouth anymore; you knew
everything that was going to come out of it before I even said it."
"Sure way to get out of a rut."
The door to the lounge hissed open and Si Cwan entered. Calhoun never
got over how Si Cwan didn't seem to come into a room so much as fill it with
his sheer presence. Tall, red-skinned, with his mustache and beard meticulously
trimmed as always, the current Thallonian ambassador and former Thallonian
royalty looked to the viewscreen, bowed slightly, and then said, "My
apologies. I value punctuality, and did not intend to be late."
"You aren't," said Calhoun. "Captain Shelby and I
started early so that we could take a few minutes to ... compare notes."
"I see," Si Cwan said neutrally. If he was ascribing some
other meaning to "compare notes," he didn't indicate it. "And
Commander Burgoyne ... ?"
"Right behind you."
The towering ambassador stepped aside, allowing Bur-
goyne to pass. Burgoyne nodded hir head slightly to Si Cwan, who
returned the gesture. "Since I have not had the opportunity to say as much
to you earlier, Commander: Congratulations on your promotion."
"No smart comments regarding it?" Burgoyne asked with mild
curiosity.
Si Cwan raised a ridge where, on others, an eyebrow would have been.
" 'Smart comments'?"
"Well, most others seem to have volumes of opinion on the subject
regarding my suitability."
"Commander, you seem to forget that Captain Calhoun, in the time
that I've known him, had the good sense to allow me to remain upon this vessel
after my creative means of boarding her—"
"The word you're looking for is 'stowaway,' " Shelby
commented from the screen, "and it wasn't this ship, it was her
predecessor."
"Be that as it may," Si Cwan said mildly. "The point
remains that he made the remarkably intelligent decision to keep me as part of
the crew in an ambassadorial capacity. He has made one wise choice after
another since then. Who am I to second-guess his abilities at this date? No, I
can say with quiet, and yet firm conviction, that any decision made by our good
captain is one that I will wholeheartedly and unreservedly support."
Burgoyne stared at Si Cwan for a long moment, obviously aware that s/he
was missing something. Calhoun waited patiently, confident that Burgoyne would
tumble to it, and in short order Calhoun's confidence paid off as Burgoyne
thumped a hand against hir head. "Of
course! You had money down on me in the pool."
"Better than that: a side bet with Kebron. A hundred credits, ten
to one odds," Si Cwan said with satisfaction. "Ah, the expression on
mat rock-hided buffoon's face was truly priceless."
"Kebron never changes expression," Burgoyne pointed out.
"I know. But I could tell he was seething inside. His
money was on Soleta. Apparently they went to the Academy together, and
he allowed sentimentality to sway his better judgment."
"This is all very enchanting," said Shelby sarcastically,
"and fortunately enough, I have absolutely nothing else to do aboard the Trident except listen to you people chatter
on about whatever enters your heads. However..."
"Point taken, Captain," said Calhoun with appropriate
formality. "All right: Care to bring us up to speed on the distress call
you received?"
She did so, with her customary efficiency. When she finished, Calhoun
stroked his beard thoughtfully. Si Cwan was shaking his head, already looking
somewhat discouraged. It was not an expression on his face that Calhoun cared
to see. "Cwan," he said, "I can tell already that you have some
knowledge on this subject. Care to share it with the rest of us?"
"Knowledge is power, Captain. And I can only assume you do not
keep me aboard this vessel simply for my dazzling personality."
"Go with the assumption," said Calhoun. "So ... Thallon
18...?"
"The problem is not Thallon 18 ... or at least, that is not where
the problem began," Si Cwan told them. He leaned back in his chair and, as
was his habit at such times, casually rubbed the circular tattoo in the middle
of his forehead as if he were stimulating the memories directly from his brain.
"A hundred years ago, there were two races on a single world—a world
called Sinqay—and the two races had been enemies for century upon century. They
absolutely could not coexist, no matter what anyone did. Do not think we did
not try. As much as many of you wish to characterize the Thai-Ionian empire as
dictatorial, such was not the case. There were any number of times that our
involvement simply focused on not only trying to keep the peace, but
encouraging other races to keep that peace with one another."
"You were saints," Shelby said with exaggerated conviction,
"and no one in the Thallonian empire ever did anything in less than a
perfect and philanthropic manner."
"That is true," said Si Cwan, utterly ignoring the irony.
Shelby rolled her eyes. He ignored that as well. "In the case of Sinqay,
however, well..." He shook his head. "It was almost as if the two
races either had a death wish, or were just utterly infantile, for they proved
unwilling to share their world. Peace talks would drag on, and then when final
accords seemed on the brink, something would happen, the peace process would
fall apart, and bam!" He slapped his hands together with such force, it
was as if a small thunderclap was unleashed in the room. "Just like that,
there would be war again. In time, the warfare became so violent that weapons
of mass destruction were unleashed. Tens of thousands were killed, and the two
races were on the verge of bombing each other into nonexistence. So," and
he cracked his knuckles in leisurely fashion, as if he was only just warming
up, "we Thallonians opted for a drastic solution. We took the warring
races and relocated both of them."
"'Relocated'?" asked a slightly puzzled Calhoun.
Si Cwan shrugged as if it were the most commonplace matter in the
galaxy. As if the "relocation" was as casual as changing one's boots.
"It was not a tremendous chore for us, for our technology was so advanced
over the two races."
"And aren't we masters
of our galaxy," Shelby said drily.
Once more, Si Cwan did not rise to the bait. "You are forgetting,
Captain," he said politely, "where we
were ... and where they were
... in terms of development. Indeed, where we were in comparison to most of the
denizens of Thallonian space. Our technology and abilities were far, far
beyond anything that almost anyone else had throughout our sector. Only the
Redeemers came close to matching us, and even they were loathe to take us on
head-to-head."
"Yes, you're all wonderful, that's why you're still in
charge," said Calhoun, and he took some mild pleasure in seeing
Cwan visibly wince from the verbal barb. There was never any harm in taking the
Thallonian down a peg when the situation warranted it. He continued, "If
you wouldn't mind continuing, please."
"Well... to make a long story short—"
"Too late," muttered Burgoyne. Calhoun was breathing a silent
prayer of thanks that Kebron wasn't in attendance.
"To make a long story short," Si Cwan repeated even more
slowly, casting an imperious glance around the table. "We moved both of
them to separate worlds that we had ter-raformed. We placed one race, the
Markanians, on the world designated Thallon 18. On Thallon 21 we placed the
other race, the Aerons."
"And they couldn't get at each other?" asked Calhoun.
"Let me guess: no means of space travel," said Burgoyne.
Si Cwan nodded. "Exactly. You see, you may all take space vessels
for granted, but these two worlds knew nothing of such things. They had managed
to launch the occasional odd satellite or two, but interplanetary travel was
simply beyond their technology and know-how. We, of course, were not about to
provide them such secrets. Oh, we knew that eventually they would figure it
out. Sooner or later, they would develop technology enabling them to move from
one planet to another at faster-than-impulse speed. However, it was our hope
that, in doing so, they might find a more constructive way to live their lives
than bicker over ancient hostilities."
"And that hasn't happened," Calhoun correctly surmised.
With a heavy sigh, Si Cwan shook his head. "Unfortunately, we
underestimated the depth of hostility they felt for one another. Every so
often, we would send in observers to interact with them, feel them out in terms
of how they regarded their former enemies. In this case, absence—human truism
to the contrary—did not make the heart grow fonder."
"Well, there's another human
truism," said Shelby,
"which says you should never go to sleep angry. That's apparently
what happened here. You separated two races, angry over issues that went
unresolved. As a consequence, they spent year after year stewing on them
without being able to address them."
"Considering their means of addressing them had historically been
to try and annihilate one another, it's something of a small loss," said
Si Cwan with a shrug. "Be that as it may—the separation at least prevented
them from killing each other."
"Yes, well, it would appear that has changed," said Shelby.
"As far as we've been able to piece together, what's happened is as
follows: The Gateway technology has enabled the ancient enmity between the two
races to move to a new level. According to the residents of Thallon 18—the
Markanians—a Gateway was used to launch an attack against the Aerons. Just
about the entire ruling family of that world was wiped out, plunging the world
into a serious power struggle. It's the Markanians' concern that, once the
Aerons get matters of rule settled, the first thing they're going to endeavor
to do is retaliate."
"That will be difficult," observed Si Cwan, "considering
the Aerons still do not—to the best of my knowledge—have any means of
spaceflight."
"But the technology of the Gateway is out there, Ambassador,"
Burgoyne said. "And it's a funny thing about technology: Once it's out,
it's damned near impossible to tuck it back away."
That was one thing that Calhoun had to admit about Burgoyne: S/he had
a unique mastery of understatment.
"Meaning that you think the Aerons will find some way to lay their
hands on a Gateway and return the favor," said Shelby.
Burgoyne nodded. "I don't see how they wouldn't."
"For what it's worth, the Markanians agree with you,
Commander," Shelby told hir. "And they want to try and head
that off before it happens."
"Given the Aeron track record," said Si Cwan, "it is extremely
unlikely that they are simply going to nod their heads and shrug off the attack
that was made upon them. If they find any means of retaliating, they are going
to take it, and they are not tremendously likely to listen to anyone telling
them otherwise."
That was not something that Calhoun was particularly enthused about
hearing. He leveled his gaze on Si Cwan. "Are you saying," he asked,
putting enough of a challenge into his tone that he hoped Si Cwan would rise to
the occasion, "that you would be incapable of convincing them
otherwise?"
He was pleased to see that the effort was not in vain, for Si Cwan
bristled every so slightly and replied, "No, I'm not saying that at all.
I'm saying it would be difficult. But 'impossibility' and I do not tend to get
along."
"Your modesty continues to dazzle even me," said Shelby.
Cwan inclined his head slightly, as if accepting a compliment.
Calhoun, for his part, felt some miniscule degree of triumph, but
there was still a long way to go in this matter. "All right," he said
slowly, "here's what I suggest Captain Shelby ... since you were contacted
by Thallon 18, I'd recommend that you head there, so that you can establish
for yourself the severity of the situation. At the same time, the Excalibur will go to Thallon 21—"
"Captain, as I recall," Shelby reminded him, "that is
not exactly the assignment that was given you by Starfleet in regards to this
Gateway problem."
He'd had a feeling that Shelby was going to bring that up, and he
certainly hadn't been disappointed. Curse
this inability I have to be wrong, he thought glumly as, out loud,
he agreed, "No, it's not. However, the Excalibur
comes loaded with some fairly handy extras, including some long-range
autoprobes. We'll fire them to the deep space coordinates we're
supposed to investigate and gather preliminary information as to these Gateway
'energy signatures' they want us to look into."
"I doubt they're going to be satisfied with a mechanized
exploration, Captain. My assumption is that they wanted your input."
He knew that Shelby wasn't going to let this go easily. On the other
hand, there was some measure of "safety" for him in knowing that
there wasn't a whole hell of a lot she was going to be able to do about it.
"You're undoubtedly right, Captain," he agreed, "but it's my
belief that, since we can't be in two places simultaneously—at least, not
without bringing the star-ship Relativity down
on our heads—our time would be better spent trying to head off a planetary
conflict." He saw Shelby purse her lips, a sure sign that she knew he was
right, and then pushed for resolution to the problem. "Besides,
considering a Gateway seems to be involved in that conflict, this strikes me as
a more solid lead than investigating energy signatures."
Shelby inclined her head slightly. "Whatever you say,
Captain."
That was easier than I dared hope. "My, my—married
life has mellowed you, Captain Shelby," said Calhoun with a smile.
"Not at all. It's simply liberating, not having your decisions be
my problem anymore. He's all yours, Burgoyne."
"Thanks a lot," said Burgoyne.
"Stay in touch, Captain," Calhoun told her.
"You, too, Captain. Trident out."
Her image blinked off the screen.
Calhoun drummed his fingers on the table for a moment, then glanced at
Burgoyne. "I didn't hear you disagreeing with my decisions regarding
Thallon 21."
Burgoyne was quiet for a long moment... so long that Calhoun began to
wonder if he should have left well enough
alone, rather than knocking the fact that Burgoyne had offered no
protest. But then Burgoyne said, with a shrug, "That's probably because I
agreed with your decision. Our priority has to be the preservation of life. The
extension of a pointless feud is hardly of benefit to anyone."
"Oh. Well... good," Calhoun said with an approving nod.
"A first officer who agrees with me. I could get used to it."
With eyes half-lidded, Burgoyne said, "Well, don't."
At that, Si Cwan emitted a low, rumbling noise that passed for
laughter. "Captain, I believe you've just been warned," said Si Cwan.
"You know, Ambassador... I believe I have."
8 AERON
smyt was awakened by the screaming, as
he knew he would be. The screaming, the rumbling, and the overall sense that a
final and complete doom had come not only for the residents of Aeron, but the
very planet itself.
The cell in which he had been residing had not been especially dank,
or even all that unpleasant. Nevertheless, despite the adequate furnishings,
it remained a cell. It was in an underground bunker, with no windows and only
recycled air to breathe. The furniture, while functional, was nothing more than
that. A chair, a small table, another chair (which he had drawn across from the
first one and propped his feet upon). Otherwise it was relatively barren, and
there wasn't much for Smyt to do to occupy himself.
That was all right with Smyt, however. He had a very clear idea that
time was on his side. So he would simply sit in the middle of the cell,
cross-legged, eyes closed, allowing his intellect to drift in and out of
awareness. He would take
his mind far, far away, where no cells could reach it, where no
imprisonment could hold it. It helped him to remember that these were simple
planet-bound creatures, scrabbling about without the slightest idea how to
achieve any of the goals to which they aspired. While he ... he and his people
... they were so much more.
But he was jarred from his self-satisfied reverie by the doomsday
noises occurring outside his cell. Smyt brought himself down, down, until he
was fully awake and back to full attention.
He listened thoughtfully, dispassionately. In his mind's eye, he could
easily picture the chaos that the noises were suggesting. He vaguely wondered
whether anyone was dead, and if so, how many. Whether any Aerons had died or
not wasn't all that important to him; it would simply give him an indication of
how humbled they would be when they finally came crawling to him. If he waited
a few minutes more, then undoubtedly there would be some deaths, and that would
get them nicely softened up.
So he waited a few minutes more.
Then, satisfied with the degree of discord that had been unleashed
above, he began rolling up the sleeve of his left arm. It looked no different
than his right arm, and any medical scan of it would have detected no
difference. He ran his long, tapered fingers along the inner forearm, found the
ridge he was seeking, and tapped it once. There was a soft whirring of servos
and a small panel slid open on the arm, revealing an equally small array of
controls. There were several lights blinking, indicating that everything was
functioning as anticipated.
He shook his head. "Idiots," he murmured. He had done nothing
to instigate the insanity; no, no, the Aerons had more than done that to
themselves. On the other hand, he had certainly done nothing to prevent the catastrophe
from being unleashed. There was no better way, he reasoned, to
convince them of the necessity for dealing with him directly, rather
than shunting him away into some sort of prison.
He reached into the exposed section of the arm and deftly manipulated
the controls. It was not the easiest of chores, considering that the ground was
rumbling beneath him, but ultimately it did not take long at all. Within
moments the trembling had subsided, and Smyt smiled with quiet confidence. He
could practically sense the relief flooding over everyone within the area of
the test site... indeed, very possibly everyone on the planet, even those who
did not comprehend what had just happened.
From that moment on, it was just a matter of time.
He closed the control panel, rolled the sleeve back down, and returned
to his meditative state. He knew that, sooner or later, they would be coming to
him, and he wanted to be in a calm, imperturbable frame of mind when they did
so.
As it happened, it was sooner rather than later.
The brisk sound of footsteps approaching rousted him from his inner
contemplation, and he had just managed to recall his consciousness to full
wakefulness when the doors to his cell slid open and a familiar figure was
standing there, accompanied by several guards.
"Good day to you, Burkitt," said an unnecessarily jovial
Smyt. "And how are you doing with the Gateway? All the testing procedures
go as smoothly as you could have hoped?" He inclined his head slightly,
displaying a false air of concern. "You look somewhat haggard, dear
fellow. Has there been a problem?"
Burkitt said nothing at first, merely glared at Smyt. It was all Smyt
could do to keep a self-satisfied smirk off his face, but he knew he was
dealing with delicacies. He did not wish to annoy his customer, particularly
considering how obviously aggravated Burkitt was at that moment. So he said
nothing, waiting for Burkitt to break the silence.
"Leave us," Burkitt said, and although his gaze was fixed
upon Smyt, the comment was clearly addressed to the guards. They
promptly did as they were told, while Burkitt stepped into the cell and allowed
the doors to close behind him. Smyt could see that the warmaster was trembling
with barely suppressed rage, but gave no indication that he was the least bit
concerned. "Do you know what happened?" Burkitt demanded. "And
did you know it would happen?"
Smyt, who had been planning to lie, saw the look in Burkitt's eyes and
immediately intuited that any attempt at prevarication would not bode well for
him. Smyt was by no means an imposing figure, and yet he managed to draw himself
up and look at least mildly impressive. "I know that something happened," he said with
brisk efficiency. "I'd have to be deaf, dumb, and blind to be unaware of
that. Precisely what it was, I've no idea, nor did I know exactly what results
your mucking with the Gateway would trigger. You could have actually lucked
onto the proper functioning of the device. I wouldn't have expected you to do
so, you understand, but anything is possible. I think I can safely assume,
however, that that isn't what occurred."
"No. It's not," Burkitt said tersely.
Smyt settled back, still fighting the impulse to smile at Burkitt's
obvious discomfiture. 'Tell me what did occur."
Burkitt took a deep breath, and Smyt could see that Burkitt was
fighting back the anger that had threatened, however momentarily, to consume
him. "We're not altogether certain. The controls appear to be encrypted,
but our scientists were certain they had managed to crack it. It was ..."
He placed one hand on one of the chairs, leaning slightly on it, but not
sitting. "It was supposed to be a modest test of the device's
capabilities. It's not as if we were intending to use it to launch a full
strike against the Markanians. We wanted to do nothing more than use it to
transport a test device from one side of our world to the other."
"And instead ...?" prompted Smyt, when Burkitt didn't
immediately continue.
"Instead," said Burkitt, looking shaken just from the recollection,
"when the Gateway was activated—as near as we can determine—it appeared to
lock onto a sun."
"Onto a sun?" Smyt
was doing an excellent job of sounding surprised. He was quite pleased with
himself, chalking it up to his meditative skills. "Which one?"
"How would I know?" Burkitt said testily. "It was hot,
it was bright, and it almost killed us all. Thank the gods no one was standing
near the Gateway when it started up."
"The Gateway has a protective filter for just such a mishap,"
Smyt said, as if what Burkitt was telling him was news to him. "If it had
not prevented the heat from getting through, you, everybody there, half the
damned planet would have been incinerated."
"That much is true, apparently," admitted Burkitt. "But
what the filter couldn't keep out, as it so happened, was the star's gravity.
The gravimetric force that came through ... it started pulling up everything
around it. Huge pieces of the planet, the upper portions of a nearby mountain
peak ... it was as if a giant vacuum had been turned on and was sucking in
everything in sight. The control center building was trembling, being pulled
apart by the power of it. Pieces of it went flying, got sucked in despite the
distance of the device. Our scientists were trying to shut it down, but weren't
succeeding in doing so." He paused a moment, as if gathering himself.
Apparently he was having trouble relating what had occurred, as if he couldn't
believe it even though he had been an eyewitness to it. "Not only that,
but the power of the star was beginning to affect the very tectonic plates
between the planet's surface, triggering quakes, and..." He shook his
head, and for a moment—just a moment—he trembled slightly. Smyt found himself
admiring the warmaster's self-control; had he witnessed as catastrophic an
accident as
Burkitt had, he doubted he would be able to address the recollections
of it with such equanimity. Burkitt steadied himself then and said, with
remarkable cool, "If they had not managed to shut it down ... the entire planet
would very likely have been sucked into the thing."
"Was anyone hurt?"
Burkitt licked his dry lips. "Several of my people. They were
trying to get the scientists to safer ground... as if there were any safer ground. As the building
came apart, several were killed by falling rubble ... and a couple more were
just... just hauled away. I felt..."
"Felt what?"
Burkitt let out a long breath. "I felt the gravity pulling at me.
I would have gone next... been pulled through the air, into the Gateway, hurled
right into the fiery core of a star... and then it just... shut down."
"With no warning?"
"I can only think that whatever steps our scientists took to
disconnect it eventually kicked in. Either that," he added thoughtfully,
"or there was some sort of built-in override or safety shut-off."
Suddenly his eyes narrowed and he stared at Smyt. It was a gaze that
made Smyt feel extremely uncomfortable, and he began to wonder if, somehow, he
had underestimated the Aeron warmaster. For a moment, he expected Burkitt to
grab his arm, rip it open, and expose the controls hidden away therein. But
then the moment passed, and Burkitt leaned back, letting out a soft sigh of
relief. "Whatever the reason ... it stopped. And we were spared what could
easily have been the most cataclysmic mistake in the history of our
people."
He said nothing more for a time. Finally Smyt could take the silence no
longer. "So ... now what?"
"Now?" He laughed bitterly. "Well, I had an interesting
meeting with my fellow Counselars, I can certainly tell you
that. Half of them wanted to have me put on trial for posing a deadly
threat to our world. The other half insisted that, although the concept of
striking back at the Markanians was a sound one, that we were foolish to
proceed without the aid of the individual who best knew how to operate the Gateway.
Even though," he added, "it is my conviction that that
individual—namely you—is endeavoring to play one race against the other. I do
not trust you now, Smyt, any more than I did before."
"And may I ask what the final resolution of your Counse-lars
was?"
Burkitt rose and walked around the cell, hands draped behind his back.
"When I said they were evenly split, that was not exaggeration. And
obviously, I was not about to vote for my being put on trial."
"Meaning you have elected to trust me," Smyt concluded with
clear satisfaction.
"I have elected to do no such thing," Burkitt said, giving
Smyt that same uneasy feeling he had before. "Your price—presuming it's
reasonable—will be met. And you will be working directly on the Gateway,
showing our scientists the proper way to operate it. However, we will make certain
that you are positioned directly in front of the Gateway when next it's
opened. If, in an attempt to subject our world to destructive forces, you open
the portal to a star, or a black hole, or some other 'inappropriate'
destination, you will be the very first to meet whatever fate you intend for
the rest of us."
Smyt laughed unpleasantly. "There's certainly nothing like a
trusting atmosphere to provide a conducive environment for scientific
exploration."
Smiling grimly, Burkitt assured him, "Then take heart, for I can
promise you nothing like a trusting atmosphere. On the other hand, if you
consider the terms unacceptable, we can simply destroy the Gateway now and
leave you to rot."
At that, Smyt was seized with silent fury. "The Gateway is my
property. You have no right—"
And suddenly Smyt was off his feet, Burkitt lifting him with one hand
and slamming him up against the wall. His voice choking with fury, Burkitt
snarled, "Several of the soldiers I lost were men I trained myself, from
their youth. They were like sons to me. I take their loss very, very seriously,
and as much as I hold myself responsible for what happened to them, I condemn
you all the more." And with each subsequent pause, he thumped Smyt against
the wall once more. "So I do not—suggest—you speak—to me—of
your—rights." He unclenched his fingers then, and Smyt slid to the floor.
"Do we understand each other?"
Smyt coughed several times, and then said, "Perfectly."
Then Burkitt hauled him to his feet, and Smyt flinched against an anticipated
blow. Instead, Burkitt simply said, "Good. Then let's get to work."
9
MARKANIA
"thank you for coming," Furvus of the Ruling
Council of Markania said for what seemed the hundredth time. His forehead was
beaded with sweat, and he dabbed at it with a cloth, forcing a smile as he led
Captain Shelby and Lieutenant Arex past the ornate columns leading to the inner
chamber of the Council. Outside there was a cold rain falling, and a fairly
stiff wind blowing. Shelby was wearing a Starfleet-issue windbreaker over her
uniform tunic, against the weather. Furthermore, Shelby had to walk carefully,
because the rain had caused the walkways to become quite slick. Yet, despite
the weather, there seemed to be a fair number of citizens out and about. That
was made more understandable when she learned that a steady rain and chill
winds were more or less the standard state of the weather thereabouts. If the
people of Thallon 18—or Markania, as they termed it—remained indoors waiting
for a sunny day, they'd likely never go outside at all. Interestingly, Arex
didn't seem the least impeded by the
inclement weather. Perhaps his three-legged structure gave him
additional traction. Whatever it was, he moved with utter confidence across the
slick flagging that led up to the council building.
"The rest of the Council is waiting within," Furvus said,
gesturing ahead of himself. "They all want to thank you for coming."
Shelby couldn't help but observe that she had never seen, in all her career, a
planetary head who appeared more concerned about being liked than Furvus. That,
she mused, was never a good attribute for a leader to have. One simply couldn't
be concerned about whether he or she was liked. Well, that certainly puts you on solid footing, doesn't it? Shelby's
mind commented in a snide fashion. She airily told her mind to shut the hell
up.
"Will the thanks be en masse, or
individually?" inquired Arex.
Shelby fired him a look and he promptly silenced himself, although
there was a hint of a smile on his wide lips.
Totally missing the sarcasm, Furvus bowed slightly to the security head
and said, "Whichever you would prefer."
Shelby had trouble believing that Furvus could possibly be that dense,
but such seemed to be the case. "Neither will be necessary," Shelby
said promptly. "I think you've made your appreciation abundantly
clear."
She was finding it even harder to believe that mis "Furvus"
was any sort of a genuine leader of the world. He seemed extremely tentative,
bordering on being apologetic for his very existence. Yet the Markanians that
they passed appeared to hold him in proper esteem, bowing their heads slightly
as they went. Perhaps the Markanians were culturally trained to prize humility
above all else. That being the case, Furvus could probably be king for life.
As they walked down the corridor toward what she assumed was the
council chamber, she noticed a series of mosaics artfully crafted into the
wall. As benign an attitude as
Furvus was putting forward, she was seeing a very different view of the
Markanians from the wall-works. She saw a blue-skinned race that she took to be
the Markanians, locked in combat with another race. They were very pale in hue,
but there was nothing in their depiction that indicated any sort of physical
weakness. What Shelby found of even further interest was that the mosaics
seemed to cover a significant span of time. In some of them, the combatants
were armed with little more than cutting weapons and clubs. From those very
primitive beginnings, up through to relatively modern times, with the enemies
having at one another with energy-blasting weapons, Shelby was witnessing
generation upon generation of enmity. "What a waste," she muttered
to herself.
Arex obviously heard her talking under her breath and looked at her
with curiosity, but she didn't offer any sort of clarification, nor was it his
place to request it. Instead he simply continued to move alongside her,
noiselessly, as her security escort.
Yes. Yes, noiselessly. That was the most remarkable thing about him:
how he didn't seem to walk so much as he glided. She had it on reliable
authority from Starfleet that Arex had been absolutely devastating in both
hand-to-hand and weapons simulations while he was being appraised for Starfleet
duty. His scores had literally been off the charts, and his installation as
head of security had been a natural fit.
Would that M'Ress had proven as natural. Unfortunately she continued to
seem out of place, having difficulty fitting in. Every time Shelby happened to
wander past the Caitian, she seemed preoccupied and distant. She supposed she
couldn't entirely blame M'Ress. She was, after all, in a time and place that
was not her own. That would have been enough to drag down even the most
gregarious of souls ... except for Arex, whose basic upbeat nature didn't seem
the least bit perturbed by his new circumstances.
Well, she'd always heard that cats don't travel well. That
notion made Shelby smile, and she reminded herself that she should
share the observation with M'Ress. Certainly M'Ress would find a cat reference
amusing. She probably had a very good sense of humor about such things.
Furvus appeared to notice where Shelby's attention was focused.
"Impressive array, is it not?" he said, slowing his pace.
She nodded. "Very much so."
"Would that it were not." He sighed heavily. "I am
afraid, Captain, that you have wandered onto a world caught in a true
schism."
"We haven't 'wandered' into anything, Furvus ... I'm sorry, do you
have a title of some sort? President? Honorable?"
"I am simply Furvus," he said, once again sounding almost
apologetic. "Once ... once our people were most enamored of titles. And
of war," and he indicated the mosaics. "And I fear that time is coming
once again. Which is why I, on behalf of the Ruling Council, asked that you
come. Our thanks for your coming, by the way."
She'd lost count of the number of times he'd said that. "Thank
you."
They walked through a large set of double doors, and Shelby could hear
what sounded like urgent discussion on the other side, which promptly lapsed
into silence when they entered. There were two more Markanians seated at a semicircular
table, and they fixed what looked to be urgent gazes upon Shelby and Arex when
they entered. One of them looked at the two Starfleet officers and asked,
"Which one would be the leader?"
"I am Captain Shelby," she said. "This is Lieutenant
Arex." Not for the first time, she regretted that Si Cwan had chosen to
remain with the Excalibur. This
was the precise sort of situation where the knowledgeable Thallonian would come
in handy.
"I am Vinecia," said the Markanian on the right-hand side of
the table, and, indicating her associate, "and this is
Clebe." It was only when the Maikanian had spoken, with a voice
lighter and far more delicate than that of Furvus, that Shelby came to the
conclusion that Vinecia was in fact female. "We wish to thank you most
profoundly for coming."
"Yes, I suspected you would," said Shelby. She looked around for
a place to sit and found none. Instead, the Council members rose and came
around from behind the table, standing in an orderly formation. Wonderful.
Apparently the Marka-nians believed in conducting affairs of state on their
feet. It seemed to make a certain degree of sense in a perversely logical way.
It was easy for people to argue about matters when they could do so while
positioned on their backsides. But if one had to stand the whole time, there
was that much more incentive to try and address matters in a succinct and
straightforward manner, if for no other reason than to get off one's feet.
"So ... you spoke of a Gateway," Shelby said.
The three of them nodded, almost in unison. "However," the
one called Vinecia said, "for you to understand the significance of the
Gateway problem, you must know a little about our world's circumstances."
"I think I know a bit about—"
She didn't even get the entire sentence out; as if she hadn't spoken,
Vinecia turned to her right and prompted, "Clebe?"
Clebe was apparently quite accustomed to public speaking, for he
promptly launched into a narrative that sounded rehearsed. "For many
hundreds of years, we shared a paradisical world called Sinqay with another
race known as the Aerons. Due to Thallonian interventions, we were removed from
our homeworld and placed on another planet, as were the Aerons."
"Yes, I know th—" she began to interrupt.
Clebe continued as if she hadn't opened her mouth. "The Great
Separation occurred one hundred years ago. During that time, our race became
sorely divided against itself. There were, and are, those of us who look back
upon those warlike times with great chagrin. We see it as the wasted op-
portunity and resources of a people too immature, as a race, to fully
appreciate the futility of war and the cost and point-lessness of extended
mutual destruction."
"Good for you," said Shelby, and Arex nodded approvingly.
"However," continued Clebe, "there are others—youngers
of us—who feel that our race has lost its way. It is believed that the
destruction of the Aerons was a holy mission put upon us by the gods, and that,
in failing to complete the mission, we will bring the wrath of the gods down
upon ourselves. For we are the Selected Ones of the gods, and to stop at
anything less than total annihilation of our enemies is to be less than
sanctified in the eyes of the gods."
"I hardly see where your gods would only give approval if another
race was wiped out."
"Your own gods never issue such dictates?" inquired Furvus.
Before Shelby could answer, Arex piped up, "Actually, in the earth
scripture known as the 'Old Testament," there are numerous instances where
the God of that particular tome demands that entire peoples be obliterated, and
even wipes out cities and the whole of humanity when He's so inclined."
"Arex, you're not helping," Shelby said a bit testily.
Arex simply bobbed his head slightly and said, "Apologies,
Captain." But he sounded more faintly amused than anything. She supposed
she shouldn't have been surprised. Arex had, after all, served under Kirk. So
he was certainly not going to be daunted by disapproval from any modern
Starfleet captain.
"The point," said Clebe, "is that the people of our
world are sorely divided on the issue. There are those who very much are in
agreement with the philosophies of Ebozay, and believe that—"
"Wait," Shelby raised a hand, halting the torrent of exposition.
"Ebozay? Who would Ebozay be?"
"The leader of the opposition," Vinecia said patiently.
"For several years now, he has stirred up feelings of unrest
We tolerated it for two reasons: One, because the Council has already
preached tolerance in any event. And two, for as long as Ebozay and his
followers could not actually reach the Aerons, his complaints and warmongering
could only go so far and no further. If there is no brew in the kettle, there's
no harm in allowing someone to try and stir it as aggressively as they wish,
since they cannot possibly spill it upon themselves and cause injury."
"But then this Gateway tiling came along." Shelby moved her
weight from one foot to the other, even as she interlaced her fingers directly
in front of her. "Where did it come from? Who brought it?"
The members of the Ruling Council looked at each other nervously,
shifting in obvious discomfort. "We do not know," Furvus admitted
finally.
"You don't know?" She couldn't quite believe it. "A
device turns up that enables your people to make an attack on another
light-years away, and you have no idea where it came from?"
Furvus shook his head. "Whoever brought it to this world was very
canny in his choice of allies."
"You say 'his.' Could it be a 'her'?" inquired Shelby.
"It could be an asexual creature spat up from the primordial
ooze, Captain, and we'd still have no idea," said Vine-cia. She sounded a
bit testy. "All we know is that we, the Ruling Council, were not
approached."
"Nor should that be surprising," admitted Furvus.
"Ebozay has staked out the philosophical territory of a bellicose
attitude toward the Aerons. He and his followers believe the Aerons to be
guilty of war crimes."
"And are they?" Arex asked.
'Technically," replied Clebe. "Then again, that is the way of
war, is it not? Each side accuses the other of crimes. This much, though, is
indisputable: Whatever 'crimes' were committed occurred at least a century ago,
by beings on both sides who are long dead. Advocating an assault on
those living today on behalf of 'crimes' committed by those who died
yesterday is certainly a pointless waste of time and resources. Nevertheless,
this is part of what Ebozay's position hinges upon. He contends mat the souls
of those who fell to these 'crimes' a century ago will never rest until some
sort of restitution is made. A life for a life, lives for lives."
"I believe I speak with reasonable authority, if not utter
certainty," Shelby said sarcastically, "in saying that the dead
absolutely will not give a damn. They have more important issues to concern
them—"
"Such as being dead," Arex offered.
"—than obsessing about some sort of balancing of cosmic scales.
That strikes me as more the province and interest of the living than the
dead."
"I would tend to agree," Furvus said mildly, "but
unfortunately, Ebozay and his associates would not agree. He claims the
agonies of the departed keep him awake at night."
"Oh, God," moaned Shelby. "And your people fall for this
line of malarkey? No offense intended, Honorable Council Members, but are those
you govern that stupid?"
"People want to believe in something, Captain," said Furvus,
sounding quite weary. "They are so desperate to believe in something that
often it seems they'll believe in anything. In this case, that includes
whatever it is that Ebozay is feeding them. We have open petitions to the
Council twice a week, and at those petitions there are always followers of
Ebozay, lobbying us to take a more aggressive stance toward the Aerons. Always
we have resisted in the past."
"After all," Vinecia said, sounding quite reasonable,
"what purpose is there to declaring war on a world we cannot reach, and
getting everyone worked up about it as well? Except that decision is being
taken out of our hands."
"So you're saying," said Shelby, leaning against the table
(unsure of whether it was a breach of protocol and not espe-
dally caring at that moment), "that it was Ebozay and his
followers who embarked upon the assault?"
The three Council Members bobbed their heads in unison. "We
believe that is exactly what happened."
"How do you know it was a Gateway?"
"Oh, we have some among Ebozay's followers who are still loyal to
us," Clebe said with a measure of visible pride. "They described the
technology to us, told us what the inventor called it—"
"Inventor?" Her eyes narrowed. "You said you didn't know
who brought it here."
"We don't know for certain," Furvus said primly. "We
haven't actually met this 'inventor.' We did not wish to give you secondhand
information."
Shelby moaned inwardly. "Tell me everything, rumors or not. This
inventor... is he a native of your world?"
"No," said Clebe. "Thin, yellow-skinned—"
"An Iconian," she said immediately.
The Council Members looked at one another in puzzlement, and Arex said
in a low voice to Shelby, "I am unfamiliar with this race, Captain. Do
they pose a security threat?"
"Only to the entirety of the Federation."
"Ah," was all Arex could think of to say in response to that.
"He arrived here some time ago and immediately gained the
confidence of Ebozay and his followers," Furvus said. "And why not?
Ebozay likely saw him as something of a godsend. He has been seeking to acquire
power all this time, and along came someone who might very well be able to
provide him with it. One cannot build a political power base on impossibilities
and flights of fancy. As long as the desire for vengeance against the Aerons
was nothing more than a vague need, Ebozay's influence and abilities were
limited. But now that he is actually capable of giving his followers that which
they most desire, his powers grow exponentially."
"Where is this 'inventor' now?" demanded Shelby. "I
think
I'd like to speak with him." To herself she added, Oh, yes, definitely... I'll be wanting to talk with
him. These arrogant blackmailers, who are threatening the security of the
entire Federation... I'd like to have a long, personal talk with them and try
to emphasize the folly that they're embarking upon. And if common sense fails,
perhaps I can emphasize it with a brick. She was more than aware at
that point that she was starting to sound like Calhoun, but something within
her simply didn't care, and even took pride in that. But she was sorely
disappointed by the next words she heard.
"We do not know, I'm afraid," said Furvus.
She didn't let her disappointment show, however. Her face impassive,
after a moment's consideration she said, "I'll want to meet with this
Ebozay. Him and his followers. I think it's necessary to explain to them that
these Gateways present a far greater threat than they realize."
"Yes, yes, that would be excellent," Vinecia said immediately,
and there were bobbing heads from her associates, clearly in agreement with
her. "If there is any way that you could get Ebozay to listen to
reason—"
"However," Shelby added, "I cannot interfere in your internal
politics. If there's a shift in the philosophical direction of your people, I'm
not in a position to enforce the status quo. I can't make your people want to keep you in office. It seems to me
that—"
At that moment, there were explosions directly outside, followed by
screams and sounds of confusion.
"Captain, stay here!" Arex said immediately, moving swiftly
in the direction of the disturbance. But Shelby was not about to accept orders
barked at her by anyone, even if it was a crewmember who was charged with
keeping her safe. As fast as Arex was, Shelby motored past him at a flat-out
run. "Captain!" Arex called once more, but she was already
approaching the corridor with the war mosaics, which in turn opened out to the
main courtyard.
She skidded to a halt, almost slipping on the rain-soaked flagging, and
what she saw stunned her.
Armored men, everywhere. The armor itself was gray and looked fairly
sturdy, enough to resist all but the most concentrated blasts. But it was also
obviously lightweight, for the soldiers were moving extremely quickly, whipping
around energy-pulse weapons and opening fire on anyone and everyone they could
find.
The Markanians were panicking, and she couldn't blame them. Women and
children were screaming, with no endeavor being made on the part of the
attackers to discriminate between them. The armored men shouted no war cries.
Instead they moved with brisk, ruthless efficiency, and there were more—
—pouring out of thin air.
Shelby couldn't believe it, but there it was, right in front of her.
The air was shimmering as if it had been sliced in two, and more soldiers were
emerging from what could only be described as a rift in reality. There was a
low hum of power accompanying it; she could feel the vibrations right through
her boots.
The quick movement to her immediate right caught the comer of her eye.
Later, Shelby would have no idea what sort of instinct caused her to drop to
the floor, but that was precisely what she did. She hit the ground,
flattening—and that was the only thing that saved her life as an energy bolt
from a weapon passed right through where she'd just been standing. One of the
gray-armored men was standing no more than five feet away, having come up
around and to the side, and the fact that Shelby had evaded the blast was nothing
short of miraculous.
It was not, however, going to be enough, as her assailant swung his
weapon down and prepared to blow a hole in her the size of her fist.
And then, just like that, the armored man was in the air.
Arex's three arms were suspending him with no sign of strain at all,
and the Triexian's multiple hands processed the attacker with the efficiency of
a meat grinder. The assailant did not know where to look first as one hand held
him immobile, a second yanked his weapon from his hands, and a third ripped
his helmet from his head.
It took Shelby only an instant to recognize the species that the
torn-away helmet revealed. After all, she had just been staring at them on the
mosaics that decorated the inner wall. It was an Aeron, and he did not look any
too happy.
He tried to twist around in Arex's grasp, but it did no good. Arex, his
thick lips drawn back into a very unpleasant smile, whirled the Aeron around,
pinwheeling him with facility and then smashing his head directly into the
floor. The Aeron let out a groan and slipped into unconsciousness.
Even as the action occupied no more than a couple of seconds, Shelby
was already tapping her combadge and saying with extreme urgency, "Shelby
to Trident!"
"This is Mueller," came the immediate response, and from the
sound of her tone, it was obvious that the ship's first officer had been about
to send a communique to her captain, and that Shelby had only narrowly beaten
her to it. "Captain, we're detecting energy pulses—"
"We're under attack, thanks to hundreds of years of resentment
and a Gateway," said Shelby. Phaser fire practically screamed in her ear;
attackers were starting to notice Shelby's presence and, not only that, but the
building that housed the Ruling Council. They were focusing their attention on
it now, and only Arex's pinpoint blasting from his phaser was keeping them
back. Their armor was obviously capable of protecting them from Markanian
armament, but they clearly weren't up for withstanding phaser blasts. With one
well-placed shot after another, Arex—who was standing behind a column for added
protection—was keeping them at bay. But he was not going to be able to do so
forever, that much was clear. "Kat, I
want a five-second burst from the
ship's phaser banks, wide beam, heavy stun, in a one-hundred-meter radius,
except for the building I'm standing in. Fire at will!"
"Five seconds, aye, Captain."
"Captain!" It was Arex's
high-pitched voice shouting a warning. Shelby had been standing behind another
of the columns, which provided some momentary shielding, but now another
attacker was coming up right behind her, moving in from the side. He was not,
however, wielding an energy weapon of any kind. Instead he was swinging a
sword at her. Shelby threw herself backwards, bending at the waist as if she were
ducking under a limbo bar. The air hissed above her as the blade cut across,
slamming into the column and taking a sizable chunk out of it. The split-second
dodge was just enough time for Arex to take aim and fire, and the intensity of
the phaser blast knocked Shelby's attacker literally heels over head. He hit
the ground and lay still, the blade clattering out of his hand.
Then from overhead came a shriek of energy that caused all battle in
the main courtyard to freeze for a moment as everyone—attackers and targets
alike—paused and tried to determine from where the sound was originating.
Abruptly the sky, the very air itself, flashed with sustained amber brilliance.
Shelby reflexively shielded her eyes from it, even though she was not at risk.
Precisely as she had requested, the blinding light held for five seconds, and
when it faded, no one was left standing. One or two of the armored men were on
their knees, swaying, trying to command their stunned bodies to rise to the
occasion, but they did not succeed. Instead they pitched forward and lay
still, about as threatening as a field of dust bunnies. The only sound left in
the air was the humming of powerful energies—the open Gateway, hanging in the
air, source of all their problems.
Shelby felt a cold, burning rage within her. She would have scolded
Mackenzie Calhoun severely if he had done
what she was about to do. But Galhoun wasn't here and she was, and she
was nursing enough anger in her bosom to justify—to her mind—her next words.
"Arex," she ordered, and she pointed a quivering finger at the open
Gateway. "Shoot that damned thing."
Arex did not hesitate. Instantly he took aim and fired upon the
Gateway. The phaser blast went straight in, vanishing into the rift, and Shelby
took grim amusement at the notion that— on the other side of the
Gateway—someone might very well be getting a faceful of phaser stun at that
moment. At the very least, she told herself, it would be a nice warning to
prevent the people on the other end from sending through reinforcements.
The tactic could not have worked better, for within seconds after Arex
shot at the Gateway, the hum of energy abruptly ceased, and the Gateway
vanished. Now there was no sound save for faint and distant moaning from those
fallen in the courtyard, and the steady beat of the rain coming down—even
harder, it seemed.
Shelby immediately tapped her combadge. "Shelby to sickbay. We've
got wounded people down here. Send out a field unit immediately."
"Permission to bring down a security force to round up the
attackers," Arex asked briskly. She had to give Arex credit; he thought
ahead. After all, with everyone within a several block radius having been put
to sleep by the powerful phasers of the Trident,
it wasn't as if there were a lot of spare troopers around to get the
job done. And the fact was that the attackers needed to be secured before they
awoke. Shelby gave a brief nod, and Arex promptly summoned a squad of a
half-dozen men. That was more than enough for them to secure binders upon the
attacking troops, who seemed to number about twenty or so.
By that time the medical team had also materialized. Shelby was not the
least bit surprised to see Doc Villers herself leading the team. She was
impossible to miss; age had not
slowed Villers, nor bowed her in the slightest. Mueller had highly
recommended Villers from a time when they had served together on another
vessel, and it was easy to see why. Villers was an extremely commanding figure,
white hair cropped short, massively built. If she hadn't been human, she would
have made a convincing Brikar. Within seconds Villers had an efficient triage
under way, seeing which of the fallen citizens were hurt the worst, who could
benefit from what sort of medical care, and which of them were beyond help.
The Ruling Council had now emerged, and was looking over the fallen
Markanians with obvious regret, and at the unconscious troopers with not a
little fear. "Don't worry, they can't hurt you," Shelby assured them.
"My people are attending to that."
"Oh, they can hurt us," Furvus assured her.
"How?"
"By their presence."
Shelby didn't understand at first, but then, from a distance, she heard
shouts and war cries and howls of fury. She and Arex exchanged puzzled glances,
but Clebe was able to explain immediately. "Ebozay's people," he
said with a mixture of confidence and despair. "I recognize their rhetoric anywhere."
He was perfectly correct. From behind the buildings, from beyond
outcroppings, the followers of Ebozay were emerging. They were, almost to the
man, tall and muscular and moving with determination and confidence. They had
meager weapons with them, yet they were wielding diem with such verve that one
would have thought they possessed the greatest weaponry in the cosmos.
She was able to pick Ebozay out immediately. His brow was ridged, his
skin a deeper blue than any on the Council— perhaps the skin lightened with
age. Moreover, there was something in his eyes ... "the madness of
leadership," she had once heard Calhoun call it. "Anyone who takes it
upon himself to marshal people to a cause has to be a little insane.
To paint that large a target upon yourself, to willingly take on the
responsibility of people counting on you ... what sane individual would do
that?"
"What about being a starship captain?" she had asked him.
He'd smiled and said, "Not all starship captains are good leaders.
Only the slightly crazy ones are."
"Considering you're slightly crazy, that's a rather self-serving
definition."
"I wouldn't say that."
"You wouldn't say it's self-serving?"
"No," he'd corrected her with a glimmer in his eye. "I
wouldn't say 'slightly.' " And then he'd laughed, and she'd never known,
from that day to this, what to make of that laugh, which was probably the way
he preferred it.
"The madness of leadership ..." Yes, definitely, there it was
in the eyes of the one she suspected was Ebozay. Not only that, but he was not
looking at any of the wounded, dead, or dying members of his own race. Instead
his attention was entirely upon the fallen attackers. She could see from where
she was standing that he was seething with anger.
"Aerons," he snarled in a voice choked with fury, and the
hated word was taken up by, and repeated by, others who were standing near him.
They had their weapons unslung and were waving the barrels around, as if daring
one of the fallen attackers to attempt another assault.
Ebozay spun when one of the Starfleet security guards moved into his
peripheral vision, and he started to bring his weapon to bear reflexively. But
Shelby's voice cut across the moment like a saber: "Put it down!"
He swung his attention over to Shelby, and it seemed to first begin to
register on him that there were offworlders aside from the hated Aerons there.
It might have been that the relative paleness of the skin—the most visible
association between the terran members of Starfleet and the Aerons—had thrown
him off for a minute. He realized his
mistake then, but did not seem especially inclined to be the least bit
apologetic. Nor did he lower bis weapon immediately, as she'd ordered. The
entire situation seemed rife with problems, and Shelby wasn't about to let any
of them happen. "I said, put it down," she repeated no less firmly,
looking Ebozay straight in the eyes and showing not the slightest fear.
"Who are you?" Ebozay demanded. The weapon stayed where it
was.
There were several ways Shelby could have played it at that moment. She
knew that Calhoun would have been perfectly capable of simply pulling out a
weapon and dropping Ebozay where he stood, just as a personal test to see if he
could... or out of a sense of pride, taking offense at the tone of Ebozay's
voice. Shelby, however, chose to play it slightly cooler. "Captain
Elizabeth Shelby, of the Starship Trident. We're
here at the invitation of your Ruling Council... and we're also the reason that
there weren't any more casualties than there were."
"You?" He glanced around.
"Ship's weaponry, from orbit."
He looked up, as if in hope of catching a glimpse of the vessel. It was
all she could do not to guffaw.
"And you are—?" prompted Shelby.
"Ebozay," he said, speaking his own name with such passion
that it sounded as if he had coughed it out. By this point he had lowered his
weapon, but the Trident's security
people—who had not taken their attention from him from the moment he started
waving weaponry in Shelby's direction—continued to watch him warily. Then
Ebozay took a step forward and pointed angrily at the members of the Ruling
Council who had now emerged. "And if you serve those cowards and
fools," he snarled, indicating the Council, "then you are no friends
of ours, nor of the people of Markania!"
"We serve no one except Starfleet," Shelby corrected him,
"and through them, the United Federation of Planets."
He made a dismissive wave, then turned to his own troops. Shelby
wondered where the hell the Council's own military arm was, and why they
weren't involved in any of this. "Kill the Aerons," he said briskly,
and swung his own weapon toward the head of one of the fallen raiders.
"No!" Furvus immediately called out.
Ebozay's lip curled disdainfully and, without looking away from the
Council Member, shouted, "Pick targets and kill them. Wipe them out as you
would insects."
"I believe the gentleman said 'no,' " Shelby interrupted, and
she spoke with such force and confidence that Ebozay's men paused momentarily,
obviously unsure of what they should do. She walked toward Ebozay, still
showing not the slightest fear of him. He stood a head and a half taller than
she, but one would have thought she was the one looming over him. "And
since it was my weaponry, my people, and my ship who delivered these assailants into your hands, I believe
I have some say in this as well."
"You have no say at all."
"Really?" She was standing directly in front of him.
"Yes. Really. You are an offworlder. You have no rights, and you
have no power here."
"Don't IT' Without hesitation, Shelby tapped her corn-badge.
"Shelby to bridge."
"Bridge. Mueller here."
"Kit, I need you to do something for me."
There was a slight pause, and then Mueller said, "Waiting on your
order, Captain."
"There's a gentleman standing approximately two feet in front of
me. Have the transporter lock on to him, would you?"
"Transporter locked on."
Shelby was pleased to see Ebozay's expression of superiority slip ever
so slightly. Without batting an eye, she continued, "Good. Give me a ten
count and then beam him off the planet"
"Where to?"
"I don't care. On second thought, set for maximum dispersal.
Scatter his molecules all over the quadrant. Count down to begin on my mark
..."
"You're bluffing," said Ebozay.
"Mark," she said. "Shelby out." Then she looked
blandly at Ebozay and said, 'Ten ... nine ... eight..."
"You wouldn't dare!"
"Seven... six ..." She seemed unfazed by his wrath.
"If anything happens to me, my men will open fire on you!"
Shelby didn't look especially worried about the prospect. "Five
... four.. ."
"This is an outra—!"
From all around them in the air, there was the distinctive humming
sound of transporter beams flaring into existence. "Three—"
"Lower your weapons!" Ebozay abruptly shouted. "Back
away from the Aerons!"
Without missing a beat, Shelby tapped her combadge. "Shelby to
bridge. Belay that last order."
"Aye, Captain. Cancelling transport orders. Shall we power down
the transporter?"
"Keep it on-line ... just in case," Shelby said with an unmistakable
air of warning. Ebozay glowered at her, but said nothing. "Shelby
out." Shelby then draped her hands behind her back and circled Ebozay as
if she were inspecting him. She felt as if the balance of power had just
shifted to her. "You know who I serve, Ebozay. Who do you serve?"
"We serve the people of Markania!"
"Really?" said Shelby, folding her arms and looking at him
scornfully. "The way I see it, you're far more interested in the Aerons
than your own people. You've wasted all this time sparring with me over the
privilege of killing your attackers, who are, at the moment, helpless. In the
meantime, your own people are injured and you don't seem the least in-
terested in attending to them. That's being left to my people, as you
can see."
"We are not trained in the art of healing," Ebozay informed
her.
"Now's as good a time as any to learn. Dr. Villers!" Shelby
called.
Villers strode through the drizzle that was still coming down. Her size
and build were such that Ebozay was visibly taken aback. "Doctor, the
honorable Ebozay here has brought you some extra hands."
"Good," Villers rumbled in her customary brusque, no-nonsense
manner. "Let's get this done."
Seizing one last moment of bravado, Ebozay stabbed a finger at the
Council Members and called to them, "See? See where your policies of
nonaggression have gotten us? The Aerons attacked us because they knew we were
weak!"
"The Aerons attacked because you attacked them!" Furvus
snapped back. It was the most iron in his voice that Shelby had yet heard. She
was a bit relieved; at last he was starting to sound like a genuine leader.
"You and your revenge-crazed followers, who seek restitution for
something that happened generations ago!"
"My followers represent the will of the people of Markania!"
replied Ebozay. "The sooner you realize that, and cede leadership to me,
the better off we shall all be!"
Furvus said nothing in response, which disappointed the hell out of
Shelby. This was the moment for the Ruling Council to establish firmly just who
was in charge. By allowing Ebozay to have the final word, by allowing his rant
to remain unanswered, Shelby felt as if Furvus had practically turned over the
keys of the kingdom to his opponents, and it was now just a matter of time. But
she said none of that, because it wasn't her place, and besides, it was too
late.
Ebozay then allowed himself to be guided away by Doc Villers. Shelby
quickly crossed back to the Council, gath-
ered just inside the entrance to the Council building and looking a bit
shaken, but also determined. "You handled that quite deftly,
Captain," said Vinecia.
"I shouldn't have had to," Shelby said. "Where the hell
are your own soldiers? Your own enforcers of the law?"
Vinecia suddenly seemed very interested in looking anywhere except
directly into Shelby's eyes, and Furvus stepped in. "The vast majority of
them," he said, reluctantly acknowledging it, "stand with Ebozay.
Something of a warrior class, you might say, with their own rules and philosophies,
many of which are not exactly in tune with that which we represent. They have
served the Council out of a respect for tradition ... but over the last several
years, their interest and allegiance has been far more stimulated by the modern
words of Ebozay than the old words of the Council."
"We are considered ... antique. Out of date, out of step,"
Vinecia said bitterly. "There are those who feel we have very little to
offer modern Markanians."
"We do not have a regular standing army," said Furvus.
"We can largely thank the Thallonians for that. We are, after all, the
only race upon this world, nor do we have anything of sufficient value to
attract the interest of offworld attackers. We hold a very, very narrow
mandate among our people, Captain. Barely half of our race is content to remain
out of war, out of trouble. But there are nearly as many who are— and there is
no other way to put it—bored. They seek diversion from that boredom, and
Ebozay and others have more or less convinced them that the diversion lies in
evening the scales with the Aerons. Unfortunately, there can be no evening of
scales in a true war. All that happens is that either side of the scale becomes
more heavily laden—"
"Until eventually the scale breaks," said Shelby tightly.
"I think your heart is in the right place, Furvus. However, I'm not so
sure about the rest of your people. I think it best if we
deal with one problem at a time, however. These fallen members of the
Markanians ... where do you want them?"
"We have a holding facility. I can show you where it is."
"Good. We'll get them stored away. Then, Furvus, if it's
permissible by your Council... I'm going to start scanning your planet."
"For what?"
"For two things: Energy traces or signatures traceable to a
Gateway... and any life-forms that are not Markanian. I don't know what an
Iconian's life-form readings look like, but I'd guess that they're
significantly different from your people."
"How long will that take?"
"How long?" She sighed. "Quite some time. There's no
shortcut to doing it; we have to scan each populated section, one life-form at
a time. But I don't see where we have a good deal of choice. Do you?"
He shook his head sadly. 'Truthfully, I see no other options. I
apologize for putting you to all this trouble. And Captain—"
"Furvus, no insult intended," she said tiredly, "but if
you were about to thank us for coming ... please... don't say it"
Furvus didn't say it.
Lieutenant Commander Gleau, science officer of the Trident, blinked those luminous eyes of
his several times, and still couldn't quite remove the surprise from his face.
"A bioscan, Captain? Of the planet?"
On the bridge, Shelby settled into her command chair with a sigh.
"You heard me, Mr. Gleau. We're looking for anything non-Markanian."
"Very well, Captain, but I think I should inform you that such a
scan will take approximately—"
She put up a hand, silencing him. "I don't care how long it will
take approximately, or even precisely. I want it done."
"Aye, Captain." He tapped his combadge even as he started
toward the turbolift. "Gleau to Lieutenant M'Ress."
"M'Ress here," came back the immediate reply.
"Meet me in the sensor scan department. I have a bit of a
specialized job I need done, and I'm drafting you to help."
"On my way."
It might have been Shelby's imagination, but it sounded to her as if
M'Ress was extremely enthused
with the idea of working directly with Gleau on a project. She supposed that
she couldn't blame her. Truth to tell, if Shelby weren't captain and weren't
married ...
You wouldn't want to go there, she
warned herself. Gleau's reputation precedes
him. The last thing you'd need is to be a notch on someone's belt. And
then she smiled. Still... what a belt that
would be....
"Captain?" It was Mueller, looking at her oddly.
Shelby promptly shook off the reverie and said, "Nothing. Just
thinking. It wasn't all that long ago that I went to a planet's surface and,
within five minutes of my getting there, we were under assault by killer
insects in an attack masterminded by another race. So I go down this time, and
the next thing I know, a Gateway opens up and we're under assault from another
race. I'm going to start getting a reputation as a jinx. I'll be persona non grata on every world in the
quadrant. By the way, XO, good job with the transporting bluff."
"Bluff?" Mueller's face was blank.
"Yes. I'm pleased that you picked up on it so quickly."
"Picked up?"
Shelby's mouth thinned. "When I called you 'Kit.' Instead of Kat.
I addressed you by a fake name, and that prompted you to realize that I was
signaling you that the orders I was about to give you were fake."
"Ah."
"Ah?"
"Well, to be honest, Captain, I just assumed you got my name wrong
by accident."
Shelby paled slightly. "You mean ... you were ready to
beam someone up and disperse them all over creation, on my
orders?"
She stared at Shelby as if the captain had lost her mind. "That's
why they're called 'orders,' Captain, not 'requests' or 'suggestions.' "
Letting her breath out in a very unsteady sigh, Shelby ran her fingers
through her hair and muttered, "I almost had someone killed, just to prove
a point."
To which Mueller shrugged and said, "If you're not going to kill
someone out of self-defense, that's certainly the third best reason to do
it."
Shelby was about to ask what the second best was, and then wisely
thought better of it.
10 EXCALIBUR
BURGOYNE STOOD IN SICKBAY, looking in bemusement at Ensigns Yates and
Pheytus. Yates and Pheytus were each sitting on the edge of a diagnostic
table, and neither seemed to know quite where to look. They certainly didn't
want to look at each other, but neither did they want to meet Burgoyne's gaze.
So they contented themselves with looking randomly around sickbay. Yates's left
eye was swollen, and there was a greenish bruise on Pheytus's right cheek.
Lieutenant Beth was nearby, shifting uncomfortably from one foot to the other.
Nearby, Dr. Selar stood with arms folded and her patented disapproving stare.
Annoyingly, Burgoyne found that s/he was unable to meet her level gaze. The
reason it was annoying was because s/he felt as if s/he had no reason to feel
chagrined. Yet s/he was.
Every syllable dripping with incredulity, Burgoyne finally broke the
silence by demanding, "Yates ... Pheytus ... you got into... a
fight?"
'"That's not exactly it, Commander," Mitchell said, entering
sickbay just as Burgoyne had been talking. "At least, not as it was
explained to me ..."
Sounding almost apologetic, but firm, Pheytus said, "No, that is exactly it." Mitchell fired him an
annoyed glance, but Pheytus continued, "Yates was in Ten Forward. I walked
in, endeavored to start a conversation, and Yates ..." He cleared his
throat. "Yates began laughing at me. At my name." He scowled as he
looked at Yates.
"Is this true?" Burgoyne demanded of Yates.
Yates took a deep breath and let it out unsteadily. "More or
less."
"In Yates's defense," Mitchell said quickly, "he was
kind of drunk."
Burgoyne looked in astonishment at Mitchell. "That's 'in defense'? Just out of curiosity, what would
you say if you were trying to prosecute him?"
"He was off duty,
Commander. And the beverage in question had been sent to him by his family, as
a gift. In fact, he offered to share it with Ensign Pheytus."
"You offered to share it with him," said Burgoyne, feeling
more confused than before.
"That... was where the problem came from," sighed Yates.
"I was... not drunk, but a little tipsy, and I offered him some, and then
I said ... at least I think I said ..."
Burgoyne waited. Yates didn't continue. "I'm starting to lose
patience here," Burgoyne informed him. "What did you say?"
It was Pheytus who replied. "He said, 'Oh, wait, I really
shouldn't, because alcohol can damage a fetus.' And then he laughed and laughed
... and that's when I hit him."
"So you threw the first punch," Burgoyne said.
Pheytus, normally possessing a calm demeanor bordering on the supernal,
pointed with outrage at Yates. "He acted in a contemptuous fashion to my
name. Do you have any idea how seriously we Bolians take our names?"
"I'm beginning to get a feeling for it," Burgoyne said drily.
"So I had no choice in the matter."
Clearly wanting to take charge of the situation, Mitchell said,
"There's always a choice, Ensign."
But Pheytus said firmly, "No, sir. There isn't always. Among my
people, in this instance, there was absolutely no choice at all. I did what had
to be done. And with all respect, I very much doubt that Starfleet would
endorse the notion of my not living up to the demands my society puts upon
me."
"I'm feeling a bit put upon myself," Burgoyne muttered. S/he
glanced over at Doctor Selar, who was standing there with her arms folded and
clear disapproval on her face. "May I help you with something,
Doctor?"
She held up an epidermal patch kit. "Not at all, Commander, at
long as you do not care whether I remove their bruises or not."
Hir eyebrows knit a moment, and then Burgoyne said with an air of wry
amusement, "As a matter of fact, I do care.
Leave the bruises."
"What?"
"I said leave them," Burgoyne told her with growing certainty.
"I want them to keep the bruises, so that they have to explain them over
and over again. Until they're so sick of repeating it that it drives into them
both just how absurd this entire situation is, and how unacceptable their
behavior was."
Both Yates and Pheytus began to protest simultaneously, but Burgoyne
turned hir back to them, making it clear that s/he wasn't paying attention to
them. "Is there any reason they can't leave, aside from the skin
contusions?"
"None. I would frankly prefer they departed," Selar remarked.
"I am concerned their stupidity might turn airborne, like any other virus,
and contaminate my staff."
"You heard the doctor. You're both confined to your re-
spective quarters for the balance of your off-duty time. Pull something
like this again, you're going to be off-duty far longer than you bargained for.
Now get. Chief, a moment of your time," Burgoyne said to Mitchell.
Mitchell tilted his bearded, bushy head in acknowledgment as Pheytus and Yates
departed. Burgoyne drew hirself up, standing a good half a head over Mitchell. "Chief,
this is unacceptable."
"I know, I know," Mitchell said, sounding rather miserable.
"It's just... that name ..."
"I'm aware that having an ensign named 'fetus' has some amusement
value, but this has gone way too far," Burgoyne told him, shaking hir head
as s/he spoke. "This is Starfleet, for gods' sakes. We can't have
bickering over something as petty and inconsequential as a crewman's moniker,
no matter how unusual and unintentionally amusing that name might be. Work
with Lieutenant Beth and get a handle on this situation. If you see a similar
situation developing, I want to make sure you—"
"Abort it?" Mitchell expression was one of wide-eyed innocence.
Burgoyne winced. "Very droll," s/he said. Wanting to sound as
reasonable as possible, s/he tried a different tack. "Look... Craig ... I
don't want to make too big a production about this. I mean, hell, for the sake
of peaceful coexistence, I could bring in an entirely new engineering team if
I felt like it. But I don't want to do that. Do you know why?"
It was obviously an opening Mitchell couldn't resist. As deadpan as
before, he said, "Because you don't want to throw the baby out with the
bathwater?"
Burgoyne growled low in hir throat and was pleased to see Mitchell take
two steps back at the noise. "Chief... if this happens again, I'm going to
shoot you out a photon torpedo tube in your underwear. Leave. Now."
"Aye, sir," Mitchell said quickly, and bolted.
Burgoyne rubbed hir eyes and could practically feel
Selar's gaze drilling through hir neck. "Don't say it. Please
don't say it."
"You never should have accepted the post of first officer."
"So naturally she said it. What part of 'don't' was unclear?' Burgoyne
sighed.
"You were a better fit as chief engineer, Burgoyne," Selar
told hir firmly. "Your organizational skills were more suited to it.
Crewmen are not quite certain how to react to you in your new position of
authority, and in the meantime, your engineering crew is becoming unfocused and
obsessed with nonsense."
"Number one, they're neither unfocused nor obsessed,"
Burgoyne replied, turning to face Selar and trying to look even more annoyed
than s/he felt. "Number two, crewmen are reacting just fine, and number
three ..." S/he frowned. "What was the third thing?" "Organizational
skills."
"Right. The fact is that I'm perfectly organized as first officer.
The crew respects me—"
"Perhaps," Selar said neutrally. "That is open to
debate. What is not open to debate is that the engineering department is the
poorer without you."
S/he leaned against the edge of the bed. "It was never my goal to
fashion an engineering department incapable of acting without me there every
minute. If I can't appoint good people to step in and take over for me without
missing a beat, then I've failed miserably in my job. And by the way, why
aren't you on my side? You're the mother of my son. You're my mate."
"Is that what I am?" asked Selar. Despite the seriousness of
the discussion, there seemed to be the slightest twinkle in her eye, a faint
glimmer of genuine affection that she was always careful to let no one but
Burgoyne see. It was the closest that Burgoyne ever got to an admission of
love from her. "And where is it written that 'mates' must always be
aligned on all issues?"
"I'm just saying you could be a little more supportive, Selar.
That's all."
"I am supportive, Burgoyne, of that which I find supportable.
There may well be no one else on this vessel as familiar with you as I am, and
while I find Captain Calhoun's choice of first officer to be in keeping with
his famed sense of whimsy, I simply am unconvinced that you are the best person
for the job."
"Because, of course, not everyone is as fabulous as you at their
job."
"This is not about me," the doctor said.
"Oh, come on, Selar," Burgoyne said scornfully, although s/he
kept hir voice down so as not to attract undue and potentially annoying
attention from the others in the sickbay. "Even the most unassuming of
Vulcans holds up his or her race as the model for efficiency on other worlds.
And you are hardly an unassuming Vulcan. Admit it: You think I can't do as good
a job as first officer as you do in your position of CMO."
"It would be illogical of me to make surmises—"
"Ohhh, take a whack at illogic. Just for me. Just for
laughs."
"Logic is never 'for laughs,' " she informed him. "And
if you are insisting on total candor: Yes, I find it difficult to believe that
you could build an operation that would be on a par with what I have here. My
sickbay is efficient, tightly run ... a model of organizational mastery. I know
precisely where everything is, where it has been, and where it will go. Every
single person in this sickbay knows precisely what their place is, precisely
what their responsibilities are, and precisely how to carry them off to the
best of their potential. And now, if you will excuse me, it is time—right down
to the second—for me to begin my rounds. You see, Burgoyne? Organization is not
at all difficult. One simply has to be aware of everything around one. That
describes me perfectly. In the broad sense: I see everything."
She turned, started to walk away, and tripped and crashed
to the ground, going down in a tumble of arms and legs with a small
boy, who let out a yowl of protest.
Immediately several med techs were heading in the direction of the
mishap, but Burgoyne was already hauling the confused Selar to her feet. Still
lying on the ground, looking dazed and confused, was the boy she'd tripped
over. "Mook!" Burgoyne snapped out. "What are you doing
here?"
"Moke," the boy said, as one of the med techs stepped in and
easily righted him. "My name is Moke." His eyes were deep-set, his
skin still retaining the golden brown that had been baked into him from his
native sun, and his somewhat disheveled hair hung in ragged braids, which he
had not had trimmed.
"Where did you come from?" Selar demanded. She shook off
Burgoyne's help and picked up the medical utensils she had dropped.
"The planet Yakaba," Moke promptly replied. "My mother
died, and Mac adopted me as his son after—"
"I know all that," interrupted Selar. She did not come close
to losing her sanguine Vulcan exterior, but, nevertheless, her irritation with
herself and him was quite evident.
"Then why did you ask?"
Selar didn't quite seem to know what to say, so Burgoyne stepped in and
inquired, "Does Captain Calhoun know you're down here?"
"No."
"Then why are you down here?"
"I—" Moke glanced around nervously.
Selar, however, wasn't exactly in the mood to allow him to explain
himself. "Your reasons for being here are irrelevant," she said
flatly. "This is sickbay. If you are not sick, you should not be here.
This is not a playground. The fact that this is not a playground should be
easily discernible by the absence of climbing equipment, a merry-go-round, or a
seesaw."
"What are those?"
"Ask Captain Calhoun to explain it to you. Ask him in person when
you see him. Not here." She leaned down, almost bending her tall frame in
half so that she could be face to face with him. "Go. Away."
Moke's lower lip quivered ever so slightly, and then he turned and
bolted from sickbay. Burgoyne watched the door slide shut behind him, and then
turned and looked at Selar with obvious disapproval. "You could have
handled that better."
"You are correct. I could have simply picked him up and physically
removed him. It would have saved me twenty-nine point three seconds of
pointless discourse."
"You know something, Selar?" sighed Burgoyne. "There are
times when you make it very difficult for someone to love you."
"I am aware of these times," she said with no trace of sarcasm.
"They are called 'daytime' and 'nighttime.' "
" 'Physician, heal thyself.' "
"Meaning?"
'Take a guess."
"Vulcans do not guess," she told him.
Burgoyne was about to respond to that when hir corn-badge beeped.
"Burgoyne here," s/he said.
"Need you up here, Burgy," came Calhoun's voice. "We've
arrived at Thallon 21, and I need you to take the conn while Si Cwan and I go
down and have a nice chat with the planet's leaders."
"On my way, Captain. Burgoyne out."
S/he started to head out when Selar said abruptly, "Burgoyne."
The Hermat turned and waited. "Yes?"
Her face softened ever so slightly as she said, "I never said you
could not do a solid job as first officer. I am quite certain you will be more
than adequate to the task."
"Why, thank you, Selar," Burgoyne smiled slightly, displaying
hit sharp front teeth.
"Or, at the very least... adequate, if not more than. Yes ...
definitely adequate. Or as close to adequate as one can come."
Burgoyne sighed. "You just don't know when it's better to stop
talking, do you?"
"You," Selar informed him imperiously, "do not know how
fortunate you are that I truly am on your side."
Staring in amusement at Selar, Burgoyne said as s/he walked out,
"I'm almost ready to argue with the captain that I should go down to the
planet instead of him. My guess is, compared to you, reasoning with the Aerons
is going to be a snap."
11
AERON
when studying footage of old Earth history
back at the Academy, Calhoun remembered one image that had leaped out at him
from old Earth, circa the mid-twentieth century. It had been an angry
statesman, sitting at a long table, banging—of all things—his shoe on the
tabletop and howling about some outrage or another.
With that in mind, the captain was almost tempted to remove his shoe
and hand it to Burkitt, because the Aeron war-master certainly looked as if he
wanted to hammer something on the
table.
"We were attacked first, not they! This was our retaliatory
strike!" shouted Burkitt. "We are not the aggressors! The Markanians,
in addition to waging a physical war, are also waging a war of public
relations! A war of perception! And you are foolish enough to fall for
it!"
Calhoun bristled slightly, but he kept his calm high and his voice low.
He reminded himself that he was standing on
the surface of a backwater planet, facing nine scowling Aerons who
collectively referred to themselves as the Coun-selars. They were in a large
room in the imperial mansion, the nine of them seated around a sizable circular
table with a wide space in the middle. The edges of the table itself were
decorated with all manner of emblems that meant nothing to Calhoun, nor was he
in the mood at that moment to learn what they meant.
Calhoun was standing in the open area within the desk, and Si Cwan was
next to him. The Counselars had made it clear that they would not convene nor
speak with him at all unless he stayed in the "Place of Address,"
which was where he was standing at that moment. Calhoun did not particularly
want to be in the Place of Address. Just then, he'd have far preferred to be in
the Place of Beating the Crap out of the Counselars, had such a location
actually existed. Particularly he would have liked to obliterate the one
called Burkitt.
Burkitt was doing all the talking; apparently the others seemed content
to nod and smile grimly before deferring to him. They might as well not have
been in the room for all the contribution they were providing.
Burkitt, meantime, was displaying enough rage for a dozen warmasters.
"We received a communication from the Markanians ... they told us what
happened, why our justice-seekers did not return through the Gateway... the Markanians
were the most insufferable, smug collection of—" He became so overwrought
that he had to stop speaking for a moment to compose himself. When he did talk
again, it was with an overly exaggerated calm. "You have a ship, the same
as this Shelby person. You tell her to keep out of our affairs!"
Si Cwan and Calhoun exchanged a glance. "You know," Calhoun
said, "that is amusing on so many levels, I am not entirely sure of where
to begin."
"She is your woman, yes?" Burkitt said, eyes narrowed.
Surprised, but not wishing to let on, Calhoun said carefully, "In
the sense that we're married, but—"
"Then it is very simple: Control your woman!"
"Oh, good, I'm glad you said 'simple.' Here I thought it would be
difficult." His attention had been splintered because he'd been trying to
concentrate on all the Counselars at once. Now Calhoun decided to discard that
tactic and instead focused entirely on Burkitt. His gaze bored into Burkitt's,
and he was pleased to see mat the warmaster looked slightly taken aback by the
intensity of Calhoun's stare. It was nice to know he still possessed mat
intimidation factor that had always served him so well. "Let me make this
quite clear to you: Captain Shelby is a Starfleet officer, with the exact same
rights and privileges as I have. She is fully entitled to act in whatever
manner she sees fit, and it is certainly not my place to gainsay her. Further,
from what I'm understanding from Si Cwan ..." He looked to Si Cwan, and
the towering Thallonian nodded for him to continue. "From what I'm
understanding," repeated Calhoun, "Captain Shelby did nothing except
defend herself."
Burkitt walked back and forth. It was clear, considering how the gazes
of all the Counselars were upon him but they were not endeavoring to interrupt,
that he was speaking on all their behalf. "The fact that she was on the
planet surface at the time our troops attacked is ... slightly
unfortunate."
Calhoun bristled. "She could have been killed. I would hardly call
that 'slightly unfortunate.' "
Unbothered by the acerbic comment, Burkitt continued, "And her
actions went far beyond self-defense. If she had been concerned about her own
safety, she could simply have returned to her vessel via matter transport. She
did not do that. Instead she chose to render unconscious all of my
people!"
The truth was, Calhoun found that somewhat surprising as well. Shelby
had always been the first, and loudest, to maintain the sanctity of the Prime
Directive. Technically, since this was an interracial dispute, the argument
could be
made that she should have stayed the hell out of it. Nevertheless, not
the slightest flicker of doubt passed over his face as he said firmly,
"Starfleet captains have a certain amount of latitude. Obviously Captain
Shelby felt that the situation warranted her taking more extreme measures to
control it, rather than running away from it." "She had no business
doing it!"
"By that logic," Si Cwan spoke up, in that manner he had that
sounded both disarmingly casual and yet dangerous, "Captain Calhoun has no
business stepping in now, at your behest. He would be well-advised to stay out
of it, too, would he not?"
"We are seeking your help in order to balance the scales."
'Two wrongs don't make a right," Calhoun replied easily.
"Furthermore, before I do any balancing, provide any help, or do anything
except laugh in your face and tell you that you got precisely, no more and no
less, than what you deserved, I strongly suggest that you reconsider your
approach to the matter." "How dare y—!"
Calhoun's tone turned to ice. "Reconsider it. Now." Burkitt's
face darkened. "I am the Warmaster of Aeron!" "And I am the
Warlord of Xenex," shot back Calhoun, never coming close to losing his
cool. "I've spent my life conducting campaigns, while you've been sitting
here on Thallon 21, spoiling for a fight and accomplishing nothing otherwise.
And suddenly someone has handed you a potential weapon that you know little
about and care even less about, except where it will serve to gratify your
dreams of war and glory. So I would respectfully suggest that none of you attempt to cross swords with
me, verbally or physically. Instead it will be to all our advantage to be
reasonable with one another, before the situation deteriorates to the point
where I would have to beat you senseless."
Burkitt, rage seizing every muscle, rose from his seat,
trembling, bare inches away from Calhoun. There were calls of warning
from the suddenly nervous Counselars, but he ignored them. "Defend
yourself, sir," he snarled.
Calhoun's arm moved snake-fast. Burkitt never saw it coming. The fist
hit him square in the temple, snapping his head around, momentarily halting the
supply of blood to his brain. Burkitt still managed to stand for a moment,
wavering like a great tree in the wind, and then he crashed to the floor.
There was a stunned silence in the chamber, during which Si Cwan looked
quite mildly at Calhoun and said, "You're slowing down."
"Am IT'
"I actually saw the punch. Usually it's too fast for me to
spot."
"Age comes to us all," Calhoun sighed. He looked down at the
insensate warmaster and then said to the rest of the Counselars, "Shall
we wait until he comes to and then try again?" He got a uniform nodding of
heads for his answer, and smiled thinly. "Very well, then. Got anything to
drink around here?"
In his private office in the Counselar's building, Burkitt lowered the
cold pack that he was holding to his head. He handed it off to a rather
fierce-looking officer standing next to him, who had been introduced as
Commander Gragg. Burkitt looked up at Si Cwan and Calhoun, touching the side of
his head gingerly. "How bad does it look?"
"Discolored," said Calhoun. "If you'd like, I could pummel
the rest of your face so that it'll all match."
Gragg immediately started to take a defensive posture, interposing
himself between Calhoun and Burkitt. But Burkitt laughed softly, and then
winced as the laughter caused him some mild pain. "I'll pass on that, if
it's all the same to you." He put the cold pack back on his face. "I
am many things, Captain, but a fool is not one of them. Nor am I unwilling to
admit when I've encountered someone who could best me.
made that she should have stayed the hell out of it. Nevertheless, not
the slightest flicker of doubt passed over his face as he said firmly, "Starfleet
captains have a certain amount of latitude. Obviously Captain Shelby felt that
the situation warranted her taking more extreme measures to control it, rather
than running away from it." "She had no business doing it!"
"By that logic," Si Cwan spoke up, in that manner he had that
sounded both disarmingly casual and yet dangerous, "Captain Calhoun has no
business stepping in now, at your behest. He would be well-advised to stay out
of it, too, would he not?"
"We are seeking your help in order to balance the scales."
"Two wrongs don't make a right," Calhoun replied easily.
"Furthermore, before I do any balancing, provide any help, or do anything
except laugh in your face and tell you that you got precisely, no more and no
less, than what you deserved, I strongly suggest that you reconsider your
approach to the matter." "How dare y—!"
Calhoun's tone turned to ice. "Reconsider it. Now." Burkitt's
face darkened. "I am the Warmaster of Aeron!" "And I am the
Warlord of Xenex," shot back Calhoun, never coming close to losing his
cool. "I've spent my life conducting campaigns, while you've been sitting
here on Thallon 21, spoiling for a fight and accomplishing nothing otherwise.
And suddenly someone has handed you a potential weapon that you know little
about and care even less about, except where it will serve to gratify your
dreams of war and glory. So I would respectfully suggest that none of you attempt to cross swords with
me, verbally or physically. Instead it will be to all our advantage to be
reasonable with one another, before the situation deteriorates to the point
where I would have to beat you senseless." Burkitt, rage seizing every
muscle, rose from his seat,
trembling, bare inches away from Calhoun. There were calls of warning
from the suddenly nervous Counselars, but he ignored them. "Defend
yourself, sir," he snarled.
Calhoun's arm moved snake-fast. Burkitt never saw it coming. The fist
hit him square in the temple, snapping his
head around, momentarily halting the supply of blood to his brain. Burkitt
still managed to stand for a moment, wavering like a great tree in the wind,
and then he crashed to the floor.
There was a stunned silence in the chamber, during which Si Cwan looked quite mildly at Calhoun and
said, "You're slowing down." "Am I?"
"I actually saw the punch. Usually it's too fast for me to
spot."
"Age conies to us all," Calhoun sighed. He looked down at the
insensate warmaster and then said to the rest of the Counselars, "Shall
we wait until he conies to and then try again?" He got a uniform nodding
of heads for his answer, and smiled thinly. "Very well, then. Got anything
to drink around here?"
In his private office in the Counselar's building, Burkitt
lowered the cold pack that he was holding to his head. He
handed it off to a
rather fierce-looking officer standing next
to him, who had been introduced
as Commander Gragg.
Burkitt looked up at Si Cwan and Calhoun, touching the side
of his head gingerly.
"How bad does it look?"
"Discolored," said Calhoun. "If you'd like, I could pummel
the rest of your face so that it'll all match."
Gragg immediately started to take a defensive posture, interposing
himself between Calhoun and Burkitt. But Burkitt laughed softly, and then
winced as the laughter caused him some mild pain. "I'll pass on that, if
it's all the same to you." He put the cold pack back on his face. "I
am many things, Captain, but a fool is not one of them. Nor am I unwilling to
admit when I've encountered someone who could best me.
You are a true warrior. I do not see how I could reasonably resent you
on that basis."
"I appreciate that," replied Calhoun.
"You certainly have a direct manner about you."
Calhoun shrugged. "That's the way I am. I see a problem and I tend
to try and cut through extraneous garbage in order to solve it. I certainly
hope I haven't caused you to lose face."
"Lose? No. Acquire a swollen one, perhaps, but that is my doing,
not yours. Nor should you be concerned about the perceptions of the Counselars.
They fear me. Because you so easily dispatched me, they do not fear me
less___"
"They just fear me more?"
"Correct, Captain."
"Unfortunately," Si Cwan said, with a slight sideways glance
at Calhoun, "discussions and negotiations are not best conducted in an
atmosphere of fear. It is imperative that we convey that message to your
Counselars."
"So we are going to discuss and negotiate," said Burkitt,
looking somewhat cheered. "Over how you're going to help us... ?"
"I didn't promise that," Calhoun reminded him. He was feeling
far more relaxed than before, as he usually did when he felt solidly in control
of a situation. By the same token, he certainly wasn't going to make the
mistake of thinking that everything was a-okay. Taking control was one thing;
maintaining it required an entirely different set of skills. Fortunately
enough, Calhoun was confident that he possessed both.
Burkitt took a long, unsteady breath and then let it out much the same
way. "Captain ... we simply seek parity. We seek justice. It doesn't
matter how one might wish to talk one's way around this. Nor does it matter how
many times you can render me unconscious with a lucky punch—"
"Lucky punch?" Calhoun sounded
extremely put-off.
"The irrefutable point," he continued, "is that the
Markanians started this. They launched the vicious sneak attack.
They are the ones who annihilated most of our imperial family. We are
simply seeking to retrieve that which we lost."
"You cannot bring back the dead, no matter how hard you try,"
Si Cwan pointed out.
"No. No, attacking the Markanians will not bring back the dead,
that much is true. However," he continued more forcefully, "it will
help restore to life the dispirited nature of my people. Their welfare, both
physical and mental, hangs in the balance."
Calhoun was glancing around Burkitt's office. There were portraits and
busts of what he presumed to be famed Aeron soldiers and officers, men and
women of war throughout the ages. It etched Burkitt's personality ever more
clearly for Calhoun. This was someone who dreamed of greatness, and who wasn't
going to let a little thing such as common sense get in the way.
Apparently Si Cwan was thinking the same thing, because he took a step
forward and said, softly but firmly, "War between your people will solve
nothing, Burkitt. You did not know that when we first separated the two of you.
Have you not acquired that simple bit of wisdom in the intervening years?"
"If your Federation were attacked," said Burkitt,
"would you simply accept the attack
and not strike back?"
"We would try and respond in a way that would not make i matters
worse," Calhoun said. "And we would not allow our- selves to be
used." "We are not being
used."
"That is not what I hear," said Si Cwan. "My understand-
ing is that you cooperate with a being named Smyt. One who is enabling you to
operate with technology you should not have, and have no right to utilize. Is
that true?"
"We have as much right as the Markanians!"
"Don't you see?" asked Calhoun, working to keep his frustration
well under control. "That's what this Smyt is focusing on. He is playing
the two of you, one against the other."
"I do not believe that to be so," Burkitt said so carefully
that it was painfully clear to Calhoun that that was exactly what Burkitt
believed, except he was too proud to admit it. "Furthermore, whatever the
motivation of Smyt... and how did you learn of him, anyway?"
"Oh, you'd be amazed what
eight other Counselars would be willing to volunteer while they're watching
their warmaster sleep off a right cross," Calhoun said blandly.
"Ah. Very well, as I was saying—whatever Smyt's motivation, it is
beside the point now. We must show the Markanians that we are not to be trifled
with."
"What you 'must' do," said Calhoun, "is turn Smyt, and
his Gateway device, over to us."
"On what grounds?" demanded Burkitt. "His actions, and
ours, are no crime against the Federation, and the Thallonian Empire is
fallen."
"Yes, thank you for reminding me of that," Si Cwan said
dryly.
Burkitt continued, "You do not have the authority to make demands
of us, one way or the other. You came here, and we have welcomed you to our
world. We have asked for your aid. Provide it or do not, that is entirely up to
you. But do not act as if you can bark orders at us and we are obliged to obey,
because we both know that is not the reality of the situation. Now ... you
could, of course, overpower us and try to take what you wish. Is that what you
intend to do?"
For the briefest of moments, Calhoun considered saying "Yes,"
just to see the expression on the warmaster's face. But before he could decide
whether to give in to the impulse or not, Si Cwan stepped in. "Although we
may not have authority in this matter... the simple truth is that you do not,
either."
"I disagree. I am warmaster, one of the Counselars—"
"Whose power is superceded by the imperial family," Si
Cwan reminded him. "The family may have suffered heavy losses, but
one of them remains alive."
'True, but Tsana is not functional."
"We would like to see her and determine that for ourselves."
"That is unacceptable."
"Unacceptable?" It was now Calhoun who spoke up. There was
something about Burkitt's attitude that was starting to sound alarm bells in
his head. Up until that point he was willing to chalk it up to nationalistic
pride, but now it seemed as if Burkitt was—and there was no other way to look
at it—trying to cover something up. "Warmaster, if you refuse to let us
see Tsana, we are going to be forced to the conclusion that you and the
Counselars have, in some manner, usurped control of this world, and that you
have done so over the body of a young girl. That will fall under my discretion
as captain to attend to, and although the Prime Directive may have something to
say about whether or not I can get officially involved, I assure you, I will
personally get involved. And you will not like how I do so."
"Are you threatening me?"
"Yes. Is it working?"
'To perfection," said Burkitt, sounding surprisingly agreeable to
Calhoun. "I have nothing to hide, Captain, and certainly that nothing is
not worth getting into a squabble over." He turned and said to Gragg,
"Commander... lead our esteemed guests to Tsana, if you would."
"Yes, sir," Gragg said, drawing himself up and saluting
smartly.
Calhoun and Si Cwan followed
Gragg outside. Calhoun tossed a glance over his shoulder at the warmaster, who
was keeping a pleasant expression plastered on his face. Calhoun didn't trust
it for a moment.
They went down a courtyard, across a square, and walked to a remarkable
looking structure that Calhoun correctly took to be the imperial mansion. It
was a gorgeous day, the sun warm and temperate, and well-groomed foliage lush.
It
did not remotely fit Calhoun's preconception of what a warlike planet
should be like. Then again, he was guided mainly by his personal experience. He
had his native Xenex in mind, a hard and not particularly charitable world.
Furthermore, although the people of Aeron may have passionately desired war,
it was not yet reflected in the reality of the world around them. They had been
attacked, they had struck back, but it had all been quick and brutal and very
contained. And, ideally, it was something that Calhoun would be able to
short-circuit before it went much further.
Furthermore, he hoped that Soleta would be able to make his job a bit
easier. Before he'd even come down, he'd ordered the Excalibur science officer to start
sensor-sweeping the planet to try and pick up the energy signature of the Gateway.
He wasn't sure how long-lasting it was, and whether it would be detectable if
the thing wasn't on. Then again, they might have a good chance at detecting it
if it went into use. Or they might not It was so difficult to know what was
what when it came to this very alien technology. For a moment he was nostalgic
for his days as a Xenexian warlord. It was much simpler then. The enemy came to
them, and they kept killing them until the enemy stopped coming. For all the
credit he received for liberating his homeworld, it really didn't boil down to
much more than that.
Once inside the imperial mansion, Calhoun immediately saw the damage
that had been sustained during the raid. Blast marks, pedestals where statues
had no doubt once stood. Walking past one room, his nostrils flared slightly,
and he glanced hi to see exactly what he thought he would: very faint blood
stains on the wall. Burkitt noticed that he'd stopped walking, and drew up
alongside him. "It's always difficult to get those out," he said neutrally.
Calhoun nodded, but said nothing else.
They kept walking until they got to a room outside which two guards
were standing. They made eye contact with
Gragg, who nodded and gestured with his head that they should stand
aside. Both of them looked with extreme suspicion at Calhoun and even more
suspicion at Si Cwan. Calhoun couldn't blame them. Indeed, he approved. If you
couldn't count on guards to be suspicious, what was the point of there being
guards?
Calhoun had no idea what to expect when he entered the room, but what
he saw made his heart lurch. A young girl, certainly no more than ten or so
Earth years old. She looked like she was asleep... except she wasn't. Her eyes
were wide open, as if she was caught on the edge of wakefulness but couldn't
quite get past that point. Her arms were crisscrossed across her chest, her
legs curled up and tucked under them. She was breathing shallowly.
"We inject nutrients into her," Burkitt said softly. "So
she is neither dehydrating nor starving. Otherwise, though, she is
unreachable."
Calhoun walked over toward her, realizing as he did that
he was holding his breath, as if afraid to wake someone
sleeping lightly. He crouched in
front of her and snapped his
fingers a few times. Nothing. Not the slightest stirring. She
might just as well have been a
porcelain doll. Every so often
her eyes would lower in a slow
blink, but that, along with the
slight breathing, were the only signs of life.
"I've never seen someone in such deep shock," said Si Cwan.
"She witnessed things that no child should have to witness. She
has retreated as far from them as she possibly can, short of taking her own
life. For all we know, if she had the opportunity to do so, she would."
Burkitt shook his head sadly. "I only wish I knew whether she is, in fact,
hiding from the events that she witnessed ... or whether her poor mind is
trapped into a cycle of reexperiencing it. If it's the latter... well,
certainly not the most vile sinner imaginable should deserve such a fate, don't
you think?"
}• Si Cwan was standing
behind him, and he said gravely, "Can we do anything, Captain?"
"You? Me? No ... but..."
"But what?" asked Burkitt.
Calhoun straightened up. "I'd like Dr. Selar from my vessel to
take a look at her. Come down here or, better yet, bring her up to
sickbay."
"Impossible,"
The flat denial came not from Burkitt, but from someone behind him who
had just entered. He was tall and cadaverous and had an arrogance about him
that Calhoun immediately found off-putting. "Impossible, I say."
"Yes, I heard you the first time."
"Who do you think you are?" said the newcomer, and he
actually took a step toward Calhoun. For a moment, Calhoun was sorry he hadn't
brought Kebron down with him. The mere presence of the massive Brikar security
guard was enough to put down any thought of threats from most people. Indeed,
if Shelby had still been serving as first officer, she'd have insisted on
Calhoun having a security escort just as a matter of form. Calhoun's boundless
confidence in bis ability to defend himself was leaving him open to strangers
thinking they could do whatever the hell they wanted.
All of this quickly became moot, however, when Si Cwan interposed
himself between the newcomer and Calhoun. The man was clearly taken aback; Cwan
was eye to eye with him, and apparently he wasn't used to someone being as tall
as he. Si Cwan had moved with impressive grace and minimal effort. One minute
he'd been standing nearby, the next he was blocking the man's path, and it
hadn't even seemed like he'd taken a step.
The man gasped. "A Thallonian!"
"Not 'a' Thallonian. The Thallonian,"
said Cwan, allowing himself a bit of self-satisfaction. Calhoun, smiling to
himself, couldn't blame him. "I am Ambassador Si Cwan,
formerly of the Royal House of Thallon, currently attached to the
starship Excalibur. That,"
and he inclined his head toward Mac, "is Captain Mackenzie Calhoun,
thwarter of the Black Mass, nemesis of the Redeemers, he who has returned from
the dead and has been worshipped by some as a mes-siah. And you are—?"
"Tazelok," he said, his voice uneven as he clearly tried to
rally to the occasion. "Head of the Healer's Hall."
"A doctor."
"Not 'a' doctor, the doctor,"
he corrected, endeavoring to mimic Si Cwan's voice from moments before, and not
doing a half-bad job. "And Tsana is my patient, under my care, and you
will not remove her."
"Why, Tazelok?" asked Calhoun. "Concerned that my people
will help her where yours failed? Valuing your repu-tation and self-esteem
above her best interests?"
Tazelok bristled in such a way that Calhoun instantly knew he was
exactly right in his supposition... not that Tazelok would remotely admit to
it. "I am her healer. I was personally selected by our Hall."
"I don't care if you were personally selected by an eighty-foot
flaming hand from on high," said Calhoun. 'This girl's been insensate
since the attack, so I'm told. Whatever you're doing for her obviously isn't
helping."
"Are you a healer, sir?" he asked stiffly.
"By profession, no. It's more like a hobby."
"Well, I take my responsibilities very seriously, sir. Very
seriously, as do my brethren. If you attempt to bring your medical personnel
here to poke and prod this poor child, it will be nothing less than die deepest
insult to our Hall. We will not stand for it."
"You won't? What will you do?" asked Calhoun, genuinely
curious.
"Captain, a moment of your time, please," Burkitt interrupted
softly. Calhoun stepped toward him as Si Cwan re-
mained face-to-face with Tazelok. Lowering his voice even more, Burkitt
said, "We have a delicate balance here on Aeron. There are a variety of
Halls, and we of the Counselars have to respect them all and treat them with
due deference. Otherwise we would be enveloped in chaos."
"Chaos?" Calhoun couldn't quite believe what he was hearing.
"Burkitt, you are currently sending your people headlong toward a war. You
have absolutely no concept of what 'chaos' is until you're thrust into one of
those."
"Be that as it may, I am asking you to respect our political
situation."
"And you think maintaining your political situation is more
important than the welfare of that young girl?"
"I have to keep the big picture in mind, Captain. Certainly a man
in your position can understand that philosophy."
Calhoun considered it a moment, and then slowly nodded. "Yes. Yes,
I can. Very well." He headed back toward Si Cwan and said briskly,
"Ambassador... we've done all we can here."
"Have we?" asked Si Cwan. He sounded a bit surprised.
"Yes, we have. Warmaster Burkitt... I will be in touch with Captain Shelby
on the Trident. I will explain to
her the nature of her ... error ... and request that she cease and desist
involving herself in your interplanetary squabbles."
"You have no idea how much we appreciate that, Captain,"
Burkitt said. He looked like he was deflating slightly, so great was his
relief.
"Shelby's a... young captain. Young captains are prone to try and
bend or break the rules. Ignore procedure in favor of their own instincts. They
can be very, very difficult to control. Very difficult. We at Starfleet depend
upon individuals such as yourself to keep us apprised of any wrongdoings on
the part of our officers, so we can take proper actions."
I have no desire to cost her her command," Burkitt said, striking
a conciliatory note. "I just want her to keep her distance."
"I'll attend to it. Tell me, Warmaster," and he rested a
friendly hand on Burkitt's shoulder, "do you feel as if I've treated you
as a valued customer?"
"Yes. Yes, I do," said Burkitt, pleased. He glanced at Gragg
in a manner that seemed to say, See? You
simply stand firm with these people, and they'll respect you for it.
"Well, good. That's our aim at Starfleet." He tapped the
combadge, the pleasant expression still on his face. "Calhoun to Excalibur." "Excalibur,
Burgoyne here."
"Burgoyne..."
It was at that moment that Calhoun paused less than half a second. In
that half second, some-thing in Calhoun's demeanor—in his voice, something—
obviously tipped off Burkitt, for his eyes narrowed in suspi-cion and he
started to take a warning step toward Calhoun. And then Calhoun fired off the next
words, "Emergency transport, three to beam out. Energize."
Even as he spoke, he grabbed up Tsana in his arms as if she weighed
nothing. He backpedaled, cradling Tsana, Cwan leaping to his side. "Guards!" bellowed Burkitt even
as he went for his gun.
Too slow. Calhoun lashed out with his booted foot, snagging the edge
of Tsana's bed with his toe and kicking the bed directly at Tazelok. Tazelok
lunged to get out of the way; unfortunately, the lunge was too powerful and
Tazelok stumbled into Burkitt, both of them falling. Burkitt started to
scramble to his feet, the sounds of running feet were pound-ing down the
hallway, and everything was happening so quickly. That was when the
distinctive whine of transporter beams enveloped Calhoun, Si Cwan,
and the unconscious Tsana.
"Calhoun! " bellowed Burkitt in
frustration.
"Just trying not to lose sight of the big picture!" Calhoun
called back to him, and the three of them sparkled out of existence in a burst
of transporter particles.
"He ... he kidnapped her!" stammered Tazelok. And then his
confusion turned to ire, and he pointed a quavering finger at Burkitt and
snarled, "Do something!"
Burkitt stared at him with open incredulity for a moment. Then he faced
the empty air that had been occupied by three bodies moments before and,
mustering all his authority, pointed angrily at the vacant space and said, "Come back here!"
The air did not seem intimidated by his stridency. He looked back at
Tazelok and inquired, "Any other suggestions?"
Tazelok sighed.
12 TRIDENT
M''RESS SIGHED.
Caitia was just as she remembered it. The ground thick and sandy, the
air warm, the perpetual gentle breeze that tended
to shift direction, but never blew with any real ferocity. And the
people—everywhere, her fellow Caitians. It reminded her
of the clumsiness of
the vast majority of the humans, or pretty much every other species, she met.
She had gotten
used to it, and no longer
dwelled on the fact that when humans walked, they did so with big, wide
strides as if to an-nounce to the entire cosmos, "Look at me, here I am,
notice me!" This was as opposed to M'Ress and her fellow Caitians, who
walked with elegant delicacy, one foot in front of the other, sliding through
the world as if they were moving across glass. When Caitians walked, you never
heard their footfall. If it weren't for their acute ability to scent things,
and consequently know that someone was behind them, they would very likely be
forever startling one another.
The buildings were low to the ground, which was sensible, since her
home village was prone to the occasional earthquake. M'Ress blended in
perfectly, and all her old friends were walking past her and greeting her by
name. At least, they sort of looked like her old friends. They were as close to
her recollections as she could make them, and for all she knew the voices
weren't quite right or the looks were a bit off. But they were the best she
could do.
But the scents ... dammit, the scents were all wrong. No, not just
wrong: missing. Every time someone else would approach her, and look like an
old friend and greet her by name, her nostrils would flare, and the utter
absence of reality as defined by her olfactory resources would bring her up
short. And then, just like mat, a scent leaped out at her, so distinctive and
so abrupt that it was almost like a physical thing. Startled, she looked
around, knowing what she was going to see before she saw him.
"Quick reflexes," said Lieutenant Commander Gleau. The Elf
had gotten startlingly close to her without alerting her to his presence. She
found that just a bit disconcerting.
"What are you doing here?" she demanded, and then instantly
regretted her tone. Her tail twitching, she said, "I mean, not that you
shouldn't be here ... you're directly over me in the chain of command, you can
be anywhere you want, so you don't... I mean ..."
"Calm down, M'Ress, good heavens," said Gleau, his gleaming
eyes seeming to dance in amusement. "Don't be so jumpy." He was
looking around. Passing Caitians gave him interested looks, but kept walking.
"I was just trying to see how good a job we'd done. I was one of the
programmers who helped put this scenario together for you, off your
specs." "You ... you were?"
"Yes, of course," he said mildly. "I mean, you're not exactly
accustomed to our holodeck technology, are you? It would have been a bit much
to expect you to program some-
thing so specific and custom-made with a tech that's so new to you. And
since you'd been assigned to my department, I thought this would be a way of
making you feel a bit more at home."
M'Ress didn't know what to say. "That's... that's so sweet,"
she finally managed to get out. She felt a low purr in her chest and promptly
stopped it; she didn't want to give the wrong impression.
He spread his arms wide, taking in the entirety of the Caitian city.
"So how did I do?"
It's wrong, it's all wrong. It's like watching
phantoms, ghosts of the dead walking through the land of the living. It's a
cruel reminder of all that I've lost, and it saddens me more than I can find
words to express.
"It's wonderful," she said. "It's like stepping back
through time."
"Good," he smiled. "I'm glad."
"But... I shouldn't be
here," she said quickly. "I should be back on scanning duty."
"M'Ress, you worked through three straight shifts," he reminded
her. "We haven't yet turned up any signs of some-thing 'non-Markanian,' as
the captain put it. We can't be expected
to work round the clock."
"But—"
"No 'buts,' " he said firmly, raising a scolding finger.
"If you work yourself into a stupor, you could find a non- Markanian
bioreading the size of a meteor and still not recognize it for what it is.
Sooner or later, you run into the law of diminishing returns. You're supposed
to go back on duty in..."
"Four hours," she said.
"Four hours. At the very least, you may want to go back to your
quarters and get some bed rest."
"Would you like to join me?" blurted out M'Ress, even as,
inwardly, she was horrified to hear herself say it. Gods,
what will he think of you? He's your superior
officer, and you haven't worked with him all that long, and... gods!
Gleau laughed softly at that, and for a moment M'Ress felt totally
mortified, because not only had she just made a fool of herself, but clearly
the thought of interest from her was so ludicrous that he was laughing at it.
Then he said, "It's an interesting notion, but I suspect that if I joined
you, we wouldn't get much rest in the bed."
She felt slightly dizzy, and there was a light buzzing in the back of
her head, all of which translated into a soft laugh that actually sounded
kittenish. Suddenly feeling emboldened, she said, "Well, Mr. Spock used
to say that there are always possibilities...."
He shook his head, looking impressed. "I keep forgetting the
caliber of people you've worked with. Probably because you certainly don't show
your age." He paused, and then added, "That was a little joke."
M'Ress obediently laughed.
"In any event," Gleau said, "some rest for you. Then
when you go back on shift, we hit the scanners again, and this time I bet we
find something."
"I bet you're right," M'Ress said, suddenly more cheered than
she had been in ages. Amazing how just one person can make you feel as if you
actually belonged. Then she looked around. "How do we get out of here
ag—oh! Right. Uhm ... close program!" Caitia
remained serenely right where it was. Gleau chuckled even as he said, "End
program." Caitia promptly blinked out. "Thank you," she said.
He took her hand and touched her knuckles to his forehead. "It
was my pleasure. And, M'Ress ... I fully understand the adjustments you're
trying to make. Would you like to know something that is antithetical to the
Elf philosophy?" Without waiting for her to say "yes," he
continued,
"Loneliness. Isolation. To us, it is simply wrong. There are far
too many intelligent beings out there ever to excuse the feeling mat one is
alone. We Elves believe in crowds. The more, the better. So, as long as I am
aboard this vessel, never be concerned that you are alone."
"Thank you," she said again, the words feeling so inadequate.
He smiled, turned, and walked out of the holodeck, now filled only with
the typical glowing lines crisscrossing the floors, walls, and ceilings. And
M'Ress couldn't help but notice at that moment that he walked like a Caitian,
one foot delicately in front of the other.
This century is starting to look marginally better, she
thought
Shelby sat up in bed, bleary-eyed, as the chime buzzed insistently at
her door. / used to be able to sleep an
entire night, she thought bleakly. Why
did I want this job again? She drew the bedclothes around her as she
called out, "Yes?"
The doors hissed open and she blinked against the relative glare of the
corridor. Standing framed in the doorway was Mueller, in full uniform, arms
folded. "My God, Kat, don't you ever sleep?" asked Shelby.
"No," Mueller said so matter-of-factly that Shelby was
hard-pressed to determine whether Mueller was kidding or not. "There's
trouble down on Thallon 18."
Shelby was immediately alert. "What sort of trouble?"
"We're detecting energy bursts, flashes in the main city..."
"Aeron?"
"No," Mueller said. "Discharge readings are wrong. We're
talking local weaponry. There's some sort of major fighting going on, and as
near as we can tell, it's an internal dispute, being backed up by some
heavy-duty firepower."
"Give me five minutes," said Shelby, tossing the bedclothes
off.
"As you wish. But you'll only require three," Mueller told
her, and she walked away as the doors slid closed behind her.
"Insufferable know-it-all," muttered Shelby. Three minutes later Shelby
strode out onto the bridge. The night shift was still on, but Arex was working
double-duty at tactical. Gleau, whose physiology allowed him to work
eighteen-hour shifts (and sometimes more if he felt like it; he seemed
impervious to exhaustion) was at the science station, operating the scanners
and frowning. Shelby looked at him and couldn't help but think that a face that
stunningly gorgeous should never have so much as the slightest crease, the
mildest grimace in it, lest it mar its loveliness with unsightly lines for all
times. Then she wondered why the hell her mind was going in that direction and
chalked it up to being awoken early. Mueller, seated in the command chair,
yielded it to Shelby as soon as the captain arrived. "Status?" she
said.
"The energy discharges seem to have tapered off," Gleau
informed her.
Mueller said, "We have been endeavoring to raise the Ruling
Council, with no success...."
Suddenly Arex said, "I'm receiving a hail from the Ruling Council
of Markania."
Mueller's lips thinned slightly. "Go ahead, make a liar out of
me," she murmured.
"What time is it down there?"
"Middle of the night," Arex told her.
"Hmmm," said Shelby thoughtfully, getting an uneasy feeling
in the pit of her stomach. "Something tells me whatever's going on, it's
a bit outside of standard business hours. All right, Lieutenant: Put them on
screen."
The viewscreen wavered for a moment, and Shelby was not overly
surprised when someone other than Furvus, Vine-
cia, or Clebe appeared on it. It was a slightly younger member of the
Markanian race. He still had the "madness of leadership" in his
eyes, just as he had earlier. "Greetings, Trident,"
he said.
"Greetings, Ebozay," she replied with a distinct lack of
enthusiasm. "My understanding is that this message purported to be from
the Ruling Council." "It is. The new
Ruling Council."
"I see. And would it be too much to hope mat I might speak to one
or more of the representatives with whom I've already established diplomatic
ties?"
She fully expected the response to be a resounding "no,"
but much to her surprise, Ebozay shrugged as if the request
was the most natural, and easily accommodated, in the
world. "Not too much at
all," he said easily. He looked off
to the side. "Furvus ...
the captain desires to speak with
you."
The pessimist in Shelby thought
that they'd wind up bringing in Furvus's corpse as some sort of twisted
game, but no, there he was. He seemed
unharmed, although that in and of itself didn't necessarily mean anything.
"Are you all right, Furvus?" she asked.
"As well as can
be expected." He actually sounded slightly amused. "We've had... a
bit of an incident down here." "Incident?" she echoed
tonelessly. "Ebozay and his... rather sizable number of followers ...
have made it clear that they are dissatisfied with our leadership.
The discussion turned a bit... violent. But I am pleased to say that all is
well at the moment."
Shelby felt the hair prickling on the back of her neck. This was so
calm, so matter-of-fact, it was like speaking to an au-tomoton. "Define
'well,' if you would."
"Well, Captain, it has always been my philosophy that one should
never overstay one's welcome. And it has been made quite clear, to myself and
my associates, that our pres-
ence on the Ruling Council is no longer desirable. My fellow
Markanians wish to go in a different direction—"
"Straight to hell, no doubt," Mueller said very softly.
Shelby ignored it, but privately agreed with the assessment.
"—and they felt that we were not the ones to guide them that way.
So, after a brief consultation with my associates, we elected to step down
voluntarily, rather than force a general ... election."
"Election? Or war?" asked Shelby, with no trace of amusement.
Ebozay, who had been standing to the side of the image on the screen,
drifted closer to Furvus and smiled as if he found the entire matter to be
hugely entertaining. "What is an election, Captain, but a war fought with
words instead of armament?"
"As I said, Captain, all is well," continued Furvus with a
glance toward Ebozay that seemed a rather nervous one. 'Truthfully, I prefer
it. My position was becoming somewhat stressful... my mate was complaining
that I never see her... you know how it is ..."
"I have some small familiarity with that," she said quietly.
"Frankly, I can use the rest that this, uhm ... early retirement
will provide me. And really ... it seems the only reasonable choice, Captain.
Consider, if you will: I have been a staunch advocate of the ways of peace.
Would I not be putting the he to all my philosophies, my very way of life, if I
were to make a precipitous decision that would lead to fighting? Well? Would I
not?"
"Yes, I suppose you would," Shelby said. She knew what she
had to say next, and she was determined to be as judicious as possible in
saying it. "Of course, you do realize that—if you had a personal
problem..."
But he raised a hand, stopping her before she could really
get started. "I know what you're suggesting, Captain. You are
trying to tell me—in as cryptic a manner as you can— that if I am in peril of
my life, you will provide me sanctuary on your vessel. That is very generous of
you, but I assure you, such is not the case."
"He speaks truly, Captain," said Ebozay, and although the
general air of superiority was still there, there was also an air
of—annoying—sincerity. "The former Ruling Council members provide no
threat to me or my peers. There was some ... initial resistance ... from those
who were unwilling to accede to our view of things, but that spirited disagreement
is now over."
"'Spirited disagreement'?" Shelby couldn't quite believe the
double-talk that she was hearing. "Is that how you characterize weapons
discharge?"
"You have very skilled detection equipment," Ebozay said,
unperturbed. "However, Captain, I do believe that how we choose to settle
disputes internally is really none of your concern. Am I correct?" Without
waiting for her to respond, he continued, "In fact.. . it's my belief, as
new head of the Ruling Council of Markania, that your presence, as requested
by the previous Ruling Council, is no
longer required. So, you may be on your way to wherever
it is you go when you're not
harassing worlds that don't want you."
"I don't do well with
being dismissed out of hand,
Ebozay," Shelby said icily.
"Really? Then perhaps I'd
best contact your Federation and tell them that you appear to be in violation
of... what is mat rule ... ?" he inquired of Furvus.
"The Prime Directive," Furvus told him in a low voice.
"Yes, that's right, the Prime Directive. Noninterference.
As long as you're in orbit around our world, Captain, it
seems to me that you're on the verge of interfering. After all,
you might lose your temper and do something rash, such as
beam me out into space as an array of free-floating molecules. Can't
have that."
As options go, it's looking better and better, she thought, but
wisely restrained herself. Instead she said, "Very well, Ebozay. If you're
so inclined, contact Starfleet. And they will tell you exactly what I'm going
to tell you: The Gateway that you accessed poses a potential security threat
not only to this sector of space, but to the Federation as a whole. And until
such time as we know exactly where that Gateway is, who's in control of it, and
what it's going to be used for, I have the authority to stay right here and
keep looking. And furthermore, Ebozay, if you get in my way while I'm acting in
that capacity, you will wind up with my bootprints in your face."
He didn't look especially intimidated. "Gateway?" he said
innocently. "I've no idea what you're talking about, Captain. But please,
feel free to look around as much as you wish ... from up there. By the way...
do you have the capacity to shift your viewer? To look at a particular area?"
"Yes," Shelby said slowly, not quite certain where the
conversation was going.
"Then would you be so kind... as to look at the exterior of this
building? We'll wait."
Shelby felt her blood grow cold. "Arex," she said, with a
sick feeling that she already knew what she was going to see. "Do as he
says."
The screen wavered, and the image of Ebozay was replaced by the
outside of the Council building. Gleau gasped, and there was a sharp intake of
breath from Mueller, and a whispered, "Oh, my God" from someone else
on the bridge, although she didn't notice who. As for Shelby, she hadn't known
the precise details of what she had thought she would witness, but she had
certainly intuited the gist of it.
The heads of the Aerons who had been captured earlier, and spared at
Shelby's behest, adorned the outside of the
building. Their eyes stared sightlessly at nothing, and yet Shelby
couldn't help but feel—as unreasonable as it was— that every single one of them
was staring at her.
"Put me back on with Ebozay," she said, her voice carefully
neutral so as not to betray the emotions within her. Moments later the screen
shifted and Ebozay was smiling at her.
"Well?" he asked.
And to Ebozay's surprise—and to her own, to some degree—she laughed
softly. "Did you think to shock me, Ebozay? Did you think I would cry out
in horror at your ruthlessness and go running for fear of your wrath? Sorry.
When you've looked down the gun barrels of as many Borg weapons as I have, the
dead eyes of disembodied heads just doesn't in-spire the amount of terror you'd
think it would. It does tell me something, though," she continued, leaning
forward in her chair, her hands resting on her knees, a hardening edge to her
voice. "It tells me that you're more concerned about satisfying your own ego
than leading your people wisely."
"Oh, I will lead them, Captain," he said with an air of confidence
that Shelby would have loved to drive right down his throat. "I will lead them to Sinqay. I
will lead them back to our promised world. But I will not bring them there so
that they
can live in fear of the Aeron attacking them. Sinqay will be a battleground no
longer; I owe them that much. The Aeron will know, once and for all, that the
Markanians are not to be trifled with. They will know that, even if we have to
wipe out every single one. It has been a pleasure speaking with you,
Captain," With that, the screen blinked out.
There was dead silence for a moment. And then, very coldly, Shelby
said, "XO—inform Starfleet of the situation on Thallon 18. Apprise them of
the change in government, and that we are continuing with our search for the
Gateway we believe to be here. Once we have found the Gateway, we will proceed
along the best possible course circumstances will permit."
"That being—?"
"Ideally?" There was no hint of humor in her face. "We
take the Gateway and ram it up Ebozay's ass."
"I see. Would you prefer that I—"
"Edit that out, yes. But keep the image locked near and dear to
your heart, XO," she said grimly. "I certainly know that I intend
to."
13 MARKANIA
ebozay laughed, his voice echoing off
the walls of the now empty Council Room. He spread his arms wide, as if he
could drink in the power that was now his. Power that he was going to use to benefit
all his people, no matter what that foolish Starfleet captain thought.
"She doesn't understand," he said. "She doesn't—"
Then he heard a soft footfall, and he turned ... and gaped at the
newcomer. "Smyt!" he gasped.
Smyt, yellow-skinned, chinless, leggy, and curvaceous, smiled from the
doorway. "Everyone has to be somewhere," she purred, her eyes
sparkling with amusement.
The amusement, however, quickly faded, because Ebozay was across the
room cat-quick, one hand at her throat, the other shoving her shoulder, driving
her back until she slammed up against the wall with teeth-jarring impact.
"Have you lost your mi—?" she started to say.
"Traitoress!"
"Is that even a word—?"
He pulled her several inches from the wall and smashed her against it
once more. "You deceived us! Used us.'
You gave aid to our enemy! "
Her air of detached amusement, which she'd managed to maintain for a
brief time even as he was slamming her around, had quickly disintegrated.
"What are you talking about?!
How did—?"
"Did you think we were stupid? Did
you think we wouldn't—?"
There was a sudden howl of energy being unleashed, a quick blast that
lifted Ebozay off his feet and sent him hurtling halfway across the room. It
was as if he had been yanked back by a large, invisible string attached to the
back of his clothes. He hit the floor, and not gently. He was in superb
condition, but even so he felt jolted and momentarily confused by the impact.
But then he shook it off and staggered to his feet. Through eyes that were both
bleary and yet coldly calculating, he peered angrily at Smyt, wiping away a
trickle of blood from a gash his lower lip had taken upon landing. "How
did you do that?" he demanded sullenly.
Her arms were folded, her hands tucked unseen into large, draping
sleeves. Her billowing shirt hung loosely about her; it was voluminous enough
that she might well have kept an entire armada up those sleeves, let alone some
sort of handgun that could knock him around like a pebble. The copious blouse
was a stark contrast to the tightness of the leggings that adorned her from the
waist down. "You don't seriously think I'm going to tell you all my little
secrets, are you?"
"You betrayed us ... how could—"
Impatience flashed across her face. "Why do you keep saying that?
I've betrayed no one. No one."
"The Gateway opened here, with Aerons pouring through like sewage
through a tunnel."
II
"Now there's a pleasant image," muttered Smyt. She looked
pityingly at Ebozay for a moment, then walked over to him, crouched, and took
his head in her hands, one hand on either cheek. "Listen carefully: I did
not aid the Aerons in any way. I did not bring the Gateway to them. Why would I
do such a thing?"
"Riches."
She snorted derisively. "Riches? Is that all you think I care
about?" She released him and stood, looking down at him imperiously.
"Ebozay, I possess a Gateway. I can go any place I wish. I desire to be
compensated for my time and trouble, yes, but if all I wanted was riches, I
could rig the Gateway to put me into the heart of the greatest treasure vaults
in the galaxy."
"Then why haven't you?"
"For all you know, I have," she replied easily. "All the
more reason, then, to take my word that I have no financial interest in playing
one side against the other." Anticipating the question he was about to
ask, she said briskly, "I am interested in justice, Ebozay. I'm
interested in what's right. I travel around the galaxy, meeting different
races, discerning the injustices that may have been done to them, and righting
them. That is what I do. That is who I am. And you, Ebozay ... you are selling
yourself short." . "In what way?" he demanded, one eyebrow
cocked curiously.
"You are underestimating the passion, the fire within you when you
speak of how your people were ill-used. Have you forgotten? We met... you were
intimidated by me at first . . ."
"I was not intimidated in the least."
"... but when you realized I intended you no harm, you spoke of
the things you wanted for your people. You spoke angrily of the wrongs done to
you by the Aerons. In short, Ebozay ... you convinced me. I knew that I had found
an
excellent leader, a worthy cause, for the gift of the Gateway. And now
...," she looked stricken, "now you would accuse me of duplicity?
I... I don't know what to say...."
"Why don't you say where they got a Gateway?"
"I don't know," she said impatiently.
He had risen from the floor and was now approaching her, although far
less belligerently than before. "So we're just supposed to believe it was
coincidence?"
"Perhaps. I don't know."
"Smyt, I have my own followers to answer to. And they are not
happy. They are also wondering, very loudly and very aggressively, whether you
betrayed us. Fortunately, I was able to channel that aggression into
constructive purposes ... namely 'convincing' the Ruling Council to step
aside. But if this duplication of technology is not explained in some sort of
satisfactory manner, their anger could become redirected at me."
"So what you are saying," she said thoughtfully, "is
that, for better or worse, our fortunes are tied together."
"That is what I'm saying, yes. The fortunate thing, at least, is
that we still have our Gateway, safely hidden away and under guard. So at least
my people know that you did not take it to the Aerons. That has proven the only
mitigating factor to those who would believe that you have been
du-plicitous." He shook his head. "I do not understand how the vessel
above has not detected it."
"I have it shielded ... just as I myself am shielded against
whatever life-form scans they may be using to try and detect my presence. If
the Gateway is activated, they will detect that; there's no way of preventing
it. The energy signature is too strong, too unique."
"But you said," and he stabbed a finger at her, "you
said that the Gateway was one of a kind."
"I said the portable Gateway that I possess is one of a kind, yes.
To the best of my knowledge, that remains true.
On the other hand, it is possible that the Aerons found a permanent
Gateway constructed somewhere on their world. I'm not omniscient, Ebozay. I do
not have a map nor record of every Gateway in existence."
"And they happened to discover this Gateway and make use
of it just after we did the same thing with yours?" he said skeptically.
Leaning against the large conference table, she scratched her brow
thoughtfully, almost as if his presence in the room were an afterthought.
"If coincidences never occurred, Ebozay, we wouldn't have the word
'coincidence,' now, would we? Still, it does trouble me. But I have no means of
investigating it at the moment; the only way I could is if I activated the
Gateway, and if I did that, the starship in orbit around this world will zero
in on it."
"Why should you fear the starship?"
"I don't fear it—neither
its crew nor commander," she said dismissively. "But they can prove
aggravating, and I endeavor to minimize the aggravation in my life. I shall
have to think on this. However, Ebozay, if it will smooth your personal
situation, summon your lieutenants, your
followers .. . whomever you wish. I shall speak with them personally, explain
to them how I am firmly on the side of the Markanians. How I have not, and
would not, betray you. How I will not cease working on behalf of the Markanians
until you have managed to eliminate the Aeron threat entirely, and the
Markanians are able to return, once and for all, to their beloved Sinqay. Would
that help?"
"It would."
"And you..." She gazed at him with a look of wicked
amusement. "What could I do ... to help you... 7"
She wrapped an arm around the back of his neck and brought him to her.
Her lips, as always, tasted papery, and her skin was so cold it was like making
love to a corpse.
But he simply reminded himself that she represented a great ally for
his people, and as he pushed her back onto the table, sliding his hands down
her sleeves, he mentally counted to a thousand. When he was done with that and
she was still not done with him, he proceeded to compose his grocery list.
14 EXCALIBUR
"No, captain. Absolutely
not."
There was no anger, no sense of indignation or defiance in Doctor
Selar's tone as she faced a clearly annoyed Captain Mackenzie Calhoun. But
Calhoun was being careful not to let that annoyance overwhelm him, or prompt
him to act in a precipitous or bullying
fashion. He knew that he was tread-ing on dangerous and delicate ground, and
being overly forceful wasn't going to
help in the least. They were in Selar's private
office just off sickbay. Through the clear but soundproof partition, he could
see her technicians going about their business. Here and there throughout
sickbay were crewmen who were having the standard range of ailments treated,
from a broken leg to a raging head cold (although word was down from the
Starfleet general that there would be a cure for the common cold by the end of
the century. Then again, they'd said that last century). And there, lying off
in a corner, monitored by instruments
but otherwise not doing anything other than breathing, was Tsana.
It was impossible to say whether she knew she'd been taken off her
world. It was impossible to say anything about her, really, because she was
lying in the exact same position, exact same state of mind, as when she had
been on her homeworld, before Calhoun had transported her off it. Technicians
were, even at that moment, taking readings off her, studying her, speaking
about her in soft, understated voices (since it wouldn't do to have any
negative prognosis spoken within earshot). In fact, they were doing everything
except causing any sort of change in her condition.
"You realize I could order you to, Doctor," said Calhoun.
But before Selar could reply, Commander Burgoyne— standing to the
captain's immediate right—said, gently but firmly, "No, Captain. You
cannot."
Calhoun turned to face his first officer. "I cannot?"
"No, Captain." S/he folded hir arms in the classic stance of
one who was taking up a defensive position. "Starfleet has taken pains in
recent months to make that extremely clear. There were apparently one or two
disputes about it on other vessels."
"You're saying that I cannot order Dr. Selar to attempt a Vulcan
mind-meld."
"That is correct."
"Because it's against Starfleet regulations."
"That is also correct."
He considered the situation. "Is that the only reason?"
"No, sir," said Burgoyne politely. "I would also be
obliged to tell you that you are being an insensitive cretin, and that not only
would I not permit Selar to be bullied in such a manner, but anyone who did
attempt it would answer to me."
"I see." Despite the gravity of the situation, Calhoun had to
fight back a slight smile. "And you'd say this, even though
it may be the only method that might succeed in bringing Tsana out of
her coma...."
"She is not in a coma,
'Dr.' Calhoun," Selar interrupted him coolly. "She is in shock. Her
mind has withdrawn into itself. I am not especially familiar with this race.
For all I know, that is not an unusual reaction for this species to undergo
when faced with situations of great trauma."
"Not unusual?" He pointed at the insensate girl lying on the
other side of the room. "That child is in pain, Doctor."
"You don't know that, Captain."
"I believe I do." He kept looking at her. When he next spoke
to Selar, it was with his back still to her. "Ever watch a cat sleep, Doctor?"
Selar stared at him
blankly, then glanced at Burgoyne, S/he shrugged, no help at all. "A
cat," she repeated. "Small earth creature?"
He nodded. "You can tell when they're having hunting dreams. You
watch their ears twitch. You watch their paws move, thrust ever so slightly as
they dream about stalking some helpless prey. Well, two-legged individuals have
the same sort of telltale body language sometimes, Doctor, even when they're
not part of the waking world. You tell me that Tsana is not in a coma, and I'll
take your word for it. But watch her carefully. She twitches every now and
then—" "Muscle spasms," Selar
said.
"Possibly," he allowed. "But watch. See? See how she
seems to put her hands up a bit, there ... right there, she just did it."
And indeed, just for a moment, a sudden slight convulsion of Tsana's hands
occurred, palms up.
"I saw, yes. Very minor. I do not see—"
"No, you don't. But I see. She's warding something off, Doctor.
She's trying to keep something away from her. Something that terrifies
her."
"Captain, that is pure supposition," Selar said.
"Possibly," he admitted. "Or possibly she is in a state
of
deep shock, kept where she is, blocked by something she is so afraid to
deal with that her only choice is to stay deeply hidden within herself so she
doesn't have to face it."
"Either way, the result remains the same."
He pivoted on his heel to face her. "Only for as long as you allow it to remain the same."
"Captain, I really must insist—" Burgoyne started to say.
But Selar interrupted him. "The captain is endeavoring to instill
some measure of guilt within me, Commander. He will not succeed. Vulcans do not
feel guilt."
"Or pity," said Calhoun.
"That is not necessarily the case," she said. "At the moment,
I pity you for making these pathetic efforts, endeavoring to have me override
not only my concerns for my own privacy, but also that which makes medical
sense. She is a species I have not yet encountered, Captain. I said it before,
but I do not think you fully comprehend it." She leaned forward, her
elbows on the desk. Her face was cold and hard. "Allow me to explain it to
you. If we approached a planet with the notion of going down to its surface,
would you insist on a full sensor scan to ascertain—to the best of your ability—whether
it was hospitable? Even survivable? Or would you simply take a shuttlecraft to
the surface without any sort of prior analysis and just hope that the away team
didn't die from ... oh, I don't know, methane poisoning ... the moment they
opened the doors? Ideally—and I certainly hope this would be your answer, for
if it was not, I may recommend you be relieved of command—you would endorse
exploring the world before setting foot on it."
"And this is similar, is what you're saying."
"Any alien mind is terra
incognita, as cratered and dangerous as any other. It must be
carefully studied, catalogued, and understood. For all you know, Captain ...
for all any of us knows ... I could wind up doing that girl more harm than
good. There are Vulcans who are absolute masters of the
mind-meld, who have honed it to such a degree, through years of
training, that they could thrust themselves into any sort of mental situation
and survive it. I am not one of them. I am a doctor, not a psychic. My job is
to heal bodies, not reconstruct fractured minds."
"I thought your job was to help people," Calhoun told her.
Her eyes narrowed. "And I thought, Captain, that your job was to
maintain amicable relations with races, not kidnap members of their ruling
class. I have refrained from telling you how to do your job. Kindly extend me
the same courtesy."
There was so much more Calhoun wanted to say, so many ways he felt he
could approach the question in a manner that might convince her. He even opened
his mouth as if he was about to reply, but then he saw the way her face was
set, the inflexibility in her eyes. So he closed his mouth and instead simply
said, "Very well. Do all that you can to help her." Whereupon he
turned and left without another word.
"How fortunate that he told me that," she said dryly.
"Had he not, I might have done less than I could to help her." She
looked up at Burgoyne and said, "I appreciate your support."
"Thank you." S/he dropped into the chair opposite Selar,
straddling it. "Selar... the mind-meld is the only way."
She moaned ever so softly. "Burgoyne..."
"Selar, listen to me. As you yourself pointed out, Captain Calhoun
removed this girl against the will of the Aerons. She had been here for some
time. There is no question in my mind that the Aerons have already contacted
Starfleet. We may be hearing from them before too long. The odds are that
Starfleet is going to frown on the captain's actions and order him to return
Tsana to the Aerons."
"Certainly that would be the captain's concern rather than
mine."
"It should be your concern, because she is your patient. If she is
returned to that world, she may never recover."
"We do not know that, Burgoyne. I do not know that, nor
do you. What I do know is
that it is my responsibility to tend to her medical needs and to do her no
harm."
"No, Selar," s/he said intently. "That's yaw job. Your responsibility is to help that girl. You know mat."
"Kindly do not tell me what I know."
"All right. I'll tell you what I know. There was nothing in
Soleta's job description saying that she should help you when you were in
emotional turmoil months ago, remember? But she mentally merged with you
to—"
"Stop it." The tips of her ears were flushing green ever so
slightly. "I do not wish to speak of that, Burgoyne. It was an intensely
personal situation, and I do not feel that either it, or Soleta's involvement
in it, are appropriate for discussion."
"I'm your lover, Selar, and the cocreator of our child. It doesn't
get much more personal than that."
"That," she said, "shows how little you truly understand
me."
"I understand you, Selar. I understand you well enough to know
that when you needed help, Soleta was there for you, and when that girl needs
help," and s/he pointed at Tsana, "you aren't there for her. All
because you're afraid—"
"It has nothing to do with fear."
"It has everything to do with fear. The thing you hate more than
anything else in this universe, Selar, is opening yourself up, even a little
bit." Despite the tension in the air, s/he actually smiled slightly,
revealing the edges of hir fangs. "The fact that you have done so with me,
even the small amount that you have, is a source of great pride to me. You
don't want to try and probe Tsana's mind because it means you'd have to let
your guard down slightly, and you hate that. Hate that with a passion, which is
doubly aggravating, considering you acknowledge neither hatred nor passion as
part of your psychological makeup. But we're on the clock now, Selar. If
Starfleet steps in, and the captain refuses to obey—which, knowing him, he
might do—they could
court-martial him. You won't have helped him, the ship, or Tsana.
You'll only have helped yourself stay safe and sound in your cocoon of logic
and imperviousness to emotion."
Her eyes narrowed. "Did you put this together? You and
Calhoun?"
"What? What are you—?"
"Are you working in tandem with him?" she said. "First
his approach, more strident, and then yours—"
"Selar! For the love of..." In utter exasperation, s/he stood
and said, "Look, I'm telling you what I think. I'm sorry if you believe
that I was somehow coerced into saying it. I would like to think that, in the
future, I would be able to tell you what's on my mind without it being
second-guessed as having some sort of sinister motivation."
"I was not saying it was 'sinister.'"
But Burgoyne wasn't listening. Instead s/he said briskly, "I'll
see you this evening," and exited Selar's office and sickbay.
Once in the corridor, s/he walked about ten feet and then stopped.
Calhoun was leaning against the bulkhead, arms folded, waiting with one eyebrow
cocked. "Well?" he inquired.
"She figured it out," said Burgoyne. "That you and I
were working together."
"Grozit," muttered Calhoun.
"Well, we thought that might happen...."
"You thought that might happen,
Captain," Burgoyne reminded him. "You asked me to aid you in this,
and I cooperated because I'm your second-in-command, and because I really do
feel she should help the girl." S/he glanced around to make sure no one
was coming from either direction, then lowered hir voice and continued.
"But I feel as if you were trying to manipulate her through me."
"I would say 'influence.' 'Manipulate' is a harsh word...."
"But wholly inaccurate, Captain?"
Calhoun looked levelly into hir eyes, and then admitted, "Not...
wholly, I suppose."
"Captain ..." Burgoyne paused, trying to determine the best
thing to say. "I am very anxious to do whatever I can to accommodate you.
I want to serve you in the capacity of second-in-command to the best of my
ability. But so help me, if you ever attempt to utilize me in that fashion
again—"
"Understood."
"I will resign the post"
"I said, understood, Commander," Calhoun repeated.
"With all respect, Captain, I know you say you understand ... but
that's not the same as a promise that you won't."
"No. It's not," said Calhoun. "I can't read the future,
Burgoyne. I don't know what will happen in times to come, nor do I know what I
will be calling upon you to do. All I can promise is that I will certainly take
your sensibilities into consideration, and be aware of the consequences of
anything I might request. I certainly hope that will satisfy you."
Burgoyne considered it, then sighed. "I certainly hope so, too,
Captain."
It was an hour later when Selar became aware of him.
He had entered so silently that he had eluded the notice of not only
the doctor, but all the technicians in sickbay. She finally noticed him
though. Surprisingly, he was standing next to Tsana, looking at the insensate
girl. She strode over to him, her normally deadpan face slightly pinched to
display her annoyance. "Moke," she said, "we have been over
this. If you are not ill, you should not be here."
The boy glanced up at her, looking chagrined, taking a step back as if
he thought he could scamper back into the shadows and elude detection. Apparently
realizing that was a hopeless prospect, though, he stayed where he was. He
didn't apologize for his presence. He didn't say anything; just kept
shifting his gaze from Selar to Tsana and back again.
A thought crossed her mind. Watching his eyes very care- fully for any
sign of prevarication, she said, "Did Captain Cal—did your adoptive father Send you here?"
He looked puzzled. "No. Why would he do that?" And there was
enough sincerity in that question, in that whole clearly befuddled attitude mat
she was immediately satisfied that he had come of his own initiative. She could
not know for certain, of course, but every instinct told her that the child was
as incapable of duplicity as she herself was. However, that still left her with
an obvious question, which she promptly asked.
"Then why are you here?"
He did not answer immediately. Instead he looked at Tsana. "What's
wrong with her?"
"I am not quite certain," admitted Selar, bound by Vulcan
society and culture to answer truthfully in all things when it was remotely
possible.
"Oh."
"Are you here because of her, Moke?"
"No."
"Then why?" Indeed, part of her wasn't the least bit interested
in the "why" of it. She wanted him out and gone, and that would be that. But another part—the
hated, "less logi-cal" side—wanted its needs attended to. "Because of you." She stared at him. "I do not
understand."
"Okay." And apparently that, in Moke's opinion, was that. The
fact that she didn't understand seemed to be—as far as he was concerned—solely
her problem. Instead, his attention was back on Tsana. "What's wrong with
her?" he asked.
"It is very complicated, and you should not be—"
"Can you make her better?" he asked with some urgency.
Well... there it was. The question, stripped of all its second-guessing
and rationalization. She wanted to lie to the boy. She wanted to lie to
herself. But she could not. "Possibly, yes," she said.
He had been standing behind Tsana. Now he walked around the medscan
table, his chin barely coming up to the edge, and his eyes were directly on
level with Tsana's open but unseeing eyes. He blinked owlishly, stared into
them, then looked up at Selar and said, "Then you should."
He said nothing more, just left that three-word statement hanging in
the air. He left almost immediately thereafter, but Selar did not move from the
bedside. She simply stood there, staring down at the immobilized child.
There was a footfall by her side, one of her associate physicians
approaching, a petite, redheaded woman. "Dr. Selar... ? Has there been a
change in the patient's condition?"
"No. No, there hasn't, Dr. Scasino." She turned to the
physician. "Stay near, would you, please?"
Scasino looked at her oddly, obviously a bit confused by the tone of
Selar's voice. "Yes, Doctor. Is there a prob—?"
Selar did not wait for the question to be finished. Instead, she turned
to Tsana and gently placed her fingers on either side of the girl's forehead.
"Our minds are merging, Tsana...
"... merging ...
"... merging ... do not be afraid ... merging ..."
She slid through easily, like a melting drop of snow
dancing between the breaks in a rock face. There was no resistance, none.
All around her was darkness, a void. She tried to
visualize herself, to see her self-image of her hands, feet, legs, anything,
but there was nothing. By this point in the merge, there should have been
enough illumination for Selar to put together a coherent version of herself.
Then she quickly discerned why she was having trouble. A merge literally drew
upon the abilities, the thoughts of two minds,
working as one. Each mind drew strength from the other.
But in Tsana's case, there was nothing to draw from.
She had withdrawn so fully, so completely, that it was like melding with a
black hole. As much as Selar was putting forward, she was getting little to
nothing back again.
It was a daunting moment for Selar as she weighed her
options. Her natural caution told her to retreat rather than hurl herself into
a situation that was increasingly fraught with danger, since she didn't know or
understand the parameters of it....
"Then you should." Moke's childish,
innocent comment
still hung upon her. It was irritating, and she could
only
think that she was ascribing any sort of importance
to it at
all because she was looking at his quiet, troubled
eyes and
seeing an image of her own son as he got older.
She pushed further in. Still there was no resistance,
and
"she began to probe with almost reckless
abandon, trying to
find some
aspect of the girl that was salvageable, approach-
I able. You 're hiding, she called through the void.
You 're hid-
ing... I can
tell, Tsana. I can sense it. Which was not
really true;
she could sense nothing save the emptiness
around
her, but she was hoping that somehow, in some way,
the probe would draw her out.
She heard something... well, not heard.
Not technically. It was a sensing of
something that simulated auditory stimulation in the meld. She glided toward
it, a deep sea diver with an endless (or maybe not so endless) supply of
oxygen, spiraling into the depths, and there was shouting, and feet running,
and crying out, and sickening splats like raw meat being thrown against
walls....
Existence and nonexistence lurched around her, and
suddenly she was hauled in and down, like a roller coaster that had been
quietly cruising along and suddenly hit a drop. She hung on, fighting the urge
to scream, because such reactions
were counterproductive to the success and smoothness
of a mind-meld. She needed to retain her core, her essence; she needed to
remain focused, damn it. There was always a danger, when merging with a strong
personality, that one could virtually be consumed by it. There was a similar
danger when merging with one who was so vacant that there was pure emptiness
everywhere. Just like a diver, she could lose track of which way was up or down,
which way presented escape, and unlike a diver, she couldn't simply release a
few air bubbles and follow them to be guided to the surface....
She kept hearing the sounds, the same sounds, over
and over, and then she realized that it was not simply a continuation of the
noises, it was a repetition. The same set of noises, repeatedly. Tsana was
reliving something. She was caught in a loop, her mind shutting down, not
allowing her to depart from it.
The sounds grew louder, as if Selar were approaching
a battlefield, and then she was gone, that was all, just gone, sucked down,
sucked away, and she saw Tsana, and she was Tsana, and the terror was
overwhelming, and the floor under the bed was cold, so cold, and the dust under
the bed made her want to sneeze, but she knew if she did she'd be dead because
they were dead, her brothers were dead, she had just seen it happen, the man
had been there, the man with the big gun, and when her brothers had seen him
they had almost laughed because they'd been so relieved, except he'd shot them
and she heard their bodies fly backwards and pieces of them hit the wall, and
pieces of them splattered to the floor in front of her, and there was blood
coming down from everywhere, as if she was in a rainstorm of blood, and all she
wanted to do was scream and scream and keep on screaming forever as the blood
pooled around her, but she didn't dare, she couldn't make a noise, Selar
couldn't make a noise, couldn't move, couldn't breathe because he would come
again, the man would find them, and she wanted to
run, and she had run, and more men were chasing her,
and she couldn't take it anymore, she just couldn't, Selar couldn't, Tsana
couldn't, they couldn't, she couldn't, it was safer here, safer, safer...
Mackenzie Calhoun, seated in his command chair on the bridge, felt a
vague sense of unease, and then promptly attributed it to the next words out
of Robin Lefler's mouth.
The ops officer turned with a look of concern to her captain and said,
"Sir... communique from Starfleet. It's Admiral Jellico, sir."
The bridge crew had been engaged in its normal pattern of discussion
and chat as they orbited the world designated Thallon 21 and called Aeron by
its residents. But upon hearing that bit of news, the crew immediately quieted.
Calhoun considered for a moment retiring to his ready room and taking
the call there, but then dismissed the notion. A crew functioned based on its
confidence in its captain; he did not need mem thinking that he was so afraid
of what Jellico might say to him, that he had to hide behind closed doors.
Besides, he did not regret for a moment any of the actions he had taken.
Still...
"Lieutenant," he said to Lefler, quite calmly, "tell
Admiral Jellico I'll be right with him ... have Ambassador Cwan come to the
bridge ... and then put him on."
"Preparing to stick your head into the lion's mouth, Captain?"
inquired Burgoyne.
Calhoun smiled wryly. "And me without my whip and chair."
Tsana did not understand why part of her wanted to
emerge from hiding. It was crazy, the bad man would find her, hurt her, the bad
man and the other men... but mostly she was afraid of the one who had slain her
brothers in front of her, the man whom they had been glad to see. She had ac-
tually heard their voices choke with terror, and then
those sounds, those horrible sounds. Yet she felt something trying to push her
out from under the bed, something telling her that it was safe, that she need
not fear anything, but she knew better. Because she had thought herself safe
when the man was there, and now she wasn't, and she didn't know what to do,
because she wanted to be safe, but she knew she never would be if she came out,
and she pushed away the little voice screaming within her, pushed it away where
it wouldn't hurt her, where nothing would hurt her, where...
"It's time to come out."
The voice was so firm, so serene, so determined, that
naturally it snared her attention. Still, she remained afraid to move, even as
her inner voice urged her to trust this newcomer, but it was a trick, it could
be a trick, it had to be a trick....
"It isn't a trick. I am here. You are safe."
"You're... you're lying..." Her voice sounded small and
terrified to herself, a pathetic and puny thing.
"Vulcans never Be."
That stopped her. She knew that it was foolish to
ask, because speaking was going to give away where she was hiding, but
something prompted her to ask, "What is a Vulcan ?"
"If you wish to know, look out from under there. I know where you
are. I knew the moment I entered this room. So hiding is fairly pointless,
right?"
She knew this to be true, so she peered out ever so
slightly, and there was the strangest woman—she thought
it was a woman—she had ever seen. Ears tapered, eyebrows swept
upwards, thick black hair piled on her head and some sort of an odd emblem in
the hair, pinning it into place.
"Who... are you?" And then, before the
words were even out of her, she knew the answer. "Soleta."
"Soleta," affirmed the Vulcan.
"Haw did I know that?"
"The answer would be somewhat complicated, and you
probably would not understand anyway." She extended a hand.
"Come, Tsana. Come to me."
"I don't want to. The bad man will hurt me...."
"No one can hurt you. You're not where you think you are. Come
with me and let me show you your true whereabouts."
"Are my parents there? And my brothers and
sister?" She looked at Soleta, and again, she knew before Soleta could
answer. "They're dead. Aren't they?"
Lying was not a possibility. "Yes."
She was silent for a moment. Then she said, "If
I come with you... will you help me kill the men who kitted them?"
"I cannot promise that."
"Then
I don't want to come. I don't want a world with-out them."
"You
have a world without them already, Tsana," said Soleta, not unkindly.
"The question is... do you want a world without you? I don't think your
parents, or your siblings, would have desired that. They would have wanted you
to live, and grow, and act on their behalf and keep their memory alive."
"How would you know what they would have wanted
or not wanted? You don't know them," said the child with bubbling anger.
Soleta approached her slowly, crouched before her. It
seemed as if there was light spilling out from behind her eyes. She brought her
hand, almost ethereal, to the girl's forehead and touched it ever so gently,
her fingers seeming to go right through.
"I know them now," she said.
And suddenly there was another Vulcan standing right
next to Soleta, and she was looking slightly disconcerted. "How
did...?"
"Dr. Lili Scasino. She was concerned. She called me. I was
concerned. I am here."
"Hmm. I must be certain to put Lili in for a pay raise."
Soleta looked back to the girl, and held out her hand
once more, this time with a certainty that would not be ignored. "Tsana...
it is time to go."
"I'm not sure... I'm not..."
"Very well If you do not wish to come with us.,, then we will
leave you, all alone. Forever. It is your choice."
There were two images on the screen, side by side: one, the Starfleet
transmission, with Admiral Jellico's pinched, annoyed face on it, and the
other, beamed up from the planet surface, with Burkitt looking rather smug. It
was obvious to Burgoyne that Burkitt was looking forward to seeing Calhoun
squirm under the white-hot glare of Starfleet's disapproval. Even more
obviously, Burkitt didn't know Calhoun—or what made him squirm—in the least.
"So you're saying it's true, then," Jellico said, still sounding
incredulous.
"Yes, sir," replied Calhoun. "I brought Tsana up here to
the Excalibur. I felt that her
best interests would be served—"
Jellico cut him off, both verbally and at the knees. "Captain,
you don't get to decide what her
best interests are! That was kidnapping!"
"Actually, Admiral, the kid was more unconscious than actually
napping."
Burgoyne was surprised to hear a genuine chuckle from Zak Kebron
standing behind him at the tactical station. The huge Brikar security chief
rarely responded to anything with much more than a grunt, if that.
Jellico's face grew even more taut. "Do I appear amused by your
quip, Captain?"
"No, sir, but with all respect, I don't feel I should be penalized
simply because you cannot appreciate a good quip."
"Do you see, Admiral?" demanded Burkitt. "Do you see
what I've had to deal with? The arrogance, the—"
"I will handle this, Warmaster Burkitt," said Jellico force-
fully. "Captain Calhoun, you will return the child to the care of
her people immediately."
"Her condition remains unchanged, Admiral—"
"That is not our concern."
"Dr. Selar needs time to—"
"And that is not our
concern," Jellico continued. "Captain, unless you do as you are
ordered, I will instruct your first officer to have you arrested and bound over
for court-martial. I cannot make it any plainer than that."
The only sound that broke the silence on the bridge in that moment was
soft, triumphant laughter from Burkitt. That was when Si Cwan said, very
quietly, very dangerously, "Admiral, the child will be killed if she is
returned to her homeworld."
From both Jellico and Burkitt there was a simultaneous expulsion of "What?!"
Si Cwan kept speaking, easily raising his voice above the infuriated
and indignant shouts of the two people on the screen. "Admiral, we
Thallonians know how the Aerons operate. We know their history, their
character, their culture. The Markanians were foolish to attack the imperial
family, because, traditionally, the imperials have kept the military in check.
The abrupt termination of most of the imperial family presents an ideal
opportunity for the warmaster to consolidate his power, and the continued
existence of even one of the members of the family poses a threat to that
consolidation. If the girl does show any sign of recovering from her
shock-induced state, I predict she will die shortly thereafter. Is Starfleet in
the habit of condemning children to death, Admiral?"
"Lies!" bellowed Burkitt. "Damned lies!"
"And statistics," McHenry piped up, but no one knew what he
was referring to and so didn't bother to ask.
"This is all fabrication and character assassination, Admiral—!"
"Better to assassinate character than individuals, Burkitt,"
Si Cwan shot back.
"Admiral, the Thallonians have a long history of hostility toward
us, going all the way back to Sinqay—"
"Sinqay?" said a clearly puzzled Jellico, who looked as if he
was falling behind in the conversation.
"The holy world of the Aerons and the Markanians, Admiral,"
Si Cwan volunteered.
"No!" said Burkitt sharply. "Ours! Only ours! The world,
and the Holy Site on the world ... our claim took precedent over the
Markanians, which was something the Thallonians neither understood nor cared
about! And the campaign of hostility continues to this day. Admiral, I give you
my word—"
"Your word?" It was now Calhoun who sounded almost derisive.
"The word of someone who has hidden a Gateway..."
And to Calhoun's surprise, Jellico's tone mollified slightly.
"Yes, Captain Calhoun does raise a valid point. Warmaster Burkitt, this
technology you're wielding ... it is extremely dangerous. More so than you can
possibly believe."
"It is ours," Burkitt said sullenly.
"Might I propose ... a compromise," Jellico suggested.
"You give this portable Gateway to the Excalibur
for safekeeping, and Captain Calhoun will return Tsana to you—"
For a moment Burgoyne thought that Calhoun would take the way out being
preferred by the admiral, but s/he subsequently realized that s/he really
should have known better than that. "Unacceptable, Admiral," Calhoun
said immediately.
"Captain," and Jellico's tone sounded very ugly indeed,
"believe it or not, I am doing you a favor here. This may get you out from
under and save you from court-martial."
"I will not turn her over to the Aeron."
"That, Captain, is an option you do not have."
"No, Admiral. Returning the girl planetside is the option I do not
have. Everything else is negotiable."
"This isn't," Jellico said firmly. "Commander Burgoyne
... arrest Captain Calhoun."
Slowly Burgoyne turned, hir gaze locking with Calhoun's. Calhoun's
face was inscrutable. Burgoyne would have hated to play poker with him.
"Captain Calhoun," Burgoyne said slowly.
But before s/he could get the next words out, the turbolift doors slid
open. Burgoyne turned in response to the noise, and hir jaw dropped in
surprise.
Science Officer Soleta and Dr. Selar had entered the bridge, which in
and of itself was not all that remarkable, although they appeared rather wan
and exhausted. Walking between them, however, on unsteady legs, looking drawn
and a bit scared but otherwise all right, was Tsana.
'Tsana!" Burkitt blurted out, answering Jellico's question before
he could even ask it. "You ... you are recovered! This is ... this is a
great day for—!"
She took one look at him and let out a scream so shrill it made
everyone on the bridge wince; Soleta and Selar clapped their hands over their
ears, since their hearing was that much sharper.
And then, just like that, her cry of terror turned to one of pure,
undiluted fury, and she howled, "You
killed them! You killed my brothers! They trusted you! We all trusted you! Damn
you! Damn you to hell!" and she ran toward the viewscreen.
Lefler tried to stand and intercept her, but she twisted past and threw herself
against the screen, uncaring of the fact that it was only Burkitt's image. "Damn you, damn you, damn you!" she
howled repeatedly, at first clawing it with her fingers and then balling her
hands into fists and slamming them repeatedly against it. Sobs were torn from
her throat, all of her grief pouring from her, and it was hard to say whether
she was aware of it when Dr. Selar
wrapped her arms around her and gently pulled her away from the screen.
Burkitt sat there, speechless.
And with an air of supreme serenity, Captain Calhoun said to Jellico,
"If it's all the same to Starfleet, Admiral... I don't think we'll be
sending Tsana into Burkitt's tender mercies any time soon."
15
TRIDENT
M'RESS WAS READY to smash the equipment, rip it to shreds with her bare
hands. She moved to do so, in fact, just out of sheer frustration, and it was
only Gleau putting his hands gently upon her wrist and quelling her anger that
prevented her. Yet, despite all her anger, she felt a guilty thrill of pleasure
from his touch, and the fur on the back of her neck prickled.
"You mustn't let it get to you, M'Ress," Lieutenant Commander
Gleau assured her. "It's ..." He paused, frowned. "What is
that... odd noise? It... seems to be emanating from around your chest
cavity."
Of course M'Ress knew it immediately for what it was: his skin against
hers was making her purr again, dammit. It was a reflex action, and she
immediately cleared her throat loudly to try and cover it. "My apologies,
sir. The Caitian ... digestive system... is rather loud." She couldn't
help but feel that it was an extremely weak excuse to make, but it was the only
one that occurred to her.
Fortunately, Gleau made no indication that he found the excuse remotely
implausible. "Amazing, the way species are so different, one from the
other, isn't it?" he said, sounding for all the world as if he really
thought it was a marvelous thing. "So you are hungry, is what you are
saying?"
"No, sir," she assured him, deciding that this would be a
good opportunity to send the conversation away from her. She rose from the
scanning station in the main science lab and stalked it with obvious annoyance,
her tail whipping about... so much so that several crewmen who were walking
about, working on other projects, were constrained to give her a wide berth so
they wouldn't be smacked in the face. "Sir, I'm not picking up anything.
Not a damned thing. The only conclusion I can
draw is that if the Gateway, or the Iconian, is down there, they've managed to
find a way to shield themselves from our probes."
"Would that be possible?"
She shrugged. "Lieutenant Commander, before what happened to me
happened to me, I would have been the first to tell you that a Gateway that
hurls travelers into the future would have been impossible. Yet there it was,
and here I am. So who am I to say what's possible and what isn't? All I know
is, I'm getting nowhere, and I'm getting the sinking feeling that I'm going to
continue to get nowhere."
"All right," said Gleau after a moment. "The captain is
in a holoconference with Captain Calhoun, so I won't disturb her at the moment.
However, if your recommendation is that we quit..."
"I didn't say that," M'Ress quickly informed him. "I'm
going to keep looking, even though it may be utterly futile, for as long as
we're in orbit around this hunk of rock. As long as there's still an
opportunity."
He smiled approvingly, and it seemed to M'Ress as if his smile
illuminated the entire room. "That's good to hear, M'Ress. Very good to
hear." He raised his voice slightly and
said, "That's exactly the sort of attitude I like to hear from my
people." He rested a hand on her shoulder, squeezing it slightly, and she
felt as if a little jolt of electricity had entered her and was dancing
around, lighting shadows she didn't even realize were there and chasing them
away. She wasn't even aware when he had left the room, because she was still
embracing the warm feeling his presence had brought to her.
Her ears picked up as she heard chuckling. She glanced at her coworkers
and saw what she felt were patronizing grins or pitying looks. "What is
it?" she said. No one answered. Just more looks, more chuckles, and this
time, more forcefully, she repeated, "What is it?"
"Nothing," one of them, a veteran and slightly grizzled officer
named Chesterton said.
"There seems to be much amusement being generated at my expense
for 'nothing,' " M'Ress said tightly. "Would you do me the courtesy
of telling me what is going on?"
The laughter stopped, and then, more seriously, Chesterton said,
"Nothing is 'going on,' Lieutenant. If something struck us as
whimsical..."
"I will not see others provided their dose of 'whimsy' at my
expense," M'Ress snapped, much more harshly than she had intended.
"If you're going to enjoy your little games, do it elsewhere and with
someone else."
"There are no 'games' involved here, Lieutenant," replied
Chesterton, "and to be honest, I can't say I appreciate your taking out on
us your feeling of frustration over your failures—"
"Failures!" She was becoming angrier by the moment.
"Would you care to tell me what you're talking about?"
Matters had spiralled out of control far more quickly than anyone would
have liked, and there were uncomfortable looks among the others in the department.
Another technician, a woman named Brennan who had a sweet face and al-
most supernaturally patient disposition, said, "I don't think
there's really anything to—"
"I'm getting the impression that there is," said M'Ress, her
eyes glistening, unaware that her hackles were rising, "and if any of you
had the slightest shred of courtesy ..."
"All right, fine," said Chesterton, getting up from his station.
"If you want to know—"
"Bill, this isn't—" Brennan started to say, placing a hand on
his forearm.
But Chesterton shook it off. "I'm not speaking for everyone else
here, all right, Lieutenant? Just me. But as far as I'm concerned, you're
making it abundantly clear that you don't want to be here, and you don't want
to be with us."
"What are you talking about?"
"Your tone of voice, your body language, everything makes it clear
that you wish you were elsewhere ... or else-when,"
he said, his voice low and gravelly. "And you constantly bring
up how it was on the Enterprise under
Kirk, as if we don't measure up somehow. Meantime, you're constantly playing
catch-up, trying to remember how equipment works, and trying to cuddle up to
Lieutenant Commander Gleau—"
"You're crazy!"
"No, I'm just fed up." His voice softened, but only slightly.
"No one here is denying you got a raw deal, Lieutenant. Everyone
understands you wish you were back in your own time. And frankly, I'd be lying
if I said that any of us knows how we'd be acting, if we were in your boots ...
well... paws," he amended, looking at her bare feet. "But, bottom
line, it's wearing pretty damned thin. There. Happy? Glad I told you what was
on my mind?"
M'Ress had risen to standing as Chesterton spoke, and all she could see
in her mind's eye was herself lashing out with her claws, slashing across his
stomach, and taking grim pleasure hi the expression on his face as his innards
splashed out onto the floor. There was a satisfaction to the mental
image that appealed to her primal Caitian instincts. Just as quickly as
it presented itself, however, she forced it away, taking slow, steadying
breaths.
And when she spoke, the voice came from so deep within her that it
sounded like a barely controlled roar, with such
depth and ferocity that
Chesterton paled slightly and took a
step back.
"I'm going on
break," she said, and left before anyone
could see the tears of mortification and rage that were starting to
work their way down her cheeks.
Shelby had to admit that she far preferred this holoconfer-encing
technology to simply staring at Mac's face on a flat screen. She even—although
she would never have admitted it—was strongly considering assigning her science
team to developing new technology so that the holo incarnations would be able
to have actual physical contact. The possibilities seemed fraught with ... well...
possibilities.
In the holoconference room, Shelby and Mueller stood side
by side, facing the images of Calhoun and Si Cwan. Si Cwan's face seemed a bit darker, ruddier than
she had re- called, and she wondered if she was simply misremember- ing, or
perhaps it was a natural aspect of Thallonian aging. "So it seems you dodged a bullet,"
Shelby told Calhoun. Si Cwan looked
quizzically at Calhoun, who murmured, "Bullet. Old earth projectile
weapon before the development of
energy-discharge weapons."
"Ah," said Si Cwan, trying to sound like he understood, and clearly not doing so. Shelby wisely chose
not to try and explain further.
"And, yes, Captain, we
apparently did just that, if you're
referring to the situation that was developing between my- self, Jellico, and Burkitt," Calhoun
continued. "However, as I'm sure
will not surprise you, Burkitt denied Tsana's assertions. That is going to
have to be attended to."
"Do you think the girl is telling the truth?" asked Mueller.
"I think she has no reason to lie. We would have granted her
asylum in any event," Calhoun said. "I think she's telling the truth,
yes. The problem will be convincing the Aerons of it."
"Let me guess: They're saying that you brainwashed her
somehow," said Shelby.
"Exactly. Fortunately enough, not even Jellico was stupid enough
to fall for that. Starfleet is reserving action at this time... although
Jellico did make it clear that he will step in if he feels the need. His
confidence in me is truly heartwarming."
"Face facts, Captain ... you've hardly worked overtime to worm
your way into his good graces," said Mueller.
With a cocky air, Calhoun replied, "I consider that to be one of
my best features."
"But this still leaves it a case of her word versus his,"
Shelby said. "They may do whatever they can to discredit her. Is she
contending that Burkitt was responsible for the entire attack?"
"No. It's her belief—and ours—that Burkitt was simply being
opportunistic. The attack by the Markanians was genuine enough," said
Calhoun. "But Burkitt decided to finish what they had begun so that his
path to power would be unobstructed. And he thought that the deaths of the
brothers would be blamed upon the Markanians, just as the others were. Except
he was unaware that Tsana was hiding under the bed. According to Dr. Selar,
that was one of the main reasons the girl was in shock: seeing someone who was
trusted as the murderer of her brothers."
"As if the murder itself wasn't enough," Shelby murmured.
"But if this Burkitt is really responsible ... it may just be possible
that he could still escape retribution."
"If he is responsible," Si Cwan said slowly, "it means
that he is carrying a certain degree of guilt within him. He can hide his
actions from others... but he cannot hide them from himself. So what needs to
be done is to have him brought to a point... where he can hide them no
longer."
"And you know a way?" Mueller inquired, looking Si Cwan up
and down thoughtfully.
"I have some resources available to me, yes," Si Cwan said.
"I shall make a query or two before speaking of it at greater length,
however."
Calhoun cleared his throat. "None of this, however, serves to
resolve our immediate problem: the Aerons, the Markani-ans, and these
mysterious Gateways. We've been unable to 'find any sign of one on Thallon
21."
"Nor we on 18," said Shelby grimly. "Science Officer
Gleau informs me that scans are continuing, but he's not tremendously
optimistic. The problem is, the only thing that's preventing these races from
tearing into each other with the Gateways is our presence. They don't want to
activate the Gateways because, once the energy signature is released, we can
pinpoint them, and they obviously don't want us to do that. But we can't stay
in orbit forever. The moment we're out of sensor range, they'll fire up whatever
Gateways either world has and go at each other again."
"This sort of irrational, single-minded hatred is the reason my
people separated them in the first place," said Si Cwan.
"And it all seems to stem from this place called Sinqay,"
said Calhoun, trying desperately not to let his frustration show. "Their
homeworld ..."
"Yes... yes, they've talked to me about it as well," Shelby
said, pacing. "You have to be impressed by the hubris, that two races
would consider their homeworld literally sacred."
"Not just the homeworld itself," said Cwan. "One particular
area of it, which they refer to as the Holy Site. Both races have ancient
writings that declare that the Holy Site is promised to them. It became the
major flashpoint of their disputes."
"And what is significant about this Holy Site?" asked
Mueller.
"Well, it's ... it's holy," Cwan told them.
There were looks exchanged among the others. "That's it?" said Shelby.
"Yes."
"It's holy."
"Yes."
"Otherwise there's nothing there of any value?" said Shelby,
obviously trying to wrap herself around the concept. "No... no minerals,
no latinum mine, no rare artifacts ... nothing like that?"
"Well," Si Cwan said thoughtfully, "there are temples
and such, dedicated to worshipping their varied gods. But the temples have no
value outside the fact that they were built to offer prayer to their gods. They
fight over the temples, too."
"Because they're holy," Shelby said once more, clearly trying
to make sense of it. "Other than that someone centuries ago declared this
particular area to be holy, there's no intrinsic worth to it."
Calhoun replied, sounding faintly amused. "For many people,
Captain Shelby ... the holiness of a place is all the intrinsic worth it needs.
You understand that, don't you?"
"No," she said flatly. "I cannot comprehend the
mentality that would have millions upon millions of people fighting and dying,
all because each of them believes that some sort of unseen being wants them to
be in a particular spot. It makes no sense to me."
"It makes sense to them," said Cwan, "and, unfortunately
for our purposes, that is all that matters at the moment. The question remains:
What is to be done?"
There was silence for a moment, and then Calhoun said slowly, "If
we continue to try and stop the people from fighting with each other, we are
attacking only the surface aspect of the problem, rather than the cause. The
cause is Sinqay. It may be that we have to address the situation on that level
instead."
"Mac, are you suggesting we offer to transport both races back to
their homeworld? Undo the Thallonian separation?" asked Shelby. "It's
not logistically feasible. We'd have to requisition transport vessels—"
"Even if it is somehow manageable," pointed out Si Cwan,
"once face-to-face, the fighting will simply start again. It would be pure
folly."
"That's not what I'm suggesting," Calhoun said. "This,
however, is ..." And he started laying it all
out....
Arex was heading down a corridor, having an amusing discussion with two
attractive young yeomen, both of whom seemed to be hanging on his every word.
"So there we were, Captain Kirk, Mister Spock, and I, and the
captain turns to me, and he says, 'Arex ... how do you think we should handle
this? So naturally, I—"
That was when M'Ress stepped from the side corridor, snagging Arex by
one of his three arms and pulling him toward a turbolift. "Wha—?" he
managed to stammer out.
Instead of addressing Arex, M'Ress said to the yeomen, '"Excuse me
... matter of some urgency. You understand."
She hauled him into the turbolift and, as the doors slid closed, she
said, "Deck nine." The lift started to move.
"Why Deck nine?" asked the befuddled Arex.
"No reason whatsoever. It was just so I could say this: Computer,
halt turbolift."
The turbolift immediately slid gracefully to a stop. Arex was now more
confused than ever, staring at M'Ress as if she had grown a third eye or
started howling or tossing about convulsively. "What is—?"
"How are you doing it?" she demanded.
"Doing what?"
She was so agitated that at first she couldn't even get the words out.
Her tail whipped around in the lift; Arex was re-
lieved it didn't have a barb or club at the end, or he'd have been in
serious trouble.
"Fitting in!" She paced back and forth, which, considering
the relatively small area of the turbolift, made Arex feel as if she were
stalking him ... except she wasn't looking at him. It was almost as if she was
looking inward. "I see you. I watch you. If I didn't know better, I'd
think you were born into this century. Everyone seems to accept you. You're
good at your job. You make friends easily. Me, whenever I walk through this
ship, I feel as if I'm having an out-of-body experience. As if I'm here, but
not really here. I keep waiting to wake up and discover that it was all a
dream."
"That's not going to happen, M'Ress. And going through your life
like a sleepwalker isn't a particularly good way to exist."
"Do you think I'm unaware of that!"
"I don't know, M'Ress. I don't know what you're aware of or not
aware of. All I know is what you're telling me." He thought a moment.
"I hear they have ship's counselors these days. Perhaps you should—"
She shook her head. "What's some counseler going to tell me, Arex?
This isn't a case of homesickness. This isn't depression. It's not like I just
miss my family or my homeworld. My family
is dead, Arex!" and the words burst from her, the emotions all
in a torrent. "My friends are dead! My homeworld might as well be
populated by strangers! What is a counseler going to tell me, eh? Get used to
it? Learn to live with it? I don't need a counseler, I need a time machine. I
need to go back."
"You can't."
"I have to go back."
"You can't." Arex
took her firmly by the shoulders, and with his third hand held her chin firmly,
forcing her to look at him. "Shiboline, you can't. There's no way—"
"There is a way," she said. "The Guardian."
"What?"
"The Guardian of Forever. I can..." Her thoughts were
tumbling over themselves. "I can simply go back to where I left
off. Or... or I can find myself at an earlier time and just tell myself not to volunteer to go to the
planet's surface. To stay away from the Gateway. That's all." "That's all," repeated Arex,
sounding both amused and sad. "Risking the space-time continuum, and you
say 'that's all' ..."
"I'm just one Caitian!" she
said urgently. "How much possible difference can one person make?"
"Captain Kirk learned the answer to that. Do you want to risk
the lives, the existence of everyone here, just because you're convinced you
can't make any difference to the order a of the galaxy?" Arex said.
"The M'Ress I knew would never do
that to these people."
"The
M'Ress you knew died a century ago!" she
cried out. "And these people ...
they're like walking shadows to me! If they vanish, I wouldn't give it any more
thought than I would a dream when it vanishes
upon waking!" She pulled away from
him, throwing her arms around her- self as if she was trying to protect
herself... or perhaps hold herself
together. She sank to the floor of the turbolift, despondent, and then jammed the base of her
hands into her eyes to keep back the
tears.
Very softly, his voice
sounding uncharacteristically deep, Arex
said, "You don't mean that, Shib." She drew in a long breath and then let it
out, trembling. "I don't know, Na
Eth. I don't know what I mean anymore."
"Perhaps ... perhaps you want to consider transferring off ship
... leaving Starfleet..." "You mean quit," she said.
"Leave of absence ... just for a while. Perhaps trying to adjust
to the new surroundings in a starship was a mistake.
Because all it does is remind you of what you don't have anymore."
"And go where, Na Eth?" she asked miserably. "Where
would I go? What would I do?"
"I... don't know."
"Neither do I." She took another long, deep breath, wiping
her fur dry of tears, and then said, "You still haven't told me ... how do
you do it? How do you blend in so easily?"
"Because to me, nothing's changed."
She laughed curtly. "Nothing's changed? You're not serious."
"I'm perfectly serious. Sure, technology has progressed, uniform
styles have developed... but that's nothing new. Because the more things
change, the more they stay the same."
"There's an original notion," she said dryly.
"All right, it's a cliche, but like any cliche\ it's true. Because
what stays the same is people, Shib. People don't change. They still laugh,
love, fear, cry ... whatever. There's a constancy to that, and I find security
in it. But you ... you can be slow to warm up to people. It's not that you
distrust them automatically, but you don't trust them, either. That's okay.
It's the way you are ... the way many Caitians are."
"So ... so what do I do?"
"There's no one thing to do." He scratched her under the
chin, and she wanted to tell him to stop because it felt so good when he did
that, and she didn't want to feel good just then. But instead of offering
protest, she made a soft, pleasant growling noise. Arex continued, "It's
not as if I can present you with an easy answer and, like a lightning flash,
it solves the problem. Just give it time. And make people feel as if you're
glad to see them, instead of resenting having to share a universe with them, or
acting as if you're just visiting."
Arex's combadge suddenly beeped. He grinned, stopped scratching her,
and pointed at the badge. "Don't you love
this convenience?" he asked and—as M'Ress smiled in spite of
herself—Arex tapped the badge. "Arex here."
"Hey, Arex, this is Hash up at ops. Uhm, Arex, is there any
particular reason you've been sitting in a turbolift for the past ten minutes?
You and... Lieutenant M'Ress, according to the readouts?"
"We're just talking, Lieutenant."
"And I've got no doubt about that, son. But considerin' that
you're jammin' up the lift traffic patterns somethin' fierce, we all would be
terribly obliged if you might get yourselves in gear."
"Will do, Lieutenant. Sorry for the delay." He looked to
M'Ress expectantly.
She sighed, nodded and said, "Computer, resume." The
turbolift promptly slid back into action. "Thanks for taking the time to
talk to me, Arex."
"I'm always happy to make the time for someone who imprisons me in
a turbolift and gives me no choice but to talk to her," he replied, and he
bowed deeply.
The turbolift came to a halt, the doors slid open and Arex stepped out.
"Deck five," said M'Ress, and she tossed off a half-hearted wave as
the turbolift doors closed.
Arex shook his head, distressed at M'Ress's plight, started to walk
away, and suddenly said, "Wait a minute ... I don't have any reason to be
on Deck nine." And with an annoyed grunt, he turned back to the turbolift
so he could head somewhere useful.
16 AERON
To A certain DEGREE, it
was deja vu to Calhoun. Once again he was standing before the Counselars of
Aeron. Once again he found himself in opposition to the warmaster (what a
pretentious title).
This time, however, the circumstances were slightly different.
Standing on either side of him were not only Si Cwan, but his sister, Kalinda,
who was developing into quite an impressive beauty. Directly in front of him
was Tsana. Considering everything she had been through, the girl was holding up
well. Dr. Selar had overseen her being nursed fully back to health, although
Selar had advised against bringing Tsana down to the planet's surface at this particular
time. It had been her contention that Tsana needed more time to heal, to rest
up.
Tsana, however, would not hear of it. There was certainly much of the
imperious in the youngster. It was as if, having finally wakened to a world in
which she was the only living member of her family, she was forcing herself to
adjust to
that harsh reality and deal with it as straightforwardly as possible.
Part of what was keeping her going was her burning desire to seek vengeance
against the man whom she believed had slain her two brothers, betraying their
trust and committing treason against the imperial family and the Aerons at
large.
Standing directly behind Calhoun was Zak Kebron. Calhoun found it
grimly amusing that—despite the presence of two Thallonians and a young girl
who was, basically, the new ruler of Aeron—the one who was getting the most
looks from the Counselars was Kebron. Perhaps they were afraid that the Brikar
was going to go berserk and plow through them, smashing them apart with arms
the size of boulders and skin so tough that he could likely laugh off whatever
weapons they tried to throw at them. He studied them with a stare as dark as an
approaching thunderstorm, and they looked suitably daunted. Well... good. Let
them be afraid. If it put them at a disadvantage, so much the better.
The only one who did not appear the least bit put off by the assemblage
of opponents was Burkitt. Naturally, he would not want to show any fear; that
alone might be enough to be interpreted as guilt, and Burkitt would know that
he mustn't do anything that could worsen his situation.
Instead, Burkitt smiled generously, even looking concerned over
Tsana's current condition. "Are you sure you would not rather sit down,
Tsana?" he inquired solicitously. He turned to Commander Gragg, who was
standing a few feet away, and said, "Would you mind getting the young lady
a pillow to line a chair—?"
"The young lady is your new Zarn," Tsana said icily. "I
prefer to stand."
Burkitt shrugged slightly. "As you wish. Captain Calhoun, I must
tell you that I do very much appreciate your returning the 'new Zarn' to
us—"
Calhoun was about to speak, but the girl clearly showed
no reticence in speaking her own mind. "He has not 'returned' me,
Warmaster. I will not dwell here until you have safely been brought to
justice."
"You fear your own people?" He made a slight, sad clucking
sound with his tongue and, as laughter arose from behind him, said, "A
true pity that you would. That certainly does not sound like the stuff that
Zarns are made of."
"Your view of Zarns is of no interest to me," said Tsana.
"Only your being arrested and tried for your crimes is."
"My crimes," he echoed.
"Yes, Burkitt," said Calhoun. "Your crimes. The ones
that she is calling you to account for."
"The ones you told her to say," retorted Burkitt. "Or
the ones you planted in her fevered imagination. This is a truly pathetic ploy,
Captain, and I do not appreciate it. I will not have my reputation
stained—"
"Perhaps," Si Cwan spoke up, "the only stains you care
about are the stains of blood on your hands."
Burkitt rose, body trembling in righteous indignation. "How dare you ... I do not have to take
accusations from a deposed Thallonian and a Starfleet captain who would toy
with the memories of a helpless girl!"
"Sit down," warned Calhoun.
"Or what?"
He chucked a thumb behind him. "Or I'll have Mr. Kebron here
break you in half."
"For fun," Kebron added.
Burkitt assessed the situation a moment, and then slowly sat, never
taking his gaze off Calhoun. "Is that how you get your way, Captain?
Threats? Intimidation?"
"Yes. Bribery, on occasion," Calhoun said helpfully. "In
this instance, I was hoping the simple truth would do the job." He turned
and addressed the Counselars as if Burkitt were not in the room. "No one
is endeavoring to diminish the crime that the Markanians committed against you.
But
enemies within can be even more destructive than enemies without.
Before anything else happens, Burkitt must admit his culpability and his brutal
murder of Tsana's older brothers. She witnessed it herself."
"Any testimony she might offer is tainted!" Burkitt said
loudly. "It is not reliable! My fellow Counselars ... there is not enough
evidence here even to proceed to some sort of trial. Commander Gragg—"
Gragg stepped forward. "Yes, Warmaster."
"I was alone with young Tsana, was I not? I have had opportunities
to eliminate her, have I not?"
"Yes, Warmaster."
"And one would think," he continued, the smug expression on
his face becoming more insufferable by the minute, "that if I were
concerned about being implicated in murder, I would most likely have disposed
of her."
Calhoun was watching Gragg very carefully, and couldn't help but feel
as if wheels were turning within the commander's head. As if things he hadn't
seen before, assumptions or conclusions he hadn't dared make, were suddenly
becoming clearer. However, Gragg's words didn't match up with what Calhoun
believed was going through the commander's heart. "Yes, Warmaster,"
he said, sounding very stiff and formal. "I myself bore witness to the
fact that she was helpless before you, and you were alone with her after my
departure. She could not have offered testimony against you, were she
dead."
"And yet... here she stands!" said Burkitt, as if concluding
a magic trick before an appreciative audience. "Here she stands, hale and
whole."
It was Kalinda's very quiet, but very firm voice that spoke up. 'Tell
me, Warmaster... how would you have known she posed a threat, since you did not
know that she was hiding under the bed and saw your murderous actions?"
Si Cwan nodded approvingly.
Burkitt's smile diminished ever so slightly. "I would have
desired to play it safe ... had I anything to hide. I did not.
Furthermore, if my goal was to seize power for myself, the fact that she lived
would have precluded that."
"And the fact that you could not kill her without having any
Markanians to blame it on would have precluded you finishing the job,"
Calhoun pointed out.
"I will not even dignify that accusation with a defense." His
eyes hard, he said, "And I hope, Captain, that you are able to live with
the consequences of your actions."
"And what would those be?" Calhoun asked mildly.
He rose once more, pointing a trembling finger at Calhoun, saying,
"You are forcing a governmental crisis! Tsana is the last of the imperial
family. You are tainting her, turning her to your
priorities, causing her to lash out against her own. If this
continues ... if this divide is not resolved, and soon ... the Counselars will
have no choice but to do away with the rule of the imperial family
entirely!"
"You would not dare," Tsana said. "The imperials have
ruled the Aeron for centuries."
"Things change, young one... my apologies ... Zarn," but he said it with such
sarcasm that there wasn't the slightest hint of respect in his tone. "If
you have been turned against us, then your mind is addled. You are not fit to
rule us. Another shall have to."
"Another being you," said Si Cwan.
He inclined his head slightly. "I would not presume to predict.
That will be up to my fellow Aerons. You, Thallonian, are not one of my
fellows. Instead, you represent the race that has brought us to this
difficulty."
"Oh, did we?" asked Si Cwan, sounding more amused than
anything else.
"Yes! Had you not taken it upon yourself to separate us from the
Markanians, to deprive us of our beloved Sinqay and the Holy Site, none of this
would have happened. We are the stronger race; we would have eliminated them in
time. And then, as promised, the Holy Site would have been ours."
There were grants of agreement from behind him. "But we will not be
deterred in our quest. We will triumph over the—"
"Oh. Right The Holy Site," said Calhoun, almost as if being
reminded of an afterthought. "I'm planning to destroy it."
There was dead silence in the Counselar chamber. Burkitt's mouth moved
with no sound emerging for some moments
before he finally managed to get out, "What?"
in a hoarse whisper.
"I won't have any trouble
finding it; Si Cwan can bring
me right to it," and he nodded toward Si Cwan, who bowed
slightly in a rather mocking manner. "I haven't quite deter-
mined how," Calhoun told them. He continued to sound very
casual about it, as if discussing the best way to gut a fish
after catching it.
"We could just scourge the entire surface
With phaser fire. It would take
a while, heaven knows, but it
Could be done. Basically make
the entire surface uninhabit-
able." He was pleased to
see that the smug expression was
now entirely gone, to be replaced by something akin to
mounting panic. Not
easing up, he continued, "Then again,
if I wanted to go the expeditious route, I could simply plant
some matter/antimatter in the planet's core, bring them to-
gether, and just blow the place
up."
"But... but the Prime
Directive—!"
"Applies only to
civilized worlds. Sinqay, so far as we
know, is devoid of life. I mean, all right, there may be some
cuddly, fuzzy animals living
there, but unfortunately for
them, cuddly fuzzy animals have almost no voice in the
UFP, so I doubt there'll be much protest raised. There's
nothing to stop me from going around and blowing up all the
uninhabited worlds I want." In point of fact, there was, but
he hardly saw the need to mention that.
And that brought all of them to their feet, all the Counselars
shouting at once. And loudest of all was Burkitt, bellow-
ing, "// is our Holy Site! Our
promised world! How dare you—!"
"How dare 1?" Calhoun's voice easily
carried above theirs; he was someone who'd developed the lung power to address
armies while still in his teens. Shouting above nine men was no challenge at
all. "How dare I?" he
declared again. "How dare you? How
dare you put so little value on life, that thousands upon thousands die in pointless
warfare, all because you care more about a piece of territory than you do about
the lives of your own people? More die, and more, and more, and it doesn't
stop! It never stops!" Inwardly, Calhoun was telling himself that he
should be more restrained, that he shouldn't do anything that might come across
as losing control. But he was simply too angry, too fed up to tolerate any more
of the tripe that he was hearing. "The bickering, the warfare, and
children die, and men and women die, all because you're more concerned about
words written by people long dead than you are about the rights of your people
to live long and happy lives!" His voice harsh and condemning, he swept
the room with his arm as he demanded, "How dare you stand there and defend
your rights to be brutal to each other? You're like children! Children pointing
at each other and crying, 'He hit me first! He was mean to me! He took my toy!'
Well if that is how you are going to behave, Burkitt, then that is how you are
going to be treated. You will be treated as if you were children. The toy you
cannot agree to share with your brothers and sisters will be taken away from
you, for good. Perhaps in doing that, you will finally shift your focus away
from pointless bickering and instead put your energy towards such esoteric
considerations as compassion, and loving your fellow man."
Burkitt looked ill, but he rallied himself as best he could. "We
are not children, no matter how much you would paint us as such, nor are you
our parents. This attitude of yours bespeaks monstrous arrogance. Monstrous. You are in no position to
judge us."
"Perhaps. Perhaps not. But I am in a position to carry out my own
judgment. And you, Burkitt, and all of you, will have to live with this.
Unless, of course, you choose to open up peace talks with the Markanians. That
is the only course you can take that will prevent me from doing as I have said
I will." Turning his attention to Tsana, Burkitt said coldly,
"And do you endorse this action of
your newfound allies, oh mighty Zarn? Even you, a child, know what the
tradition of Sinqay means to us. Do you endorse
this action on their part, and in so
doing, close the door—now and forever—on what- ever claim you may have to
leading us?" If Burkitt had been
intending to intimidate Tsana, he was
totally unsuccessful. "A planet whose surface wasn't walked on by
my father, or his father, or his father before him, is of far
less interest to me than the cancer in the soul of our peo- ple that you
represent, Warmaster. I care about justice." "And justice demands the Markanians
pay for their crimes!" "As
they will. But you will pay first for yours. Even engag- ing in peace talks, we
will still demand those responsible for the death of my family be called to
account for their actions. But our own hands must be clean, Warmaster, and
yours are Covered with the blood of my kin.
Until such time as you admit to your
misdeeds, and that you Counselars/' and she addressed the entirety of the room,
"agree to open peace talks with the
Markanians, we have nothing more to talk about." Burkitt turned back to Calhoun. "So
is this your strategy, Calhoun? Try to bring pressure to bear upon me? Hope
that I will confess to a crime I did not
commit, in exchange for saving our Holy Site? Well, it will not happen! I will
not bow! I will not yield! Take the
child and be damned!" He stabbed a finger at Calhoun. "And know this:
You will be declared an enemy to all Aerons, and we have a long memory. Sooner
or later, you will be made to pay for the actions and threats you have made
here today." "As will you," Kalinda said.
Apparently he had almost forgotten she was there. "I have nothing
to pay for."
Kalinda approached him with slow, measured tread. It seemed as if her
eyes were drilling through him. "So you say," she said.
"So I know," he retorted.
"Yes, you know. You know the truth." Her voice lowered, and
in that unearthly calmness was even greater menace. "And the dead know it
as well. And they are angry with you, Burkitt, most angry indeed."
"I see. And you know this ... how?"
"Because they speak to me, Burkitt," she said, as if it was
the most natural thing in the world. "They speak to me ... and I have told
them to speak to you. And they will. You have my utmost assurances on that.
They will speak to you ... and cry to you ... and howl to you ... until the
only way to assuage your conscience is to confess your sins. Then, and only
then, will they leave you in peace. But I warn you, Burkitt, do not delay
overlong. Because if you do, it may reach a point where even your confession
does not assuage, and they will be with you, always... always..."
"This is nonsense!" snarled Burkitt. "The lot of you,
with your threats and predictions ... and your betrayal!" That last was
directed at Tsana. "Get out. All of you! This audience is over! We are
done with one another."
"You may be done with us," Calhoun replied, as calm and
collected as Burkitt was agitated. "However, I assure you, Burkitt... we
are not remotely done with you." He tapped his combadge. "Calhoun to Excalibur. Five to beam up."
Moments later, they shimmered out of existence, to rema-terialize
aboard the starship. Calhoun immediately turned his full attention to Tsana,
going to one knee so he could look her in the eyes. "Are you all right,
Zarn?" he asked.
She looked at him with a world of pain in her eyes. "My
family is dead and my people think me a traitor. How could I possibly
be all right?" For that, Calhoun had no answer.
It was evening, and Burkitt still had not managed to calm his fury. He
had a bottle of half-consumed liquor before him, and offered it to Commander
Gragg, who politely declined. For what seemed the hundredth time, Burkitt
muttered, "The audacity! You saw it all, Gragg. You heard! They accused
me..."
"Not just 'they,' Warmaster. She. She did."
"A dupe. A mind-controlled dupe."
Gragg, standing stiffly, his hands behind his back, had heard Burkitt
say that so many times. Perhaps it was the sheer repetition, or the lateness of
the hour, or a growing unease ... whatever the cause, Gragg opined, "She
did not appear mind-controlled to me."
Through the haze of the alcohol in his brain, it took a moment or two
for that observation to penetrate. Burkitt slowly turned his full attention to
Gragg. "What... are you saying?"
"I am simply saying... how she appeared to me, Warmaster."
He rose unsteadily. "Are you telling me you believe her? That you think I would
have—?"
"I do not know what to think or believe, Warmaster," Gragg
said, all in a rush. "You made such a point of showing me how you were not
going to harm the girl while she lay in her coma...."
"Yes! What guilty man would have done such a thing, spoken so
freely—?"
"On the other hand, Warmaster, it could be argued that who but a
man who felt a lack of innocence would feel the need for such a display?"
His mouth twisting in fury, Burkitt snarled, "You... sidestepping,
double-talking coward! You dance around
without committing yourself! Do you trust me, or do you not?
Answer!"
"These are dangerous times, Warmaster," said Gragg
cautiously. 'Trusting no one would seem to be the wisest course."
Each word thick, Burkitt said, "Get out. Get out of here before I
kill you with my bare hands. And pray that I am sufficiently with drink that
by the morning I will have forgotten this entire exchange."
Gragg bowed stiffly at the waist, turned, and exited.
Burkitt continued to drink and talk for another hour. The conversation
wasn't really all that different than when Gragg had been in the room; now,
though, there was no pretense that he was addressing anyone else. Finally, the
drink overwhelming him, he slumped forward at his desk and fell into a deep
sleep.
He remained that way for less than an hour.
And then he woke up screaming.
77 MARKANIA
smyt had been planning to surprise Ebozay
when he returned to his private quarters. She lay draped across the bed in a
fairly scandalous outfit, the type designed to make sure that he didn't think
about such things as her motivations or where she'd come from or Gateways at
all. They are so easy to manipulate, she
had thought with some degree of satisfaction.
But when Ebozay had entered, she had immediately been able to tell that
something was wrong... something was very, very wrong, in fact. He was barely
looking at her; indeed, he was looking through her. "Ebozay?" She
said his name tentatively.
He sat on the edge of the bed, but didn't appear to be registering her
presence. "Ebozay," she repeated, this time more intently.
"What's happened?"
"The meeting ..."
"Yes, yes. You had a meeting with Shelby and her people.
I know that. Why do you look so concerned? What could she possibly have
said that—?"
He looked at her, haunted. "Captain Calhoun has lost his
mind."
"What? Calhoun? But he's the captain of another vessel, isn't
he?"
"Yes. The Excalibur. But...
but he has ..."
"But he has what?" Smyt did not always have a great deal of
patience when dealing with less-than-sophisticated beings, and she was having
no more patience now than usual. "Did you meet with him instead of
Shelby?"
"No, we met with Shelby. But... she related the details of a
meeting Calhoun had on Aeron ... things he said to them..."
She felt relieved. "Who cares what the captain of another ship
said to your enemies? It cannot possibly have any relevance to—"
"He's going to destroy Sinqay."
Smyt blinked in confusion, not quite able to grasp what he was saying.
"Destroy ... Sinqay? What are you talking about?"
"Shelby ... Shelby said that he'd always been a bit unstable ...
but—"
"Then she's lying to you," Smyt said flatly. "Starfleet
would never put an unstable individual in charge of—"
"She said he didn't start out that way," and he turned, his
gaze seeking hers, searching for some commiseration in his agitated state,
"but became more and more out of control since she ceased being his first
officer. He now seems to feel that he can do anything. And he said he was ready
to destroy Sinqay because the Aerons and we cannot share it."
"Sounds to me as if he's treating you like children."
"That appears to be his goal, yes."
"Well, you just won't tolerate it, that's all. You just
won't—"
He grabbed her hand so forcefully that he might have bro-
ken it had he gripped it any tighter. "We
cannot stop him! How can you not see that? We cannot stop this
madman !l The only one who possibly can is Shelby, and she is reli tant to go
up against him. She says she doesn't agree with his actions, but she doesn't
want to challenge his autonomy, I think she's a bit afraid of him."
"Please ... Ebozay ... you're hurting my hand," she sail
through gritted teeth.
Without even thinking about it, he released her. "How this be
happening? How can this be spiralling out of control? Shelby said ..."
"What did she say?"
He looked at her with vast concern in his eyes. "Well... she said
that she would be on our side, and that she would be willing to represent our
interest in a peace process. That we would have to make concessions, and even
give over those who killed the imperial family ... but if we did that, she
could—"
Smyt began to laugh.
Racked with tension, Ebozay saw nothing worth laughing over. "What
is so funny?" he demanded.
"Don't you see?" She shook her head in obvious sorrow.
"She is attempting to play the two of you against each other. You and the
Aerons. She and Calhoun must be working together, conspiring. She is not the
least bit afraid of him. She is painting him as some sort of a wild man,
uncontrollable, to be feared by all. She figures that you and the Aerons will
see Calhoun as a common foe, and will want to unite against him in fear. Then
she, the moderating influence, attempts to broker a peace settlement between
you and your enemies. It could not be more obvious."
"We do not know that for certain."
"Yes, we do, if you would not let yourself be intimidated—"
"I am not intimidated!" he said heatedly.
"Yes, you are." She leaned back on the bed and sighed hi
a most disappointed fashion. "I thought more of you than this,
Ebozay. All your talk, all your boasting. And you did perfectly well when your
opponents were three tired, frightened pacifists who were willing to cede
power to you rather than cause a fuss. But now you're faced with the first true
challenge to your leadership—"
"This is more than a challenge. Don't you understand that?"
he said urgently.
"I understand that the stink of fear is rolling off y—"
And then she let out a yelp as Ebozay's hand lashed out. He snagged the
hair on the back of her head and yanked, snapping her skull back. "This isn't about fear," he
snarled right in her face as she gasped. "This is about Sinqay! This is
about an unpredictable Starfleet officer embroiled in an incendiary situation!
You may very well be right in everything you say! But I can't afford to be wrong! Because if I am, I will go down in
history as the person who lost Sinqay for all time! "
She did not appear the least bit sympathetic to his distress. Her
breath coming in short gasps, she managed to give a snicker of contempt.
"So brave... so brave against pacifists ... and women ... have you
forgotten what I did to you before? What I can do to you again? Release me,
Ebozay ... or you shall pay for it dearly."
With a disgusted grunt he let go of her. She turned her head this way
and that, relaxing the neck muscles, and then smoothing her hair back into
place. "That was very impetuous, and very foolish of you."
"Traits I can ill afford when discussing the fate of Sinqay."
"And you have no wish to go down in your history as the one who
lost you your precious Sinqay."
He stared at her as if she were daft. "Of course not! Why would I
possibly want to be remembered in such a way?"
"Because at least you will be
remembered. Better to be a spectacular failure than a merely modest
success."
Ebozay shook his head, obviously stunned. "That you
could believe such things ... that you could have such little regard
for—"
She took one of his hands in both of hers. "They're bluffing. I
assure you."
"My comrades are not so well-assured," Ebozay said woefully.
"They share my doubts. Even if you sway me to your way of thinking ...
they will not go so easily. You did not see Captain Shelby. She looked fearful,
truly fearful, of what is to come. Perhaps it was great acting. Perhaps
not."
"You have to decide," she told him firmly. "You have to
decide whether or not you're going to let yourself be bullied in this situation
... and then act accordingly. I cannot do that for you. All I can help you do
is obtain the revenge you so greatly desire."
"What point in defeating the Aerons... if that which spurred our
enmity all these years is gone for good?"
"You'll find another enmity," she said. "I have
confidence in you."
The amusement in her eyes, the tone in her voice, was too much for him.
He pushed away from her, stood, and drew himself to his full height, squaring
his shoulders very proudly and a touch melodramatically.
'This," he said archly, "is obviously something you're never
going to understand." With that acid comment, he pivoted and stalked out
of the room.
Smyt flopped back onto the bed, draping her arm across her face.
"Lords of Chaos, Lords of Light, save me from amateurs who speak a good
game but have absolutely no idea what they're on about."
18 EXCALIBUR
As dr. selar headed over toward
the exam table where Tsana was lying, she slowed and blinked in disbelief.
Standing next to Tsana, once again, was Moke. This time, of course, she was
not insensate as she had been before. Indeed, the discussion they were having
seemed rather animated. That, however, did not deter the Vulcan doctor from
approaching them and—in her most professional mien and sternest manner—saying,
"I do not recall giving you permission to come down here, Moke."
"I thought anyone could come to sickbay," he said a bit
defensively.
Selar had had it. She was far too logical to do something as illogical
as losing her temper, but nevertheless she pointed one arm stiffly and said,
"Wait in my office for me, if you please."
She expected the boy to protest. Instead he shrugged slightly, nodded
to Tsana as if wishing her a good day, and walked quietly over to Selar's
office. Even from where she
was standing, she could see him sit carefully on the chair.
No slumping, as with other children. And he kept his hands
folded neatly on his lap.
"What was he saying to
you?" she asked Tsana. "We
were just talking, about families," she said. She wasn't looking Selar in the eyes. Since Selar
was unaware of any Aeron custom that would have precluded a speaker mak- |ng
eye contact, she had to conclude that Tsana was endeav-bring to conceal
something.
"Families," echoed Selar, and then waited for Tsana to
continue.
"He said that his mother was dead, and he never knew his
father, although he has an adoptive one now. My mother's dead, too, and
I knew my father, but not as well as I would have liked to."
"Few of us do," Selar said, and then felt a momentary surprise
at herself that she would say such a thing. She shook it
off and then asked, "Anything else?" "Nothing much. Am I done here,
Doctor?" She glanced at the medscan one
more time and then nod- ded curtly. "Yes, you are done here. Thank you for
returning t|o sickbay so that I could monitor your progress. There seem to be
no indications of... problems."
"What sort of problems?"
"Any sort of brain pattern
disruptions." She hesitated and then, deciding honesty would be
preferable, she said, "The . ..
technique I used to bring you to wakeful-ness ... and the fact that another of
my kind aided me in the endeavor. .. that can be a strain on the untrained
mind." "Oh," she said, looking
thoughtful.
"But there is no need for concern. You do not seem to
have been done any lasting damage."
"I appreciate that." Then, to the Vulcan's surprise, not to
mention her stony disapproval, Tsana reached over and
threw her arms around Selar in an aggressive, almost needy hug.
"Thank you," she whispered.
"You ... are welcome," she said. "Now that is ... quite
enough." Gently she disengaged the girl. "You may return to the
temporary quarters assigned you by the captain. I can assign an escort to
guide you if—"
"No, I can get there. It's just down the hall." She hopped
down off the examining table. "Thanks again."
"You are welcome. Again."
She watched Tsana bound out of sickbay, and then became aware that
various medtechs were looking at her. They were smiling. It bothered the hell
out of Selar, because she didn't want her people to think for a moment that she
was endorsing unprofessional behavior or maudlin bedside manner. So she gave
them a look of cold dismissal, and they all immediately found something better
to do. Satisfied, Selar went to her office, where Moke was waiting for her. She
walked around the desk, sat, and scrutinized him. "Your continued presence
here in sickbay is simply unacceptable. If you are not ill, you cannot be
here."
"You're here," he pointed out.
"I work here."
"Can I work here?"
"No. Moke ... I do not understand this desire of yours to be in my
presence."
He shrugged. "I like you."
"Why?"
"Because you're a mom. You have a son, and he's strange, and so I
thought—"
"Wait, wait," and she put up a hand. "I have a son ...
and he is 'strange'?"
"Yes."
"Who has said that?"
"People."
"What people?"
"People who were talking about him." Before Selar could tell
him that this was not a tremendously useful answer, he continued, "They
say he grows fast, and he's not like any Vulcan they ever saw, and how
difficult it must be to be a parent of a strange child like that. So I was
hoping—"
"Xyon is not a 'strange child,' " Selar told him, surprised
and annoyed at the vehemence of her own voice. "He is ... he is..."
Disliking her tone, as it seemed to border on being flustered, she reined
herself in and superimposed, once more, her customary detached demeanor.
"He is... none of your business, in point of fact. Yes. That is correct.
His nature is none of your business, and you would be well-advised to remember
that. And you were hoping what? What were you hoping?" He looked down.
"Moke? What were you hoping?" The question was not asked
gently.
He took a deep breath and then
let it out unsteadily. "That ' you
could be like a mom to me."
Selar's breath caught a moment,
but she composed herself before allowing any of her momentary confusion to
show. "What?"
He raised his gaze to look
into her eyes. "Don't get me
Wrong, Mac is great... and I
know that nothing can replace
my mom, because she was the best, and I'd never forget her,
or anything like that, but I... well... you see ..." Then the
words came out all in a rush, as
if jockeying for position.
"It's just that the people in the town where I lived thought I
Was strange, and it couldn't
have been easy for my mom
raising me, and she was able to handle people, and she never
Stopped loving me, and I know you don't know me and I
don't know you, but you've got a strange kid, except he's not
strange like me because I kind of blew some people away in
the town, but they were bad people and deserved it because
they hurt my mom, so I hurt them, and I'm not sorry about
that, I don't think, and anyway she loved me even though I
was all of that stuff, weird stuff, so I thought maybe you could love
me a little, too, not a lot, not like she did, but just a little so I could
remember what it was like and stuff..."
He didn't so much stop as run out of momentum, and once he had, Selar
just stared at him for a time and tried to figure out what to say. "I
see," was all she was able to come up with.
"It's just... you remind me of her ... a little."
Selar felt as if she were running just to keep up. "Your mother
had pointed ears?"
"No, but she could get all firm and stuff... and when she did, her
voice sounded like yours. And I... well... they say that when someone's dead
for a while, you forget what they sound like. Forget their voice. And I don't
want to forget her voice. So ... so that's why. Please don't be mad."
Finally something she could address. "I am ... not mad, Moke. I
am..." She didn't want to say 'surprised.' That would not be appropriate.
Drawing herself up, she managed to say, "You have given me ... much to
contemplate. I thank you for your candor."
He frowned. "I didn't give you a 'candor.' "
"For your honesty. Candor means honesty."
"Oh. Okay. Mom said honesty was one of the most important things
in the world. That if people couldn't believe what everybody was saying to
everybody, how could anybody ever get along?"
"Your mother was very wise."
"I know. You are, too."
There was a long silence, and then Selar said softly, "You may
leave now, Moke."
He paused, as if afraid to voice the question. "Can I come down
here sometimes?"
"I will... discuss the matter with your ... with Captain
Calhoun."
"All right. Thanks," he said.
Selar was quiet for a long time after Moke left, her hands
steepled in front of her. When Dr. Lili Scasino stuck her head in a few
minutes later, Selar had not moved. "Doc-
tor..." she said cautiously.
Selar looked up at her.
"My child is not 'strange.' "
Scasino blinked, then said,
"Wait'll he's a teenager. And
you
can take that from personal experience."
Selar shook her head
and said, "My pardon. My mind was ... elsewhere. What do you need?"
"Uhm, Captain Calhoun
just called down, wanted to
know the results of your exam of Tsana."
"Tell him she shows no
signs of—no. On second thought,
I shall speak to him. There are ... a number of things we
need to discuss."
19 AERON
BECAUSE THERE WERE so many people at the Great
Rally... a thousand or so, crushed into the courtyard outside the Counselars'
Hall... there were naturally many different accounts of why exactly the rally
went wrong, and what was the true meaning behind Burkitt's mental breakdown,
and blame was ascribed to everyone and everything. Furthermore, as word of it
spread, so many more people claimed to have been there to witness it firsthand
that, had they been, the courtyard would have been filled twenty times over....
Gragg bolted down the hall, positive from the screams he was hearing
that the Markanians were once again attacking. Perhaps they had somehow
discovered that they had missed one of the imperials and—falsely believing
Tsana was still in the mansion—were instigating another assault. As he drew
nearer, he came to the realization that the screams were coming from the
quarters of the warmaster. That, of course,
would make perfect sense: Where else would the bastards strike but at
one of the most powerful of the planet's leaders? Obviously, though, the
warmaster was putting up one incredible fight, for the shrieks could only be
torn from the throats of the cowardly Markanians, as they discovered their
intended victim was not going down quietly.
The blood was pounding in Gragg's temples as he thought of the
possibility of having another shot at the Markanian bastards. Perhaps... oh, gods, how wonderful
would it be ... perhaps he would be able to get his hands on the ones who had taken Jylla from him. He had been
among the first to find her beautiful body splattered on the courtyard, and it
had been everything he could do to suppress the howl of vengeance that sought to escape him. The
sight of it haunted 'him still,
and the joy that filled him with the thought of ex-orcising some of those
ghosts through the blood of his ene-mies was almost more than he could
bear. Other troopers were converging
from the opposite direc- tion as Gragg arrived at Burkitt's quarters. The door
was locked from the inside. Gragg didn't hesitate, blasting it open and
charging in. He didn't just run; he leaped with a shoulder roll, making himself a moving target
so that any resistance he encountered from within would have that much more
trouble pinning him down.
He needn't have concerned himself. He came up, weapon extended, while
the other troopers pushed in at the doorway, only to see that the room was
empty save for himself and Burkitt. Burkitt was upright in his bed, eyes wide,
arms flailing about as if swinging at phantoms that only he could see, and
those remarkably womanish howls that Gragg had heard were being torn from none
other than the throat of the warmaster.
"Get away! Get away from me!" His
eyes were fixed at some point within his own mind, and he swung desperately,
futilely at nothing. "Get away, I told
you! Get away! Stop looking at me like that! Stop! Stop—!"
"Warmaster!" shouted Gragg, grabbing him by the shoulders
and shaking him violently. Burkitt didn't respond at first, struggling in
Gragg's grasp. Ordinarily Gragg wouldn't have stood a chance in combat with
him, but Burkitt was hardly at his best as he writhed and struggled. Impatience
growing, and feeling a certain degree of humiliation on the warmaster's behalf,
Gragg decided that immediate action was needed. He drew back a hand and cracked
it across Burkitt's face. He didn't really have to do it with much more force
than was required to jolt him from his fear-filled slumber, but Gragg used a
bit more strength than was needed. Consequently, he hit Burkitt so hard with
his backhanded swing that he knocked the warmaster right out of his bed.
Burkitt hit the floor, bedclothes tangled around him. He sat up, still
thrashing, looking everywhere at once, and finally managed to focus on Gragg.
His chest was heaving violently, as if the air in his lungs was threatening to
explode.
"Wh—what... ?" he managed to stammer out. "Where are
the—?"
"The what, Warmaster?" said Gragg. Part of him, the morbidly
curious part, wondered whether Burkitt was about to say something
incriminating.
But as if he'd read Gragg's mind—even in the throes of the dream that
had so obviously terrorized him—Burkitt promptly pulled himself together. He
looked around, apparently rather chagrined when he saw the puzzled guards
standing in the doorway. "Nothing," he said. "It was nothing.
An ill omen, that is all."
This caused a mild buzz among the troopers, for omens were serious
business to the Aerons, and not to be taken lightly. Gragg has his own
suspicions as to just how legitimate these "omens" were, but he was
willing to take Burkitt at his word... at least for the moment. "What sort
of ill omens, Warmaster?" he asked with great concern, and there were
anxious looks from the others as well.
Burkitt studied them thoughtfully for a moment, and it hard for Gragg
to tell what precisely was going through Burkitt's mind. He might have been
endeavoring to find a way to summarize what he was thinking. Or he might have
been mentally scrambling to try and fabricate something. It Was impossible to
know for sure. Finally, though, Burkitt pulled himself up to the edge of the bed,
draping the bed-clothes around him in a manner that looked vaguely imperial.
"I saw the Markanians," he said grimly. "They were flooding over
us, like ravenous insects. While we have been proceed-ing with caution because
of the starship overhead ... while we have been struggling to determine who
truly guides our destiny because of the confusions and calumnies provided by
the child Zarn, Tsana ... I have foreseen the Markanians fac-ng no such
tribulations. They are directed and they are fo-cused, and their focus is upon
us. We must attack." "Attack?" said Gragg
with obvious concern. "Warmaster, to the best of our knowledge, the other
starship—the Trident— remains in
orbit around the Markanian world. If we launch an attack, there is nothing to
stop them from thwarting our assault this time, just as they did the last time.
Furthermore, if we uti-lize the Gateway, the Excalibur
will likely be able to locate it." "I have a plan, Gragg. That, too, has
come to me." He now rose, the
bedclothes still wrapped around him, and he ges-tured angrily to the other
troopers that they should depart. They did so, and the moment the door shut
behind them, Burkitt turned to face Gragg. "I know you have suspicions,
Gragg. I do not blame you for this; the Starfleet men have cleverly managed to
plant the seeds of doubt. And once those seeds have taken root, they are
extremely difficult to pull out. But I," and he clapped him on the
shoulder, "I still trust you, Gragg. I trust you to keep my plan secret
until the time is right to strike."
"And... what would this
plan be, Warmaster?" asked Gragg, intrigued in spite of himself.
Gragg laughed low in his throat. "We are not going to use the
Gateway to invade the Markanians."
"We're ... we're not?"
"No, Gragg. We are going to use it... to invade the Excalibur."
Smyt gaped at Burkitt. "You're insane," he said.
After explaining his plan to Gragg, and being rewarded with growing
excitement bordering on hero worship by the young commander, Burkitt had sent
Gragg to summon Smyt to him. The Iconian, however, did not look the least bit
worshipful. He looked dumbfounded.
"You're insane," he said again. "You cannot be serious."
"Oh, I am very serious," said Burkitt. He was now fully
dressed, even though the sun would not rise for some hours. He was too excited
by the notion to go back to sleep anyway, pacing his quarters because standing
still was simply not an option. "The plan is perfect."
"The plan is madness!"
"It is foolproof."
"And you're just the fool to prove it!"
Burkitt chuckled slightly. "A worthy jest. See? I can laugh at
those, even when they are at my expense, so long as they are truly funny."
His face darkened, and he added significantly, "And infrequent." He
gestured, not for the first time, for Smyt to sit and make himself comfortable,
but Smyt remained rigidly standing.
Nevertheless, Smyt, sensing Burkitt's mood, bit back an angry reply.
Instead he shrouded himself in a cloak of calm and said, oozing patience,
"With all respect, Burkitt, I don't think you've thought this through. I
mean, if I am understanding you correctly, you want to use the Gateway to send
your troops into the Excalibur."
"Yes."
"And you will take over the Excalibur."
"That is correct."
"Then you will transform the Excalibur
into, essentially, a troop
transport ship, sending your army through space to Markania where—if the Trident is still there—you will destroy
her, and then rain down destruction upon the Markanians."
"You see?" said Burkitt with undeniable cheer. "You understand
the plan perfectly."
But Smyt was shaking his
head, remaining immobile
where he was as Burkitt continued to move around the room
like a bird exploring a new
environment. "Burkitt ... there
We things you do not seem to understand. The Excalibur is a
sizable vessel. There will be resistance; they have their own
security forces."
"Forces that will be
caught utterly off guard," Burkitt said
firmly. He finally stopped his
endless movement and instead pointed triumphantly to Smyt, as if the Iconian
had finally
grasped the brilliance of his plan. "You will send us directly
to their bridge, where their key
operating systems are. Then you will
send us into their armory, so we can lock down their weapons. Then
you—"
Smyt gestured helplessly, as if trying to explain the con- cept of snow
to someone who had spent their life in a desert. "You are asking
for pinpoint precision with the Gateway! It is not designed to function in that
manner! I simply do not . know if I can do what you are asking." "I have every confidence in you, Smyt.
And do you know why?"
"No," said Smyt
hollowly, "why?"
"Because you value your own
skin above all others. And believe me
... your skin is riding on your ability to perform the task I am setting for
you."
Slowly Smyt took a
step back, as if seeing Burkitt for the
first time. "I do not respond well to threats, Warmaster," he
said.
Burkitt laughed as if the very notion that he had been
threatening was preposterous. "Threats? Threats? My dear, dear Smyt..." he said heartily,
"that was not intended to be a threat! No, no, not at all. Not a threat,
not in the least little bit."
"Well, that is certainly good to—"
The sword hanging at Burkitt's side was suddenly pulled from the
scabbard. For the most part it was intended to be ceremonial, but that didn't
render the blade any less sharp, and that blade was now at Smyt's throat. The
Iconian gasped as the metal touched just under his chin.
"Now this ... this is
a threat," Burkitt informed him, as if explaining the difference between
land and sea to a child. "And a very nasty one at that."
Smyt licked his lips, stalling for time as he composed himself. "I
was ... unaware of the fervency of your desires in this matter," he said
carefully.
"Now you know."
"Yes, yes, I do. Tell me, Burkitt, if it wouldn't be too much
trouble ..." He cleared his throat. "Let us say, just for argument's
sake, that you accomplish your goal. That you seize the Excalibur. How do you intend to operate
her? Fly her? The functions of a starship are far beyond anything that your
people have ever handled. You don't even have
vessels capable of traversing interstellar distances. How do you propose
to cover this gap between the ship's ops and your abilities ... or lack
thereof?"
"Oh, that will be simple," said Burkitt. "We will find
crewmembers who will do the jobs for us."
"And if they refuse, which they most certainly will... ?"
"I expect them to refuse, at first. But not all creatures are made
from the same resolve of character... not even Starfleet officers. The
higher-ranking officers will not comply, to be sure. So we will execute them,
one by one, until we get down to crewmen who will
do our bidding."
"That... might work," Smyt allowed. As he said this,
Burkitt smiled and lowered the sword, although Smyt couldn't help but
notice that he didn't sheathe it. Still proceeding with utmost care, he said,
"Then again ... you might be underestimating them. It might not
work."
"In that event," Burkitt shrugged, "we have a dead crew
but a functioning ship in orbit. Our scientists can pore over it to their
hearts' content, and our knowledge will jump ahead by decades. It would require
an adjustment in our plan, but at least we'll have a starship for our troubles.
You see, Smyt... it is a win/win scenario, really."
Smyt obviously wanted to rub his throat where the blade had touched,
but he kept bis hand at his side. 'Tell me this, then: If you are so anxious to
capture a starship, why not use the Gateway to take the Trident instead? That, after all, is in
orbit around the Markanian world already."
"It is a valid point, and an option I strongly considered,"
said Burkitt, and his face darkened, his eyes glowering with barely suppressed
rage. "But Calhoun humiliated me, Smyt. He dared to strike me. He dared to
remove Tsana from my care. He has shown nothing but contempt for me, and part
of what brought this plan into focus for me was the cheerful mental picture of
cleaving Calhoun's neck from his shoulders. He shall not be among those given
the opportunity to cooperate, Smyt." His voice rumbled like an oncoming
thundercloud, and was just as ominous. "His swift execution will instead
serve as an example to the others of what will happen to them if they should
choose not to cooperate."
"You know," Smyt said appraisingly, "I'm beginning to
think that you could pull it off."
"Yes. I can."
"Very well," said Smyt. "Let me work on it... determine
the coordinates. It will not be the easiest matter in the world, because the Excalibur is, after all, a moving target
since it's in orbit. Then again, any planet is in orbit. It's just a matter of
making the adjustments."
"Can you be ready by tomorrow afternoon?"
"I believe I can, yes. Why?"
"Because," he said with great amusement, "I am going to
take matters one step further. I will organize a rally. I will inform the good
captain that I am doing so in order to allow the people to make their voices
heard in the matter of the Zarn and her 'allegiances.' He will come down
here—"
"He won't. He'll suspect a trap."
Burkitt smiled grimly. A brief haze, a tiredness, enfolded his brain
for a moment, due no doubt to his sleepless night. He shook it off as he said,
"I have the measure of him, Smyt. I know his type, for I have seen it
every time I've gazed at my own reflection. We are very similar, truth to tell.
Oh, he will come here ... escorted, most likely. He'll have that man-mountain
with him, no doubt, and between that and his ability to return to his vessel at
a moment's notice, he will think himself safe enough. And Tsana... she will
want to come. She is like her father, that one, I can see it already. There was
that cold fury in her eyes that so reminded me of the late Zarn. She will want
to confront me, for my lies—as she perceives them—," he added quickly,
"enrage her. She will want justice. A tragic thing to see, really, in one
so young. And I will—"
He turned, just in time to see the late Zarn shambling out of the
shadows. His face looked longer than it usually was, for his jaw was hanging
lifelessly, swaying slightly from the rocking motion of his gait. His face was
covered with blood, and his eyes had crystalized so that only two shining white
orbs remained in the sockets.
Burkitt let out a scream like a damned soul and lunged backward, and it
was only when he hit the ground that he was jolted awake. He looked around
frantically, and when his eyes came to rest on Smyt, he saw the utter confusion
and open incredulity in the Iconian's face.
"What... just happened?" demanded Burkitt, trying and failing
to pull his shattered dignity together. He was lying
flat on his back, his arms and legs splayed, and he didn't have the
faintest idea how it had come to pass.
"I'm ... not quite certain. You ... were talking, and then your
head nodded slightly and you fell asleep, but before I could awaken you, you
... started screaming. Are you ... quite all right?" asked Smyt,
tentatively.
Burkitt looked to the shadows that obscured the farther reaches of the
room. Nothing seemed to be lurking thereabouts, including the angry shade of
the Zarn. He cleared his throat and straightened himself up. "I am ...
perfectly fine, yes. Do not be concerned about me. Worry instead about making
certain that the Gateway is functioning correctly. Because when I give you the
signal during the rally ... you will open the path to the Excalibur, and our mission of vengeance
will proceed."
Later, after the disaster, there would be many who
would claim that they weren't the least bit surprised over what had happened.
That the strain was obvious, that the guilt was so clear to anyone who bothered
to look. In short, no one wanted to admit to the fact that they had been
totally stunned by the events in the square outside the Counselars' Hall.
Everyone wanted to be the first to say that they had seen it coming.
Amazingly, of course, all those pundits and diviners
who had had such foresight to see the stunning conclusion of the rally never
actually spoke to anyone else beforehand about it. There had been no vocalized
predictions of what would come to be referred to simply as "the
Breakdown." It happened with absolutely no one predicting it. One would
have thought that would put the lie to those who maintained they saw it coming.
But whenever those who were not pundits would point out this lapse, those who
were pundits would simply shrug and say, "It would have been
impolitic/impolite/unwise to voice such hazardous sentiments in advance
of the actual occurrence. These are, after all,
dangerous times."
Which they always are.
'This is a trap," cautioned Zak Kebron as he, Calhoun, Tsana, Si
Cwan, and Kalinda materialized on the surface of Aeron.
It was not a pleasant day for a rally. Dark clouds had rolled in, and
it felt as if rain was in the offing.
Privately, Calhoun shared Kebron's sentiments, but he didn't need the
massive security guard saying it out loud ... particularly within hearing of Tsana.
When Tsana heard Kebron's dour assessment of the situation, her fierce determination
wavered ever so slightly. No one else noticed it save for Calhoun, and he
scowled at Kebron. Before he could say anything, though, he took note of the
crowd.
Somehow the word "crowd" seemed inadequate to describe it.
It was a solid mass of living beings, packed in so tightly that they could
barely move. Their individual words were not discernible; instead the noise
they were producing was virtually a solid wall of sound. Their volume had
heightened when the hum of the transporter beams had deposited the Starship's
away team on the front stairs of the Counselars' Hall, and when they caught
sight of Tsana, a roar went up that clearly intimidated the child. She shrank
against the captain's leg, and it was all Calhoun could do not to pick her up,
pat her on the back, and assure her that everything was going to be fine, just
fine, and he would make all these awful people simply go away. He had to remind
himself that this barely contained mob scene was her people.
Nor was Calhoun able to get any feeling for whether they were happy to
see her or not. It seemed to him there were some cheers, but there were
catcalls as well, and accusatory shouts dubbing her a traitor, or worse. He
protectively
hauled her within the Counselars' Hall, and for no reason that Calhoun
could determine, no one from the crowd attempted to follow them in.
"They're well-trained," he muttered, but no one heard him.
"This is a trap," Kebron said once more, as if he was
pro-ceding on the assumption that no one had heard him the first time. Calhoun
was even more inclined to believe it now than he was before. That odd
inner-warning signal, that eerie prickling on the back of his neck that so
often tipped him off on an unconscious level as to some degree of jeopardy, was
shouting to him now. But there was no point in trying to back out of it.
"That's enough, Lieutenant," he said, straightening his
uniform jacket as if it needed it. "It is Tsana's feeling that it is not
appropriate for her to hide aboard the Excalibur.
I'm not about to gainsay her on that."
"It was not 'hiding,' " Kebron retorted. "It was
safekeeping."
To Calhoun's surprise, it was Tsana who responded, interrupting before
Calhoun could reply. "While the voice of my people cry out for
leadership—and while those who were trusted retainers stand revealed as
traitors, and yet walk around with impunity—I have no business being kept
safe."
"Just what every security head likes to hear: 'I have no business
being kept safe.' " It was one of Kebron's longer sentences, and a sure
indicator of just how strongly he felt about the matter. To some degree,
Calhoun was surprised by that. It was so hard to get a read off Kebron. He
seemed to be someone who enjoyed doing his job well, but his rocky exterior
gave his emotions even more concealment than the aver-age Vulcan enjoyed.
Usually, Kebron simply went about his duties with quiet and occasionally deadly
efficiency. The identity of whomever he was guarding never seemed partic-ularly
relevant to him, be it old classmate Soleta, for whom Kebron presumably held
nothing but affection, or Si Cwan,
for whom Kebron was known to harbor almost palpable hostility. Kebron
always displayed about as much passion as a rock.
But for this girl, Tsana, Kebron actually seemed emotionally involved.
At least that was how it sounded to Calhoun. The words he had just spoken would
normally be laced, at the most, with quiet sarcasm or a put-upon air. Kebron
sounded genuinely worried, though, as if he was determined to do his job, and
Tsana's attitude was concerning him because he might not be able to. If it
were Si Cwan or Calhoun who had been insistent, Kebron would have made efforts
to the best of his ability, but ultimately would have held himself blameless
beyond that.
Not for a moment did Calhoun think there was any romantic interest
from Kebron for the youngster. The notion was absurd. It did, however, present
hints of a few chinks in Kebron's physical and emotional armor, and Calhoun
found that to be considerable food for thought.
"I have every confidence in you, Mr. Kebron, to protect those in
your charge," Calhoun said, giving no hint of everything that had just
been passing through his mind. Kebron simply grunted in return, which were
about all that Calhoun would have expected.
There were rapidly approaching footsteps, and for just a moment
Calhoun's hand drifted toward his combadge, just in case it was a troop of
soldiers with potential arrest in their eyes. But his inner warning system
didn't appear to indicate immediate danger from those coming toward them, and
when the originators of the noise turned the corner, Calhoun could see that it
was simply the Counselars. They were interestingly positioned, moving in a
sort of V formation, with Burkitt
at the leading point of the V.
"Captain," Burkitt said briskly, with the air of someone who
wanted to get down to business.
"Warmaster," replied Calhoun. "You requested our pres-
ence, and we have come. The crowd outside, however, is not what I would
have liked to see."
"The crowd comes and goes as it will," said Burkitt with a
bland expression, shrugging his shoulders as if it was of little consequence.
"Really?" spoke up Si Cwan. "Here I had the impression
it went as you willed."
Burkitt wasn't looking at Si Cwan. He was instead gazing at Tsana, and
there was something approaching suspicion in his eyes. "The people of
Aeron know that I wish to address them, and they know that the girl who would
be Zarn also wishes to address them. Now, of course, she could likely do so
from the friendly confines of your vessel...." "Yes, she could," said Calhoun.
"But how would that
look?" Burkitt sounded almost sym-pathetic to her "plight."
"The Zarn of Aeron, hiding from her o|wn people, while making accusations
against one with a long history of service who is out in plain sight, for any
to judge." Tsana
spoke up. "None can judge you," she informed him tightly,
"because none but I know what you have done."
"Well,
then," he said, never losing his air of insufferable calm, "it will
be up to you to convince them of that." He took a step toward her as if he
was about to drape a friendly arm
around her, but she reflexively took a step back, bumping up against
Calhoun. Calhoun's face darkened when he saw Burkitt smile at that, as if the
Warmaster had won some ini-
tial skirmish. "One should never retreat in the face of some-One
who is perceived to be an enemy," he told her in a disappointed tone.
"One might be perceived as weak."
Calhoun took a quick step forward, fist cocked, and as he'd hoped,
Burkitt reflexively backpedaled. Realizing what he'd done, Burkitt stopped
where he was, but it was too late, and Calhoun laughed just loud enough for
Tsana to hear it. Realizing what Calhoun had done, Tsana broke into a smile
that was quite a contrast to the abruptly sour look on
Burkitt's face. Burkitt quickly composed himself, and gestured toward
the great front steps ahead of them. "After you, 'Zarn,' " he said.
"I'm sure you're most anxious to present your case to your people."
Calhoun wanted to strangle the other Counselars. They kept silent
almost as a unit, watching impassively. It was impossible to get any feeling
from them as to what they believed to be the truth, although the fact that
they had appeared to cede all authority to speak for them over to Burkitt was
certainly not a good sign.
As if he were conducting a guided tour as they walked, Burkitt said
conversationally, "The elevated stairs at the front of this building
actually have quite a history, Captain. I don't know whether Tsana informed
you of it, but that area has traditionally been known as Oratory Point. Some of
the greatest speakers in our history have traditionally come to the front
steps of the Counselars" Hall and addressed our people. Tsana certainly
has a grand tradition to maintain. Tell me: Do you think you'll be up to the
task?"
Before Calhoun could reply, surprisingly, it was Kalinda who spoke up.
She was walking next to Burkitt, with such economy of movement, drawing so
little attention to herself, that even the always-attentive Calhoun hadn't
noticed her. Sounding disconcertingly friendly, Kalinda said, "Oh, I'm
certain that—despite whatever difficulties may present themselves—all who are
involved in this situation will perform according to their best
abilities." As she spoke, her hand brushed against Burkitt's bare arm. He
looked momentarily startled, although not only was Calhoun unable to say what
jolted him, but obviously Burkitt appeared a bit unclear about it. He seemed
to have trouble focusing on what was going on, but then the moment passed and
he was himself again. Kalinda smiled up at him in a most fetching fashion. If
the apparent friendliness toward Burkitt troubled
Kalinda's brother, Si Cwan, the enigmatic Thallonian gave no hint of
it.
They stepped out to Oratory Point, the Excalibur
group forming a protective semicircle around Tsana. Calhoun scanned
the crowd, looking for hints of someone who might be ready to indulge in
violence against Tsana. It seemed a hopeless task; faces were either scowling
or unreadable, and because people were packed in, their hands were down so he
couldn't see what they might be holding. He glanced over at Kebron and saw that
the security officer was doing the exact same thing, his face its usual
unreadable stone, so Calhoun couldn't tell whether Kebron was having any more
luck than he was.
He's outmaneuvered you, Calhoun, he said to himself angrily.
You've put not only yourself but Tsana into
a hazardous situation, but if anything goes wrong, it's going to be your
fault. You let your ego, your overconfidence, bring you to this point... and
sure as hell, Shelby wouldn't have let you.
He'd had a conversation with Burgoyne about it Burgoyne had at first
seemed a bit nonplussed about the prospect, and expressed extreme hesitation
about it. But later, surprisingly, Burgy had turned around on the subject and
actually endorsed the notion. When he asked his first officer why s/he had
reversed hirself, Burgoyne had simply shrugged and said, "I would not want
you to think I didn't have confidence in your decision-making ability,
Captain." Calhoun sneaked a look at
Tsana, who now appeared to be growing exceptionally nervous as she faced her people.
The child had inner reserves of strength, he was sure of that... but she was
still a child. He started to wonder if perhaps, just perhaps, he had been
transferring over to her his own recollections of what he was capable of
accomplishing as a youth. That he had just automatically assumed the girl was
as capable of persuading a crowd at her age as Calhoun
had been at his. And if he had underestimated her capability, he might
well have made a cataclysmic mistake.
"Doubt" was not a familiar emotion for Calhoun. He couldn't
say as he liked it all that much. And he was starting to wonder if perhaps he
wouldn't have been better served if Burgoyne had had just the slightest bit of
distrust in Calhoun's decision-making ability after all.
Burkitt looked solicitously down at Tsana and said, "Feel free to
address your people, my dear Zarn. They wait eagerly for your every word. And
then ... I shall provide them my words ... and we shall see what happens."
Smyt was feeling distinctly uncomfortable.
Overlooking the site of the rally, safely secured in a high building
with an excellent view, Smyt was surrounded by Aeron soldiers who appeared to
be regarding him with a combination of fear and suspicion, the latter
doubtlessly giving birth to the former. Smyt, for his part, was busy making
the final calculations and adjustments to the Gateway's controls, and wasn't
especially thrilled with the sensation of dozens and dozens of eyes upon him.
Foremost among the watchers was an individual named Gragg, who Smyt
well remembered from his first encounter with Burkitt. Gragg moved confidently
among his men, apparently able to discern with a glance who appeared nervous
or uncertain or just generally cranky. He would mutter a few words in their
ears, pat them on the back, and they would laugh as if everything were utterly
normal.
They were standing in what Smyt could only consider an auditorium,
although Burkitt had referred to it as a troop-assembling center. He had
spoken with great seriousness, bordering on pomposity, and Smyt misliked
everything about the present situation. But he wasn't really in a position to
do anything about it.
"What do you get out of it?"
He jumped, for he had not
realized that Gragg was nearby, and Gragg's voice was almost in his ear.
"I?" he asked. "There's
more to you than meets the eye," Gragg said softly, so softly that none of
the others seemed to hear him. "I do not pretend to know what that might
be. Nor is Burkitt willing to look beyond his own ambition to question it. But
I am questioning it now. Would you care to share with me your...
particulars?"
Well... it began with my becoming trapped here, in
this dimension... and there was this Giant... and the Giant knew things, things
no one should have known, and he told me to...
No. No, somehow he didn't see the point in spelling all of it out.
Instead he simply said, "I believe in your cause, and that is sufficient
for me. Have you never believed in anything, Commander?"
Gragg gave a soft grunt. "I used to," he said. "But
things change. People change, until you wonder what it was you ever believed in
in the first place."
"How much longer, Commander?" one of the soldiers asked.
There had to be at least a hundred of them, by Smyt's count, all of them armed
and armored, all of them fingering their pulsers as if they were lovers.
Voices were floating toward them from Oratory Point, even at the height
of their present location. It was Tsana, speaking in a loud, clear tone that
carried hints of the breeding and privilege to which she'd been raised and
accustomed. Speaking of her family, speaking of what they had meant to her
personally, and to her people in general.
"She speaks well," Smyt murmured.
"She has her sister's voice," said Gragg.
There was something in the way he said it that caught Smyt's attention.
His brows knit as he said, "Her sister... were you and she—?"
Gragg snagged Smyt's face by his nonexistent chin,
snapped it around so that he was looking him dead in the eyes, and
snapped at him, "Tsana's sister and I were separated by station, birth,
and destinies, and you are not to ask such questions again. Do you
understand?" Smyt managed something akin to a nod, and Gragg released his
face. As suddenly as Gragg's temper had flared, it subsided, and as if no time
had passed between the trooper posing the question and his answering it, Gragg
turned to the one who had inquired as to how much longer and said, "We
will move when the Warmaster gives the order. He will do so right from there,
right from Oratory Point. The moment he does, Smyt will activate the Gateway,
and our invasion of the Excalibur will
commence."
He looked over his troops. "I see doubt in your faces," he
said, sounding a bit disappointed. "That is unfortunate. It should not be
there. The plan will work. In their own way, the denizens of the Excalibur are as arrogant as the Markanians.
The crew of the starship will fall, and the Markanians will fall. Never doubt
that. Never."
There were approving nods from all around, and then Gragg turned back
to Smyt and said in that same low voice, "And if something goes wrong with
this device, never doubt that you will not live to see another sunrise."
Smyt didn't doubt it at all.
"... nor did I ask for this," Tsana said. With every word out
of her mouth, there was more confidence, more poise, as if her greatest fear
had been that she would not be able to get any words out at all. "You ...
you have had your leadership snatched from you. But I have not only lost my
parents ... my brothers, my sister... but I've also lost my childhood. I
can't—" Her voice choked a moment, and Calhoun listened for the slightest
hint of interruption, of derision, but there was none. The crowd seemed spellbound
by the spectacle of the young girl rallying all her strength, mustering all her
de-
uses so that she could accomplish the simple task of tig to her people.
"I can't pretend that I'm going to be able to return to pleasant childhood
diversions of playing with toys. Of seeking out small spaces to hide, giggling
to myself as my siblings play the game of trying to find me. I can't pretend
I'm going to carry anything but sorrow with me for the rest of my Me, but
there's no use complaining to you about it, or making a public display of
mourning. What is ... is. It must be lived with."
And suddenly she was pointing at Burkitt with a trembling finger.
"What will not be lived with is treachery. Before we address the question
of the Markanians—before we consider whether we are to go to war—we must
operate with those whom we can trust. And I tell you all, now ... that Burkitt
is a poison in our body."
That was when the voices started to shout out from the crowd, and
Calhoun was ready to tell Kebron to do whatever was necessary to silence them,
even if it meant stepping on a few select faces. But it wasn't necessary, for
Tsana seemed to reach into depths that Calhoun couldn't have guessed she had,
and her voice soared above the catcalls and the open expressions of disbelief.
"I saw him!" she cried
out. "As I lay hiding under a bed, the last bits of my childhood being
washed away in a wave of blood, I saw him kill my two older brothers. They
smiled when they saw him, confident that they were safe in his hands, and he
took that confidence and crushed it. The Markanians have never pretended to be
our friends, but he, Burkitt, would be your leader. He would discredit me, he
would lie to you, he would lead you down a fiery path to total destruction if
it suited his purposes. You must not believe that he is anything except the
greatest threat that this world has ever faced! You must join me in demanding
a full hearing, a full trial, a full redemption of—"
And then Calhoun saw that, apparently, Burkitt had had (enough. He
stepped forward, raising his arms and calling
out, "All right, my little Zarn. That is sufficient rhetoric from
you for one day."
Certain sections of the crowd started calling Burkitt's name, chanting
it over and over. Calhoun had no doubt that they had been planted by the
Warmaster, but that wasn't going to make any difference if their sentiments
spread. Crowds could turn very, very quickly. Yet again he felt a chill, and
was certain it was more than just the air giving it to him.
High above, watching, Gragg turned to Smyt and said, "Ready that
contraption of yours. The order will be given very soon, I think."
"I mustn't activate it too early," Smyt reminded him.
"The Excalibur will detect
its energy buildup, and I've no way of preventing that. And if they detect it,
it may warn them."
Gragg nodded slowly, clearly understanding, but he said firmly,
"Do what needs to be done to be prepared. We do not want anything going
wrong."
Burkitt had never felt so confident. It was as if there was an energy
filling him, elevating him above all those who surrounded him. For the first
time, he actually felt sorry for poor, pathetic Calhoun and his entourage. They
would never know what had hit them.
"We must understand," Burkitt said, knowing beyond question
that the crowd's will was in his hands, "that—"
Then he stopped.
Suddenly he could feel nothing in his face, and he knew why: It was
because all the blood had drained out of it.
They were coming.
Not just one. Not just two. All of them.
Despite the crush of people facing him, they were moving through with
no impediment whatsoever.
Burkitt looked around desperately, tried to see reactions from the
others, tried to see if they were as horrified as he.
But there was nothing, just blank, even slightly puzzled expressions
as they stared at him. He knew he must have looked a sight, with his mouth
moving and no words emerging, and his skin was undoubtedly reflecting the
absence of blood in his face.
It was still dark and overcast, but here there were no shadows, and
here there were no dreams, nothing haunting him in his sleep, no guilty
concerns clouding his slumbering brain. Here it was, out in the open, and
clearly they approached him with no fear, no fear...
What did they have to fear, really? What more could be done to them,
now that they were dead?
And they were most certainly dead, there was no doubt about that. Here
came the Zarn, blood covering him, and next to him his wife, the beloved Zarna,
dead eyes burrowing into him like maggots feasting upon a corpse. From another
direction came their sons—the eldest, who would have followed his father, and
the younger lads, the ones whose lives he had taken with his own hands. The
daughter, the eldest daughter, she was approaching as well, her body looking
hideous and broken, reflecting the fall she had taken. But his attention was
pulled back to the boys he had slain. Horrifi-cally, they had, frozen on their
faces, that same trusting look that they had displayed upon seeing him, that
same momentary expression of feeling secure in his presence. There, captured
for all eternity, were those looks of benign faith that he, Burkitt, had
betrayed. Looks that he had thought he had been able to wash from his mind in a
sea of blood, but that were
clearly now going to remain
seared forever into his brain.
Their skin, their clothes,
were burned and bubbling from
I where the energy weapons had struck them, and the elder daughter was
working on keeping her innards from spilling
out from the rents in her body
that had resulted from the impact of her striking the ground. The Zarna's
mouth was moving, blood trickling from it, and here came the boys,"
another
step closer and yet another, and still those beatific smiles framed in
heads that had gaping wounds and portions of their brain exposed, pink and
pulsing.
It was a trick. It had to be a trick. They looked so solid, it couldn't
be that they were mere phantasms. Pointing a trembling finger, he suddenly
shouted, "You see them! You see them, don't you?" He whirled on
Calhoun, knowing beyond question that he had to be behind it. "You put
them up to mis! These are ... these are your crewmen, hi some sort of vomitous
guise! Admit it!"
Calhoun gaped at him. "What the hell are you talking about?"
he demanded, and Burkitt could hear the confused mutterings from the crowd.
"Admit it!" screeched Burkitt, and
he lunged at Calhoun. He didn't get within five paces, because Kebron's arm
swept wide and knocked him back. Burkitt fell and a shocked cry went up from
the crowd.
Burkitt scrambled to his feet, whirled, hoping against hope that the
specters would be gone, but no, they were that much closer. Their hands were
outstretched, pointing at him, and there were sounds in his head now. He could
hear, as clearly as if he were back there again, then- agonized dying screams
mingling with the screeching of blaster fire, and their voices were low and
mournful and terrifying to endure. He swung at them then, lunging at the Zarn,
who was closest. His hands went right through, up to the elbow, and he didn't
feel flesh or organs, but instead a cold that penetrated his skin, into his
bones, into his soul. With a frightened yowl, he yanked clear his arms, and he
couldn't feel anything from the elbow down. He could see his arms, but it was
as if they weren't there anymore, so numb were they.
Burkitt stumbled back, tripping over his own feet, and he hit the
ground heavily. Another cry went up from the crowd then, and Burkitt didn't
bound to his feet this time. Instead
he was skittering back like a mutilated crab, his eyes wide, staring at
nothing that anyone else could see. He twisted around, saw his fellow
Counselars, who were gaping at him in mute shock, and he barked, "You see them! Tell me you see them!" Several
of them at least had enough presence of mind to shake their heads, while the
rest just stared.
He twisted back, and they were almost upon nun, and he knew then what
they meant to do. He had felt the uncanny coldness of them, knew what it had
done to him just to touch them, and further knew that they were now going to
return the favor. They were going to sink their own arms, or even their own
forms into him. No longer were they content with haunting his outer senses.
They were going to insinuate themselves right into him, invade him not only
from without but also from within. The Zarna's face was closest to his, and her
lips were drawn back in a hideous rictus of a smile. She opened her mouth as if
to kiss him in a grotesque mockery of passion, and when she did, some sort of
thick, gelatinous mass started to emerge. He saw the Zarn approaching as well,
and the children, all ready to pile on, and then the smell hit him. He felt his
gorge rising, his stomach twisting in protest, and that was when he began to
roar, in a voice louder than any could recall in the history of Oratory Point.
"Get off me! Get off me, you dead bitch! Get off
me or I'll kill you, no matter how dead you already are! "
For one moment, one moment, the ghost of the Zarna looked taken aback
by his vehemence. That was all Burkitt needed. With a guttural roar of fury, he
shoved and rolled, and suddenly, just like that, the Zama was on her back, looking
most surprised. He still wasn't able to touch her, and the cold of her still
iced him to the soul, but the white-hot fury boiling within him gave him
strength. Screaming in triumph, he shouted, "I'll kill you like I killed your sons! Like I would have
killed Tsana! You think I won't?! You think I can't?!!..."
And she was gone, just like that.
Burkitt let out a howl of triumph, for the others were gone as well. He
let out a demented chortle of joy and triumph. "That for you, Zarn! That for you, Zarna! That... that..."
Then his voice started to taper off, and slowly, very slowly, he looked
around. Everyone was staring at him with various looks of surprise and
incredulity. All except Calhoun, who was looking at him with a grim air of
satisfaction, and Si Cwan and Kalinda, whose faces were utterly inscrutable.
Then he started to rerun through his mind the things he had just
shouted, for all to hear. There was dead silence in the square.
His thoughts were scattered, like broken glass, slicing him as he tried
to gather them up. Forgotten was everything that he had planned, all the grand
notions and strategies. Instead he focused all his anger, all his fury on one
person. Pointing a quivering finger at Calhoun, he snarled, "This ... this
was all your fault somehow ... you did this..."
"Whatever was done here was done to yourself," Calhoun said.
He appeared to be speaking very quietly, and yet his voice carried across the
square.
'Wo.' You did this! You did it—/"
His face twisted in hatred, he lunged at Calhoun.
Kebron was ready for him, but Burkitt didn't get more than half a foot
when the shriek of a pulser blast ripped through the air. The shot took him
square in the chest, knocking him back with such force that it took him off his
feet. He flailed as he went, and crashed into several of the Counselars, who
found themselves to be unintentional backstops. A good half dozen of them went
down in a pile, Burkitt lying atop them, his legs splayed, his arms hanging to
either side. A small spiral of smoke wafted from Burkitt's chest, and his head
was slumped.
The last thing he saw was Tsana, a grim smile of triumph on her face. /
hate that girl, he thought before
oblivion took him.
Calhoun couldn't tell whether Burkitt was dead and, at that moment, he
didn't especially care. Instead his entire focus was on the new source of
attack. "Kebron, shield Tsana!" he snapped as he yanked out his
phaser, pivoting and trying to see where the blast had come from.
He had no trouble doing so, because the shooter was not making the
slightest attempt to hide. Across the square, on one of the upper levels of a
nondescript building, he saw a trooper that he instantly recognized: Commander
Gragg. He was frozen in the window, still in the aiming position. Even from
this distance, Calhoun could see smoke whisping from the barrel end. Then Gragg
slowly lowered the pulser, stepped back from the window, and shut it.
For a long moment, no one said anything, and finally the stunned
silence was broken by Zak Kebron.
"Anything around here to eat?" he inquired.
20 EXCALIBUR
"DID YOU DO IT?"
Calhoun, having just spoken, leaned back in his chair in his ready room
and fixed his level gaze upon Kalinda. She sat in the chair opposite him, her
hands folded neatly in her lap. Si Cwan was just behind her, looking a bit protective,
and Kebron was off to the side. Standing to the right of the desk was Burgoyne,
arms folded across hir chest.
"Well? Did you, Kalinda?" demanded Calhoun again. His face
was so controlled, so neutral, that it was difficult to tell whether he was upset
or not, which was exactly the way he wanted it. "I'll tell you right now,
the one thing I have trouble dealing with is lying. Say what you will to me,
but lying is not acceptable. I won't tolerate it, and you won't get away with
it in any event"
"I cannot say, Captain, that I appreciate the tone you're taking
with my sister," Si Cwan said.
"How fortunate, Ambassador, that I was not requiring you
to say so." It was the kind of comment that Calhoun might have
made tongue in cheek, except in this case he didn't sound remotely amused.
"Kalinda ..."
"What do you think I might have done, Captain?" asked
Kalinda. She didn't seem particularly intimidated by Calhoun's mood, and he
didn't know whether to be pleased by that or not. "What strange and
mysterious power do you think I have?"
In a tone that seemed to say, "We'll
play it your way," Calhoun smiled politely and said, "All
right. My understanding is that you have been known to have a certain amount
of—what's the best way to put it... ?"
"Congress with the pulse-impaired?" she suggested.
"From what I hear, yes. At least that was the report that was
given to me by my chief of security and my science officer, in viewing the
interaction with alleged spirits they observed in the region known as the
Quiet Place. They reported. To me." His comment could not have been
more pointed. He wanted to remind her—because apparently it needed
clarification—just who was running this ship.
"Now, Captain," Kalinda said silkily, "I have trouble believing
that an educated, knowledgeable man such as yourself would believe in ghosts.
The tortured souls of the undead, wandering about, hoping and praying that
someone would come along to aid them in their quest for justice? Certainly
that's the sort of thing that Xenexian older brothers use for the purpose of
scaring their younger siblings at bedtime."
"Kalinda, you're talking to someone who watched a giant, flaming
bird break out of the core of your homeworld as if it were an oversized egg. I
think you'll find there are very few things in this galaxy that I am willing to
dismiss out of hand as being impossible."
She paused, considering his words, and then said, "Wouldn't you
say that guilty consciences are far more common than unhappy spirits? And
being overwhelmed by one's
guilt to be a much more commonplace occurrence than to be tricked into
it or terrorized into it by rampant ghosts?"
"Why don't you tell me?" said Calhoun.
Then Burgoyne stepped forward, and s/he said, in a tone that didn't
really seem to be a question, "Captain, permission to speak
privately?"
Calhoun's gaze flickered from Burgoyne to the others, and then he said
quietly, "Very well. The rest of you can go. But don't go far, if you
please." There were nods of acknowledgment, and within moments Calhoun
was alone with Burgoyne. He leaned back in his chair and steepled his fingers,
his face a question.
"I asked her to do it, Captain," said Burgoyne.
Allowing a moment for that pronouncement to sink in, Calhoun let some
time pass before he said, "What did she do... exactly?"
"I'm not sure ... exactly," admitted Burgoyne. S/he moved
across the room in that customarily silent manner s/he had and eased hirself
into the chair that Kalinda had been seated in. "As you yourself are aware, she has certain ...
abilities. Given the situation presented us, I asked her whether there would be
anything she would be able to do to, uhm..." S/he seemed to be searching
for the best way to describe it.
Calhoun, however, didn't give hir the opportunity to do so. "I am,
indeed, aware that she has certain abilities. What I was not aware of,
Commander, was that you had been having private discussions with her in
regards to using them."
"That is correct, yes."
"And why was I not aware of these discussions?"
"Because," said Burgoyne, as if it was the most reasonable
response in the world, "I chose not to tell you."
"You chose."
"Yes, sir."
"Not to tell me."
"Yes, sir."
Calhoun's face was a mask. "You made this choice, freely and of
your own will? A choice to pursue alternate options without seeing fit to keep
me apprised?"
"Yes, Captain, I believe we've covered that," said Burgoyne.
Calhoun felt a cold rage beginning to bum within him. What the hell did
Burgoyne think s/he was doing? Where did s/he come up with the temerity to
operate in secret? The temperature in the room seemed to drop as Calhoun said,
"May I ask, Commander, where you got the impression that a captain and
first officer being less than candid with each other was somehow a permissible
manner in which to operate?"
Burgoyne never hesitated. When Calhoun thought back on this
conversation—and he would—he would remember how quickly Burgoyne responded, as
if s/he'd been anticipating the question long before Calhoun posed it.
"From you, sir," s/he said.
Calhoun stared at hir. "From me?"
Burgoyne nodded. "Captain, as large as starships may be, they're
still no bigger than the average small town, and everyone knows everyone else's
business sooner or later. The simple fact is that I know there were any number
of occasions where you developed some sort of backup plan, some sort of
strategy, and you kept it to yourself. You did not tell your first officer,
Commander Shelby—"
"And this is some sort of tit for tat?" Calhoun was stunned;
he had thought more highly of Burgoyne than this. "I didn't tell her, so
you didn't tell me ... ?"
"You determine the command style, Captain. You determine what's
acceptable behavior by your own behavior. And if I—"
Calhoun leaned forward, and he could not recall the last time he'd gone
to such effort to repress pure fury. "What I choose to tell my subordinates, Commander, in my position as
captain, is my prerogative. The chain of command goes down, not up, and you are
not entitled to keep plans, strate-
gies, or passing notions from me." He leaned back, shaking his
head. "I would like to think after everything we've been through, Burgy,
that at the very least I would inspire that much confidence."
"Captain," Burgoyne said with obvious sincerity, "I have
never served under a commanding officer who inspired more confidence than you.
But..."
"But what?"
"You don't inspire trust."
Calhoun wasn't entirely certain what to say in response to that.
"I see," was all he could think of.
"I was just..." S/he hesitated, then pushed forward. "I
was just trying to show you that I could be an independent thinker, like you.
Operate on my own. I mean ... here you had Commander Shelby, someone on the
command track for the longest time. Someone whom you had once actually intended
to marry. And yet you didn't seem to trust her enough to bring her into the
loop on all your plans. So my concern was, if you didn't trust her, how much
less likely are you to trust me: someone who wasn't looking for command, and
whom you didn't sleep with." S/he frowned and amended, "At least to my
knowledge. Although I did get fairly drunk last New Year's, and there was this
one fellow who might have
been—"
"It wasn't," Calhoun assured hir.
"Ah. So the point was, I felt it imperative to show you, early on,
my ability to take charge. To take initiative. To—"
"Act like me, yes, so you've said." Calhoun sighed heavily.
This meeting hadn't gone even remotely in the direction that he'd intended for
it to go, and he wasn't entirely sure if that was a good thing or a bad thing.
"Commander, in the future, if you have any thoughts on an issue, any
strategies ... I want to hear them. I want to hear them because I may find
flaws in them you haven't considered ... or I may decide that they're so
brilliant that they could save countless
lives. Most of all, I want to hear them because if I didn't want to hear your opinions, I never
would have chosen you to be my Number One. Are we clear on that?"
"Yes, Captain."
"And I shall..." Calhoun smiled ruefully. "I shall endeavor
to be more inspiring of trust in the future."
"Thank you, sir. I appreciate that."
"Do me a favor: Tell the others they can return to their stations."
"Yes, sir."
Burgoyne rose and started to head for the door, only to stop when
Calhoun said to hir, "Oh ... and Burgy?"
"Yes, Captain ... ?"
"If you ever... and I mean ever...
pull anything like this again, I will bust you down so far that
they'll have to invent a new rank low enough to accommodate it. Unless, of
course, you think I don't mean it...."
Burgoyne quickly shook hir head. "No, Captain, I absolutely
believe you."
"Because I hear tell that I don't inspire trust...."
"Actually, Captain, I feel abundant trust in this room at the
moment... far more than I could possibly have believed existed."
"Oh, good."
Burgoyne backed out of the room, keeping a wary eye on Calhoun, perhaps
concerned that the captain was going to remove his sword from the wall and toss
it across the room. As a consequence, Burgoyne nearly backed into Selar, who
was unexpectedly standing in the doorway.
"Oh! Sorry," said Burgoyne, looking momentarily disconcerted.
Selar, naturally, gave not the slightest sign of emotion. Instead she
said to Calhoun, "Captain, may I have a moment of your time, please?"
"By all means." He gestured for her to enter as Burgoyne
hurriedly exited. "Tell me, Doctor," he said when she was
seated, "do I inspire trust?"
She looked at him oddly. "In whom, sir?"
"In me. Do I inspire the crew to trust me?"
"Do you desire to?"
"Doctor," he asked, "are you trying to dodge the
question?"
"No, sir. I am trying to comprehend why you would ask it."
"My motives aren't really at issue," he said, hoping he
sounded as reasonable as he felt. "I'm just asking your opinion. You're
the ship's chief medical officer; you should have some clear understanding of
the crew's mindset. Do you think that I inspire trust in them?"
"I think you inspire fear in them."
He felt a bit crestfallen at that. "And is that a good
thing?"
"Of course. Trust is a byproduct of fear. They are afraid to
disobey because they fear there will be consequences, and they trust you to
implement them."
"Oh." He considered it a moment, and then nodded. "All
right. I can live with that. Was that all you wanted to talk about?"
Selar blinked in polite confusion. "I did not wish to talk to you
about that at all. You brought it up."
You 're losing it, Calhoun. "So I did. What
can I do for you?"
"Moke."
"What about him?"
"He desires me for a mother."
Now it was Calhoun's turn to look confused. "He does?"
"He does, yes. And considering you are his father, or at least his
acting father, I felt it would be best if I brought this to your
attention."
Calhoun shifted uncomfortably in his chair. "If you're suggesting
we should get married for the sake of the child, Doctor, I'm afraid I'm already
spoken for."
"No, Captain, that is not—"
:i Smiling, he raised a hand, silencing
her. "I wasn't serious,
Selar. Don't worry, I'll talk to him. He's just trying to adjust to
both the loss of his own mother and an
entirely new envi-ronment. He's seeking familiarity, an anchor. A mother figure.
And my wife is certainly not in a position to provide that. He sees that you
have a child, and that suggests associations to him...."
"I readily understand the personal dynamics involved, Captain. I
simply felt you should be apprised."
"Thank you." Apparently that was going to be the end of the
conversation, but Calhoun felt as if something more should be said. Something
conversational, friendly, personal ... anything, really. "How is your
son, by the way?"
"His growth continues at an accelerated rate, and people tend to
look at him oddly when I pass with him in the hallway."
Well, as far as conversational gambits went, that certainly hadn't gone
the way he'd hoped. "They'll get used to him."
"Perhaps," said Selar. "My concern is whether he gets
used to them. At least I need not concern myself that they will taunt
him."
Ensign Pheytus strode into Craig Mitchell's office in engineering,
almost marching as he did so, and when he reached the center he stood stiffly
and at attention. Mitchell, who'd been studying fuel consumption reports,
looked up at him in puzzlement. "You look like you're in search of a
parade to lead, Ensign. Should I put in for one?" he inquired
solicitously.
"They're doing it again, sir," said Pheytus.
Mitchell tossed down the padd he'd been looking over, and it clattered
on the desk. Beth!" he
shouted.
Lieutenant Beth appeared as if by magic at the door. "Yes,
sir?"
"Are we having another problem?"
"No one's been in a fight, if that's what you mean," she
said, sounding defensive.
"It's nothing they're doing consciously, Lieutenant Com-
mander," Pheytus told him. "I'm simply aware of what they're
thinking."
Hearing that, Mitchell rose from his chair, leaning forward on his
desk with his knuckles. "You're a telepath?" he asked in obvious
surprise.
"No, not at all. But I can see it in their eyes."
Beth moaned softly, nor did Mitchell appear tremendously pleased at
the assertion. "You can see it in their eyes?"
"Every time they address me by name, there is silent laughter in
their eyes. I do not wish to be made sport of, Chief."
Beth took a step forward, looking both helpless and frustrated. "Yes,
but you're not saying that people are making sport of you. You're just saying
that you don't like what's going through their heads. You can't ask people to
censor their thoughts. Maybe you're just being oversensitive...."
As if Beth hadn't spoken, he said, "Chief Mitchell, the head of
ecostudies is a Bolian. My name does not provoke the slightest bit of mirth
from him. I've always had an interest in ecostudies, and I was hoping you
could arrange a transfer to his department."
Mitchell didn't respond immediately, instead rapping his knuckles
softly on the desk. "I can't say I'm ecstatic about the concept that you
are only comfortable with 'your own kind,' as it were."
"That is certainly not the message I intend to convey, sir."
"It's just that I feel we all got off on the wrong foot
here."
Pheytus glanced down, then up at Mitchell. "These are the only
feet I have, Chief."
Wisely deciding not to pursue that line of conversation, Mitchell
instead said, "Are you sure that's what you want, Ensign?"
"I truly would like to explore options in the science department,
Chief... provided I am not ruling out a possible return to engineering."
"No, no, not at all." He let out a sigh. "If you're
absolutely sure that's what you want..."
"It is, sir."
"Very well. I'll put through the paperwork."
"Thank you, Chief." He spun smartly on his heel, faced
Lieutenant Beth, and said, "I regret I was not able to serve under you for
a greater period of time, Lieutenant."
"Perhaps in the future," said Beth politely.
He nodded and strode out of Mitchell's office. The moment he was out,
Beth turned to Mitchell and said, "Well, we didn't exactly cover ourselves
in glory on that one, did we?"
"What's this 'we' stuff?" demanded Mitchell. "You and
your people are the ones who thought an ensign named 'Fetus' was so damned
amusing. I mean, here I thought my job was simply to get the best people
available. Little did I suspect that I had to make certain their names didn't
tickle anyone's funny bone."
"It was inevitable, sir, when you think about it... languages,
names having unintended meanings ..."
"Well, I certainly don't think you helped," growled Mitchell.
Displaying his legendary scowl, he said, "I don't want to see a repeat of
this stupidity."
"Sorry, Chief. I suppose you're right." She looked downcast.
"If not for me, Ensign Fetus might not have had such an abortive
career...."
"Beth," and he stabbed a beefy finger at her, "if
there's a repeat of this, or anything like this, the lot of you are going to
wind up third-grade technicians on a garbage scow. Look into my eyes: Do you
think I'm kidding?"
"No, sir."
"Good. Now get out," said Mitchell.
She got out.
Mitchell sank back into his chair, feeling frustrated and also—as
inappropriate as it might have sounded—wanting some measure of revenge for the
annoyance he'd been put
through over something as inconsequential as a name. But first things
first: He not only had to arrange for the transfer of Pheytus, but he was also
going to have to look through the roster of available crewmen to see who might
present a decent replacement.
It took him all of five minutes to know that he'd found his man.
With a grim smile, he arranged the reassignment of Ensign Pheytus and
the transfer of his replacement: Ensign Neuborne....
21 TRIDENT
arex was just heading into the turbolift
when a familiar voice called out, "Hold the lift!" But even as he
moved to halt the sliding doors, M'Ress gracefully eased herself in by dodging
sideways through the closing doors. She whipped her tail out of the way just in
time, and the doors slid shut with no hesitation.
"Gooood afternoon, Lieutenant," she said, her face split in a
wide, toothy smile.
Arex eyed her appraisingly, craning his long, thin neck back as if
making the effort to see all of her at a better angle. "Well! This is
certainly a different Caitian than the one I remember from not all that long
ago. The one with the glum expression practically tattooed on her face. The one
who was complaining about fitting in—"
"I don't seem to recall anyone like that," said M'Ress, a
manufactured expression of shock on her face. She looked around. "Why
aren't we moving?"
"Even in this century, M'Ress, the turbolifts aren't psychic,"
Arex reminded her.
"Oh. Right." She smiled sheepishly. "Deck eleven for
me... and you, to wherever you were going ..."
"Deck eleven," Arex said briskly, and the lift obediently
started to head off in that direction. "Back to the science department?"
She nodded. "Any luck with those scans?"
To this, she shook her head. She folded her arms and tried to keep her
spirits at the same high level as before, but Arex could see her ears
flattening, making her disappointment all the more evident. "None, and
we've had enough time to survey the world twice over. Either it's not there,
or the thing has got a means of thwarting our scans. I wouldn't know which way
to guess at this point."
He regarded her thoughtfully. "You don't seem especially upset by
that, though. Displeased, yes, but not upset. You seem so much more relaxed.
Extremely so, as a matter of..." Then his voice trailed off a moment as
his eyes widened. His already high voice jumped an octave. "M'Ress! You've
been 'busy,' haven't you." It wasn't a question.
"Busy?" she said coyly. "I've no idea what you mean,
Arex."
"Of course you do. I know you too well, M'Ress. Who is he? Unless
you don't want to tell me."
"No, Arex. I don't want to tell you."
"Not at all?"
"No, not at all."
"Very well," he said in that reedy voice of his. He looked
resolutely forward, apparently caring not at all about anything else that
M'Ress might have to say.
"Computer, stop the lift." Obediently, the turbolift glided
to a halt.
Arex made a pretense of an impatient sigh. "If we keep doing this,
they're going to insist we walk everywhere we want to go."
"All right... if you really want to know ..."
"Keep it to yourself. I don't care."
"I had a date last night with Lieutenant Commander Gleau ... last
night... which continued into this morning ...," she said with a lazy,
significant wink. "And it's amazing how one's entire view can be shifted
around after one glorious night of..." Her voice trailed off as she saw
something very odd in his expression. "What's wrong?"
"How did it happen?" he asked, very softly.
Obviously she was put off by his cautious reaction. Speaking gingerly,
as if uncertain which phrase was going to upset him, she said, "Well... it
was the end of shift ... and I was feeling a bit frustrated ... and he started
massaging my shoulders, which felt terrific ..." The memory alone was
enough to fill her with a pleasant warmth, momentarily shunting aside whatever
negative vibrations Arex might be giving off. "And I suggested we head up
to Ten Forward, which I have to say is a marvelous idea, and I wish we'd had
one of those in our day. If we did, my guess is that Dr. McCoy would have
dismantled sickbay and just set up shop in Ten Forward instead. So we went up
there, and one thing led to another and ..." Then she stopped as the
pronounced concern on Arex's face grew even more profound. "Arex—?"
"Shiboline," he said, and the use of her first name was
enough to worry her if she hadn't already been. "We're talking about the
same person, right? Gleau? The Elf?"
"Frankly, I prefer the term 'Selelvian' myself. It sounds less
condescending, if you ask me. But yes, that's him. Why?" When he didn't
answer immediately, she said more insistently, "Na Eth ... what's going
on?"
"Look ... Shib, it's none of my business—"
She stabbed a finger at him. "No ... no, you don't get to back up
now, Na Eth. You don't get to introduce some aspect of doubt into the first
thing I've felt really good about since I
got to this foresaken century and then say it's none of your business.
If you've got something on your mind, tell me."
"Really, I think it'd be better if—"
"Tell me,"
He was obviously taken aback by the vehemence in her tone, and came to
the realization that prevaricating wasn't going to help matters. "Okay,
well... I'm not saying this is a definite concern, mind you, it could be
nothing...."
"Na Eth," she said warningly.
"All right, it's just that... well, I've been doing everything I
can to bring myself current with everything that new races—new, that is, since
we were on active duty—are capable of doing. It just seemed a reasonable thing
to do, from a security point of view. I felt I should know the average
strength, any natural weapons that—"
"Arex Na Eth," she sighed, "I know you're in love with
the sound of your own voice, but do you think you could, perhaps, move this
along—?"
"Yes, well..." He cleared his throat. "The point is, I
did some investigating on Selelvians as well. Not mat I was trying to be
invasive of Lieutenant Commander Gleau, you understand. I just wanted to
know—"
"Could you possibly take any longer
to come to the point?" she said, making no attempt to hide her irritation.
"All right, here's the point: Have you heard of something
called... the Knack?"
"The Knack. No. Should I?"
"I think you should, yes. Because it may make all the difference
in the world...."
Mueller nodded in approval upon hearing the news from Shelby. "So
this Tsana is back in charge on Thallon 21, then," she said, seated in the
captain's ready room, her fingers intertwined and resting on her leg.
"And the Aerons are accepting of this?"
"The Aerons, according to Mac, are in something of a
disarray," Shelby told her, with a certain degree of almost malicious
satisfaction. "No one expected their Warmaster to come completely unglued
in front of the crowd and admit to having disposed of two of the ruling
family."
"May I safely assume that Calhoun had something to do with
it?"
"That certainly would have been my guess," said Shelby.
"Now, Mac, he swears he wasn't involved in Burkitt's breakdown at
all."
"Do you believe him?"
"I'm loathe to call him a liar."
"That's not an answer."
"No, that's an answer," Shelby countered. "It's simply
not a definitive answer. Considering the circumstances, however, it's about
the best answer you're going to get out of me." She leaned forward, elbows
on her desk. "However, this does not even remotely solve our problems. There is still apparently a
Gateway device—either on Thallon 21 or on Thallon 18—below us, or conceivably
on both. As long as these two races have the means and die desire to attack
each other, the danger will persist. We've got to find that Gateway; got to
convince them to turn it over to us."
"The only way to do that," said Mueller thoughtfully,
"is to convince them that there's no reason to fight."
"The problem is that the Markanians are still responsible for the
deaths of several of the imperial family of the Aerons. That fact is not in
dispute. Hell," she noted in annoyance, "they're damned proud of it.
I get the impression that if they could do it over, they'd not only do it
again, but this time they'd take greater steps to make sure they got every
single member of the family, thereby saving Burkitt the trouble."
"Do we know who was responsible for the raid?"
"If I had to guess," said Shelby, "I'd say it was very
likely Ebozay himself. But there's no way of proving it."
"Here's the problem, the way I see it," Mueller told her,
leaning back, extending her legs and crossing them at the ankles. "Let's
say that Tsana determines that Ebozay was definitely the mastermind behind the
raid. She demands justice ... specifically, Ebozay's head on a platter. Will
the Markanians give him up willingly?"
"Of course not."
"Of course not," agreed Mueller.
"Which means the Aerons will have to attack," said Shelby
grimly. "Let's say they manage it... and in doing so, they achieve their
goal of capturing or—better yet— killing Ebozay. But that won't put a stop to
it, because the Markanians will then demand revenge in the name of the fallen
Ebozay. They'll want whoever heads up the raid from the Aerons ... or—better
yet—they'll want Tsana herself. And on and on it will go ..."
"Because that's how it's always gone. A cycle of violence among
the two races, both trying to balance scales that will be forever out of
balance, and neither one willing to walk away from the fight."
"Can we expect them to?" asked Shelby. "Isn't it natural
to want justice for the dead?"
Mueller snorted dismissively. "The dead could not care less about
justice, Captain. The only justice they care about is whatever justice they're
facing in the afterlife." She paused, considered that a moment, and then
said, "Captain ... do you believe in an afterlife?"
'This is not the appropriate time to discuss it, XO."
"When might be?"
"When hell freezes over... a sentiment that may very well go a
long way toward answering the question." Shelby rose and crossed to her
window, leaning with one hand against it and watching the planet below, as if
she were capable of gathering up thousands of people in her one gargantuan
palm. "Do you think Tsana has the intestinal fortitude
simply to walk away, rather than seek further vengeance on behalf of
her family?"
"Not having met her, I haven't the faintest idea," said
Mueller reasonably. "I can speculate...."
"Go right ahead. It's just the two of us here."
Mueller scratched her chin thoughtfully. "If I'm recalling the
files on this matter properly—and I admit, the file has been growing
exponentially since we became involved—the Aerons did, in fact, capture one of
the individuals responsible for the assault."
"Yes, that sounds right. They caught..." She turned her
computer screen around, scanning the file that was already up on the screen.
"... they caught a Markanian named Pmarr. Quite the upper-echelon
individual, as near as I can tell. Probably a higher-up associate of
Ebozay."
"Probably. Do you think..." Mueller didn't speak immediately,
instead tapping out a cheery tattoo with her fingertips.
"Do I think that Ebozay would be willing to write off his
associate as an acceptable loss so his world can move on?" Shelby
suggested.
Mueller still didn't reply hastily. Finally, though, she nodded.
"That's what it seems to be coming down to."
"It puts a good deal of pressure on both of them," said
Shelby. 'Tsana would have to walk away from a desire to punish as many people
as possible... and Ebozay would have to be willing to finger Pmarr as one of
the major instigators of the raid on Aeron. I don't know for certain that
either of them would be willing to take that step. Unless, of course ..."
"Unless of course... what?" asked Mueller.
"Unless, of course, they feel as if they're being given no |
choice."
"You have something in mind, Captain?"
"I believe I do," she said with a slow smile.
Very severely, Mueller asked, "Is it in violation of the Prime
Directive?"
"It's borderline, at best."
"At best. And at worst?"
"It's a horrific breach."
"I see," said Mueller and, after a moment, she shrugged.
"Then I just suppose we'll have to hope that Starfleet doesn't find out
about it."
Only yesterday, the confines of Ten Forward had seemed so friendly, so
pleasant. Now, when M'Ress entered, it appeared utterly alien to her. Every
face that glanced at her in cheery recognition seemed to be mocking her,
laughing at her behind expressions that appeared civil. Deep down, she knew
that wasn't the case. She knew that no one was thinking contemptuously about
her; if anything, they weren't thinking about her at all, but instead merely
nodding to her in a reflexive greeting before going back to their
conversations.
She saw him exactly where she knew she'd see him: at the far end of the
room. He was seated at a table, a drink in his hand, engaging in small talk
with another crewman. It was all M'Ress could do not to simply leap across the
room, land with her knees planted squarely on his chest, and throttle him.
Instead she restrained herself, moving sleekly across the room like a stalking
panther. Such was her automatic stealth that he didn't notice her until she was
almost upon him. When he looked up at her, it was with such genuine pleasure at
her presence that it was all she could do not to rip his eyes out.
"Shibolene," he said. "What a pleasure to—"
"Don't call me that, Gleau," she said, both more and less
sharply than she would have liked.
He blinked in polite confusion, immediately discerning that her mood
was not a pleasant one, but clearly not the least bit aware as to why.
"Did I say it incorrectly?"
"We need to talk."
"We are talking."
Her glance flickered to the crewman who was still seated,
but he had already realized that his absence would be greatly
preferred. "I think," he said, rising, "that the Lieutenant
would prefer to speak with you privately." He glanced at her for
confirmation, and she nodded curtly. "Yes, I thought as much. We'll talk later,
Gleau."
He won't be doing much talking if I rip his throat
out, M'Ress thought grimly as she slid into the now-unoccupied
seat. The instant the crewman was out of earshot, she said, "Did you use
the Knack on me?"
He smiled, understanding flooding his face. "Ahhh ... is that what
this is about?"
"Yes, that's what this is about. The Knack... a Selelvian ability
to 'persuade' people, to push them in certain directions that Selelvians want
them to go. I want to know if one of those pushed was me, and one of those
directions was your bed." It was a tremendous effort for her not to speak
too quickly, to let the words bubble out of her in a torrent of rage.
Gleau, for his part, remained calm ... even sympathetic. "It's not
a secret, you know. The Knack, I mean. It used to be, but as more of us have
shown up in Starfleet, we've been more forthcoming about it. Everybody
knows."
"I didn't."
"You've been out of circulation for a while."
"You didn't answer the question."
His eyes narrowed. "M'Ress, I'd feel a bit more comfortable
discussing this if your fangs were not so well displayed."
She realized that he was right; her upper jaw was jutting out, her
extended teeth quite prominent. It must have looked somewhat threatening; it
was meant to. With a visible effort, she reset her teeth so that she didn't
look ready to take a bite out of him. "You still haven't answered the
question."
"It's not an easy question to answer," he said, leaning back,
the fingertips of either hand touching one another.
"Yes, it is."
"No, it's not," he insisted gently but firmly. "And
since
this is knowledge you've only recently acquired, I'll thank you not to
present yourself as an expert at it. The simple fact is that I'm not entirely
certain whether I used the Knack on you or not."
"How can you not know?"
"Because, to a degree, it's an autonomic reflex. I found you
attractive, you found me attractive. In such a circumstance, the Knack kicks
in, released in a manner not unlike endorphins. But it doesn't force you to do
anything against your will—"
"Stop talking about it as if it's something separate from
you," she said heatedly. "It's as if you're trying to divest yourself
of any responsibility for it. You're responsible, Gleau. You're
responsible—"
"For what?" he replied, still the picture of calm.
"M'Ress, nothing happened that you didn't want to happen. If I did use the
Knack, all it did was smooth the way for something that would have occurred in
time anyway."
"You don't know that!"
"I know it to a reasonable certainty. You do as well, although
you're too angry to admit it But you will eventually."
"How do you know that? Are you planning to use the Knack to make
me admit it?"
He sighed. "Weren't you listening, M'Ress? I told you, even with
the Knack, I couldn't make you do anything that was against your will. If
there's anything you should 'admit' to, it's that you did something that you
felt good about at the time, and now you feel—I don't know—guilty, perhaps. And
you're trying to blame me."
"I wasn't feeling guilty at all! I still don't feel guilty!"
she snapped back, and then realized her voice was louder than she would have
liked, because people were starting to look in her direction. She lowered her
tone and said, "What I feel is used."
"That's ridiculous."
"Don't tell me that my feelings are ridiculous."
Gleau sighed once more, as if the entire discussion had
I wearied him. "M'Ress ... I had no
idea you were so provin-
cial...."
"Provincial!"
"It's understandable, I suppose, coming from another time..."
"I may be from another time, but it's not Earth's Victorian era, I
can assure you of that," she said. She was aware her fangs were out again,
and this time she did nothing to pull them in. Gleau obviously noticed them,
but said nothing, as M'Ress continued. "But in any time that any female
comes from, she shouldn't have to be concerned that a male is using some sort
of undue, unfair influence on her."
"There was nothing undue or unfair about it!" he protested.
"We both enjoyed ourselves, and we were both happy. What does it matter
how that came about?"
"It matters to me. And I don't see why you can't understand
that."
He sighed.
"If you sigh again," she warned him, "I'm going to leap
across this table and beat you senseless."
He cocked an eyebrow. "All right... not a more provincial time,
but certainly a more violent one, apparently."
"It's patronizing."
He appeared to gather his thoughts and then, speaking very slowly and
very clearly, as if he wanted to get everything on record, he said, "I
did not intend to patronize you. I did not intend to 'use' you in any way. All
I intended to do ... indeed, all I thought I had
done ... was make you happy. If I failed in that endeavor, I most
humbly and sincerely apologize."
"I don't want your apology."
"Then what do you
want?" He sounded exasperated.
"I..." She hesitated, because in truth she didn't know.
"I want not to feel the way that I do. I want not to feel as if I was
manipulated against my will."
"You weren't."
"You don't know that! You said so yourself. Was that a lie? Did you, in fact, know what
you were doing? Did you use the Knack on me? Rush me along when I might not ordinarily
have gone?"
He looked down and started to sigh once more, but then caught himself
before the sound completely emerged from his throat. She took a grim, amused
pleasure from that.
"Probably," he said. "As I said, I can't know for sure,
but if I had to guess—based upon your reactions, my gut instinct—I'd say
probably, yes."
She took that in, absorbing the information, trying to get a grip on
the conflicting emotions within her. "I see," was all she said.
He was clearly waiting for her to speak again, but she said nothing.
Finally he ventured, "M'Ress ... believe it or not, I'm glad we had this
talk."
"Oh, so am I."
"And I'm glad we were able to settle this—"
"Settle?" She rose. "Nothing is settled, Gleau. This
isn't over. This is just beginning." And with her tail twitching like a
barely controlled whip, M'Ress turned and walked out of Ten Forward, leaving an
extremely disconcerted and worried Gleau in her wake.
22
HOLOCONFERENCE
tsana looked around the holodeck, her eyes
wide. Already she had done things more amazing than any of her people ... more
than she had ever dreamt she would accomplish in her lifetime. She had moved
among the stars. All right, perhaps technically not among them, but certainly
being in orbit around her world counted for something. Neither her father nor
mother nor any of her siblings had ever left the surface of their world, and
yet here she was. Then the thought of her family, and what had happened to
them, lodged itself in her mind, and it was all she could do to push it away
without tears welling in her eyes. "Are you all right?" Kalinda was
standing next to her, looking down at her
I with obvious concern. Tsana managed a nod. Nevertheless Kalinda
reached down, took her hand, and gave it a squeeze.
5 Tsana wasn't entirely sure what the purpose of it was, but it
I made her feel better for some reason.
"Thinking about your family?" asked Kalinda.
Tsana nodded, wide-eyed, wondering if Kalinda had been able to read her
mind. "How did you know?"
"Because I think my face looks kind of like that when I think
about my family," she said. "If not for my brother, Si Cwan, I'm not
sure what I'd do."
"I don't have a brother," Tsana said softly, "and I'm
still not sure what I should do."
Kalinda squeezed her hand again. "You'll think of something,"
she said confidently.
Si Cwan then entered, deep in discussion with Calhoun and Burgoyne.
They immediately saw Tsana there, and Burgoyne went right over to her while
Cwan—more reserved— hung back. As for Calhoun, he seemed rather distant, having
moved off to be by himself in a corner of the room. Tsana thought that was
understandable. He was, after all, the captain, and doubtlessly had a great
deal on his mind.
Burgoyne crouched so that s/he was on eye-level with her. "How are
you, Zarn?" s/he asked politely.
"I am ... well... although I'm not exactly used to being addressed
in that manner," she admitted. "I hear 'Zarn,' and my reflex is to
look over my shoulder for my father."
"I can appreciate that. I'll be honest with you, Zarn...
throughout history, people have found themselves thrust into leadership
roles."
"But I wasn't ready for it."
"No one ever really is, no matter how much they think they are.
But you grow into it, by doing what you know to be right. I understand that
matters have been somewhat... prickly ... on your homeworld since Burkitt's
death."
She nodded. "The Counselars have been somewhat in disarray. I
have to say, that's helped me a great deal. They seem anxious to listen to me,
even if I am only 'a child.' " She said the words with sufficient
distaste, conveying volumes of annoyance in doing so.
Calhoun, seeming to stir from his introspective stance, called,
"There's an old Earth saying, 'Out of the mouths of babes
She stared at him. "Yes? What comes out of the mouths of
babes?"
Calhoun blinked. "Actually, you know, I'm not sure. I've heard the
saying a number of times, but no one ever seems to complete the sentence."
He looked hopefully at Si Cwan and Burgoyne. Both shrugged.
"Do I look like an old Earther?" Si Cwan inquired. "I would
think that the only thing that comes out of the mouths of babes is drool."
"Do I seem a drooling babe to you?" asked Tsana, sounding
hurt.
Calhoun rubbed his brow in resignation. "No. You don't. Never
mind. Forget I brought it up." He turned away once more, and for a moment
Tsana felt guilty, as if she'd upset him somehow. Ultimately, though, she was
more than happy to forget having brought it up. Then she allowed worry to
flicker across her face once more. "We're going to be meeting with the
enemies of Aeron. Is your large security guard going to be here? I feel safer
when he's near."
"He'll be so flattered to hear that," muttered Si Cwan. He
sounded a bit cranky about it, although Tsana couldn't understand why.
"Security guards aren't necessary in this circumstance,
Zarn," Burgoyne assured her. "This is going to be a holocon-
' ference only. The other people will look
real enough, but
they're simply representations. Furthermore, this is being
broadcast to key members of the various governments: to
your Counselars on Aeron, and to the Ruling Council of the
Markanians. If you then need to confer with them privately,
, you can step into the adjoining room and do so."
"You've thought of everything, Commander."
Burgoyne tilted hir head slightly in acknowledgment. "I
appreciate the vote of support, although it's hard to think of everything. There's always a chance that
something has been overlooked. Hopefully not in this case, though."
She cast a worried glance in Calhoun's direction. "Is the captain
all right?" she asked. "He seems very distracted."
"Well..." Burgoyne looked at Calhoun once more, apparently
to make sure he wasn't listening, then lowered hir voice and said, "...
truth be told, he's been under a great deal of pressure lately. Not only is there
the usual strain of running a ship this size, but also I understand his new
marriage— well... it hasn't been going as well as he'd hoped. There's been some
..." S/he whispered the word, "... difficulties."
"Difficulties?" echoed Tsana.
Burgoyne nodded, but then cheered up. "I wouldn't worry about it
if I were you, though. I doubt he'll let the strain show."
For some reason, Tsana found this less than reassuring.
Burgoyne's combadge beeped, and s/he tapped it. "Burgoyne, go
ahead."
"Commander, this is Lefler," came Robin's voice. "Trident signals ready. We can
activate the holoconference on your signal."
"Captain, we're ready," Burgoyne called over to Calhoun.
Calhoun leveled his gaze at hir, and then simply nodded. "Bring 'em
on-line, Lieutenant," said Burgoyne.
Tsana had told herself she would be ready for it, but when other people
simply snapped into existence in the room, she was nevertheless taken aback. On
the opposite side of the room were two women wearing the same types of uniforms
as Calhoun and Burgoyne. One woman was dark blonde, with a scar that reminded
her of Calhoun's, while the other was shorter, with lighter hair and an air of
command about her. Standing in between them was a Markanian, and Tsana
immediately tensed up. For just one moment, part of her wanted to flee deep
into her own mind, to try and get as far away from that evil race as possible.
But she knew that this
Markanian, this leader of his people, would be watching her carefully
for any sign of weakness. She was, after all, "only" a child, and he
would not require much in the way of excuses to feel dismissive toward her.
"Captain Calhoun," said the shorter woman quite formally.
"Captain Shelby," replied Calhoun, facing her with his hands
draped behind his back. "You know Commander Burgoyne, and Ambassadors Si
Cwan and Kalinda. May I present Tsana, ruling Zarn of the Aeron."
"Greetings," said Tsana carefully.
"Greetings, Zarn," Shelby said with a slight bow. "This
is my first officer, Commander Mueller, and this is Ebozay, head of the Ruling
Council of the Markanians."
Ebozay made no motion of greeting toward her. Instead he seemed to be
devouring her with his eyes, and Tsana suddenly felt extremely relieved that
they were not, in fact, anywhere near each other. At the same time, though, she
was concentrating on keeping her outward appearance as inscrutable as
possible. She did not want to take the least chance of giving anything away to
this ... man.
"Well," continued Shelby. "Best to get started. I wish
to say, before we go any further, that I appreciate both sides agreeing to this
discussion."
"There is very little in this universe that cannot be discussed,"
Ebozay said.
"Our thoughts exactly," said Si Cwan, stepping forward.
"Specifically, what needs to be discussed at this time is a peace
initiative. That is—"
Ebozay snorted disdainfully. "It is a bit late for that," he
said.
"There are some on my world who would agree with you," Tsana
admitted. "I have been talking with them, as well as with those who feel
that the enmity has dragged on for far too long."
"And they certainly don't appreciate the sneak attack you
launched against them," Calhoun said. He indicated Tsana.
"Your people slaughtered this child's entire family."
"This child's family is part of a line stretching back centuries
that oversaw the intended extermination of my people," retorted Ebozay.
"Carrying anger over actions centuries back is part of what's
hampered any true peace between us," Tsana said, feeling herself becoming
bolder by the moment. Ebozay was looking at her no less patronizingly than her
own people did. But when he did
it, it was enough to ignite her ire and prompt her to stand up to him. Without
intending to do so, he might well have been doing her a huge favor just by
being arrogant. "The fact is that my family—my parents, my brothers and
sister—did nothing to you. They were innocent of wrongdoing. That didn't stop
your people from assassinating them."
"She talks quite well for one of only nine years," Ebozay
said with a bit of a sneer.
"I'm almost ten," she informed him, and then mentally kicked
herself. How juvenile that sounded.
"A thousand pardons," he said mockingly, as she'd known he
would.
"I don't see the need for bickering at this point," Shelby
said. "I don't see how it's going to accomplish anything."
"It'll help clear the air, Captain," Calhoun told her.
"And it will let the Markanians know that the Zarn won't be condescended
to because of her age."
"Make no mistake, Ebozay," Tsana said warningly. "There
are those of my people who are ready and willing to carry this war to the next
level. We have the will and the means to do so. Part of what is holding them
back is me. I don't want the cycle of violence to continue, but that's exactly
what will happen if we head down this road. And I have more than a little say
in this matter, for I am the one with the greatest, most personal grievance
against the Markanians— for I suffered most dearly at your hands." Ebozay
was
clearly about to reply, but she cut him off. 'Tell me, Ebo-
zay ... was it your
hands? Did you lead the raid against my family?"
"Is that truly relevant?" he said, his voice icy. "After
all, whether I spearheaded the assault or not, a cessation of hostilities
entails forgiveness of sins. Unless you think I'm sim-ply going to give myself
over to Aeron justice because of a guilty conscience."
"You
admit it, then," Kalinda spoke up.
"I admit no such thing," Ebozay said. "I leave
guilt-ridden admissions to the Aeron leaders. And how is Burkitt these
days?"
"Dead," Calhoun said, moving forward as if he could actually
touch Ebozay. "Would you like to join him?"
"Captain!" Shelby blurted out. "That's hardly a
conslruc-tive attitude to have—"
"I don't need to be lectured by you on attitude, Captain,"
retorted Calhoun, "especially when the man standing next to you has more
than enough for the both of us." He let out a derisive snort and said,
"Look, we all know what's going on here. The Markanians started a war, and
now the Aerons are looking to end it with something other than more bloodshed.
And we're seeing zero cooperation from the Markanians."
"Cooperation!" snapped Ebozay. "Captain, kindly con-fine
your comments to that which you have personal knowledge of. My ancestors
attempted peace with the Aerons, and were betrayed on every occasion. Nor have
they been willing to yield in the slightest when it comes to the Holy Site
upon Sinqay—"
"Was anyone timing that?" Calhoun said to his officers.
"I was curious to see how many seconds before he brought that up."
"Ah, yes," said Ebozay, arms folded and looking rather
imperious. "I seem to recall that Captain Calhoun made some 'threatening'
remarks about Sinqay. Claiming that you
were going to destroy our holiest of worlds. It was a bluff, of
course...."
Calhoun's purple eyes went wide. "Amazing how some people will use
the words 'of course' in conjunction with a statement that's so completely
wrong."
"I was present when he said it, Ebozay," said Tsana. "I
do not think he was bluffing."
"I don't need to resort to bluffs," Calhoun said, and he
walked with slow, measured tread toward Ebozay. "Bluffs are for those who
don't have the power to back up their threats. I do. And I resent the notion
that you're accusing me of lying."
"Resent it all you want," said Ebozay. "But—"
"Furthermore," Calhoun interrupted, "I am frankly getting
rather sick and tired of your entire race. You, with your threats and
condescension and murderous attitudes."
"How dare you—"
"How dare I?" He
stepped in close and, even though Ebozay was present only in holographic form,
nevertheless the Markanian leader took a reflexive step back. "Look me in
the eye, Ebozay. Look at me closely. Is this the face of someone who needs to
bluff?"
Ebozay seemed to rally slightly, obviously remembering that Calhoun
could not possibly hurt him, and he looked Calhoun straight in the eye. Tsana
watched, spellbound, waiting to see Ebozay's reaction.
And the Markanian seemed to wilt. He took a step back, as if he saw
something in Calhoun's face so terrifying that even the slightest hint of
proximity was too much for him to bear. Desperately, he rallied, "You're
... you're working with Shelby ... I know it..."
"Yes, I'm working with her," Calhoun snapped at him.
"We're in Starfleet together. And we're married. So naturally I have
to—"
"You don't have to make it sound like it's so unpleasant a task, Captain," Shelby said, saying his
rank with a tone that
I could only be described as disdain. Mueller suddenly looked
worried, and she started to mutter something under her
breath to Shelby, but Shelby
ignored it. "We're just two peo-
ple trying to do a job, and you don't have to make this diffi-
cult—"
"Me
make it difficult?" Calhoun appeared both incredu-lous and
contemptuous. "Excuse me, Shelby, but you're the one who's supporting these murderers. At
least when you served with me, you had
some shred of moral fiber...."
"All right, that's enough!" thundered Shelby, her
face purpling, veins starting to
protrude on her throat. "How dare
you stand there in judgment of me—!"
"That's rich! The
number of times you judged everything
I said, everything I did, every single action I took. And now you
criticize me—!"
"Captain ... captains ... I don't see this as being terribly
productive," Mueller ventured.
"Quiet!" both of them ordered. Mueller nodded and said nothing further.
"I'm sick of
this," Calhoun told her. In contrast to Shelby's visible anger, Calhoun
became quieter and quieter as a dark fury enveloped him. "I'm sick of
these two races arguing. I'm sick of
Markanian sneak attacks in the night.
I'm sick of the endless squabbling over a piece of real estate that
neither of them have even set foot on in over a century, and they couldn't stop
bickering about it even when they were
there. I'm sick of your sanctimony. I'm sick of—" "Admiral
Jellico," said Burgoyne abruptly. "Oh, I am especially sick of
him." "No, I mean we're receiving a transmission from Admiral
Jellico.'
Calhoun moaned as Shelby rolled her eyes. "Put him on,"
grunted Calhoun after a moment. Meanwhile, Ebozay was making genuine eye
contact with Tsana for the first time in a way that seemed something other than
condescending. He
seemed to be at something of a loss, the entire conference spinning out
of control, and amazingly he was actually looking at "the child" to
see if she was on any more solid footing than he was. She shook her head
slightly, looking and feeling as helplessly befuddled as he was.
Jellico's form flared into existence in the holoconference room,
looking slightly fuzzier than the others. "Calhoun!" he snapped.
"Epicurus 7!"
"Epicurus 7 to you, too, Admiral," Calhoun said, his face
suddenly impassive. He looks nervous. He's
hiding something, thought Tsana with sudden unease.
"The world, Epicurus 7! You were the last Starfleet officer to
have contact with it, a month ago!"
"I seem to remember that, yes, sir," said Calhoun.
"It's gone!"
"Gone," he repeated. "It was there last time I
looked."
"And now it's free-floating rubble! It blew apart! As near as we
can tell, some sort of detonation in the core! As if someone had introduced
thermal plasma bombs to destabilize it!"
"What a pity," Calhoun said, sounding not the least bit
concerned. "The leadership there was so polite, as I recall."
"And as I recall, they registered complaints about you! They said
they were scared witless of you! They said you threatened them!"
"Burkitt said the same thing, and the Aerons are still here."
"But he's not!"
"Gasp. Shock of shocks."
"Calhoun! What did you do to Epicurus 71" Jellico looked on the
verge of apoplexy.
"Admiral, I think it best if we spoke on this later." Calhoun
could not have sounded more calm. "I'm becoming concerned about your ...
health, and frankly, if the conversation continues in this vein, you might
suffer some sort of attack. I wouldn't want that on my conscience."
"Conscience! You don't have a conscience! You—!"
Calhoun didn't wait for him
to complete the sentence. Instead he made a throat-cutting gesture. Burgoyne,
in response, tapped hir combadge, murmured something into it, mid Jellico's
transmission was abruptly terminated. There was a long moment of silence, and
then Calhoun turned to the oth-ers and said, with glacial calm, "Now ...
where were we?" "I can't
believe it," Shelby told him. "I absolutely cannot believe it. You've snapped, Calhoun. You've
gone totally around the bend! What you've
done—"
"What I've done is what needed to be done," he said with a
frighteningly disarming smile. "That's always been the difference between
you and me, Shelby. I'm willing to do what needs to be done, and you're willing
to complain about it." "Complain
about it!" "You heard me!"
"If I could interject..." Ebozay began tentatively. Calhoun
talked right over him. 'This has gone on long enough. I'm sick of being judged
by Starfleet and by you, Shelby, and I'm sick of the arrogance engendered by
the Markanians. I think it's about time someone taught the lot of you a
lesson."
"Don't threaten me, Calhoun," Shelby warned. "I don't do
well with threats."
"I don't threaten any more than I bluff," Calhoun warned her.
"I just do as I promise. And here's my promise: The Aerons are going to be
able to live free of fear. The Marka-nians will never threaten them again after
I'm through with them."
"Calhoun!"
Shelby was almost shouting now, waving a
finger angrily. "Don't you threaten these people—"
"Again you're accusing me of threats! There's no threat here. Just
a pledge. I've got a big ship and a short fuse that's turned itself out. You
want a fight, Shelby?"
Tsana's knees were trembling. There was no question in her mind that
what she was seeing was absolutely genuine.
Why shouldn't it be? She had seen this kind of viciousness in viewing
historical tapes of Aeron/Markanian peace talks. It had sounded just like this.
She tried to speak, to find something to say to shut this down, but her throat
had completely closed up.
"I'm not looking for a fight, Calhoun...."
"Coward!" he spat out.
"Okay, that's it!" She looked like the
poster girl for apoplexy. "You want problems, Calhoun? You want someone
who knows all your stunts, all your tricks, and who's not going to take any of
your crap? Well, good news, Xenexian, because you've found her!"
"Oh, have I?" he said contemptuously. "Well, you're in
luck as well, Shelby. Because I'm coming there! Right now! As soon as I beam
the Zarn back to her homeworld, I'm heading over to Markania and I'm going to
annihilate the whole damned place! You think you can stop me?"
"Oh, I'm not going to stop you—"
Both Tsana and Ebozay yelped at the same time; in her case it was
almost relief, where in his, naturally, it was panic. "What?!" they both exclaimed.
Shelby was stalking back and forth like a matador taunting a bull.
"You think you're the only one who can act like the leading psycho of
Sector 221-G? That's how much you know! I'm not going to hang around here like
a sitting duck, waiting for you to show up at your leisure and for the Aerons
to plan whatever attacks they desire. If you show up here at Markania, it's not
going to matter to me, because the moment we sever this connection, I'm
setting course for Aeron."
Tsana was completely discombobulated. The one shred of consolation she
was taking from this was that Ebozay looked as shell-shocked as she was.
"For Aeron? Why?"
"Mutually assured
destruction, Calhoun. Sauce for the
goose and all that. We get word from the Markanians that you've opened
fire on them, and we wipe out the Aerons." "Now
wait a minute! " Tsana cried out. "This is absurd!" Ebozay tried to intervene.
"You shut up!" Calhoun told him. "Why should you care? You said
I was bluffing. As far as you're concerned, this is all some sort of joke or
bluff. Well, you go right on believing that, Ebozay, if it brings you any
comfort. That will last you pleasantly for your final hours, until your city
is in flames around your ears. As for you, Shelby, we have nothing more to talk
about here. I'll see you around the galaxy, my dear wife."
"And I will see you in hell, my dear husband, because if you think
I'm going to back down from my threat to—" "Wait!"
Two voices—one that of a grown man, the other that of a young girl on
the cusp of puberty—raised as one. They looked at each other in confusion, for
the notion of a Markanian and Aeron having a simultaneous thought about
anything other than killing each other was so novel a concept that it needed to
be acknowledged with a moment of silence. "This ... this isn't
accomplishing anything!" Tsana said, and then, as if needing affirmation
of her opinion, she turned to Kalinda. "Is it?"
"Not that I can see," admitted Kalinda. And Si Cwan added,
"Unfortunately, they act like this sometimes. The weapons at their
disposal, the feeling of power, the lack of on-site supervision—it can get to
them after a while."
"Nobody asked for your opinion, Ambassador," Calhoun said.
Si Cwan pointed a bit
defensively at Tsana. "She did." "She's a child."
"Maybe," said Tsana
defiantly. "But this 'child' knows what needs to be done ... maybe more
than some adults do.
Ebozay," she continued, looking her rival fall in the face.
"We need to keep our priorities in order. Do you believe that?" When
Ebozay simply nodded, she told him, "I need to hear you say it out loud...
like you believe it."
"We need to keep our priorities in order," Ebozay said
firmly. "And our priority has always been Sinqay...."
"That's where our mistake has been, Ebozay, because our priority
should always have been survival of both our races. We've fought out of
arrogance. We've fought for a memory. We've fought out of selfishness. It's
enough. Sooner or later, it has to end. I say that it ends now."
"And what of your family?" he asked stiffly.
No one spoke. It was as if they were all riveted by the moment,
wondering what she would say.
"Your people died," she said, very quietly, as if she were
talking to herself. "My people died. I... don't see anything to be
accomplished by more people dying. It will not benefit those who came before me
... and it may well poison the chances of peace for those who come after
me."
"You hear that, Calhoun?" Shelby called. "The young Zarn
has a better grasp of what's important than you do."
"She's never had to fight a war," retorted Calhoun, but then
more softly he added, "and I hope she never does."
"If I may," Si Cwan said, "I'd like to put forward a suggestion.
The greatest accomplishments that have occurred in the field of diplomacy have
always come as the result of summits. I suggest a summit... on Sinqay
itself."
Tsana fancied that she could actually hear the gasps of the Counselars
on her planet miles below. The very mention of the holy world's name was enough
to cause a thrill in her heart. "On Sinqay?" she said, and was
surprised to find that her voice had come out in a whisper.
Even Ebozay looked taken by the notion. 'To trod the holy sands ... to
stand in the same area where our greatest philosophers once stood..."
"It certainly sounds more productive than two starships
annihilating both of you," Kalinda said.
"That was ... not our first choice when it came to courses of
action. I just wanted to make that clear," Calhoun said, sounding ever so
slightly chagrined, as if he was just fully realizing everything that he'd been
saying.
"I believe you, Captain," Tsana said diplomatically. "Ambassador
... if we did do this ... what was it?"
"Summit."
"This summit... what would be the goals?"
"There are some matters, young Zarn," Si Cwan told her,
"that cause consternation and conflict, because the participants are
emotionally too close to the situation. Time and generations have passed since
any of your respective races have stood upon your homeworld. It is entirely
possible that, with a possible return to Sinqay in the offing—and an awareness
of the tragedy that disputes can cause—you and your counterpart here," and
he gestured toward Ebozay, "would be able to come to terms on behalf of
your peoples. After all, you will be looking upon Sinqay in a different light,
and that alone may bring new perspective and—hopefully—an everlasting
peace."
There was a silence then, and Tsana felt, rightly or wrongly, that
everyone was waiting for her to say something first After much consideration,
she looked up and said, "I will speak to my Counselars, but I find the
proposal... acceptable."
"And I will address my peers upon the Ruling Council. But I will
advocate its implementation," said Ebozay.
"With one condition," Tsana said abruptly. She had spoken
with more force than she'd intended, but in doing so she had captured their
attention firmly, and so she didn't dwell on it. "The Gateways."
"What of them?" Ebozay was suddenly cautious.
"We have one at our disposal. You do as well." When
Ebozay started to open his mouth in protest, Tsana spoke right over
him. "This is no time to play games, Ebozay. Our futures are at stake, and
the only thing that can save us is complete candor. My people are still
concerned about attacks from the Markanians. If I ignored those concerns, not
only would I be a poor Zarn, but I doubt I'd be their leader for long."
Bristling slightly, Ebozay retorted, "It's not as if the
Markanians have no reason to fear assault by the Aeron! Or have you
forgotten—?"
"I've forgotten nothing," Tsana said. "But what's being
proposed here is a summit that will take both worlds' leaders off their homeworlds,
and also remove the protection that the two starships afford. That means both
worlds could be open to attack. I only see one way around it. . . ."
"Bring the Gateway devices onto the respective ships?" said
Ebozay slowly.
"You don't sound pleased about the idea."
"I'm not. It doesn't please me in the least."
"And I can understand why," Tsana said, sounding quite
sympathetic. "But it has to be done. It's the only way to make sure. The
Gateways have to be brought up to the respective starships. Once the captains
have confirmed to each other that the Gateways are in their possession, only
then can they leave orbit with a clear conscience."
"That might prove ... difficult," Ebozay warned her.
"You think that's difficult? Try going to bed as a beloved,
coddled younger sister and waking up to find the floors running with your
family's blood, and having to grow up overnight because of it." There was
no trace of self-pity in her voice, no childish whining. Indeed, the absence of
it made her words all the more chilling, even heart-wrenching.
"Even more difficult," said Calhoun softly, sounding as if he
were turning a knife, "is the threat of mutually assured
destruction. Certainly mutually assured existence is preferable?"
There was a long silence then, and finally Ebozay said, "I will...
see to it."
"As will I," Tsana assured him.
He looked suspiciously at Calhoun and Shelby. "Do you think the
two captains may be trusted?"
"Oh... I think so," said Tsana, and the edges of her mouth
twitched ever so slightly as she kept her amusement, and suspicions, buried.
"I think mostly they're looking for us to survive. That would certainly
look preferable to their superiors, I'd think."
"Far less paperwork," Calhoun said gravely. Shelby rolled
her eyes.
"So ... Ebozay ...
believe it or not, I look forward to
meeting you in person," Tsana said. "As I do you," he replied.
"And may I say, Zarn ... with all
respect... that I have never, in all my life, encountered a nine-year-old of
such erudition."
"Well... I am almost ten," she pointed out.
"We didn't fool her, did
we?" said Calhoun. The Excalibur captain was in his ready room,
looking at Shelby's image on his private viewscreen. The holoconference had
ended an hour earlier, and they were waiting to hear back from the respective
planets' surfaces regarding the transportation of the gateways.
Shelby chuckled, low in her throat. "I don't think we did,
no."
"But Ebozay bought it...."
"Oh yes, absolutely. You couldn't really see over the holoconference,
Mac, but I was standing there next to him, and I can tell you, he was sweating.
When we started raiding our sabers, he absolutely believed that we were ready
to start slicing with them."
"Yet he was the first one to claim that we were bluffing."
"He was trying to convince himself of that. Or possibly," she
added as an afterthought, "someone was trying to convince him. But he
himself, I'm sure, believed."
"I'm not surprised," said Calhoun. "Those who are themselves
capable of the worst are usually more than willing to believe the worst of
others."
"Either that or, at the very least, he was willing to believe that
you'd be insane enough to take your vessel and use it to annihilate his people.
I mean, we may have done a creditable acting job, but bottom line, he thought
you were sufficiently nuts to commit the crime."
"The holograph of Jellico helped," Calhoun admitted.
"Let's hope Jellico doesn't find out... although part of me almost hopes
he does. Just to see his face." He laughed softly at the thought, and then
looked at his wife with a measure of pride. "And you played your part
perfectly, too, Eppy. I've taught you well."
"Oh, aren't we just too full of ourselves," she snorted.
"You'd never have been capable of pulling it off before you met
me, Eppy," he said teasingly. "Admit it. I've been exactly the sort
of bad influence you needed."
"Don't overestimate yourself or underestimate me, Mac.
Although..."
"Although what?"
She looked at him askance. "Would you be capable of such a thing?
Really. Just between us. Using the Excalibur
to annihilate a race?"
"I would never do such a thing," he said promptly.
"You wouldn't?"
"No. Because if I did, that would be a blatantly illegal act, and
I would by necessity require my crew to become accessories to it. I'd be
depending upon their loyalty to allow me to commit it. I couldn't jeopardize
them or their careers in that way."
"So you wouldn't do such a thing ... out of concern for your
crew." She sounded a bit taken aback.
"That's right."
"But if you could do it without concern? If the power were at your
disposal and yours alone? Could you take that responsibility upon
yourself?"
He didn't answer at first, but the muscles were twitching just below
his jaw. "I do what needs to be done, Eppy," he said finally. "I
always have, and without regret. That's never going to change. I hope such a
circumstance never comes around, of course, but if it does ..." He
shrugged.
"That's it? A shrug?"
"Hypotheticals are rarely worth more than that," he told her.
"People such as Ebozay will sometimes push us into situations that we
would have given anything to avoid. Once there, dwelling on further ways to
avoid it is pointless. We do what must be done."
Shelby looked as if she wanted to pursue his thoughts on the matter,
but then elected to change directions and say, "Do you think he
spearheaded the attack that took her family?"
"Yes," Calhoun said flatly. "And I wouldn't be surprised
if she also thinks that he spearheaded it. But if she does, she's smart enough
and farsighted enough to keep it to herself. Furthermore, she did us a
favor."
"About bringing up the Gateways?"
He nodded. "The one flaw in our little plan was you or I having to
bring that up. It was going to sound contrived no matter who said it, and
possibly tip our hand. But because it came, unsolicited, from Tsana, it was
unimpeachable. She saved us having to broach it. She's quite a young lady,
that one. Knows exactly what to say, and how to be brave."
Shelby smiled a moment, and then said, " 'Out of the mouth of
babes and sucklings hast thou ordained strength,
because of thine enemies, that thou mightest still the enemy and the
avenger.' "
He blinked in surprise. "How did you know?"
"Know what?"
"That we ..." He waved it off. "Never mind. What's that
from?"
"The Bible. It's one of the Psalms."
Her immediate knowledge of that caught his interest. He leaned forward,
eyebrow raised, and asked, "You read the Bible, Eppy?"
"On occasion."
"Are you a big believer in God?"
She laughed. "Now there's a surprisingly hot topic."
"What do you mean?"
Shelby waved off the question. "Nothing. Mac, I have to go. I'm
getting a hail from the bridge. I'll inform you as soon as the Gateway is
aboard and we set off for Sinqay."
"As I will with you. And, Captain ..."
"My, how formal," she said, one eyebrow raised in obvious
surprise.
Calhoun let the remark pass, and with good reason: He didn't want
anything to distract from the genuine concern he was feeling. "There's no
way that the Gateway's keeper is going to let it out of his sight. Which means
you're going to have an object of potentially huge destruction aboard your
vessel. Be very careful."
"I'm taking precautions, Mac. I trust that you are as well."
"I was born cautious, Eppy."
"Oh, and, Calhoun ... I love you."
"As well you should," he said with mock gravity. "Although
I would venture to say that the Aerons and Markanians are giving us the
longest odds you'll ever see against our marriage lasting out the year... or
even the week."
"Are you kidding? They probably think we won't even
last to the honeymoon ... whenever we might get a chance
to take that," said Shelby.
"You mean a real honeymoon ... one where we're not
fighting for our lives."
"Yes. That would be a
nice change of pace."
, "I'll see what I
can do," Calhoun assured her.
23 AERON/MARKANIA
smyt was utterly infuriated, stomping
around the room like a petulant child. "Out of the question," said
Smyt.
Smyt was utterly infuriated, stomping around the worn
like a petulant child. "Out of the question," said Smyt.
Tsana watched Smyt's tantrum impassively. She was far more impressed,
truth to tell, with the fact that she was sitting in the grand seat of the
Zarn. Even though, technically, it was her place
now, part of her kept waiting for her father to step into the room and say, in
a tone that was part amused and part cross, "And what do you think you 're doing in my chair, young lady?" Her feet
didn't even quite touch the ground. She made a mental note to have a footrest
put in, because she could feel her feet starting to get a bit numb.
Standing directly behind Smyt was Commander Gragg. Tsana had caused
quite a stir when she had not only refused to have Gragg prosecuted for his
bold slaying of Burkitt, but instead had promoted him to Warmaster. Although no
one
endorsed Burkitt's cold-blooded murder of Tsana's brothers, there was
nevertheless some noise that, in putting Gragg into Burkitt's slot, she was
tacitly endorsing promotion through assassination. Tsana had waved off all such
complaints, however, instead simply saying, "If you have any complaints
with any of my decisions or promotions, I suggest—as cus-tom dictates—you take
them up with the Chief of Complaints. Traditionally, that job falls under the
responsibilities of the Warmaster." That deftly quieted protests. Gragg simply stood there, arms folded, so
immobile that he might well have been carved from rock. Only his eyes, never
wavering, tracked Smyt as he stomped back and forth. "You cannot give me orders!" Smyt
was saying. "I'm not one of your people! I'm not bound by your
laws!" "You're on our
world," Tsana said. "I am ruler of this world ... and you are invited
to show courtesy." "And you
are invited to kiss my bony—" He
didn't finish the sentence, for Gragg's meaty hand lashed out and settled
around his throat. Tsana's expression didn't flicker in the slightest as Smyt
gagged, air cut off. "Let's start again," she said.
Ebozay watched Smyt's tantrum impassively. He was surrounded
by other members of the Ruling Council, and they appeared no more impressed by
Smyt's ire than he was. Naturally, Ebozay had not forgotten the powerful
discharge of energy that Smyt had unleashed when threatened. But neither was
he going to allow himself to be intimidated by it.
"I'm afraid it's going to have to be put back
into the question," said Ebozay, the picture of calm. "The Ruling
Council is in agreement on this. Matters have spun out of control, and this is
our first, best hope of reining them in. And if it means bringing the Gateway
up to the Trident, then that's what we're going to do. And you will cooperate
in this endeavor, whether you like it or not."
"You cannot give me orders!" Smyt
protested. She was fuming so fiercely that Ebozay was surprised she didn't have
smoke rising from her ears. "I'm not one of your people! I'm not bound by
your laws! "
Ebozay rose from his place and strode toward her. He
knew beyond any question that it was vital he show her he was not the least bit
intimidated by her. "Then you will be bound by ropes, chains, or whatever
it requires to bind you," he informed her heatedly. "We can be most
inventive when the need arises. Right now your ego and your frustrations don't
concern me. What concerns me is the good of my people."
"The Gateway is mine. I simply lease it to you
for a price."
"Indeed you do. And you'll be happy to know that
the price has gone up."
She looked confused, which was what Ebozay wanted.
"I don't understand. You're saying that you are increasing my
price? You're willing to
offer more?"
"That's right. And I think it's a price you 're
going to have a hard time walking away from."
Tsana leaned forward, not the slightest flicker of concern upon her
face. Smyt, for his part, was having no luck at all prying loose the hand that
had clamped around his throat.
"We have a situation on our hands, Smyt," said Tsana,
"which means you have a
situation on your hands. You are in a very delicate position right now. In case
you haven't been keeping up with current events, your sponsor—Burkitt— turned
out to be a cold-blooded murderer. Two of the people he cold-bloodedly murdered
were my brothers. That crime makes not only every action of his suspect, but
every ally of his suspect. And right now—in case you have not been paying
attention—his major remaining ally happens to be you. So your continued health
is very much at risk."
Smyt gurgled at that.
Continuing in a very sympathetic tone, Tsana said, "I
would hate to see Gragg kill you. Do you know why?" Smyt couldn't
get a word, or even a sound out, so Gragg accommodatingly turned Smyt's head
back and forth slightly, so that it looked as if he were shaking his head.
"I'll tell you why," she said without missing a beat. "Because
I've had occasion to learn that, when someone dies, all sorts of really
disgusting things are released from their bodies when all the muscles relax
that final time. Fluids and waste matter..." She shuddered. "The
aroma stays with you, no matter how long ago it happened. And the mess—! Well,
you can imag-ine. Me, I don't have to imagine. I saw it. I saw it, partly thanks to your now-dead ally. And the simple
truth is that the floors are newly
cleaned, and I would hate—absolutely hate—to see them get soiled with your
bodily discharges. I'd prefer to avoid that, if I could. Who wouldn't?
So," she con-tinued briskly, "here's the situation the way I see it...
and you can disagree if you wish. The situation is, we're going to bring the
Gateway, and you, up to the Excalibur. That
ship Will
then bring us to Sinqay, where we will meet with our "' Opposition. We
could, of course, simply ask you to bring us directly to Sinqay, but—and you'll
think I'm crazy, I know—I don't trust you. I'd rather trust the man who
threat-ened to wipe everyone out. It's crazy, I know, but..." She
shrugged. "What can one do
in the face of such difficult choices? The fortunate thing is, your choice is
much simpler. .Do you cooperate? Or do you die?"
Smyt actually
looked rather pleased at what she was hearing...
until the click-clack of weapons being armed and charged up sounded from all
around her.
From every
corner of the Council Hall, armed men were stepping out. Every single one of
them had blaster rifles aimed squarely at Smyt.
"I know from firsthand experience that you have
your own offensive capabilities," Ebozay said. He was leaning
back against a table, looking quite calm about the
whole matter. "You should be flattered that I'm going to all this trouble
out of respect for those capabilities."
"You traitorous bastard," she muttered.
"Traitorous, my dear Smyt? To whom? To my
people? What I'm doing now, I'm doing on behalf of my people... a people that
you claimed you wanted to help. Remember? This was all about improving the lot
of the Markanians. Well, I am telling you now that our lot is going to be
improved by traveling to Sinqay and having this summit meeting with the Zarn.
You see, Smyt, I strongly suspect that it is you who is the traitor. You
brought us the miraculous Gateway... and then, lo and behold, the Aerons wound
up with the exact same thing."
"I already told you, I had nothing to do with
that," she said angrily.
"Yes, so you say. And that may be the truth. On
the other hand, the truth may also be that—because of you—we stand on the brink of extinction at the hands of a couple of crazed
Starfleet officers. That, I think—and
I believe the Council agrees with me—may be far closer to the truth. We 're going to have to do something
about that, and you're going to help."
"At an increased price? You said—"
"Yes, so I did. And the increased price is, we
will let you live. I frankly think that's more than generous. You will be allowed
to accompany your precious Gateway device on the Trident, and—if you 're clever, as I know you always are—you may even find a way to turn a profit from all of
this. The Federation, you see, is most interested in the Gateway. They've made that much clear. You
may actually be able to sell yours to them for far more than you could ever
have made in leasing it to us. And they may be willing to pay for your services
as well, in terms of learning how to operate it. Make the right decision here,
Smyt, and everyone can wind up benefiting."
"And if I make the wrong decision?" She
spoke with the air of someone who knew the answer before she even asked.
"Why," he said, as if stating the most
obvious thing in the world, "then the only ones that benefit will be the
worms that eat your body when we plant it in the sod. What can one do in the
face of such difficult choices? The fortunate thing is, your choice is much
simpler. Do you cooperate? Or do you die?"
"I should have
offered my services to the Markanians," snarled Smyt. "They would
never have treated me in such a manner."
"You may very well be right," said Tsana. "The tragedy
is, you'll never know."
" should have offered my
services to the Aerons," snarled Smyt. "They would never have treated
me in such a manner."
"You may very well be right," said Ebozay.
"The tragedy is, you 'U never know."
"So ... you consent?"
"So... you consent?"
"Yes," growled Smyt, and the only shred of comfort he took
from it all was that this was turning out exactly the way that the giant had
said it would. Which meant that, hopefully, the final aspect of his
predictions—namely, that Smyt would finally be able to get home—would come true
as well.
"Yes," growled Smyt, and the only shred of
comfort she took from it all was that this was turning out exactly the way that
the giant had said it would. Which meant that, hopefully, the final aspect of
his predictions—namely, that Smyt would finally be able to get home—would come true as well
24 EXCALIBUR
when calhoun entered the children's
recreation center, he was saddened—but not surprised—to see Moke sitting off to
one side, staring out the port window at the starfield outside. Moke didn't see
him at first, and was so lost in thought that he probably wouldn't have at all,
had not the teacher—an avuncular fellow named Dreyfuss, a civilian married to a
lieutenant in xenobiology—approached Calhoun in his typical, slightly
overblown manner. "Captain, good to see you!" he boomed, which
naturally caught Moke's attention. "Gracing us with a visit?"
"Something like that." He walked toward Moke, nodding in
greeting at the other children, who seemed most impressed mat the ship's
captain was actually taking time to walk among them. "Hello, Moke. You're
looking a little distracted."
"We left orbit," said Moke.
He drew over a chair and sat. The chair was several sizes too small for
him, proportioned to fit the children. Calhoun
endeavored to maintain his dignity while being bent in half. "Yes,
we did."
"It's too bad. I liked the planet. It was pretty." "Most
planets are pretty from this high up. Although I hear tell that the planet
we're going to is even prettier. Supposedly it's green, filled with all kinds
of vegetation, and thousands of different sorts of animals, aaaand ... you're
not listening to any of this, are you?"
Moke looked momentarily confused. "I... guess not. I'm sorry,
Dad...."
"It's all right." He patted the boy on the knee. "It's
all right," he said again. "You thinking about your mom, are
you?" The boy nodded. There were no
tears in his eyes. Calhoun felt as if maybe the boy had simply
cried out all the tears he could
possibly have shed, perhaps for a lifetime. "Is her spirit in the stars now, Dad?" "You could say that."
He peered out the window
once more. "Which star is hers?" Calhoun frowned, studying the vista
of stars before him. Finally he said, "The brightest one. You see
it?"
He was not, in fact, looking at any particular star, but Moke
immediately nodded and said, "I think I see it. Is it that one, over
there?" He pointed at one star, which he obviously felt fit the category
of "brightest."
"That's it," Calhoun said immediately. "And the nice
thing is, since it is the brightest, you can find it anywhere you go. Just
always look for the brightest one, and that's her, watching over you. And she'd like you to have
a happy life. You know that, don't you, Moke?"
He bobbed his head with great certainty. But then he said softly,
"I miss her."
"I know. Come on," and he took Moke by the hand. "I have
someone I'd like you to talk to."
Moke stared up at him, confused, but he obediently walked out at
Calhoun's side. They made small talk as they
headed down the corridor, but it was quite clear from Moke's face that
he was most curious over where they were going and who they were going to talk
to.
Arriving at a cabin, Calhoun politely rang the chime. A moment later,
a female voice from within said, "Come." Calhoun and Moke entered,
and Moke was most surprised to see a young girl who was—he was quite sure—not
much older or taller than he. Her skin was quite pale, but her eyes were dark
green, with no pupils that he could see, and in the dimness of the room they
seemed to glow. Standing a few feet behind her, but providing a looming
presence, was a muscled and armored man, never taking his glowering gaze off
Calhoun or Moke.
Calhoun had to admire the boy's resiliency. Until very recently, Moke
had spent his entire life on one world, where not only had he never seen a
being from another species, but the populace had scoffed at the idea that there
was any life beyond their sphere.
Since that time, he'd become the first member of his race to leave his planet's
surface, had interacted with dozens of different species ... and taken it all
in stride, as if it was the most natural thing in the world. No ... as if he'd
somehow expected it. Maybe deep down he'd always known he was meant for
something greater, or at least more fantastical, than any of his world could
imagine.
"Moke," he said softly, "this is the Zarn of the planet
Aeron ... their leader ... Zarn, this is my son...."
"Oh. Hi. I didn't know you were their leader," said Moke.
"And I didn't know the captain was your adoptive father,"
replied Tsana.
Calhoun looked in surprise from one to the other. "You two know
each other?"
They nodded in synch. "This is Tsana," he said.
"And this is Moke."
"Yes, I know who the two of you are," Calhoun said, trying
not to laugh. Then he asked, "Do you know this man?" When Moke shook
his head, Calhoun told him, "This is
Gragg. He's a very important man on the Zarn's world. He's
called a warmaster."
"Why is he here?"
asked Moke.
Good question, Calhoun thought privately,
but said out
ad, "He's very concerned about making sure the Zarn is protected.
Tsana, Warmaster... I thought you and Moke might get along, and now I see that
apparently you were ahead of me in that regard. I've also programmed some entertainment
into Holodeck 4, Moke, if you think that Tsana might be interested. It's a
sailboat; don't worry, I've guaran-eed that the waters won't be rough, and if
you fall in, the program will make sure you float."
"I don't think I
entirely understand," Tsana said, clearly certain.
"It's similar to the
holoconference you participated in be-fore, Tsana... except the place shifts.
It can be very exciting." "I'll take you," Moke
volunteered. "There's no need to be afraid."
"She does not need to
be," the Warmaster suddenly said. There was a firmness in his voice, and a
depth of volume that made it sound as if his voice were originating from around
his ankles. "I will accompany her, as is appropriate for—" "That won't be necessary, Gragg. I'm not
afraid of anything," Tsana informed him, sounding a bit imperious ...
un-derstandable, Calhoun supposed, considering who she was.
"Really? Wow." Moke was obviously impressed. And t|hen, with
that stunning candor he always displayed, he said, "Ever since my mom died, I've been afraid
of everything." "You didn't
tell me, Moke ... how did she die?"
"Some bad people shot her."
"Oh," said Tsana, and any hint of imperiousness faded.
"That's what happened to my mother... and my father, too. And my
family."
"Aside from my mom, I never had a family. At least you had
one."
"At least I did."
"Come on," he said, and he put out a hand. She hesitated for
a moment, then took it firmly. "Let's go sailing."
"Zarn," Gragg said warningly.
But she turned to him dismissively and said, "Oh, hush, Gragg."
And immediately he took a step back and didn't move.
"Wow!" Moke exclaimed, clearly impressed. "Mac, will I
ever be able to get you to do what I want like that?"
"No," said Calhoun flatly, instinctively feeling that this
was one discussion best stopped before it got started.
Cheerily, Moke said acceptingly, "Okay." Then, as if the
matter were forgotten, he continued, "Oh, Mac, do you think Dr. Selar will
let us bring Xyon along?"
He pictured Selar, trying her best not to look haggard, dealing with the
odd and rapidly growing being she called her son.
"I wouldn't be the least bit surprised," he said.
As the youngsters went off to the holodeck, Calhoun headed up to the
bridge. For a moment he considered asking Gragg if he wished to come along, but
the steadfast soldier made it clear that he was going to stay on station until
the young princess returned.
He had barely stepped off the turbolift onto the bridge when Soleta
intercepted him. "In the ready room," he said, before she could get a
word out, and he walked right past her. She pivoted on her heel and followed
him in. Calhoun didn't even bother to walk around to the back of his desk. Instead
he simply turned to face her, leaning lightly against the desk surface.
"All right, Lieutenant," he said briskly. "Your report on the
Gateway and its mysterious owner? This Mister 'Smyt,' I believe Tsana said his
name is. He's down in his quarters?"
"If you consider the brig to be 'quarters,' yes, he is," said
Soleta.
"The brig?" Calhoun wasn't quite sure he'd heard her
properly. "Why is he in the brig?"
"Because, as per your orders, we intended to place the Gateway
into a secure location here on the ship. But he refused to be separated from
the device."
"On what grounds?"
"That we would endeavor to subject it to various tests without his
being present."
"I see," Calhoun said, drumming his fingers thoughtfully on
the table. "When, in fact, had we gotten the Gateway to ourselves, we
would have—?"
"Endeavored to subject it to various tests without his being
present," Soleta said.
"Whereas now we—?"
"Can't."
"I see. Of
course, we could simply send Kebron down to |convince' him to turn the Gateway
over to us."
"I would not advise it, Captain," Soleta warned him. "We
have no idea of the device's capabilities. For all we know, the mechanism might
have self-destruct capabilities that could end up blowing apart the entire
ship." "That would be bad.
If we blow up another ship in one year, Starfleet might take away some privileges,
such as pudding Friday night."
"We do not have pudding Friday night, sir." "Yes,
I know. It was a joke." He paused and then added gamely, "I never
said it was a good joke."
"Nor did I, sir, for that would be lying." He was going to pursue it further, but
wisely decided that would be pointless. Instead he asked, "Why the
brig?" "Because it's the only
secure area on the ship that also has
accommodations. We couldn't simply stick him in the hold. Aside
from the fact that unauthorized personnel are not al- lowed in those sections,
there are simply no amenities there that would make it feasible for anyone to
reside there." "So, the
device is secure and he's secure with it. All right. This may not be so bad
after all. Is he an Iconian?"
"I cannot say for an absolute certainty, Captain," she admitted.
"Our information and descriptions of the Iconians are sketchy. My best
guess is that he is, but that is based as much on logical extrapolations from
the circumstances as it is on any concrete proof."
"All right. Make whatever observations about him you can, and
forward all information to Jean-Luc Picard. As for the device itself, speak
with Burgoyne to—"
"Have a sensor scan done of the interior of the brig. We already
tried that, sir."
"And I take it from that faint tone of hopelessness that the
endeavor produced nothing?"
"That is correct, sir."
He didn't like how this was going at all. Once again he was dealing
with too many unknowns, with his ship at risk because of it. "How could
that be?"
"Because," she said, folding her arms, "according to our
sensors, the device isn't there."
Instantly Calhoun was alert. "Are you saying he didn't bring it
with him? That it's still back on Aeron?"
But Soleta was shaking her head with firm certainty. "No, Captain.
We did manage to detect certain free-floating energy signatures—a residue, if
you will—that match perfectly with patterns already ascribed to the Gateway.
They were undetectable while it was on the planet; the planet's own natural
atmospheric radiation helped cloak it. It was like trying to find a single lit
match in the middle of a bonfire. But now that it's up here on the ship, we
could detect it."
"So once it was in our laps, we could find it. That's what you're
telling me."
Her eyebrows puckered in that disapproving manner she had.
"Sarcasm ill befits a Starfleet captain."
He let the comment pass, instead focusing on her earlier statement.
"But then... how can you say that we can't scan it?"
"Computer," she said briskly by way of response. "View interior
of brig on level five, section AI."
Immediately the screen on Calhoun's desk flared to life, and Calhoun
could see the being known as an Iconian sitting there, with what appeared to be
some sort of large, rectangular crate next to him. Soleta tapped it with her
finger. "The device is in this large case. As far as our scanning devices
are concerned, aside from the trace patterns from the leaking energy, it's
simply not there. As near as we can determine," she continued,
anticipating his question before he managed to get it out, "the case has
some sort of built-in Reflector. Basically, it's a sort of sensor mirror. A
variation on a cloaking device. A Reflector sends—"
Calhoun interrupted. "A Reflector sends any sensor sweeps back to
the point of origin, so that the scanning device is essentially scanning
itself and its source. So ultimately, when we employ scanners on the box next
to Smyt, it informs us that—in defiance of all common sense—Smyt has a starship
next to him that, in terms of size, population, etcetera, matches our
own."
"That's exactly right, Captain, yes." Soleta looked a bit
impressed.
"Of course it's right. The reason I know it is because Lieutenant
Commander Gleau, science officer of the Trident,
just explained it to me."
Soleta looked politely confused, and even glanced around the room as if
expecting to see the Elf hiding somewhere. Calhoun noticed her bewilderment,
and laughed softly. "He's not here, Lieutenant. I've been in communication
with the Trident, monitoring her
progress. Ebozay and the possessor of the Gateway on the Markanian end are now
aboard the Trident, and they're
on their way to rendezvous with us at Sinqay. And the description that you gave
me of Smyt's behavior, and their experiences with what you encountered, is
almost a word-for-word duplication of what transpired on
Shelby's ship." He glanced once more at the screen. Smyt hadn't
budged from the almost Zen-like
meditative posture he'd adopted. One would have thought him carved from marble.
Watching him there simply served to annoy Calhoun, and so he said
"Computer, off," and the image disappeared.
"They also have an Iconian named Smyt in charge of it?" she
said skeptically.
"Actually, that's the only place where there's a slight difference."
"He's not an Iconian?"
"No, he's Iconian."
"He's not named Smyt?"
"No, the Iconian's name is Smyt."
That stopped Soleta cold. "It is?" Calhoun nodded. "Then
... what is the 'slight difference'?"
"The Smyt on the Trident is
female."
Soleta considered that piece of information. "It must be an
assumed name," she said after a time. "That is the only logical
explanation. An assumed name, and they are working in concert with one another.
That is all that makes sense."
"That would be nice."
She looked at him, baffled. "Why would that 'be nice,'
Captain?"
"Because it would be simple," he said, walking the perimeter
of the desk and trailing his fingertips across it. "It's a pleasant, tidy,
simple explanation. And since most of the matters I've encountered in my life
are anything but pleasant, tidy, and simple, this would be a much-appreciated
change of pace." He stopped his pacing and sighed. "Well, I suppose
we'll find out once we arrive on Sinqay. There's no doubt in my mind, though,
that whatever happens, the young Zarn is going to be up to the challenge."
"Yes, I... wished to speak to you about the young Zarn."
He frowned. "Is there a problem?"
"There ... may be, yes, sir."
He waited for her to tell him what it was, but she simply stood there.
Deciding prompting was obviously required, he said, "Well? Are you going
to share it?" Soleta let out an unsteady
breath. "Captain, as you know,
Tsana was quite ... withdrawn ... when she came to us. Her situation was
rather dire. Dr. Selar utilized the Vulcan mind-meld, and even that was
insufficient. It even prompted something of an emergency situation
when the Doctor was unable to break off
her meld. I, in turn, stepped in and aided
in Tsana's restoration."
"All right. I'm following you so far, but I'm not exactly seeing a downside."
"The downside,
Captain," she said, "is that it is not custom-
ary to perform a mind-meld with
one so young. And certainly
not with one who is not Vulcan.
A youthful mind is a very im-
pressionable thing. Furthermore,
the mind that Dr. Selar and I
found when we probed was—to all
intents and purposes—
shattered. The proper
thing to do would have been to spend
months slowly, carefully, endeavoring to reconstitute it. In-
stead, because of the exigency
of the situation—particularly
in regard to Dr. Selar's own difficulties—I was forced to..."
'To what?" Calhoun was starting to feel a bit apprehensive.
'To cut corners, in
essence."
"Cut... what corners? What are you talking about specifically,
Soleta?" He had never seen her looking quite as uncomfortable as she was
right then.
"It... is difficult to describe for someone who does not possess
such capabilities himself. Even Dr. Selar would not fully understand; she was
unaware when it was happening. I believe she was simply relieved to be out of
her predicament, and was not considering the matter too closely. The simplest
way to describe it is to say that the force of my in-,volvement, my insertion
into her mind, may very well have had long-term and permanent effects on
her."
Apprehension was turning into frustration. "I'm not following,
Soleta," Calhoun said impatiently. "What sort of... 7" But then, suddenly, he understood.
"Wait... effects such as, say, a young girl speaking with a savvy and
wisdom far beyond her years?'
"Something like that, yes," admitted Soleta.
"That girl," Calhoun said, pointing toward the door as if
Tsana were standing on the other side, "during the holomeeting, expressed
herself with such confidence and perception that I would have sworn I was
standing next to an adult. Except I wasn't. I was standing next to a miniature
version of you."
"Not me precisely, Captain," she corrected, sounding a bit
defensive. "I haven't taken possession of her mind or laid my own
personality over hers, if that's what you're thinking."
"Right now I'm not sure what I'm thinking, Lieutenant."
"I'm saying I had a sort of... 'influence' over her. She has some
of my maturity, perhaps some aspects of myself, mixed in with her own. It will
affect her higher reasoning faculties, most likely. She's not damaged—"
"Not damaged!" He was appalled.
"You're telling me that you essentially robbed her of her childhood!"
Her face hard, Soleta said, "No, sir. The Markanian raiders did
that. I salvaged what was left in the best way that I was able to. I will
accept responsibility for the changes I may have inadvertently made on her
thought processes and personality, but I will not take the blame for the
ruination of her life."
Calhoun let out a long, heavily burdened moan, rubbing the bridge of
his nose as he did so. "No one is trying to blame you for the ruination of
anything, Soleta. The question is, can it be fixed?"
"Fixed?"
"Fixed. Repaired. Made the way it was. Is it possible to remove
whatever 'influence' you might have left upon her?"
"Possible? Yes. But it would have to be done on Vulcan,
under the care of Meld Masters. It would take time. Two, maybe
three—"
"Weeks?"
"Years."
Calhoun moaned again. Suddenly he was missing Shelby more and more.
Something about her presence had prompted him to be more stoic, less openly
bothered by things that went horrifically wrong. Things like this.
"I... am sorry, Captain," Soleta said, looking down. "I
have failed you."
"Nooo, you haven't failed me, Soleta," he said. He reached
over to pat her shoulder, but she gave him a look that prompted him to, at the
last moment, smooth down his hair instead. "You did the best you could,
and you gave her some sort of life ... more than she had before. Perhaps... you
gave her what she needed in order to survive," he admitted.
"Hopefully she'll grow into the mind that you've provided her."
"Nevertheless ... I am sorry, Captain."
"But you're apologizing to me rather than her."
"Because I feel a responsibility to you as my commanding officer
to tell you what I suspect happened. But if you feel I should tell her what
happened, I will."
Calhoun considered it for a long moment, sensing an indefinable weight
upon him. Finally he said, "No. Don't tell her."
"No?"
"For better or for worse, Soleta, she's their leader now. A leader
must know his or her own mind... must never doubt. If we give her reason to
doubt her own mind, we're doing her no favor at all. We're hampering her
ability to do what needs to be done. She could end up going through her entire
life never being certain of anything. What sort of life is that for her, and
for her people? No," he said, suddenly feeling much older than he had
minutes before, "for better or for worse, Tsana is now who she is.
Fortunately, Soleta... you're a good person. If anyone's going to have had an
in-
fluence on her, at least it's someone who's honest, and trustworthy,
and isn't wrestling with inner demons or frustrations."
It was all Soleta—secretly half-Vulcan, half-Romulan, the product of a
brutal rape, with a deep, burning resentment against her dead Romulan father
that could never be resolved—could do to keep her face utterly neutral.
"I appreciate the vote of confidence, Captain. I appreciate it very much.
And I'm sure that Tsana would appreciate it as well."
25
TRIDENT
smyt's EYES narrowed
as she saw the furred being peering in through the forcefield door of
the brig. She was already feeling somewhat out of sorts, being forced into a
position where she felt as if she were on display. On the one hand, this was
not going at all the way she had hoped. On the other hand, much of what was
occurring had been exactly as the giant had described. That being the case,
she was well on her way to finally getting home. She supposed that it would be
ungrateful of her to resent the manner in which it was happening, but she did
nevertheless.
They had no security guards on the other side of the brig, since
technically she wasn't a prisoner. She could come and go as she pleased; all
she had to do was use the com device they'd given her to summon a guard to shut
down the forcefield and allow her to leave. Smyt suspected, though, that their
intent was to deprive her of any company, make her feel lonely so that she
might give in and let them take the
Gateway off her hands ... at which point, they would do who-knew-what
with it? No, no, she was going to continue to hold onto it for as long as it
took.
But who, then, was this ... female, it looked like. A female with
pointed ears and soft orange fur. "Can I help you?" asked Smyt with
exaggerated politeness.
The furred female seemed to be considering the casual question very
carefully. Finally she said, "My name is M'Ress. I'm a scientist."
"How wonderful for you," Smyt said with only slightly exaggerated
lack of interest. "My name is Smyt. I'm a hostage to science." When
M'Ress tilted her head in curiosity at that, she said, "In answer to your
unspoken question, yes, this is a Gateway. I'm sure you've heard all about
it...."
"I've gone through one."
This was more than enough to snare Smyt's full attention. She'd been
sitting in a very relaxed fashion, but now she stood and approached M'Ress with
open assessment. "Have you indeed?"
She nodded. "But it didn't just move me through space. It moved me
through space and time."
Inwardly, Smyt felt as if her heart had just stopped. It was everything
she could do to maintain her outer cool, as if what M'Ress had just told her
was the most routine thing in the galaxy. "Oh, yes," she said
blithely. "They'll do that."
"They will?" M'Ress took a step forward, stopping just short
of the force barrier that blocked the front of the brig.
"Of course they will. Any time, any place."
"Can ..." M'Ress's gaze flickered toward the small crate in
the corner of the room. "Can ... that one?"
"Ahhhh," said Smyt, and then she lowered her voice to nearly
a whisper, implying a greater sense of confidentiality between the two.
"You want to know if I can use this Gate- way ... to transport you back to
where you came from."
"I didn't say that."
"You didn't have to. I'd have to be fairly stupid not to realize
that's what you were wondering about."
Her eyes wide ... quite captivating, really ... M'Ress whispered,
"Can it?"
"No."
At that, M'Ress was visibly crestfallen, as Smyt knew she would be. She
paused to let the statement sink in, and then she said softly, "However...
it's possible I can locate one that can."
M'Ress was all eagerness. There was nothing in the female, Smyt
realized, that had the slightest artifice. Or if there was, she certainly
wasn't displaying it now. She was nothing at the moment except a sample of
living, breathing, walking need. Her tail twitching furiously, she said,
"Where? How can you locate it? Can you take me to it?"
"All things are possible," Smyt said mysteriously. "If I
do endeavor to help you, though... you have to help me."
"How?" But then, very quickly, as if she suddenly remembered
something, M'Ress's expression darkened, and she said, "Whatever it is, it
can't be anything that would compromise this vessel or put anyone in danger.
That is simply not an option."
"Already you're setting limits."
"Better to do so now," said M'Ress, "and avoid misunderstanding,
rather than keep my peace and encourage it."
"All right. Fair enough," Smyt told her approvingly.
"Then let us get this much understood, to start out. We'll be approaching
this beloved Sinqay quite soon. I feel as if I am surrounded by enemies, or at
the very least, by people who have interests other than my own at heart. I want
someone there whose interests in some way overlap with my own. That would be
you. When we reach the planet, make certain that you are part of the group that
goes to the
surface. That way if I have need of your aid, you will be right at
hand."
M'Ress nodded. "I believe that can be arranged."
"That's not going to happen, Lieutenant."
Lieutenant Commander Gleau, his polite and cheery smile never wavering,
strode briskly down the hall. M'Ress, however, was the faster of the two, and
she was able to keep pace with him quite effortlessly, looking as if she were
gliding across the floor. "I have confidence in you, sir. You can make it
happen. If there's a landing party—"
"A what? Oh ... an away team, yes. If there's an away team,
M'Ress, and a representative of the science department is required, that
person will naturally be me. Hello." He smiled and nodded to a yeoman
passing by. She smiled back.
It made M'Ress's skin crawl, caused her fur to stand on end. But she
fought to maintain her concentration on the issue at hand.
"And what if there's a Gateway down there?"
He stopped and looked at her blankly. "What an odd question. Do
you have reason to believe there might be?"
"It's ... possible."
"Oh, I suppose it's possible, yes.
And it's possible that I may open
my mouth and a flock of trained pelicans will fly out. But I don't think it
terribly likely, do you?"
"I just... have a hunch about it, Gleau. I'm asking you to let me
pursue that hunch."
"M'Ress," said Gleau patiently, "I understand." He
stopped walking and turned to face her.
"You do?"
"You're anxious to prove yourself. Anxious to thrust yourself
into the midst of potential danger. But you're too new—"
"I've been speaking with Smyt," M'Ress said abruptly.
That caught Gleau's attention, and he looked at her with a new sense of
urgency. "The female with the Gateway?"
"Yes."
"About what?"
"The workings of the device."
His expression dissolved into one of faint disapproval. Some part of
M'Ress was utterly mortified that he was in any way upset with her. But another
part reminded her that her desire to please him was very likely not her own.
"And you did not share what you learned with me ... why?"
"Because she didn't really tell me anything. But I think I
established a degree of trust. My presence on the away team would be, at this
point, more valuable than yours."
"Your input is duly noted, Lieutenant. I'll take that under
advisement."
He started to walk away, and M'Ress said, more forcefully, "I'd
take it under a bit more than that if I were you."
The Elf stiffened and he stopped, turned, and walked slowly back to
M'Ress. "What, may I ask, is that supposed to mean?" His tone was as
gentle and soothing as ever, but there was something else there ... warning,
perhaps? Or maybe ... fear?
"I think you know what it means." Her every instinct was now
telling her to move away from him, and she did exactly as her instincts said.
She turned her back and started to head off down the hallway.
Immediately he was alongside her, giving a fairly hearty— and
false-sounding—laugh. "M'Ress," he said, "are you threatening
me?"
"No, Gleau, I'm walking away from you. Why, am I walking in too
menacing a manner for you? How do you want me to walk? Or perhaps you can
simply use the Knack and make me walk the way you wish."
"I knew it. This is about that, isn't it?"
"It's about me walking, Gleau. That's all."
"It's not." He stepped around her to face her, and now she
could see it without question: He was definitely nervous.
There was sweat forming on his upper lip. It made her feel a surge of
validation. "You're hinting that you're going to go to Captain Shelby and
say ... I don't know what. Twist our time together into something that it
wasn't."
"Something it wasn't? Such as ... what? Genuine?"
"You can't threaten me, M'Ress."
"I'm not threatening you, Gleau," and then she smiled, baring
her fangs slightly. "But you feel threatened by me, don't you? You don't
know my mind. You're uncertain of yourself around me. Well, congratulations,
Lieutenant," she laughed bitterly, her cat eyes burning with quiet
vengeance. "You now have the slightest inkling of what it feels like for
me. And if—"
Gleau's combadge abruptly beeped. "Gleau here," he said, not
making eye contact with M'Ress.
"Mueller here. Your presence is required on the bridge, Mr.
Gleau."
"On my way," said Gleau. He turned and faced M'Ress once
more, pointing at her and saying, "We'll discuss this in more detail
later."
"Not if you're fortunate," said M'Ress. And as Gleau headed
off toward the turbolift looking unmistakably shaken, M'Ress could not help but
emit a soft, and rather genuine purr.
26 ABOVE
SINQAY
there was a deathly silence on the bridge
of the Excalibur after Soleta
made her pronouncement. All eyes were upon Calhoun, and Calhoun in turn was
staring at the planet over which they were in orbit... the planet that had once
been the home of a race so fervent in their love for the world that the members
of that race had been willing to destroy each other for it.
"Are you sure?" he asked, even though he already knew the
answer.
"Positive, Captain."
"Kebron, get me the Trident on
the horn." Calhoun had no need of sensors or any other such devices to
ascertain whether the other starship was in the vicinity. He could see it on
the other side of the planet, orbiting in perfect synchronization with the Excalibur.
For once, even Kebron didn't seem inclined to be flip. Moments later,
the image of the planet on the viewscreen
had been replaced by the concerned face of Captain Shelby. Calhoun
knew, without even asking, that she had discerned the same facts that he had.
Without even bothering to ask if that was the case, he said simply, "Have
you told him yet?"
She shook her head. "And you? Have you informed the Zarn?"
"No, I haven't. I don't exactly see how we can't, though."
"I tend to agree. I'll inform Ebozay of the current situa—"
"No," Calhoun said abruptly.
From the viewscreen, Shelby stared at him uncomprehendingly. Even the
other members of the bridge crew seemed puzzled. " 'No'? Mac, we just
agreed we have to tell them. We can't just pretend we forgot we were coming
here."
"I didn't say we should, Elizabeth. But I think it would simply be
best... if we beamed down."
"Without giving them warning... ?" And then she understood.
"Without giving them warning," she repeated, this time with full
comprehension.
"Exactly, yes."
"You realize that it could be rather... traumatic."
One word rolled off Mackenzie Calhoun's lips, and it was every bit as
harsh as he intended it to be:
"Good."
There was a contemplative silence on the bridge of the Trident for a long moment after the
communication ended, and men, very softly, very thoughtfully, Shelby said,
"Mueller, would you be so kind as to locate Ebozay and bring him up to
speed with... as much as we wish him to know at this point?"
"Right away, Captain," she said, rising from her chair.
"Thank you, XO." It was clear from her tone that she was not
embarking on the course of action lightly, but—having concurred with Calhoun
that it was the most effective way to
proceed—she was now committed to
doing so. "An away team consisting of myself, Lieutenant Arex, and Commander
Gleau will accompany Ebozay to the surface. Oh, and inform Smyt that we will be
requiring her presence as well. Her Gateway device helped precipitate all this;
I want her there for what hopefully will be its conclusion." "Captain," Gleau said slowly,
looking rather thoughtful, "I think
perhaps ... you may want to assign Lieutenant
M'Ress to the away team rather than myself."
Shelby looked at Gleau with mild surprise. "What an un- usual thing for you to say, Lieutenant
Commander. Usually the only way we'd have of keeping you off an away team is
with a large, blunt instrument. Why the change?" "No change, Captain. I'm always of
the opinion that the per- son best-suited to a particular situation should be
the one who goes. Can I help it," he said with one of his customary
dazzling smiles, "if I'm the one who's usually best-suited to it?"
Takahashi smiled lopsidedly from his post at ops. "The curse of
being infinitely talented."
"What can I say? It's a burden I live with," said Gleau
good-naturedly. Then, more seriously, he continued, "However, in this
instance, M'Ress has more experience with Gateways than I do, particularly
considering her personal circumstances in terms of how she came to be here.
Plus, you're bringing Arex down with you, and they have a working history
together. I just think M'Ress is the better fit for this particular
assignment."
"All right, Gleau," Shelby said. She still had the uneasy
feeling that something wasn't being said, but Gleau's expression was relaxed
and neutral, and she had no real reason to assume that anything was out of the
ordinary. "Inform Lieutenant M'Ress we'll be needing her for away team
duty." "Aye, Captain."
Shelby couldn't shake the feeling that something was going on... that
there was some sort of subtext she was
missing. But she couldn't dwell on it; she simply had too many other
things to worry about.
Like, for starters, whether she was doing the right thing.
She found—unlike when she was first officer, and always seemed to know
for sure—that nowadays, she worried about that a lot.
Ebozay could scarcely believe it. He stood at the viewing port of Ten
Forward, gazing at it in reverent shock, as if skepticism on his part would
cause the planet below them to vanish like a soap bubble. "That's ... truly
Sinqay?"
"These are the spatial coordinates both you and the Zarn presented
us with, from your respective histories," said Mueller, who was standing
behind him, hands draped behind her back. "And Ambassador Si Cwan, over on
the Excalibur there," and she
pointed at the other starship, visible a distance away, "confirms it from
Thallonian texts he still possesses. There's no mistake."
"And ... we're going down there?" It was everything he could
do not to be trembling at the mere thought.
"Yes. The captains will be in attendance, as will the Zarn and the
warmaster."
His face darkened. "I'm still not pleased that the Zarn brought a
companion from her homeworld, aside from the keeper of the Gateway. I was not
offered the same option. All things should be equal."
"The Zarn is a nine-year-old girl," Mueller pointed out, with
a slightly contemptuous smirk. "It was felt by her Counselars that,
considering the circumstances, she should not be without proper escort. Or are
you saying that you have to be treated with the same delicate considerations
that a child requires?"
"I... suppose not," growled Ebozay grudgingly.
"If it pleases you to do so," Mueller said, parting him on
the shoulder as if they were long lost friends, "think of it this way: It
takes two Aerons to equal one Markanian."
At that, Ebozay laughed in spite of himself. "I like the way you
think, Commander. Perhaps later you and I could get together."
Her voice dripping with friendship, she said, "If by 'later' you
mean another life, perhaps we can. Come. It's time to put all the cards on the
table."
And in the brig of the Trident, Smyt
suddenly had an uneasy feeling ... as if everything was coming to a head.
Gragg wanted to let out a sob of joy and amazement, but he knew he had
to contain such an impulse because that would certainly not be an appropriate
thing for the Warmaster of Aeron to do. To cry as a child would? Particularly
when the closest child, the Zarn herself, was looking upon their ancestral home
with wide-eyed wonder, but dry of face.
They were in the observation bay. The viewfloor was open, giving that
always-dizzying and odd perspective that made you feel as if you were standing
unsupported in the depths of space—or, in this instance, miles above the
surface of the planet. Standing on either side of Tsana were Kalinda and Moke.
She had become quite friendly with them of late; indeed, it had reached a point
during the trip when it seemed as if the three of them had become inseparable.
"That is ... truly Sinqay?" said Gragg in amazement.
"These are the spatial coordinates both you and the Markanians
presented us with, from your respective histories," said Burgoyne, who
was standing behind him, hands draped behind hir back.
"And Si Cwan and I have confirmed it, based on Thallonian texts
in our possession," added Kalinda. "There's no mistake."
"And... we're going down there?" asked a reverent Tsana.
"Yes," affirmed Burgoyne. "The captains will be in
atten-
dance, as will the Markanian, and the individual who brought the
Markanians their Gateway technology."
The comment pulled Tsana's attention away from the orb below them for a
moment. "That is someone I would be most interested in meeting," she
said coolly. "If not for him, after all... my parents would still be
alive."
This was enough to set off warning bells in Burgoyone's head.
'Tsana," s/he said, "I can only hope that you are not considering in
any way jeopardizing—"
"Are you doubting the Zarn's word?" bristled Gragg.
"No. Merely seeking to clarify it," Burgoyne said mildly.
"It is nothing you, or your captain, need concern yourself
over," said Tsana. She seemed a bit sad as she spoke, but otherwise
displayed a singular lack of emotion. "What's done is done. Dwelling on it
will accomplish nothing, except more of the same sort of tragedies that have
plagued us for centuries. It all has to stop somewhere. I can't think of a
better location than here."
"Well said, Zarn," Kalinda
told her approvingly. "Commander, will we be going down there—?"
"Yeah, are we going?" piped up Moke.
Burgoyne shook hir head. "Not initially. The captain wants to
limit the size of the away team."
Undeterred, Moke pointed out, "That's okay, then, 'cause I'm not
very tall." Moke then looked a bit puzzled, in response to the amiable
laughter from around him.
"Maybe you can go down later, Moke," Burgoyne suggested,
trying to sound conciliatory. Moke didn't look especially reconciled to it,
but obviously he was going to have to deal with it as best he could. Then s/he
noticed a frown on Tsana's face as she studied the world below their feet.
"Is there a problem, Zarn?"
"Well," she said slowly, "everything I've ever read
about Sinqay makes it sound so much like a paradise. I would have
expected more ... I don't know ... more blues and greens. It looks
mostly brown from up here."
"Light filtering through the atmosphere can cause tricks,"
Burgoyne said immediately.
"Oh," said Tsana.
And in the brig of the Excalibur, Smyt
suddenly had an uneasy feeling ... as if everything was coming to a head.
27 SINQAY
the SKY WAS AS BROWN as the land that
stretched to the horizon, and a mournful howling of wind blew steadily across.
It was a land of broken promises, of potential unfulfilled, of hopelessness and
helplessness and nothingness. There were the remains of some buildings dotting
the terrain, or perhaps they were monuments ... it was rather hard to say.
There was a spire here, a statue there, but for the most part the unceasing
winds had battered them beyond their ability to stand.
The hum of the transporter had long since faded. Now they faced each
other, the two groups, no longer divided by outer space or distances or
represented through holographic imagery. On one side of the small circle was
Calhoun, Soleta, Si Cwan, Tsana, Gragg, and Kebron, whom Calhoun had brought
down—at Burgoyne's insistence—for backup. On the other side were Shelby, Arex,
M'Ress, and Ebozay.
Ebozay, Tsana, and Gragg were virtual mirror images of one another in
their reactions. In each case, they looked past
one another and saw the bleak landscape before them. It was as if they
couldn't quite believe what they were seeing, or perhaps thought—however
irrational the notion might be— that only the land behind their respective
centuries-old enemies was brown and lifeless. That they themselves,
presumably, were standing upon ground that was fresh and green and full of
promise and vigor. At that point, each of them looked down at the ground
beneath their own feet, and then turned to stare behind themselves, only to
find a vista as depressing as that which they had just been looking at. Then
slowly, very slowly, they turned to look at one another again.
There was no greeting between the two groups, no formalities. Instead
they just both looked stunned. To be specific, the Markanians and the Aerons
looked stunned. The Starfleet officers simply appeared saddened.
"This ... this cannot be right," Ebozay finally managed to
say. "This cannot be Sinqay."
"It is," Calhoun assured him.
"No, it's not." There was no doubt, no question in Ebozay's
voice. He was simply refusing to believe it. As he spoke, his voice began to
speed up, faster and faster, as if he could somehow manage to out-talk the
situation that he was finding himself presented with. "Sinqay . . . Sinqay
is a paradise. A holy place. At most, you have not brought us to the Holy Site,
but instead some godforsaken, forgotten patch of the world, but even that is
most unlikely, for—"
Then Tsana spoke, and even though the wind was strong, her voice still
carried over it. She wasn't looking at Ebozay, but instead off to the side as she
said, "This is it."
"It cannot be!" Ebozay told her fiercely, clearly feeling
that the child was out of her depth.
"It is. Look over there. See it?" She was speaking as if from
a very great mental distance, and even though she took a few steps in the direction
she was pointing, she almost
seemed to come across like a sleepwalker. "That's Hinkasa's
Shrine."
It was almost as if Ebozay was afraid to hear what she had just said.
He simply stared at her, as if the words had not reached him. "Hinkasa's
Shrine," she said more forcefully, pointing in a direction that Ebozay did
not want to see. "I've seen drawings of it since I was tiny. So have you.
You must have. Look at it." Still he did not look, but he was starting to
tremble. "Look at it!" she
shouted.
Ebozay forced himself to look, not wanting to appear too afraid to
confront something that a nine-year-old was capable of handling. There were
fallen towers, some distinctive statuary that featured a female with clasped
hands, raising her eyes upward. Or, more accurately, her eye, since half her
face was broken away. It was obvious that once it had been a powerful and
mighty statue; now it was barely a shell of itself, not impressive to anyone
unless they were the type to be impressed by broken-down rubble. Then Ebozay
pointed with a trembling finger toward the horizon and said, "And... over
there ... it's the Wall of Supplication."
Tsana squinted to look where Ebozay was indicating, and then she
nodded. The Starfleet officers simply saw a few sections of a wall that had
etchings, words in an ancient lettering carved in. But most of the wall was
fallen and prey to the storms that had long since pummeled it nearly to
oblivion.
"How ... is this possible?" Gragg finally managed to say.
Si Cwan stepped forward, and when he spoke it was with great sadness,
even resignation. "When my ancestors removed yours from this world, remember, they were in
the midst of unleashing weapons of fearful destructive power. The damage,
unfortunately, was far greater than any could have anticipated."
"Far greater in what way?" said Ebozay hollowly, still
staring at the fallen Wall of Supplication.
Soleta spoke up in her calm, detached manner, as if she were talking
about an abstract scientific curiosity rather than a
situation that was personally devastating to several of the people
there. "It knocked the planet off its axis. Not much, barely measurable...
but enough to take what had once been a paradise and change it into someplace
that is not even habitable."
"Not... not habitable?"
Shelby shook her head. "Believe it or not, you're standing on the
garden spot of this world. And even here, once night falls, the temperature
drops to such freezing depths that none of your people could possibly
survive."
"You knew," Gragg said with dawning realization. "You
knew it was like this before you brought us down here." When Shelby
nodded, he continued, "Why didn't you tell us?"
"Because they didn't want us to know until we got here,"
Tsana told him. She almost sounded as if she admired the cunning of the plan.
"They felt it would have more impact on us if we saw it firsthand, without
any warning."
"Yes," Calhoun told them.
No one said anything for a time then. The mood, the environment, was
simply too oppressive. When the silence was broken, it was by Shelby, who said,
"When I went to school years ago ... there was a poem I memorized ... by
an Earthman named Shelley:
"/ met a traveler from an
antique land Who said: Two vast and trunkless legs of stone Stand in the
desert... Near them, on the sand, Half sunk, a shattered visage lies, whose
frown, And wrinkled lip, and sneer of cold command Tell that its sculptor well
those passions read Which yet survive, stamped on these lifeless things, The
hand that mocked them, and the heart that fed.
"And on the pedestal these words appear: 'My
name is Ozymandias, king of kings: Look on my works, ye Mighty, and despair!'
Nothing beside remains. Round the decay Of that
colossal wreck, boundless and bare The lone and level sands stretch far
away."
For only a moment there was silence, and then Zak Kebron rumbled,
"Thank you, Captain. Cheered everyone right up."
"Kebron ..." said Calhoun warningly, but Kebron didn't seem
particularly intimidated.
Ebozay still hadn't fully managed to accept that which was being
presented him. "So we're to take this as an object lesson, then,"
said Ebozay. "That's what you're saying. That war, that conflict, that all
of the things we've dwelt on all these years ... it is meaningless, because in
the end it leads to... to..."
'To this," Tsana said. "To futility, to death and destruction
... and to everything we were, or might be, being reduced to nothing. To less
than nothing. To sand and dirt and emptiness."
"More or less," said Calhoun.
Suddenly, bristling with anger, Tsana snapped out, "I want whoever
brought you your Gateway to see this. And the person who brought ours as well.
I want them to see what they were driving us toward. To see what's left of the
mindset that caused this, and could have caused it again on our respective homeworlds
if we'd used the Gateways as they were intended."
Ebozay simply nodded his head, which was enough to show his
acquiesence.
"Yes, where are our 'enablers'?" asked Si Cwan.
Clearing his throat, Ebozay said, "Ours was ... reluctant to come
down at first. She anticipated a possible trap, or inhospitable
environment...."
"Ours said much the same thing," said Gragg. "We felt it
wiser not to press the issue at first...."
"I think it's time to press it now," Tsana told him.
"And while we're waiting for them to come, Ebozay, you and I can
discuss ... terms of peace. Perhaps our two races can find a way to
coexist on the same world—if not this one, then on one of our own, or perhaps
even another. We've been apart for too long ... and I think we are far stronger
together than apart. I just..."
"You just what?" Calhoun asked gently.
"I just wish ... that this lesson could have been learned without
my family losing their lives."
And once again Ebozay nodded in agreement.
On the Excalibur, upon
receiving the call from the planet surface, Smyt took in ... and released ... a
long, unsteady breath, even as he held his Gateway close to him and headed for
the transporter.
'This is it," he muttered under his breath, unheard by the
security guard escorting him. "The giant said activating the Gateway there
at the right time would get me home ... and I would know what the right time
was. Let's hope this works."
On the Trident,
upon receiving the call from the planet
surface, Smyt took in... and released... a long, unsteady breath, even as she held her Gateway
close to her and headed for the transporter.
"This is it," she muttered under her
breath, unheard by the security guard escorting her. "The giant said
activating the Gateway there at the right time would get me home... and I would
know what the right time was. Let's hope this works."
"We're in trouble."
Calhoun had walked over to Shelby, who in turn had been watching Ebozay
and Tsana taking the first, tentative steps toward reconciliation. They were
speaking with one another in careful, cautious tones, which was certainly to be
expected, considering the history of vituperation and anger between their two
cultures. All of it seemed very positive,
which was why it was all the more disturbing to Shelby when Calhoun
sidled up to her and made the announcement that he did.
She looked at him in confusion. "What trouble? What do you
mean?"
"I don't know," he admitted. "But I'm getting one of my
feelings. You know those feelings I get?"
She did indeed. Calhoun possessed a nose for danger that bordered on
the supernatural when it came to detecting problems before they occurred.
Although she also had to note that, despite his knack for sensing it ahead of
time, it rarely helped him actually to avoid any of the difficulties. He just
always knew there was going to be some sort of problem going in.
"I know them, yes. Can you pinpoint anything, though? Do you have
any solid idea as to what exactly is the threat?"
"No. But I still feel as if—"
At that moment, the air was filled with the humming of two sets of
transporter beams working in perfect tandem. Moments later, the shimmering
ended, and the two Iconians were staring at each other with open astonishment.
They were standing about ten feet away from one another, as if facing off in an
Old West duel, the containers with their respective Gateways at their sides.
They were dressed identically, and even looked quite similar to one another,
with only marginal differences as a consequence of their being two opposite
genders.
"Son of a bitch," muttered Arex, struck by the resemblance.
M'Ress fired him a look, but really his sentiment wasn't all that different
from her own. She saw the female Smyt cast a quick glance toward her, but just
as quickly look away, returning her attention to the other Iconian.
"Who are you?" they chorused, and then once again together,
they said, "Smyt," and then again, in surprise, "What do you
mean, Smyt? I'm Smyt! Who are
you—!" And then they pointed with mutual astonishment at the Gateway con-
tainers they were both carrying. "Where
did you get that? I'm the only one who has the prototype! "
"I hope they stop that very soon," said Kebron, with the
implicit threat that if they did not, he was personally going to make sure they
did.
"Most curious," said Soleta. "Captain—"
"Yes," both Calhoun and Shelby said in synch.
Kebron growled.
"I believe I'm forming a partial hypothesis."
The two Smyts did not seem the least bit interested in any speculations
that Soleta had to offer. Instead, they had reflexively positioned themselves
behind their devices, clearly suspicious—even afraid—of the other. In unison
they said, "Stop saying everything I
say!"
"Permission to shoot them both," said Kebron.
"Denied... for the moment," Calhoun told him. "Soleta—?"
Soleta was circling them, her hands behind her back, never taking her
eyes from them as she posited, "I believe that one of these individuals
... and possibly both ... is not of this universe. I believe that they are male
and female reflections of each other, from one or perhaps two parallel
universes. Both of them named Smyt, both of them in possession of this
'unique' transportable Gateway prototype, and both of them here by accident,
happenstance, or perhaps during passage through another Gateway."
"Could they have come here through the Gateways they each
possess?" asked Calhoun.
Surprisingly, it was Ebozay who responded. "I doubt it. Because if
they'd come through the Gateway created by the device, they would not have then
been able to bring the device itself through. The device is the generator; it
can't be pulled through itself. It's impossible."
"I believe he is correct," M'Ress spoke up. 'Take it from
someone who fell through a Gateway."
"All right," Calhoun said abruptly. "This has gone on
long enough. Whoever the two of you are, you've done more damage than any two
people should have a right to do. If Soleta's right, or if she's wrong, that
doesn't matter to me as much as knowing why you've
done all this. We're here, on this world, a symbol of the pointlessness of a
war that you two helped start again. Captain Shelby and I resolved to wait
until everyone was together to start asking the tough questions, but now
they're going to be asked: Why? Why did you do it? Why the Aerons and the
Markanians? You owe them an explanation."
"We owe no one anything!" shouted the Iconians,
and suddenly they slammed their respective hands down upon the Gateway
containers. The cartons literally collapsed upon themselves, revealing the
rather unimpressive-looking Gateway control devices themselves.
"Back away from those!" snapped Shelby.
Arex and Kebron were already in motion, striding toward the respective
Smyts with determined looks on their faces. At the exact same time, the
Iconians hit control buttons on the Gateway consoles, and protective shields
flared into existence around them.
Kebron, a hair too slow, slammed into the outside of the shield around
the male Smyt and ground to a halt.
Arex, a hair too fast, propelled by his three legs, sailed through just
as the shield activated, and slammed into the female Smyt.
The female Smyt tried to fight back against Arex, but there were simply
too many arms for her to contend with. But then a grim smile played across her
lips, and suddenly energy was sizzling through Arex. A scream was ripped from
his mouth as his body vibrated violently under the assault, and M'Ress tried
to leap to his aid, but was rebuffed by the in-place shield.
The male Smyt laughed
contemptuously at Kebron, who stood outside the shield. "Try to get
through all you want, you great rocky oaf!" he shouted.
I Kebron didn't answer. Instead he slammed against the screen, and
suddenly Smyt was no longer laughing, because the impact jolted him off his
feet. The screen that was protecting him was one single, solid force unit, and
when Kebron hit it with all his might, the entire thing was rocked. Again
Kebron rammed it, and yet again, and Smyt kept hauling himself up only to be
knocked down once more. Seeing the
disconcerted look on Smyt's face, Calhoun said, quite sanguinely, to Si Cwan,
"I believe Mr. Kebron is annoyed."
"I'm glad I don't annoy him," said Si Cwan.
"You do."
"Oh. Right. Perhaps I should try not to in the future."
"A good plan."
The female Smyt's confidence was fading fast, for the device she had
used with such success against Ebozay wasn't having the same impact on Arex.
The energy crackling through him was hurting him, no question, but it wasn't
stopping him, and suddenly Smyt was being pressed backward against the
console, and Arex's agonized-but-snarling face was right in hers as he growled,
"Turn it...off... before I... break
you... in half..."
There was no question in her mind that he wasn't kidding, and just like
that, the assault on Arex had halted. The moment it ceased, however, it was as
if all his strength was departing Arex's body. He sagged against her, only his
body weight immobilizing her, and suddenly he lunged with all his fast-fading
might and thudded a fist against the console, right where he'd seen her push to
activate the force shield.
Instantly it flared out of existence, and that was when Arex slumped to
the ground.
But M'Ress had been waiting on the other side of the shield, and she
had her phaser out. The moment the shield was down, she vaulted the distance and
was standing in between Smyt and Arex. There was cold amusement in Smyt's
eyes, as if this couldn't have worked out better for her. "This is it,
M'Ress. Get him out of the way, come with me ... and I'll find a way to get you
home."
"M'Ress!" shouted Shelby, running toward them. "Immobilize
her!"
M'Ress had exactly seconds to act, because in no time Shelby would be
there to lend a hand. Yet even with those bare seconds, she still had enough
time to shove Arex out of the way, out of the range of the shield. Then Smyt
could reactivate it with M'Ress safely within its confines, do whatever she was
going to do, and maybe—somehow— Smyt would be able to find a way to restore
M'Ress to her proper place. It was a long shot, she knew, but at least it was a
hope. Otherwise she was definitely stuck there, and was going to have to accept
the fact that this world, this environment, was going to be her new home from
now on.
She took all the seconds she needed to consider it... all those seconds
and more besides, and it was something of a testament to the speed of her mind
and her instincts that she came up with the same answer three times in almost
as many seconds.
She extended her left hand down to help Arex to his feet, and her right
hand never wavered as she kept her phaser squarely aimed at Smyt. "Back
away from the console," she said. "Put your hands over your head and
make no sudden moves."
For just a moment, disappointment flickered over Smyt's face, and then
she sighed as she raised her hands. "A shame. I had hopes for you, M'Ress.
On your head, then."
"Don't touch anything," M'Ress said firmly. Arex was
leaning against her, looking haggard. Shelby was now directly behind
them.
"I don't have to," replied Smyt. "It's time. He said I'd
know when it's time ... and he was right."
The male Smyt was jolted once more, and to his utter shock he saw that
the field was actually starting to lose strength. Kebron, meantime, looked none
the worse for wear; indeed, the challenge he was being presented with only
seemed to make him stronger. Two or three more smashes such as Smyt had just
endured, and the field would crumble.
"He said I'd know when it was time ... and he was right,"
muttered Smyt.
"On-line!" shouted both Smyts.
Oh, hell, they're voice-responsive, thought M'Ress, and
that was the last thought to go through her mind before all hell broke loose.
Ten feet away from each other, two Gateways—identical but
opposite—snapped open.
Both Smyts would have absolutely sworn that they knew, beyond question,
all of the different things that the Gateways were capable of, all the
permutations through which the devices could go. No matter how much they might
have sworn it, however, they were wrong, because neither of them had ever
experienced any circumstances remotely similar to this one.
Two stars in proximity to each other never have any planets, because
of the intense gravity wells between the two of them.
Two microphones, when brought close to each other, can cause
earsplitting feedback.
That was what was occurring between the two opened Gateways: a
combination of intense gravity and feedback.
Immediately, power levels on both consoles spiked above
anything that either Smyt had ever seen. The Gateways hung there in the
open air, energy corruscating between the two, as if they were feeding upon
each other. The sound was absolutely earsplitting, with M'Ress and Soleta
being the hardest hit.
The open portals started to pulsate, the power so intense that everyone
had to shield their eyes. The air began to roar, a vortex building between the
two of them, the air starting to twist into something that looked like a
horizontal tornado.
The Smyts let out a terrified shriek that was drowned out by the power
hanging in midair only a few yards away. But as they lunged for their consoles to
try and shut down that which they had inadvertently unleashed, they suddenly
felt themselves being hauled off their feet. They grabbed for the consoles,
which seemed securely anchored and immune from the suction of the Gateway
vortex. Neither of them could maintain their grip, however, as they were hauled
away from the consoles. Kicking and screaming, they sailed through the air and
were yanked into the swirling energy field. For a moment they were still
visible in the spinning vortex, and then, like a cork being sucked into a
champagne bottle instead of being popped out, they vanished.
As if it were sentient, having grown stronger now that it had
"devoured" two individuals, the vortex increased in intensity.
Everything was being sucked up. Dirt, debris ...
... people.
On the bridge of the Excalibur, Mark
McHenry—looking, as always, like he was asleep at his post—sat bolt upright
with such force that it startled everyone else on the bridge. "What the hell—!" he spat out.
Before Burgoyne could ask what had so alarmed the conn officer, Lefler
at ops promptly said, "Commander! Picking up some sort of massive energy
readings! I've ... I've never seen anything like it! I don't know what—!"
"It's Gateway signatures."
Robin turned in her chair, her eyes wide, to see her mother, Morgan,
standing at the science station normally occupied by Soleta. "Mother! What are you—?"
"I told the captain I was bored; this is where he put me,"
snapped Morgan, studying the sensors.
"But... but you can't—!"
"Shut up, Robin," Burgoyne said, crossing quickly to Morgan.
"Gateway signatures? Are you sure—?"
"Yes, but with an intensity far greater than anything recorded," she said grimly.
"Anything that's down there is
going to be pulled in... ."
Instantly Burgoyne called out,
"Bridge to transporter room! Lock
on to the away team, and anyone else in the
area! Beam them up here, now!"
"Unable to comply,
Commander," came the transporter officer's voice a moment later. "We
can't get a lock on them ... something is interfering with—"
"I know something is interfering with it! That's what we want to
get them away from! Bridge to shuttle bay!"
"Shuttle bay."
"I want a security team scrambled and heading planetside inside
of two minutes! Get landing coordinates from the transporter room! I want a
visual recon of what's going on, and an airlift out of there for the captain
and the others if humanly possible! If not humanly possible, do it anyway!"
"Aye, Commander!"
"Incoming call from the Trident!"
said Lefler.
"On screen."
Instantly Kat Mueller's worried face appeared on the viewscreen.
"Are you reading what's going on down there?" she said immediately,
not wasting time with any niceties.
"We make it to be something from the Gateways."
"As do we."
"We can't beam them up."
"We know. I've got a—"
"Shuttlecraft prepping," Burgoyne interrupted her. "We
do, too."
Despite the urgency of the situation, Mueller smiled ever so slightly.
"You learned fast, Burgy."
"This isn't the kind of job that provides time for a lengthy
learning curve," Burgoyne said ruefully.
* Ebozay was tumbling end over end through the air, screaming as the
vortex pulled him toward itself, and suddenly his out-of-control tumble was
abruptly halted. He hung there in midair, twisted around, and saw that Gragg
was gripping him firmly by the ankle. Gragg, in turn, had anchored himself to
an upper section of Hinkasa's Shrine that was buried so deeply, not even the
power of the Gateway vortex could dislodge it. Tsana was wedged into the other
side of the section, safely ensconced.
"Thank you! Thank you!" screamed Ebozay.
And then he saw Tsana looking at him pitilessly, with eyes as dead as
those of a shark. When she spoke, even though it was relatively softly, even
though the vortex was screaming, yards away, from the wind and the power it was
unleashing, nevertheless he heard every word.
"We need to keep our priorities in order," she said.
"That's what I had you say before, to make sure."
"Make sure?!" He didn't understand.
She nodded. "I thought I recognized your voice ... because I
heard you say those exact words ... at my home ... the night you led the squad
that killed my parents, my family ... my childhood... my life ... all gone,
because of you... ."
"We... we have to set aside our differences—you said—!"
Tsana smiled grimly. "We've had differences for cen-
turies. What's one more day?
Gragg ..." And she nodded
just once, but the meaning was clear. "Noooooo!!"
howled Ebozay, but it was too late, for Gragg had released him. Ebozay tried to grab
at him, but it
was no good as he was yanked through the air and, an instant
later, hauled into the vortex.
"Shut it down!" Arex was screaming in M'Ress's ear as
they clutched the control console. The only reason that they hadn't been hauled
away was the extra traction provided by
Arex's third arm and leg.
"I'm trying! Don't you think I'm trying!" And she
was,
desperately manipulating the controls as fast as she could.
Not only was it guesswork,
though, but she was reasonably
sure that whatever the hell was happening, it was beyond the
ability of the controls to rein in.
Then the console started to tremble beneath her. It had remained
miraculously impervious to the pull of the Gateway up until that point, but the
vortex was continuing to increase exponentially in power. It was starting to
overwhelm everything. For all she knew, it would wind up eating the entire
planet. To her horror, the control console—their one anchor—began to slide
toward the vortex.
"Maybe it'll be someplace better than
here!" shouted Arex hopefully.
"Here is actually starting to look pretty
good!" M'Ress howled back, and then she threw both arms around Arex
and braced herself.
"What the hell—/" said McHenry
for the second time in as many minutes.
Burgoyne strode forward. "Now what?" s/he demanded.
From the science station, Morgan Lefler looked up and announced,
"It stopped."
"What do you mean, it stopped?"
"It. Stopped," said Morgan with a trace of impatience.
"Which was unclear, the pronoun or the past tense verb?"
Burgoyne said, "Robin ... run a check on combadges and life-form
readings. See if everybody's present and accounted for."
She nodded, running a scan through the ship's op systems. The silence
on the bridge waiting for her reply seemed to go on forever, and then she said,
very softly, "Registering five less readings than were there before it
started."
"Five," said Burgoyne hollowly. "Can you narrow it
down?"
She nodded. "Missing two Iconians ... one Markanian ..." and
after a pause, she said,"... and ... two of ours."
Arex sagged against M'Ress, exhausted but laughing in his high-pitched
voice. "Great going!" he managed to get out. "Great going, M'Ress
..."
"I didn't do it," she replied.
"What—?"
"I said, I didn't do it. I wasn't touching anything when it shut
down. I was too busy holding on to you."
"Well... well, maybe something you pushed took a while to work
..."
"No. No, I don't think so." She had untangled herself from
Arex and was studying the controls again. Then she looked across the way and
saw that Soleta was looking at the other set of controls. Naturally Soleta
didn't allow any emotion, such as triumph or self-satisfaction, to cross her
face, so M'Ress called to her, "Did you—?"
But Soleta shook her head. "No. I was at least two minutes away
from working out the basic configurations. It is a rather diabolical device
when one studies it closely. Particularly if certain command sequences
are—"
"Okay, fine," M'Ress cut her off, then immediately regretted
sounding so brusque.
Soleta raised an eyebrow in response, but said nothing.
Instead she was focusing her attention on the console. "As near as
I can determine," she said after a moment, "the shutdown came from
an outside source. The power source of these devices is still undetermined, but
whatever that source is, it appears to have been severed from the Gateways themselves.
Captain ..." and she turned to address Calhoun.
No response was forthcoming.
"Captain?" she said again, and then, "Si Cwan... Kebron
..."
"Right here," came the voice of the Thallonian ambassador.
She turned and saw that Cwan and Kebron were in the midst of extricating
themselves from debris that had fallen on them.
"Are you all right?" she inquired.
"I've seen better days," admitted Si Cwan, who appeared
somewhat banged up.
"Where's the captain?" Kebron asked. "That seems to be the question of the
moment," Soleta told him.
Suddenly getting a bad feeling in the pit of her stomach, M'Ress
suddenly called, "Captain Shelby!"
The lack of response hung there in the stillness of Sin-qay's air.
Attempts to reach them via combadges produced no response. For a moment, no one
said anything.
"Kebron," Soleta said slowly, "notify the Excalibur... that captains Calhoun and
Shelby are missing in action."
"All right," replied Kebron, adding mordantly, "but if
you think I'm going to attend another funeral
for Captain Calhoun, you can just forget it."
28 SOMEWHERE
calhoun had never, in
his entire life, felt as cold as he did at that moment.
When he had first been spat out of the vortex, it had been like being
hit with a thousand needles all at one time. He had almost been paralyzed right
then and there, lying on the snow-covered ground, the terrifyingly cold winds
hammering through him. The sky above was a pure white haze, and when flakes
were propelled across his face, they scored like tiny whips. It was like being
trapped inside a snow globe. He had absolutely no idea how long he lay there,
but he knew that he just wanted to keep lying there, because fighting against
the fury of the cold around him was simply impossible.
But when his mind wandered over that word—impossible—it was enough to
motivate him to stand. It took a hideously long time for the command from his
brain (Stand up! Stand up, dammit!) to
reach the rest of his body, and he
felt as if he were observing himself from a very great distance as he
did so, as if he were inside and outside of himself all at the same time.
Impossible . . . unacceptable . . . impossible . . .
unacceptable ... he kept saying the
two words to himself in his mind, saying them so quickly that the two words
became linked. No matter how many times one part of his brain—the logic side,
no doubt—kept telling him that what he was facing was impossible, just as
quickly another part of him assured him that to believe something was impossible
was simply unacceptable.
He staggered to his feet, only to have his boots sink into the snow. He
felt no ground beneath; instead, all there was was more packed-in snow, frozen
solid. He stood there for a moment, trying to breathe, but every inhalation was
more stinging to his lungs. Grozit, what the
hell am 1 going to do? If I can't even breathe, it's impossible to—
Impossible. . . unacceptable...
The events on Sinqay were still a blur to him. He was not at all sure
what had happened. All he could remember was that massive energy vortex forming
in the air, and then the Iconians were hauled into it, and moments later he
saw Eppy being yanked through the air as well, and he'd leaped for her and ...
... and ...
His bewildered mind suddenly sorted it all out, and even though the
very act of inhalation was painful to him, he nevertheless shouted, "Eppppyyyyy!" as loudly as he
could. He had no idea which way she might possibly be, or even if she was there
at all, but despite the agony in his lungs, he called her name a second time,
and a third. Snow was starting to whip around him, although he couldn't tell if
more was falling or if what was already on the ground was being stirred about.
Then he thought he heard his name being called in response, but he
couldn't be sure. It might be the wind playing tricks on him. It might even be
self-delusion, or—
"Maaaaac! "
No. No illusion, no confusion ... it was her. At first he | couldn't
tell what direction her cry was coming from, but then he heard it a second
time, and he saw her in the distance. She was standing at the top of a
snowbank, her arms wrapped around herself. It was a ludicrous gesture, as if
such a thing could conceivably give her any protection, but it was a natural
thing for her to do. She looked terrible, her hair already frosted, her lips
turning blue, and she was shivering. Of course, Calhoun doubted that he
himself looked any better.
There was someone standing next to her. Calhoun tried to shield his
eyes against the snow, and then was able to make out that it was the
Markanian... what was his name? Ebozay, that was it. He was standing next to
her, and he didn't appear to be in much better shape than she was. He was
hunched over, as if the wind and cold were literally beating him down. It might
have been, Calhoun realized, that the Markanians simply didn't do well with
cold. On the other hand, it could also be that the material of which Starfleet
uniforms were made provided somewhat better all-purpose insulation. But their
uniforms were certainly not designed to tolerate this level of exposure.
Shelby was starting to shout something to him, indicating that he
should come toward them. Calhoun did so, and as he did, Shelby and Ebozay
started to move toward Calhoun at the same time.
And then they vanished.
Calhoun couldn't believe it. At first he thought that they had simply
been some sort of illusion, a creation of his fevered imagining. Except... why
in the world would he have been imagining Ebozay? Shelby, yes, but the Markanian?
It made no sense. And as he considered that, the wind finally carried the sound
of crashing toward him, like something collapsing. Instantly he realized what
had happened:
Shelby and Ebozay had fallen into some sort of snow-and-ice-filled pit.
Instantly Calhoun was running as best he could. He leaped, staggering,
swaying, fell flat on his face, only to stagger to his feet once more. He was
breathing as shallowly as possible, so as not to create even more agony in his
lungs than was already there. It felt to him that he was taking forever to get
there; it had seemed a relatively short distance to cover, but that had been
wishful thinking. Instead the distance seemed to grow and grow and, like
Zeno's Paradox, he was starting to wonder if he was ever going to get there.
Then, before he knew it, he sensed a sudden downward
angle in the ground just ahead,
and he skidded to a halt. Air was
rushing up at him, snow swirling about even more fiercely, and quickly he
amended his original assessment. It wasn't a pit; it was some sort of ravine,
crusted over with a thin layer of snow
that effectively hid it and practically made it a death trap.
He
peered cautiously over the edge, and let out a mourn- full sob. There was an
outside chance he might have started to
cry, but he contained himself, because, naturally, his tears would have frozen on his cheeks.
The ravine wasn't really all
that deep .. . not more than seven, perhaps eight feet. If Shelby or Ebozay
were standing, and Calhoun leaning over, he could actually manage to haul them
up without any sort of additional implements. But they were not standing.
Instead they were lying at the bottom of the ravine, both unmoving. Calhoun
could see at a glance that Ebozay was dead. It was not the frost or snow or
subzero arctic weather. He had simply fallen badly. He was upside down, his
neck twisted in one direction, his back in another. Unless he had no bones at
all, there was no possible way that he could be alive. Luckily for him, his
death had likely been instantaneous. Look at
everything he missed, Calhoun thought grimly
and without amusement.
Shelby was a different story. She also appeared to be in bad shape, but
she wasn't lying in such a way as to indicate that she was automatically dead.
Snow, however, was falling on her face with no protest from her, and her
eyelids were starting to frost closed. Calhoun wasn't even sure if she was
breathing. He could climb down there after her, but he doubted he'd be able to
find the strength or purchase to clamber back up. Nor was there anything
remotely approaching shelter down there.
"Eppy!" he shouted down to her. "Eppy! Eppy, come on, wake up! It's me! It's Mac!"
Nothing.
"Eppy! Dammit, wake up! You've got to!"
Still nothing.
Desperate, his mind racing, he suddenly shouted, "Eppy! It's the Borg! It's the Borg, Eppy!
They're coming! We've got to get away!"
From below, there was a soft moan. Through cracked and blue lips, she
murmured. "B ... B ... Borg ... ?"
He stifled his desire to shout out in joy, and instead called,
"Yes! The Borg! And you're needed up on the bridge, Eppy! No time to be
lying around! Let's go, let's go!" He was lying flat on his stomach, and
he was sure he was starting to lose all feeling in his hands.
"Up on ... bridge ..."
"Yes, that's right!"
Slowly, incredibly, impossibly, Shelby sat up. Her eyebrows were thick
with frost, her eyes barely open, and when she stood, she swayed as if she were
a windsock. "Up here! Let's go!" shouted Calhoun to her, his hand
extended.
"Up ... there?" Clearly she didn't understand.
"Up here, yes. Turbolift's broken."
"Oh." Remarkably, that seemed to be enough for her, and
she extended a hand up toward him. But then the strength started to go
from her legs, and she almost collapsed. Seeing that she was starting to fall
again, Calhoun lunged, hanging dangerously forward over the edge of the ravine,
and snagged her by the wrist. He tried to haul her up. She was a deadweight. At
the angle he was lying, sapped of strength as he was, there was simply no way
he was going to be able to pull her up.
"Eppy, you've got to help me here! I can't do this alone!"
"Help ... you?" she said thickly. "Come on, Eppy! Damn it, I'd
accept this from a first officer, but you're a captain now! Now do your duty
and get up here!"
She blinked, still standing on her toes, arm oustretched, and then her
vision seemed to lock on to him. "M-Mac ... ?"
she managed to get out.
"Yes!"
"Mac!" At least for
the moment, her mind was clear, and
she realized where she was and what was happening. "Oh ... God,
it's cold—!"
"I know! Now get up
here!"
She brought up her other hand
and he grabbed it as well.
Within moments, not only was he
pulling her, but she was pushing with the toes of her boots, shoving against
the frozen wall of the small ravine. They did not speak, merely
grunted with the exertion, and
finally she was on the snow next to him, gasping and moaning.
"Calhoun ... I've gotta say ... this is the crappiest honeymoon
... ever..."
He actually started to laugh, until the sudden exertion caused another
stabbing in his chest. He got to his knees, and then he saw just how banged up
she was. There were vicious bruises and cuts on the side of her head where
she'd been hurt in the fall. He wondered how long she was going to be able to
keep going ... how long either of them would be able to.
"Ebozay ... he was with me ... he—"
"He's still down there. He's dead," said Calhoun, seeing no
reason to sugarcoat anything at this point.
She nodded grimly. "We're next," she rasped out.
That was when they heard something. It was a sound like something
charging up and then discharging energy. It was coming from just over a rise
that seemed to be within distance.
"Come on," said Calhoun, for really, they had nothing left to
lose.
They staggered, they stumbled, they fell, and this time when Calhoun
stood up, Shelby was unable to move. She was whispering, and Calhoun put an ear
to her mouth. 'Too ... dizzy ..." he heard her say. "Too ... tired
... just... rest here for a few minutes ..." Now he saw that there was
blood dried just under her hairline. She'd probably have been bleeding a lot
more if the arctic wind hadn't frozen it.
"Like hell," he grunted, and he hauled her to her feet. But
she couldn't stay on them, and finally Calhoun lifted her up in his arms,
cradling her.
She looked at him with an expression that was nearly one of disgust.
"Typical. .. soooo typical... always have to ... show off..." Then
her head slumped back. Her breathing was shallow, her pulse slowing, and
Calhoun didn't even bother to call her name because if she was going to die,
better that it happen peacefully while she was asleep.
He trudged forward, battling for every foot of distance, and it seemed
to him as if he were making no headway at all. And then suddenly, just like
that, he was at the top of the rise, and what he saw absolutely stunned him.
It was a Gateway, throbbing with power, utterly untouched by the snow
and ice that covered every other square inch of the planet's surface. It was
triangular in shape, and there appeared to be some sort of runic letter-
ing upon it, but it was in a language that he had absolutely no
familiarity with.
Lying directly in front of the Gateway were the two Iconians. Calhoun
had been looking forward to questioning them closely about everything they
knew, but as he staggered forward with the insensate Shelby in his arms, he
quickly realized that he wasn't going to have that chance. The female Smyt was
lying there, eyes to the white sky, unmoving, un-breathing, frozen to death. A
couple of feet away was the male Smyt, and he was flat on his stomach. He was
likewise dead.
Why didn't they go through this Gateway? Calhoun
wondered, bewildered. Then the answer came to him: It hadn't been activated
for some reason. But it was certainly functioning now, the power rolling
around within. The entire thing seemed to reek of age, and technologies that
were far beyond anything Calhoun could possibly have conceived of.
That was when he realized that there were words in the icy surface just
in front of the male Smyt. He had managed to make just enough of an
indentation in it that—for a few minutes at least, before the snow filled it
in—it was legible.
GIANT LIED
Giant Lied! The
phrase meant nothing to Calhoun. What giant? What had he lied about? To whom?
Was that it? Was that the only
explanation he was going to get from the Iconians and their involvement in the
strife between the Markanians and the Aerons? It didn't seem right.
At that moment, though, there was no more time to ponder the cosmic
rightness or wrongness of events anymore. Calhoun was crouched in front of the
Gateway, Shelby in his arms, and he couldn't even tell if she was breathing. No
mist was coming out of her mouth, her eyes were not fluttering behind the lids.
She might already be dead, Calhoun himself
was barely alive, and although a great unknown sat in front of them, he
had absolutely no options in the matter. Sometimes
you just don't get to choose where you're going to wind up, he
thought grimly.
And with that final, bleak acknowledgement of an unfortunate reality,
Calhoun, with Shelby in tow, stepped through the Gateway, not knowing what lay
beyond.
To Be
Continued In... STAR TREK: WHAT LAY BEYOND
Coming in
November